New Kinks Unlocked

New Kinks Unlocked

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New kinks Unlocked-Savage Love Drabble

Pairing: Jungkook x OC (Alice)

Word Count: 3.3k words

Rating: 18+ Mature, smut, hard swearing, pure smutty filth, smut with plot.

Description:

Jungkook and Alice are now married, thinking of trying for a baby. Jungkook suddenly realises that he has a kink that he never knew he had. He’s only too happy to start the process of making a baby with Alice, as he imagines how she’s going to look when she’s pregnant with his child.

And just the thought of getting her pregnant has sparked a new feeling inside him. . . New kinks unlocked!

Triggers and content:

Baby fever, Husband and Wife, Married Life, Mention of contraception, Mention of bleeding, Periods mentioned, Trying for a baby, Breeding kink, Pregnancy kink, Lactation kink, Mention of male masturbation, Smut, Fingering, Squirting, overstimulation, Sucking and licking, Hickies, Nipple play, Dirty talking, Choking, Hair pulling, Some degradation, No condom or contraception, Raw Sex, Swearing, Dirty talk, messy sex. Needy Jungkook. Both are horny, A little Fluff.

Authors note:

This is another Drabble from the savage love series, if you want to find out more about Alice and Jungkook’s relationship please check my master list.

This is all in Jungkook’s pov, so it’s told from his perspective.

This Drabble happens after standing next to you.

They are both 30 years old at this point and married.

This is mostly filth, but has plot.

🔞⚠️ NO MINORS ON THIS BLOG!! THERE IS EXPLICIT CONTENT AND TRIGGERING ADULT CONTENT.

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As soon as Alice told me she wanted to try for a baby my mind has been drifting and I’ve found myself thinking about how beautiful she’s going to look with my child growing inside of her belly.

How plump her breasts are going to get too, especially when they are filled with milk and I can wrap my mouth around them.

But I’ve been having fantasies of putting the baby in her in the first place, I even got off to the thought of it the other day in the shower.

I realised that I have a breeding kink and can’t wait to start trying, knowing she has no contraceptive implant in her arm anymore. The very idea has consumed all of my thoughts and I find myself with a voracious fixation that won’t vanish.

I haven’t told her yet and I asked Tae if he thought I was weird, he just laughed saying that it’s actually a common kink.

That he’s even tried it when he fucked his girlfriend raw as she wanted him to act like he was breeding her. He told me he liked it and it was intense, that they do it every so often.

Alice had her implant removed last month and has been bleeding on and off for the last month. Some of the bleeding at first was painful, so we’ve not really been sexual the last month. Just a bit of light foreplay, both getting each other off, as I’m not worried about a bit of blood and orgasms help with the pain.

We are waiting for that to be over with and then we are going to try for a baby. Both of us just felt that it was the right time and both of us are fully established in our careers because we are both thirty now.

Our parents have been going on at us for years and asking us when they are getting grandchildren and Alice told her mother to bug Jin instead. Mine understands that our careers have grown and we were busy, but now we have higher positions we can allocate more work to others.

I’m itching to start trying now though and I can only moan obscenities about breeding her as I pump into my fist so many times before I now greedily long for the real thing.

Pretty sure Alice knows that something is up as I moaned at her the other day about really wanting to try now. She chuckled saying her body is trying to get used to not having the implant, so it’s trying to sync up her periods again. That it might take a while before it does.

I complained saying that I don’t give a shit about blood and we could still start trying for our baby already.

I’m at work today working on a new sequence for a computer game and finishing some coding when a message comes through to my phone from Alice.

‘Hey Kookie, so I have not been bleeding at all for about four days now and I think it’s finally over. So I’m here at home now after leaving work earlier today and I’m feeling so needy after waiting for weeks! Are you gonna come and put a baby in me, my sexy hubby?’

My dick immediately bounces in my trousers and I start coding faster so I can get the hell out of here. Replying, I tell her I’m coming home right now and I’m gonna pump my babies into her. That I’m gonna breed her like a good little wife.

I received an explicit laden message with a drooling and a hot emoji, that she was now waiting for me to come home and breed her. Telling her to get ready for me, I close up my computer immediately feeling a strong urgency.

I tell my second in charge Jungmin that I’m going home, he nods with a smirk when he sees my semi in my trousers.

Literally running out of work like I have a real emergency, I jump in my car and probably drive over the speed limit all the way home feeling so hard and restricted in my black work trousers. Because the closer to home I get, the more turned on I feel.

I’ve not felt this damn horny in about a year, we’ve had sex but it’s been maybe once a week. It’s because work has just been way too busy for both of us as we set up more people to take more responsibilities on, so we could relax a bit more and start trying for a family.

We are essentially both the bosses so it’s about time that we get perks.

I curse when the person in front of me is driving so slow on the highway, do they not realise that they are in the damn fast lane?

So I impatiently switch to the middle lane and over take them switching lanes to the fast lane again. All whilst mumbling about what an idiot that driver is, they should be in the slower first lane at that damn speed.

I sigh with relief as soon as I pull up to our home.

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As soon as I turn off the car I’m jumping out and running into our home, I fumble unlocking the front door as fast as I can. I go into our home, wandering off in search of my gorgeous wife.

When I find her in our bed already naked I start frantically stripping out of my work clothes.

No damn coaxing is needed as I’m rock hard with anticipation because we have never gone a month without sex before. Well apart from when we first got together, but after that we were like damn rabbits.

“My princess, you look so pretty. I’m so damn horny, I’ve been waiting ravenously for you to stop bleeding. My hand has been on my dick so many times this month thinking about breeding you and pumping my babies into your womb”

I confess moaning at her, chucking my boxers off and grabbing at my hard length giving it a tug.

I’m addicted to her and the thought of what I’m about to do has me longing to fill her up. My need for her hasn’t changed since I first started doing sexual things with her.

Even as a horny teenager when I first discovered masturbating it was always her I thought about.

That ravenous desire hasn’t gone.

“Yeah? My husband wants to breed me and get me pregnant with his babies? Are you gonna be that dilf I’ve been dreaming of fucking for so long” She grins mischievously at me, grabbing at her voluptuous breasts and pinching at her nipples.

“Hmm yes, I can’t wait to see you all plump with my baby in your belly and your tits all swollen with milk, my pretty little wife. Can’t wait to suck on your full swollen breasts” I groan loudly, getting onto the bed and crawling up her body kissing and sucking marks on her soft skin.

“My stunning wife, you always look so exquisite when you are laid out naked for me, sweetheart. Look at your perfect breasts, so beautiful. I can’t wait to see them all plump and filled with milk” I rasp lewdly at her placing my mouth over her erect nipple sucking, flattening my tongue against it and lapping over it.

She squirms contorting her body, parting her pretty plump lips and throwing her head back exposing her neck, making me feel eager to paint some pretty marks across it with my mouth.

Making my way up to her neck I wrap my hand around it and tilt her head so I can abuse her sensitive spot.

The second my mouth starts sucking and licking at the area I’m rewarded with a delicious sounding whine and the roll of her mouth watering hips.

“I’m gonna fill you up all night until it’s dripping down your pretty thick thighs, baby. I’m so damn ravenous for you that I’m making up for lost time” I lustfully moan into her neck digging my fingers into the front of her neck and cutting off her breath.

“I’m so hard for you, my gorgeous girl” I pant with desire, nibbling at her skin earning a husky lust filled moan and another grind of her pretty pussy against my voracious dick.

“Please, I want you so much, Jungkook! Want you to fill me up too, babe. With you perfect cock and your cum” Alice wantonly breathes out, sounding breathless due to my hand around her neck. I run my fingers through her chubby little cunt, fuck, she’s absolutely soaked.

“Hell yes, my needy baby is dripping everywhere. So warm and wet, my pretty wife. Can’t wait for my cock, huh?” I whispered seductively in a low husky voice.

Plunging two fingers into her wet heat and thumbing at her little clit, I hum bringing her lips to mine with my tattooed fingers still digging in her neck.

She’s really turned on as she flutters so deliciously around my two fingers already. Curling my fingers up to press against her spot I pump my fingers in faster, in anticipation of the squeeze of her puffy walls against my tattooed fingers.

My baby whines needily against my lips rolling her hips up to meet the thrust of my fingers.

“So greedy, my princess” I breathe against her panting mouth, capturing her bottom lip between my teeth and sucking it in.

Her hot walls are fluttering deliciously around my fingers and her thighs are shuddering from the building lust burning through her body.

Her moans are getting louder and more desperate, my poor baby is feeling so starved of my touch and I can tell how much she’s craving her incoming orgasm.

I move my mouth to her neck again, abusing the sensitive area on her perfect soft skin, her moans and whimpers get more frantic.

The second she tenses up I can tell that she is about to fall aggressively, her whiny pants are getting faster and the pretty curses that fall from her mouth are a sign of the tempestuous rhapsody that’s approaching.

The harsh ahh’s are rapidly falling out of her parted mouth. I wickedly smirk against her neck and sadistically assault her g spot getting faster plunging into her soaked folds.

The second I give her air she explodes.

“Ahhhh oh. . . fuck. . fuck. . Jungkook!”She wails squeezing around my two fingers like a vice, I groan into her neck sucking harshly onto her soft skin as she bucks up trying to throw me off and escape.

The sob that falls from her mouth as I cruelly push her into another intense orgasm and the twisting and twitching of overstimulation is so intense.

She likes being pushed past her limits though, we’ve explored this many times over the years.

I yank her hair holding onto her so I can stare at her face, ghosting my mouth back over to her ear.

“Come on, sweetheart. Give it to me, squirt all over your husband's hand. Such a greedy little slut for my fingers, so fucking pretty when you cum all over me” I growl hungrily into her ear sucking on her earlobe, the thrill that runs through my veins as she squirts all over me almost screaming is absolutely glorious.

It sprays all over my hand, my wrist and by my pelvis, running down over my erect length.

“Fucking hell, baby! You just squirted all over my dick, such a filthy little girl. My dirty little princess, god I love you” I rasp invading her lips and plunging my tongue into her parted mouth, I feel starved as I don’t wait and pull my fingers out.

Plunging straight into her with a needy whine, she shudders with a whimper falling from her lips. Shit, I missed her perfect hot walls around my dick so badly.

It always feels so intense and makes my tip tingle as it vibrates through my body making my stomach clench.

I could never get used to how perfect she feels, every single time I fill her up it feels like that first time again.

I kneel up running my greedy hands everywhere like I usually do, I can’t help pawing at her and feeling her soft pliable skin. My favourite thing to do is dig my fingers into her plump silky smooth skin, it feels so amazing.

“Oh yes, I missed this. . sooo much”Alice whimpers fluttering around me where she’s still sensitive and is feeling turned on again.

She looks exquisite underneath me, she always does as she shivers and rolls her hips to encourage me to move.

“I can’t wait to fill you up, my princess. Pump my cum into your womb and breed you so well. Get you pregnant with our baby” I groaned lewdly at her, giving a harsh snap of my hips making her cry out and grip the sheets.

Building up my pace slowly I feel so damn good, I missed this euphoric feeling and I’m so damn horny for her.

“Hmm faster babe, feels so good” She moans out loud squirming needily underneath me.

Grabbing her legs I bring them to my chest and wrap my arms around them. Bucking my hips against her with a loud cuss, a moaned out fuck falls from her pretty lips.

“Fuck! Jungkook, damn you feel so hard and big. Oh right there. . Please don’t stop!”

My perfect wife desperately rasps as I punish her g spot, loud slaps are heard from my skin hitting against hers.

She looks so beautiful as her pretty tits bounce with every thrust of my hips. I look down to where I join her and groan when I see a filthy creamy ring of her juices around the base of my shaft.

Every plunge of it sounds lewd where she’s dripping all over my length and down my balls, it’s sinful and the sloppy sounds are debauched.

“Yes, creaming my cock so well, baby” I hiss at her as her puffy walls squeeze me so tightly in response.

Pressing my thumb to her little clit she quivers around me and her thighs tense up shuddering.

I’ve always loved the way her face looks in the throes of passion, her curvy voluptuous body writhing underneath me.

She is clenching around me so hard that I’m afraid of the sudden build up, the pulsing of my length and the tightening of my balls. I’m getting close but I need her to have her release first, she always orgasms.

I never leave her unsatisfied, even if I have to bury my face into her messy folds afterwards.

“Hmm, damn I’m close already where I was so desperate to feel you. You feel so good my beautiful wife. Cum for me darling. . . drench me baby. I’m gonna fuck my seed into you and keep. . Hmm doing it all fucking night” I lewdly pant putting her legs down and leaning in to kiss her, our tongues meet sloppily.

My fingers folded into her hair as I kissed her passionately until I got in a new position placing a pillow under her ass. Straddling her with my knees bent, I give her long deep strokes with my hips slamming up against her.

I make sure her legs are spread as far as possible touching against her body and held apart by my hands so I can smack my hips against her swollen clit. I’m hitting her deep in this position as she’s cussing a lot and mewling.

It looks so damn filthy as I watch my cock penetrating her as it’s being coated in her creamy white juices, it’s really turning me on, making me cuss with a rough growl.

That lewd wet, messy sound every time I plunge into her is sinful.

The debauched expression on my wife’s face as I stare into her eyes with my mouth parted is intimate and pushing me to the finish.

“I’m gonna cum, princess. Fuck, you close?” I groan needily, moving my fingers to her little clit, furiously rubbing it to try to help her fall before me. Her breaths get louder as they are punctured with mewls and curses.

“Ohhh yes, Jungkook! Fuuuck! Fill me up!”

The squeeze is immediate and she starts to orgasm, I have to pin her leg back down as she violently bucks, letting out high pitched pants.

She is milking the hell out of me and I can’t hold on any longer and my whine is full of urgent need.

“Gonna fill you up so good, breed you” I growl in a feral voice, slamming into her with sloppy thrusts.

My princess is whimpering as I fuck her into overstimulation and she sobs pitifully.

When I start to cum I roar out so loud that I even surprise myself, milking myself into her hot walls painting her cervix with my seed.

“Yes, good girl. Letting your husband get you pregnant, put my babies in you. Pretty little pussy is so fucking needy for my cum” I hiss, shallowly pumping to give her every last drop.

The vulgar noise she moans out as I pulse lewdly inside her and the clench around my sensitive dick, makes me blurt out a harsh groan.

Hissing from sensitivity, I move to lean down on my elbows and gently kiss her, both of us panting loudly and feeling blissful. Pressing chaste kisses all over her face I stay inside her, plugging my cum in her.

Smoothing her sweaty forehead and moving the stray hairs out of the way I smile down at her in pure happiness.

“I love you so much my amazing wife” I breathe out in awe of her, pressing my lips against her forehead.

“Love you too my perfect husband” She replies with a tender smile.

We spend the next ten minutes just lazily kissing and staring into each other's eyes.

“Ready for round two, princess? After all I did say I was going to fill you up until it was running down your thighs and everywhere” I mischievously smirk down at her twitching inside her.

“Do it babe, fill me up again” She giggles and squeezes around me making me start to harden.

“Anything for you, sweetheart. Can’t wait to have babies with you, princess” I sighed out in contentment feeling so excited for when she’s finally pregnant.

But I’m gonna have so much fun trying in the meantime, it’s funny how you can be with someone for so long and still find out new things.

I’m really glad to find out that a new kink has been unlocked.

But my poor wife is probably going to end up having loads of babies now that I have realised how much I love this kink though!

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Beginning

Savage Love Drabble

Pairing: Jungkook x oc (tiny Kookie and tiny OC Alice)

Word count: 1.9 k

Rating: No rating, it has nothing that would be considered adult themed.

Trigger/content:

Not Mature, Childhood memory, just totally adorable behaviour, Alice is bossy but Kookie doesn’t mind, Slight Bullying from an older kid, Tiny Kookie and Alice. They are both six in this memory. The story of their first meeting. The birth of the pet name Princess and how it started!

Mention of pictures that were taken. One of the pictures of them holding hands was the one Jungkook mentioned in Savage love (the one his ex girlfriend chucked and damaged). Jungkook used to have a stutter and was shy. Alice used to call him Bunny too. Mothers being good friends.

Authors Note:

This is a Drabble from the savage love series, the first time they met as children.

Please read the other drabbles and chapters of if you want to know about Jungkook and Alice.

Down below are links to other drabbles and the parts of the story.

My Savage Love Master list: here

Savage Love: here

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My Momma is taking me to the park today, so I’m extremely excited in the back of my Momma’s new red car. My pretty Momma is playing music and I giggle as I childishly sing along, not sure what this song is called but I like it. Momma seem’s to know the words, I love it when she sings because she sounds so pretty.

“More Momma! Another! Sing!” I giggle when the song ends making her put another on. She chuckles at me putting another song on, I just enjoy the music bopping along like a crazy girl. As soon as I see out the window that we are at the park I squeal because it looks really fun.

“We are meeting up with an old friend of mine today. I haven’t seen her in ages, but she’s bringing her son Jungkook to play with you, Alice. Isn’t that exciting? You can have a new friend” Momma grins back at me as she turns the car off unbuckling her seatbelt. I gasp and an excited grin appears on my face.

“I got a new friend?” I exclaim excitedly looking out the car window hoping to see this new friend.

“Yes! His name is Jungkook, shall we go meet him, Alice?” Momma giggles at my excited face.

Nodding feeling happiness I kick my legs waiting for Momma to undo my seat so I can get out.

“Quick Momma! Let’s find jookook!” I giggle trying to pull her hand.

“Alice, you are really excited today aren’t you? His name is Jungkook though”Momma chuckles at me in amusement, taking me towards the big park.

I’m excited to go on that big slide with my new friend. And to swing on the swings with him, we can see who can go higher. I look around in excitement trying to find my new friend, my Momma pulls me to a bench where a pretty lady with a bunny smile is sitting.

She hugs my Momma with a huge smile on her face and shouts for someone called Kookie telling them to come here. A little boy comes running over with a toy in his hand, he has the same bunny smile.

“Kookie! This is my friend Samantha and her daughter Alice. She is going to be your new friend, would you like to play with her, Jungkook?” She points to me and he nods shyly, giving me a small smile as he fiddles with his red toy.

“Hi Kookie, I’m Alice!” I wave back with a huge grin, I find him cute and I’m happy to have a new friend.

“Why don’t you two go and play together? That would be fun wouldn’t it?” My Momma comments, I nod with a happy smile moving towards Kookie. His eyes widen at me when I move to grab his hand, he doesn’t say anything when I pull him to the climbing frame to get up to the slide.

“Let’s go on the slide” I exclaim in delight, pulling him up the long wooden ramp, he just nods with red flustered cheeks and lets me pull him.

“Do you want to slide together? I cheerfully ask him and his mouth opens in a little O but he finally talks to me.

“O-Okay, Alice” He stutters shyly with red cheeks and red ears, he’s so adorable.

“Yay! Let’s go” I cheer with my hands up, he follows me nodding with a small smile. As we reach the slide a bigger kid is there standing by the slide not letting anyone on.

“You can only come on the slide if you give me your Iron man” He looks down at us with a nasty smile, pointing to Kookie’s toy.

“N-No! It’s mine! It’s m-my favourite” Kookie stutters, grasping the toy and cuddling it tighter into his chest.

“Go away! Or I’m calling my Momma” I exclaim loudly, standing in front of Kookie with my arms out, he pushes me and I yell for my Momma.

“MOMMA! MOMMA!” I start screaming out loudly and the boy panic’s as he looks over to where my Momma is now walking towards us. He quicking runs off and sprints away from the park.

“Why are you yelling, Alice? Are you okay Sweetie?” She questions me, looking up at us as she waits for my answer with her arms crossed.

“A big boy was trying to take Kookie’s toy Momma! He wouldn’t let us go on the slide” I pout angrily and she sighs looking around for the boy.

“That’s not very nice of him is it? Well he looks like he’s gone now, so you can play together now. You play nicely together okay, be good” Momma consoled us and we both nod, I watched my Momma walk off back to see Kookie’s Mommy.

“Th-Thank you, Alice” Kookie blushes hugging his toy.

“That boy was mean and I wasn’t letting him steal your toy. Let’s go, Kookie” I cheer with a little giggle.

“So I’m gonna go first and you sit behind and cuddle me. I will let your toy be on my lap. Then we slide!” I boss him around telling him what to do, Kookie looks all red on his cheeks again as he nods letting me get on first. Kookie reluctantly hands me his toy and gets behind me putting his arms around me.

“Let’s go, okay Kookie” I squealed in excitement at him and he giggled scooting his butt at the same time and we both went shooting down the long slide with loud giggles.

“Yay! That was fun, let’s do it again Kookie!” I laugh offering my hand, he takes it after biting his lip looking flustered. He lets me pull him back up to the slide and we keep repeating the process of going down the slide together. My Momma laughs and takes pictures of us cuddling as we come down the slide with her spare camera she keeps in the car.

“A-Alice, can we go on the. . . on the sw-swing’s?” Kookie asks me, looking at the floor whilst kicking his feet in the wood chippings.

“Yes! Let’s go” I exclaimed happily, pulling him to the swing’s.

“Can you please push me to start me, Kookie?” Shyly smiling at him I ask him to push me to start me off like Momma does, he nods with a little bunny smile, putting his toy on the floor nearby.

“Thank you, Kookie!” I cheered waiting for him to push me, laughing when he started to push me so I could get started.

“Now you get on the swing!” I beamed and he started swinging, making both of us giggle loudly, full of childish laughter. He kicks off and he’s really good at swinging, usually I need Momma to help me start.

“I like you, Kookie. I really like you being my new friend. You are good on the swing” I gasp suddenly realising that I really like Kookie, he’s fun and lets me do whatever I want too.

“I l-like you too, Alice. Umm do you wanna be my b-best friend?” He blushes looking at me as he swings backwards and forward.

“Wow! Really? You wanna be my bestest friend?” I squeal, sounding excited, stopping the swing with my feet digging in the wood chippings, probably ruining my pink tennis shoes.

“Y-Yes, I like you a l-lot” He replies stammering nervously, stopping his swing too, I squeal again, getting off the swing to rush him cuddling him. Kookie’s mouth is gaped open in a little O shape, his cheeks are bright red and his pretty eyes are really wide.

“I LOVE MY NEW BEST FRIEND!” I yell out kissing his cheek in excitement.

“L-Love you t-too. You are like m-my princess toy I have. S-So I’m gonna call you princess!” Kookie stutters with a huge smile on his face. He is so adorable, I love his smiles and his red chubby cheeks with a dimple in. We play on the roundabout and then on the see-saw, then we play on the slide again.

When my Momma tells me that we have five more minutes left and we are going home because it’s going to rain, I pout, feeling sad.

We decide to spend our last five minutes of time on the swings, Kookie is talking more now and is telling me about his toy figure collection. I tell him I want to see them, Kookie tells me that he will ask his Mommy if I can come and see them soon.

“Kids! Time to go home as it’s starting to drizzle, let’s hurry before we all get wet and get sick!” Kookie’s Mommy is standing up calling us both over to them.

“Quick princess, it’s raining! W-We have to. . . to go home. L-Let’s go!” He giggles cutely, grabbing my hand this time and quickly pulling us to our Momma’s. I giggle too, letting him guide me. My Momma takes another picture of us holding hands, then another one telling us to smile.

“Mommy, can Alice come see m-my toys? I wanna show her m-my princess t-toy because it looks like her!” Kookie asks his Mommy, looking hopeful as he waits for her reply, I’m looking up at her with a pleading expression, hoping for a yes too. My Momma chuckles while taking more pictures of our puppy dog expressions.

“Ahhh, you two are just too damn adorable. Maybe tomorrow, as long as Alice’s Mommy says it’s okay, Kookie”She awes at us as we look to my Momma for an answer.

“Yes I think that would be okay, we are not busy tomorrow afternoon. Alice is going to be going to your school as of tomorrow, so we can come to your house after school” Momma replies grinning at our shocked faces.

We both gasp in shock at this news, I knew that I’m in a new school tomorrow but not with my new best friend Kookie.

“Alice is coming to b-be at my school too? With m-me?” Kookie stutters with wide eyes and his Mommy nods at him with a grin.

“YAY! I get to go to school with my new best friend!” I celebrated, cuddling Kookie again, I can’t wait to go to school. Momma takes new pictures of us cuddling and tells Kookie’s Mommy that she will get some copies made.

“Let’s go home then, Alice” Momma tells me, holding out her hand. I sigh looking at Kookie with a pout.

“Awww I’m gonna miss you, Kookie. I will see you at school” I exclaim, hugging him tightly, he hugs me back and pecks me on the cheek with bright red cheeks as I giggle at him.

“M-Miss you too princess, can’t w-wait to s-see you at school!” Kookie beams at me scrunching his nose and I can’t believe how cute he is, like a bunny rabbit.

“Bye bye bunny Kookie. See you tomorrow!” I grin waving to him as Momma straps me into my booster seat, I even wave out of the window seeing him waving from his Mommy’s car.

I’m really excited to go to my new school tomorrow and see my new best friend Kookie. I didn’t ever have a best friend before, I’m so happy to have a new best friend like Kookie.

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Pairing: Jimin X OC. Jungkook X OC

Length: 10,000+ words

Rating: 15+ (it has no sexual activity or extreme violence, but has adult themes like cheating, toxic relationship, pregnancy and swearing, some mention of sexual themes but not graphic)

TW/Content: Angsty,angsty fluff, sadness, anger, mild violence (punching), depression, low self esteem, toxic relationship, hateful words, gaslighting, emotionally abusive, jealousy, mentally abusive, arguing and shouting, OC is chubby, unrequited love (but not really), male best friend is always there, clueless best friends, cheating, pregnancy (not OC) fluffy best friend, swearing, bad body image, Angst with happy ending, feelings exposed.

Kissing and hugging, mention of sexual things but no actual sexual content.

(Maybe in a part two if I feel like it)

But Jungkook has soft dom energy in the way he talks to her and treats her.

OC and Jimin being savage loves in their own ways. Taehyung being her secret rant buddy, who listens to her melt downs.

Genre: Angst, Toxic relationship, break up, angsty with a happy ending. Best friends being clueless.

Authors note: Not proof read but checked quickly by myself, was written in a day so it just flew out of my head.

Capitals means they are shouting or screaming at each other, which means that when she tells Jimin off she is really MAD!

Wanted to prove I could write something without the story getting sexual or yandere etc. And I would SHARE IT!

Sorry about the font, but not going over it to change it now. Had trouble with copy and paste, but I like it this way!

Link to a savage love Drabble below.

Master List Link: here

Savage Love Master List: here

Second Part (Standing Next To You): here

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S͟a͟v͟a͟g̲e͟ L͟o͟v͟e͟

Flashback

"𝑰'𝒎 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒔𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒚 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝑱𝒊𝒎𝒊𝒏 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒔𝒍𝒆𝒆𝒑𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐𝒈𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒂𝒏𝒅...."

𝑨 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒚 𝒃𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒅𝒆 𝒘𝒐𝒎𝒂𝒏 𝒊𝒔 𝒄𝒖𝒓𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒍𝒚 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔, 𝒂𝒇𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒔𝒂𝒚𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒂𝒍𝒌 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒆.

"𝑪𝑨𝑵𝑫𝑰𝑪𝑬! 𝑾𝑯𝑨𝑻 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑭𝑼𝑪𝑲!”

𝑱𝒊𝒎𝒊𝒏 𝒘𝒂𝒍𝒌𝒔 𝒖𝒑 𝒕𝒐 𝒖𝒔 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒃𝒔𝒐𝒍𝒖𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒚 𝒇𝒖𝒓𝒊𝒐𝒖𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒐𝒍𝒅 𝒎𝒆.

"𝑺𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒚 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒉𝒆𝒓, 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅𝒏'𝒕!"

𝑺𝒉𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒑𝒍𝒊𝒆𝒔 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒆𝒙𝒂𝒔𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒅.

𝑰'𝒎 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒄𝒌 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒎𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒃𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒉 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒉𝒂𝒔 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒏𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒆.

"𝑯𝒐𝒘 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒅𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒆 𝑱𝒊𝒎𝒊𝒏? 𝑯𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒏'𝒕 𝒊 𝒃𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝒆𝒏𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝒂𝒍𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒚? 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒄𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒚𝒆𝒕 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏 𝒂𝒇𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒆 𝒊𝒕 𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅'𝒕 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒏 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏! 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒔𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒐𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒎𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓'𝒔 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆!"

𝑰 𝒚𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒂𝒕 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒌𝒆, 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝑰 𝒂𝒎 𝒅𝒐𝒏𝒆.

𝑻𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒇𝒂𝒓𝒄𝒆 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒏𝒐𝒘, 𝒊'𝒗𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒅 𝒆𝒏𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉.

"𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆! 𝑰𝒕'𝒔 𝒐𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝑰 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆, 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒆𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒆. 𝑺𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒂 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒏𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒅. 𝑰 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒐𝒍𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒊𝒕'𝒔 𝒍𝒊𝒆𝒔! 𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒐𝒍𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒃𝒖𝒍𝒍𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒕!“

𝑯𝒆 𝒆𝒙𝒄𝒍𝒂𝒊𝒎𝒔 𝒑𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒍𝒆𝒈𝒈𝒚 𝒃𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒅𝒆 𝒘𝒐𝒎𝒂𝒏 𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆𝒅 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒄𝒌𝒆𝒅 𝒃𝒚 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒉𝒆 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒔𝒂𝒊𝒅.

"𝑬𝑿𝑪𝑼𝑺𝑬 𝑴𝑬! 𝑰𝑻 𝑾𝑨𝑺 𝑵𝑶𝑻 𝑨 𝑶𝑵𝑬 𝑵𝑰𝑮𝑯𝑻 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑵𝑫 𝑱𝑰𝑴𝑰𝑵! 𝑶𝑹 𝑳𝑰𝑬𝑺!"

𝑺𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒕𝒔 𝒂𝒕 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒔𝒄𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝒃𝒚 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒃𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒍𝒊𝒆.

"𝑺𝒉𝒖𝒕 𝒖𝒑 𝑪𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒊𝒄𝒆”

𝑯𝒆 𝒈𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒔 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒆𝒆𝒕𝒉 𝒂𝒕 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒓𝒚.

"𝑰 𝑾𝑰𝑳𝑳 𝑵𝑶𝑻 𝑺𝑯𝑼𝑻 𝑼𝑷! 𝑺𝑯𝑬 𝑫𝑬𝑺𝑬𝑹𝑽𝑬𝑺 𝑻𝑶 𝑲𝑵𝑶𝑾”

𝑺𝒉𝒆 𝒆𝒙𝒄𝒍𝒂𝒊𝒎𝒔 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒍𝒐𝒖𝒅𝒍𝒚.

𝑷𝒆𝒐𝒑𝒍𝒆 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒘𝒂𝒕𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒇𝒊𝒍𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒚 𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒖𝒎𝒂 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏....𝑮𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕!

"𝑰 𝑺𝑨𝑰𝑫 𝑺𝑯𝑼𝑻 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑭𝑼𝑪𝑲 𝑼𝑷!"

𝑱𝒊𝒎𝒊𝒏 𝒔𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒎𝒔 𝒊𝒏 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒇𝒂𝒄𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒊𝒕 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆𝒔 𝒎𝒆 𝒇𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒄𝒉 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒍𝒐𝒖𝒅 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔, 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒉𝒆 𝒑𝒐𝒌𝒆𝒔 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅𝒆𝒓 𝒊𝒏 𝒂𝒏 𝒂𝒈𝒈𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒚.

𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏'𝒕 𝒃𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒆𝒗𝒆 𝒉𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒈𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒑𝒉𝒚𝒔𝒊𝒄𝒂𝒍 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒉𝒆𝒓, 𝒂𝒔 𝒉𝒆'𝒔 𝒂 𝒑𝒊𝒆𝒄𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒕 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒉𝒆’𝒔 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒃𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒑𝒉𝒚𝒔𝒊𝒄𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒂𝒃𝒖𝒔𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒆!

"𝑯𝑶𝑾 𝑫𝑨𝑹𝑬 𝒀𝑶𝑼 𝑮𝑬𝑻 𝑰𝑵 𝑴𝒀 𝑭𝑨𝑪𝑬!"

𝑪𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒊𝒄𝒆 𝒑𝒐𝒌𝒆𝒔 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒉𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒑𝒊𝒔𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒓𝒚𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒃𝒆𝒕𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎.

"𝑫𝒐 𝑵𝑶𝑻 𝒕𝒐𝒖𝒄𝒉 𝒎𝒚 𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝑱𝒊𝒎𝒊𝒏! 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒑𝒊𝒆𝒄𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒕!"

𝑯𝒆𝒓 𝒔𝒎𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒃𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒉𝒂𝒊𝒓 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒕𝒔 𝒑𝒖𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌.

"𝑰'𝒎 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒔𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒚 𝑨𝒍𝒊𝒄𝒆, 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝑪𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒊𝒄𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒈𝒏𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒊𝒕𝒔 𝑱𝒊𝒎𝒊𝒏'𝒔 𝒃𝒂𝒃𝒚. 𝑺𝒉𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒆𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒌𝒔 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒈𝒏𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒌𝒆𝒆𝒑𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒃𝒂𝒃𝒚. 𝑺𝒉𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒔 𝒃𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒓𝒚𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒕𝒐 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒄𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒏 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒕𝒘𝒐 𝒎𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒉𝒔 𝒏𝒐𝒘. 𝑯𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒔 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒊𝒏𝒗𝒐𝒍𝒗𝒆𝒅 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒑𝒐𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒘𝒐 𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒌𝒔 𝒂𝒈𝒐. 𝑯𝒆 𝒌𝒆𝒑𝒕 𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒈𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒊𝒔𝒉 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒚𝒐𝒖, 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒐𝒈𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒆𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒎𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒉𝒔 𝒏𝒐𝒘. 𝑺𝒉𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒅𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅𝒏'𝒕"

𝑯𝒆𝒓 𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒔 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒔 𝒔𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒚 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒎𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒔𝒆𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒌𝒆 𝒎𝒆.

"𝑭𝑶𝑹 𝑭𝑼𝑪𝑲𝑺 𝑺𝑨𝑲𝑬 𝑴𝑨𝑵𝑫𝒀! 𝑰 𝑺𝑨𝑰𝑫 𝑰 𝑾𝑶𝑼𝑳𝑫 𝑻𝑬𝑳𝑳 𝑯𝑬𝑹!”

𝑱𝒊𝒎𝒊𝒏 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒕𝒔 𝒂𝒕 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅, 𝒔𝒐 𝑰 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒊𝒕'𝒔 𝒕𝒓𝒖𝒆.

𝑴𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒃𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒌𝒔, 𝒊'𝒎 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝑰 𝒂𝒎 𝒈𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒄𝒐𝒍𝒍𝒂𝒑𝒔𝒆, 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒊'𝒎 𝒈𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒂 𝒑𝒂𝒏𝒊𝒄 𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒂𝒄𝒌.

𝑰𝒕'𝒔 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒂𝒅𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒑𝒆𝒐𝒑𝒍𝒆 𝒔𝒖𝒓𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒖𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑰 𝒔𝒆𝒆 𝑻𝒂𝒆𝒉𝒚𝒖𝒏𝒈 𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒎𝒐𝒖𝒕𝒉 𝒈𝒂𝒑𝒆𝒅 𝒐𝒑𝒆𝒏.

𝑬𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒈𝒐𝒆𝒔 𝒒𝒖𝒊𝒆𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑰𝒕'𝒔 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒑𝒔, 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒓𝒖𝒏 𝒂𝒘𝒂𝒚 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒊'𝒎 𝒔𝒕𝒖𝒄𝒌 𝒊𝒏 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒆.

𝑾𝒉𝒚 𝒅𝒐 𝑰 𝒑𝒖𝒕 𝒖𝒑 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒕 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏?

𝑪𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒐𝒏 𝑨𝒍𝒊𝒄𝒆, 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒘𝒉𝒚 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒑𝒖𝒕 𝒖𝒑 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔, 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒅𝒆𝒍𝒖𝒅𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇 𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍!

"𝑺𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒕𝒊𝒆?"

𝑱𝒊𝒎𝒊𝒏 𝒔𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒒𝒖𝒊𝒆𝒕𝒍𝒚 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝒅𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒊𝒎.

"𝑰𝒕'𝒔 𝒐𝒌𝒂𝒚, 𝒘𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔. 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝑰 𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖, 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝑺𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕. 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒏𝒐 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏, 𝑰 𝒎𝒆𝒂𝒏 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒂𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖. 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒍𝒆𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇 𝒈𝒐 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒑𝒖𝒕 𝒐𝒏 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒖𝒑 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒐𝒓 𝒈𝒐 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒄𝒍𝒖𝒃𝒔 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒎𝒆. 𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝒊 𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒚𝒆𝒅 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒊 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖. 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒅𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂 𝒇𝒂𝒗𝒐𝒖𝒓, 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅𝒏'𝒕 𝒔𝒍𝒆𝒆𝒑 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒎𝒆 𝒂𝒇𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍 𝒂𝒏𝒅.."

𝑯𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒏𝒆𝒓𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒓𝒚 𝒈𝒂𝒔𝒍𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒏𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒃𝒂𝒃𝒚 𝒎𝒐𝒎𝒎𝒂 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒂𝒄𝒕 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒊𝒕'𝒔 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒎𝒚 𝒇𝒂𝒖𝒍𝒕 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏.

𝑰 𝒐𝒇𝒇𝒊𝒄𝒊𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒔𝒏𝒂𝒑!

"𝑫𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕! 𝑭𝑼𝑪𝑲 𝒀𝑶𝑼 𝑱𝑰𝑴𝑰𝑵! 𝑰 𝑭𝑼𝑪𝑲𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑯𝑨𝑻𝑬 𝒀𝑶𝑼! 𝑮𝑬𝑻 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑯𝑬𝑳𝑳 𝑨𝑾𝑨𝒀 𝑭𝑹𝑶𝑴 𝑴𝑬! 𝒀𝑶𝑼 𝑫𝑰𝑫 𝑻𝑯𝑰𝑺 𝑻𝑶 𝑴𝑬? 𝒀𝑶𝑼 𝑻𝑹𝑬𝑨𝑻𝑬𝑫 𝑴𝑬 𝑳𝑰𝑲𝑬 𝑺𝑯𝑰𝑻 𝑨𝑵𝑫 𝑴𝑨𝑫𝑬 𝑴𝑬 𝑭𝑬𝑬𝑳 𝑳𝑰𝑲𝑬 𝑺𝑯𝑰𝑻. 𝑰 𝑾𝑨𝑺 𝑵𝑬𝑽𝑬𝑹 𝑳𝑰𝑲𝑬 𝑻𝑯𝑰𝑺 𝑩𝑬𝑭𝑶𝑹𝑬 𝑰 𝑴𝑬𝑻 𝒀𝑶𝑼!”

𝑰 𝒔𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒎 𝒂𝒕 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒉𝒆 𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒂𝒄𝒉𝒆𝒔 𝒎𝒆, 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝑰 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒃𝒂𝒃𝒚 𝒎𝒐𝒎𝒎𝒂 𝑪𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒊𝒄𝒆.

𝑻𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆 𝑰 𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒖𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒔𝒏𝒂𝒑 𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝒐𝒇 𝒄𝒓𝒚𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒓 𝒓𝒖𝒏𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒇𝒇 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐𝒕𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒆𝒎𝒃𝒂𝒓𝒓𝒂𝒔𝒔𝒆𝒅.

"𝑮𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝒍𝒖𝒄𝒌! 𝑰'𝒎 𝒔𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒚 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒈𝒐𝒕 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒈𝒏𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒃𝒚 𝒉𝒊𝒎. 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒈𝒐𝒏𝒏𝒂 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅 𝒊𝒕, 𝒉𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒔 𝒄𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒐𝒏 𝒎𝒆 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒐𝒍𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒆𝒆 𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒓'𝒔. 𝑺𝒍𝒆𝒑𝒕 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒎𝒚 𝒃𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒎𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒉𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒉𝒂𝒅 𝒂 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒏𝒊𝒈𝒏𝒕 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒂𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅, 𝒃𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒕𝒄𝒉 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒔. 𝑻𝒉𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒘𝒐 𝒐𝒇 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒘𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒚 𝒘𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒏, 𝒂𝒍𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒈𝒏𝒂𝒏𝒕, 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝑺𝑻𝑫'𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝒔𝒐 𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇 𝒄𝒉𝒆𝒄𝒌𝒆𝒅. 𝑯𝒆 𝒈𝒂𝒔𝒍𝒊𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒎𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒎𝒂𝒅𝒆 𝒎𝒆 𝒅𝒆𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒆𝒅, 𝒂𝒏𝒙𝒊𝒐𝒖𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒕 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒎𝒚𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇. 𝑩𝒆𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒆! 𝑩𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒄𝒆 𝒂 𝒄𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒂 𝒄𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒓!"

𝑰 𝒔𝒄𝒐𝒇𝒇 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒔𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒚 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒊 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒂𝒕 𝑱𝒊𝒎𝒊𝒏, 𝑰 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒛𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝑰'𝒎 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒍𝒆𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒚 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒖𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒍𝒚 𝒅𝒐𝒏𝒆.

"𝑮𝑶𝑶𝑫𝑩𝒀𝑬 𝑱𝑰𝑴𝑰𝑵! 𝑭𝑼𝑪𝑲 𝒀𝑶𝑼 𝑨𝑵𝑫 𝑵𝑬𝑽𝑬𝑹 𝑺𝑯𝑶𝑾 𝒀𝑶𝑼𝑹 𝑭𝑨𝑪𝑬 𝑨𝑹𝑶𝑼𝑵𝑫 𝑴𝑬 𝑨𝑮𝑨𝑰𝑵. 𝑰'𝑴 𝑨𝑩𝑺𝑶𝑳𝑼𝑻𝑬𝑳𝒀 𝑫𝑶𝑵𝑬!"

𝑰 𝒔𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒓 𝒂𝒕 𝒉𝒊𝒎, 𝑰'𝒎 𝒂𝒃𝒔𝒐𝒍𝒖𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒚 𝒓𝒂𝒈𝒊𝒏𝒈.

"𝒀𝑬𝑨𝑯 𝑮𝑶 𝑭𝑰𝑵𝑫 𝑱𝑼𝑵𝑮𝑲𝑶𝑶𝑲 𝑳𝑰𝑲𝑬 𝒀𝑶𝑼 𝑨𝑳𝑾𝑨𝒀𝑺 𝑫𝑶! 𝑰'𝑴 𝑺𝑼𝑹𝑬 𝑯𝑬 𝑾𝑰𝑳𝑳 𝑴𝑨𝑲𝑬 𝒀𝑶𝑼 𝑭𝑬𝑬𝑳 𝑩𝑬𝑻𝑻𝑬𝑹! 𝒀𝑶𝑼 𝑯𝑨𝑽𝑬 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑩𝑨𝑩𝑳𝒀 𝑩𝑬𝑬𝑵 𝑺𝑳𝑬𝑬𝑷𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑾𝑰𝑻𝑯 𝑯𝑰𝑴 𝑨𝑵𝒀𝑾𝑨𝒀, 𝑰 𝑪𝑨𝑵 𝑻𝑬𝑳𝑳 𝑯𝑬 𝑾𝑨𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑫 𝑻𝑶 𝑭𝑼𝑪𝑲 𝒀𝑶𝑼 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑾𝑯𝑶𝑳𝑬 𝑻𝑰𝑴𝑬. 𝑨𝑵𝑫 𝒀𝑶𝑼 𝑫𝑬𝑭𝑰𝑵𝑰𝑻𝑬𝑳𝒀 𝑾𝑨𝑺𝑵'𝑻 𝑭𝑼𝑪𝑲𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑴𝑬 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑳𝑨𝑺𝑻 𝑺𝑰𝑿 𝑴𝑶𝑵𝑻𝑯𝑺!”

𝑯𝒆 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒕𝒔 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒂𝒕 𝒎𝒆.

"𝑫𝑶𝑵'𝑻 𝒀𝑶𝑼 𝑬𝑽𝑬𝑹 𝑻𝑨𝑳𝑲 𝑨𝑩𝑶𝑼𝑻 𝑱𝑼𝑵𝑮𝑲𝑶𝑶𝑲 𝑳𝑰𝑲𝑬 𝑻𝑯𝑨𝑻! 𝑴𝑨𝒀𝑩𝑬 𝑰 𝑺𝑯𝑶𝑼𝑳𝑫 𝑯𝑨𝑽𝑬 𝑮𝑶𝑻𝑻𝑬𝑵 𝑾𝑰𝑻𝑯 𝑯𝑰𝑴 𝑩𝑬𝑭𝑶𝑹𝑬 𝑰 𝑴𝑬𝑻 𝒀𝑶𝑼, 𝑺𝑶 𝑰 𝑾𝑶𝑼𝑳𝑫 𝑯𝑨𝑽𝑬 𝑵𝑬𝑽𝑬𝑹 𝑮𝑶𝑻 𝑾𝑰𝑻𝑯 𝒀𝑶𝑼𝑹 𝑨𝑺𝑺. 𝑨𝑺 𝑯𝑬'𝑺 𝑾𝑯𝑨𝑻 𝑨 𝑹𝑬𝑨𝑳 𝑴𝑨𝑵 𝑨𝑪𝑻'𝑺 𝑳𝑰𝑲𝑬. 𝑵𝑶𝑻 𝑳𝑰𝑲𝑬 𝒀𝑶𝑼𝑹 𝑺𝑬𝑹𝑰𝑨𝑳 𝑪𝑯𝑬𝑨𝑻𝑰𝑵𝑮, 𝑬𝑴𝑶𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵𝑨𝑳𝑳𝒀 𝑨𝑩𝑼𝑺𝑰𝑽𝑬, 𝑮𝑨𝑺𝑳𝑰𝑮𝑯𝑻𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑨𝑺𝑺!𝑰 𝑯𝑨𝑽𝑬 𝑵𝑬𝑽𝑬𝑹 𝑪𝑯𝑬𝑨𝑻𝑬𝑫 𝑶𝑵 𝒀𝑶𝑼 𝑬𝑽𝑬𝑵 𝑻𝑯𝑶𝑼𝑮𝑯 𝒀𝑶𝑼 𝑫𝑬𝑺𝑬𝑹𝑽𝑬𝑫 𝑰𝑻. 𝑺𝑶 𝑲𝑬𝑬𝑷 𝑴𝒀 𝑩𝑬𝑺𝑻 𝑭𝑹𝑰𝑬𝑵𝑫𝑺 𝑵𝑨𝑴𝑬 𝑶𝑼𝑻 𝑶𝑭 𝒀𝑶𝑼𝑹 𝑺𝑻𝑫 𝑹𝑰𝑫𝑫𝑬𝑵 𝑴𝑶𝑼𝑻𝑯! 𝑮𝑶𝑶𝑫𝑩𝒀𝑬 𝑨𝑺𝑺𝑯𝑶𝑳𝑬!“

𝑰 𝒚𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒊𝒏 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒇𝒂𝒄𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒑𝒖𝒔𝒉 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒇𝒇, 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒅𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒂𝒍𝒌 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝑱𝒖𝒏𝒈𝒌𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕!

𝑰 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓 𝑻𝒂𝒆𝒉𝒚𝒖𝒏𝒈 𝒄𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒂 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍 𝒑𝒊𝒆𝒄𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒕 𝒂𝒔 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒍𝒌 𝒐𝒇𝒇, 𝑱𝒊𝒎𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒔 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒕𝒐 𝒇𝒖𝒄𝒌 𝒐𝒇𝒇.

𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝑰 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓 𝑪𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒊𝒄𝒆'𝒔 𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒕 𝒉𝒊𝒎, 𝑰 𝒉𝒐𝒑𝒆 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒍𝒂𝒑𝒔 𝒉𝒊𝒎.

𝑰 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒌𝒆𝒆𝒑𝒔 𝒎𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒍𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒘𝒂𝒚 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝒉𝒆𝒍𝒅 𝒉𝒊𝒈𝒉, 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝑰 𝒅𝒐, 𝑰'𝒎 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒇𝒓𝒆𝒆.

𝑰'𝒎 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐𝒐 𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒚 𝒆𝒎𝒐𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔 𝒂𝒔 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒍𝒌 𝒐𝒇𝒇, 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒎𝒆 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒈𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒕𝒐 𝑱𝒊𝒎𝒊𝒏 𝒊𝒔𝒏’𝒕 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎.

𝑵𝒐𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆!

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All I can do is sob and I can't think of anything else, I can't sleep, I haven't showered or bathed in four days and I haven't thought of eating either, I tried to but it tastes like cardboard.

I feel like I just got out of a fever dream, one of my own stupid making.

I bet I look dreadful, I know my eyes are swollen and bloodshot and my face is definitely all puffy and red, I know I’m looking awful.

My hair is probably looking like a literal bird's nest right now and my eyes will also be looking black too from zero sleep.

I bet I look like the crypt keeper right now, but a fat one!

I muted my phone calls at first, then I turned it off where there were annoying notification sounds coming from all my social media too.

Some randoms I didn't even know had been messaging me, I know they are just trying to get the dirt on the absolute shit show that is my life right now.

I know they all filmed what has to be the most humiliating moment of my life, I hope my brother doesn't see it but I bet Jungkook heard about it from Taehyung who was there too.

Taehyung was a good friend to me but it was secret because he was my fellow rant buddy, he knew things I couldn’t tell the others.

So that means Jin probably does know.

I don’t want any lectures or pity parties.

I cringe knowing that everyone is gonna say I told you so, but really they all don't know the truth of why I stayed with him.

Someone was banging on my door for half an hour yesterday but I didn't answer it, just in case it was Jimin.

As I didn't want to see him or listen to his gaslighting ass.

He tried knocking on the door and calling all day Sunday after his baby momma and her friend had told me what he had done.

This is the thing he couldn't ever fix, not this time...It's permanent.

And my toxic nightmare is finally over...It’s finally done.

Why does he always do this to me?

He always cheats on me and then comes back telling me that he was wasted, drunk or the woman came onto him.

Then he manipulates me, lies, gas lights me and then cries if I don't listen to his apologies.

He knows how much it messes with my head, with my body image, especially when the women are tall, model looking and slim.

I'm short and also chubby, I wear glasses and wear cute and comfortable clothes, not short tight dresses.

Someone is currently banging on my door again and I just pull the quilt over my head trying to hide from the whole world.

I can hear someone shouting but I just put my hands over my ears and hum childishly under the blankets wanting the shouting and banging to stop.

When the banging stops I sigh, why don't they get that I don't want anyone's pity or fake sad faces, I don't want anyone asking me bullshit questions under the guise of being nice just so they can get the tea about my trauma.

And I definitely don't want to see Jimin.

I don't want to talk about how my heart has been ripped from my chest and stomped on, and not just by Jimin.

Or how there is no coming back from this, no lie or manipulation can make this go away, it's the permanent kind of mistake that I don't want to live with or have to deal with, not anymore.

I can't keep my mind occupied from what really torments me, I usually distract my mind with the drama Jimin brings me but not anymore, this is too much.

Jimin made his bed and he can damn well lay in it, we are done and I'm finally grieving the utter disappointment, disaster and despair that my relationship with him has been.

This whole relationship has damaged my soul and will leave a permanent mark.

Toxic wasn't a strong enough word to describe what our relationship was.

When I jumped into this relationship it was to forget someone else, but it never worked.

I’d never have to be there waiting for him to come home from the club anymore, or knowing I’m sleeping alone yet again.

Calling him only to get voicemail again or texting and seeing that he’s left me on read for the thousandth time.

Having people DM me to tell me that they are sleeping with Jimin or that they have just seen Jimin cheating with someone.

Or the multiple women’s scents lingering on his clothes, the occasional makeup smears on his shirt.

The marks he insists are scratches or pinch marks from working out.

My heart is no longer in my chest and I feel hollow and empty, but I also feel a strange calm, a feeling of relief that I can finally break free from this toxic and painful farce of a relationship.

It's cathartic and it feels like I have broken free from him mentally, emotionally and physically.

I'm grieving the painful loss but I'm scared of being alone after all my friends left or betrayed me because of him and of course some left because of me staying with him after his cheating.

It's been three years of me eating away my sorrows, crying into my best friend's arms, getting medication to deal with my depression and anxiety because of the pain and suffering.

Three years of my body looking worse and me not caring about my appearance anymore, because that's how I feel inside...Worthless and hollow.

Like I would never deserve or get the man I really wanted, he’s proven time and time again that he only wants to be my best friend.

When I think about it I don't ever remember a time when Jimin wasn't hurting me or making me feel like a piece of garbage.

Our honeymoon period was about six months and then it went to shit, then I found out he had cheated.

My friends all warned me away from him when I was in my first year of college and I should have listened, I was stupid and thought I could see the best in people.

One by one my friends had arguments with me about him, lost interest because of my depression and me not going out much anymore, or they slept with Jimin too.

The only ones I still see are my brother Seokjin and my best friend Jungkook, even though they don't see me as much due to them having arguments with Jimin about how he treats me.

Taehyung is sometimes still around when we are together as a group due to Jungkook and Jin though.

I see Taehyung on my own sometimes because he knows my big secret. He was there at a really bad time for me one night and saw my terrible meltdown.

No one else knows he is my rant buddy though, not even Jungkook or Jimin.

But I don't see Yoongi or Namjoon anymore because they detest Jimin.

I have lost count of the amount of times Jin had Jimin by his shirt threatening to punch his lights out.

Jungkook punched him once for sleeping with my other best friend Sharmin, they were doing it behind my back for six months.

This was at the beginning of the second year of our relationship.

My other childhood friend Denise slept with him on a drunken night out too, it was the night that I went to my auntie's wedding with Jin and Jungkook.

Jimin didn't want to come to the wedding with me because my family really hates him and he refused to be judged by them.

I wasn't aware that they all knew he was a cheater because Jin had told them.

That incident with Denise was the first time I was aware of him cheating on me, others already knew he was a cheater and they all tried to shield me from it.

They tried to force Jimin to break up with me but he never did, he would just goad them and tell them to fuck off.

It’s why Yoongi had punched him, he was vile about it and had got up in Yoongi’s face too.

The others knew because they had caught Jimin in the act multiple times, they had all threatened him, had him by the throat and had even punched him.

A mutual friend of all of ours Taehyung took a picture of them kissing in the club that night and had sent it to Jungkook’s phone, who totally gave it away by the look on his face and I found out because I grabbed his phone feeling worried for him.

It was then that he told me everything and explained how it wasn't the first time, I also found out that day that Jimin was cheating on me the whole time.

He promised to change and I believed him like a stupid idiot, I clung to a useless pipe dream.

Should've known better.

Jungkook has been my best friend since we were six and we have both grown up together, we went through our teens learning and making mistakes.

We had shared our first kiss when we were 13, a peck and it was a dare whilst we were ditching at his house and Jungkook was a little awkward for a few weeks after but we got over it.

Nothing else like that happened for at least a year after, I think we were fifteen when it started to happen again.

Both of us started having a rebellious stage that sort of started when we were thirteen but got worse when we were both sixteen.

We were bunking off school and daring each other to do things, getting drunk and smoking weed.

We once went skinny dipping because of a dare and another time I had to flash him, we had our first French kiss together at 16 too and we made out grinding on each other when we were wasted too, but Jungkook obviously didn't remember it because he got a girlfriend two weeks later.

We are the kind of friends who are comfortable cuddling and sharing a bed, telling each other our secrets and dreams.

I had a huge crush on him all through my childhood and teen years, by the time I was sixteen I knew that I was totally in love with him.

I lamented the whole thing and tortured myself about telling him, I was worried that I would lose him.

I was finally going to tell him on my seventeenth birthday after my other friend Denise told me to go for it, but a few days before I was going to surprise him he got a girlfriend and my heart literally broke into pieces.

I stayed being his friend and had to watch him be with another girl, so I had to learn to separate my crush from my friendship.

The only boyfriend I have ever had was Jimin.

I told Jungkook I had a boyfriend when he asked me what the surprise was but I didn't have one.

I lied when he got his first girlfriend and wasn't spending as much time with me, by the time he finished with the girl I just said I split up with the fake boyfriend.

I also lied and told him I had sex with that boyfriend before I met Jimin, I didn't though.

He was disappointed at me for staying with Jimin and our relationship suffered a lot because he would get angry at me every time I forgave Jimin.

Jungkook would argue with me, with our hurt feelings he would stay away for a few days, then come back knowing how hurt I would be to lose him too.

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I panic when I hear the keys unlock my front door, wondering who the hell would have the spare keys.

Who would be able to get them from my mother?

I hope it's not Seokjin as he will kill Jimin this time and I don't want him to get arrested due to me.

I grip on to my quilt when I hear the footsteps approaching, I don't want anyone to see me like this.

"Princess?"

I breath hitches immediately and I hear him sigh, he tries to pull the quilt from me.

"Baby, come on it's okay, let me see you"

I pull the quilt from my head and my lip quivers when he looks down to me with sad eyes.

"Oh my Princess, come here"

He pulls me into his arms and I straddle him crying my heart out, he smooths my back softly rocking me.

"It's okay Baby, it's gonna be okay. I'm here now and I'm gonna take care of my Princess"

Jungkook has come like he usually does. Why does he always come to save me, comfort me and look after me?

I don't deserve his kindness and love.

He's had to put up with this kind of shit for the three years of me being with Jimin and he still hasn't left this friendship.

"I heard from Taehyung that you had a huge argument in college with Jimin, he only picked up some details, I'm so sorry Baby. You don't deserve this kind of pain, my Princess. I tried calling you and texting and you didn't answer, I got really worried when you didn't answer the door to me Baby. I had to go get the keys from momma when you didn't answer the phone or the door"

He caresses my hair as he carries on gently rocking me, he's always called my Mother momma too.

"He...He...J-Jungkook..He..I.."

That's it I start sobbing again.

"It's okay Baby, you don't have to talk about it yet, don't upset yourself"

He coos at me kissing the top of my head.

"Don't cry Princess, it hurts my heart, please don't cry"

He sounds forlorn when he talks to me, it’s like he is in pain too.

My cries eventually turn into shudders and I calm down.

I must have fallen asleep in his arms because when I open my eyes again it's dark outside.

He must be stiff from holding me in the same position for so long.

"Are you awake?"

I hear him whisper and I nod into his chest.

"Shall we get you something to eat, and don't say no because I know you haven't ate anything in days, I know you by now"

He quietly says into my hair.

"Not hungry"

I mumble into his chest and he tuts at me.

"Baby, you have to eat! Now I'm gonna help sort you out and we are gonna have something to eat okay!"

Jungkook scolds me and I sigh and slowly start to nod because I know he won't take no for an answer.

"Let's run you a bath first and then get you into some comfy pyjamas, then I'm ordering us some takeaway, okay Princess"

I just mumble okay into his chest.

Jungkook places me on the sofa and goes off to run me a bath, I hear the water running and him moving about.

But being left to my own thoughts gets me crying again, by the time he comes back I'm in a state again.

"Oh my Baby! Come here!"

He says sadly pulling me into his arms picking me up, I cling to him like a koala and just sob.

I think I'm crying for many reasons, the reason I got into the relationship in the first place, the constant cheating, the outcome of said cheating, finally being done with the relationship.

How unloved, drained and damaged he has left me feeling and me feeling like I'm actually going to be free from it, it's finally over.

It's like I feel utter relief, but I'm numb because I carried on with this shit show for only one reason and now I have to live with my thoughts again, my pain.

"Come on my Princess, I'm going to help you alright. Is that okay? I won't look at you, but you need to wash and get into some clean clothes. Is that okay?"

I don't reply at first and just panic in his arms, he can't see me with no clothes on, he will be disgusted and think I look horrible.

He only saw me in underwear a few years back, once when I flashed him as a teen and once naked in the shower by mistake when I was about nineteen, I've put on weight since then.

"Princess?? Answer me! Words...Is that okay?"

Jungkook has a stern voice when he asks me and I just nod in his chest.

"Words Baby"

"Hmm okay, y-yes"

I mutter quietly.

"Okay let's go to the bathroom"

He softly replies, pecking my hair.

Jungkook puts me down and I just stare at the ground feeling flustered and embarrassed.

"Arms up Baby, good girl"

I slowly put them up and he slowly pulled my hoodie off.

Then he reaches for my t-shirt and I start to panic because I have no bra on and he is going to see my chubby belly too

Grabbing on to the bottom of my t-shirt to stop him he tuts at me.

"Princess! Are you gonna do it yourself? What's wrong?"

I shake my head and tears start to drop from my eyes.

"Y-You can't see me, I'm gross! J-Jimin said he only cheated because I've turned into a fat pig and I look disgusting! I d-don't want you to be d-disgusted by me or my fat!”

He now looks really angry with me and he cusses loudly.

"He fucking said what?! How dare he talk about my Princess like that! I'm gonna punch his lights out when I see him next!!"

Jungkook looks furious and I start worrying that he is going to get in trouble and I'm not worth getting arrested for.

"NO!! JUNGKOOK! You can't get arrested because of me! I'm not worth it!"

I panic and he just sighs at me.

"You ARE worth it! To ME you are worth it! You are my beautiful best friend and I would go to jail...for you"

He tells me with no hesitation in his voice.

"Now stop being stupid, I could NEVER be disgusted by you! Come on, I won't look! Let's get you in the tub before it gets cold"

Jungkook adds pulling my top off looking me in my eyes, my arm goes to my belly immediately but he doesn’t say anything.

He just kneels down and tugs at my leggings looking to the side, then he gingerly takes my socks off.

Only my panties are left so he quickly yanks those down and stands up only looking me in the eyes.

"Come on Baby, get in the tub"

I quickly get in and pull my knees up to my chest, he gives me a small smile and nods to himself in reassurance, picking up my dirty clothes to put them in the washing basket.

"The sponge and body wash is there. I will help you do your hair first okay. Then you can wash yourself, alright Princess"

He quietly says pulling the shower attachment to rinse my hair, I sigh as he runs his fingers through my long tresses.

Stopping he puts shampoo on and massages it in making me hum and put my head back.

"Does that feel relaxing Baby?"

He gives me a little chuckle as I nod.

After finishing my hair he tells me to wash my body and he's going to go order some food.

I nod and gingerly pick up the sponge washing myself all over, after I'm finished he knocks back on the door and asks if I'm ready to get out.

I reply that I am and he walks in holding up a towel and wrapping me up in it.

Then he picks me up and walks me into my room.

He proceeds to dry my hair first and then tells me to dry my body, he goes off when the door buzzer sounds off.

I get myself dried and look at the loungewear set he has set down on the bed for me.

I grab the top first and quickly put it on, then I quickly pull on the bottoms.

Jungkook walks in just as I finish and gives me a small smile.

"Let's put your hair in a plait or something first. The food is here Baby, so let's hurry up and go eat"

I nod and he comes over to comb through my knotty hair, then he does it in a side plait.

Afterwards we sit down to eat, well Jungkook eats and then forces me to eat by feeding me himself when he sees that I just push my food around on my plate.

When he is satisfied that I have eaten enough he cleans the dishes and we snuggle up in my room to watch one of my comfort films.

We watch spirited away, he knows it won't trigger me or remind me of Jimin because he never watched anime with me, he hated it and called it childish.

As I cuddle up to Jungkook I wonder how I can be so lucky to have such a great best friend.

He has always been there for me, he has never left me even after the arguments we have had about Jimin.

Jungkook even put up with Jimin's horrible attitude every time he came to mine, with the constant sarcastic comments and the loud scoffing every time Jungkook talked to me.

He ignored it all just to make me happy.

He came on my birthday to see me, on Christmas days too and never forgot any important events, not like Jimin did.

Jungkook has even put me above the few girlfriends he has had and finished with them when they got jealous of our relationship, one demanded for him to stop seeing me and he refused and finished with her the next day.

He refused to go to any dances with girls that asked in high school too because he would always pgo with me.

They didn't like him calling me Princess at all or hugging me goodbye or pecking my head, or when he would hold my hand.

Or when he would drop a date to run to me because of Jimin cheating again, when he would tell them he couldn't spend Sundays with them because it was our day together.

I sometimes feel really bad anxiety and guilt about what he has given up due to me, am I stopping him from being happy, from finding love?

I actually told him this once, to stop finishing with his girlfriends because of me and he said if they didn't like his Princess then they aren't the one for him, that they have to be able to deal with the fact that his best friend is a woman.

All of his relationships were short and he told me he never loved them, that it was easy to choose me over them.

But I still feel riddled with an uncomfortable guilt about ruining his relationships and interfering with his dates too.

I feel like I'm subconsciously trying to keep him to myself or that I'm messing with his relationships on purpose because of my own problems and feelings.

That I was toxic because I stayed with Jimin not only because I was trying to forget Jungkook but because he would come comfort me and spoil me for weeks after Jimin had cheated.

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Jungkook has stayed with me all week, he even called the college for me and got me my notes from any classes I needed.

He has been a godsend and an Angel like he always is.

He even spoke to Seokjin and my mother when they came round and I didn't want to talk to anyone yet.

I felt embarrassed because they were all right about Jimin and I had stubbornly ignored all the talks and advice.

Jungkook knew that there was a few videos going around and told me people were actually on my side, but I didn't want to relive it.

Apparently no one at college was saying bad things about me, he told me that they are mad at Jimin for how he treated me AND Candice.

I told him that I still needed a little time and that I wasn't ready to go back and hear the gossip yet.

Jimin tried knocking on the door twice over the last week and Jungkook said I didn't want to see him anymore.

When I finally texted him to come get his things he must have thought he could get in and gaslight me again, but he was definitely not happy when Jungkook was the one that came to the door with a box of his belongings.

He just got into a fight with Jungkook at my front door now too, his attitude stinks.

It happened right after he handed Jimin's things to him in a box because I definitely didn't want to.

Jimin clearly wasn't happy that Jungkook was still with me and had just answered the door in just a pair of sweats and socks with no top on.

Jungkook punched him hard giving him a black eye after he started goading him saying that he must have finally hit it and saw how good my fat ass bounces when you hit it from the back.

That I was really good at sucking dick and that maybe he can finally feel what it's like for me to deep throat him, he was vile with his words.

After that he said that he was glad that Jungkook could finally get with me after pining after me for so long and how horrible it must have been for Jungkook having to listen to him fuck me raw all those times he slept over.

Then I gasped when he said that he made sure that I used to scream extra loud the nights Jungkook stayed over, just to give him something to wank off to, where he felt sorry for him.

That he stayed with me just to piss Jungkook off and how he always used to laugh with his friends when he used to see how sad and love sick he was over me. Jungkook totally lost it punching him again making his nose bleed.

He was absolutely fuming when he slammed the door in his face, it made a picture fall on the floor and I could see how furious he was as he paced around the room.

I just walked over and cuddled him, it stopped his pacing, luckily it calmed him down enough to not go beat Jimin's ass, because he looked ready to go back to the front door and kill him.

When I asked him if he was okay he just kissed me on the head and then nodded silently, then quietly saying he just needed a few minutes alone, then he walked off to the bathroom slamming the door hard.

I sat there feeling really uncomfortable because of what Jimin had just said to Jungkook, surely Jungkook doesn't feel that way about me, he would have told me...Wouldn't he?

He always told me everything, we never kept secrets from each other.

Why was Jimin saying those things?

I knew Jimin was jealous of Jungkook and that's all it sounded like up until the fight I last had with him and he had mentioned Jungkook in jealousy.

But what Jimin just said to him was too much, what does he know that I don't?

What did Jimin see that I didn't?

I know that I have always loved Jungkook but he never felt that way about me, did he?

When Jungkook doesn't come out of the bathroom I quietly walk over to the door on top toes, I’m about to knock but I pause when I hear him sniffling and clearly crying.

Why is he crying?

Do I still knock? What if he's crying because he can't take my shit anymore and all of this has finally gotten to him?

I pick up the courage to finally knock after agonising about whether to disturb him or not.

"Jungkook? Please let me in"

I plead with him, feeling guilty that he's crying because of Jimin and what he just did.

He goes quiet and I hear the tap turn on and water splashing, then I hear him let out a loud sigh.

When he finally opens the door I can clearly see that he has been crying, his eyes are red and puffy, his nose red.

He looks so down and sad when he looks at me though, I frown at his defeated demeanour.

I absolutely hate seeing him cry, Jungkook has never been one to shy away from his emotions but it has always made me cry whenever I saw him crying.

Cuddling him immediately because I can't bear to see him suffering or sad, I fling my arms around him.

His arms go around me squeezing me tightly and I hear him sniffle again.

"Jungkookie please don't cry! I hate seeing you cry Kookie. Please tell me what's wrong, what's upset you?"

I ask him mumbling into his muscular torso.

"I..I can't Princess...I can't tell you. I don't want to ruin our friendship, I don't want to lose you"

Jungkook sounds so broken as he replies to me, I'm worried that he has betrayed our friendship in some way and is too scared to tell me.

"Kookie, nothing would ever make me stop being your friend. You are my person, my everything and my soulmate. You have been there for me when everyone else betrayed me or hurt me. You know nearly all my secrets and I know yours! The only ones I haven't told you about were for the sake of our friendship. I know our friendship has been strained over the last three years because of Jimin, but you have always been there for me, even when you were mad at me, you still came back to comfort me"

I tell him still hugging him.

"Not ALL my secrets Princess, that's why I can't tell you and what do you mean for the sake of our friendship?"

He finally sighs, squeezing me a little tighter, but sounds puzzled when he asks me.

"Oh..Umm I'm not sure whether it's even worth me telling you now as it doesn't really matter because I can't go back in time and change anything"

I mumble into his chest feeling shy and too scared to tell him.

"Baby, just tell me. If it was so long ago then what does it matter?"

I sigh, biting my lip and wondering if I should just tell him.

"I...Please don't leave me if I tell you, I can't take you leaving me too Jungkook, promise me. And technically it started when I was a child but it's not long ago too as it has still not ended. It’s still relevant”

I inhale a big intake of air after he promises that he won't leave me, I finally tell him what I have hid from him for sixteen years.

"I had a huge crush on you all through my childhood and teenage years. But when I was sixteen I realised that I actually loved you romantically after we did that dare and kissed and got off with each other when we were drunk, but you acted like you forgot. I was going to finally tell you later on when I was seventeen after agonising about it but...but you got a girlfriend a few days before I was going to tell you. I was going to surprise you in a cute way but it was too late, so I lied when you finally asked what my surprise was and I told you I had a boyfriend, but I didn't. I...I was also a virgin and hadn't ever been with anyone else or had a boyfriend when I met Jimin when I was nineteen. You were the only person I had kissed or had ever done anything sexual with. I stayed with him because I didn't want to ruin our friendship and every time you got a new girlfriend I would just forgive Jimin because it hurt me too much to be left with my thoughts of you being with another woman. I have always felt guilty about it and felt like I was ruining your real chance at love. So I just stayed with Jimin because you kept losing your chance at love because of me being a fucking screw up and I knew you couldn't possibly love someone who looked like me. All of your girlfriends were so beautiful and looked like models, I knew I stood no chance because I'm small, not pretty and dumpy. I'm not them. I also walked in on you having sex with your girlfriend a few days later when I was seventeen and cried for a whole week. I lied and said I had the flu and didn't come to school for a whole week”

I stop and it's totally quiet, he doesn't say anything for a few minutes and neither do I.

I'm just waiting for him to walk out on me and tell me he could never love me like that.

"Oh Princess! I'm so sorry!"

He suddenly starts crying again, but he is not just crying he's sobbing.

"I..Th-That is all my fault! I..I listened to a friend who told me to get a girlfriend to try to get over liking you. I didn't like her, I just didn't want to fuck up our friendship..and.. and he said I had to get over you. Because you clearly weren't interested like that, especially after you didn't acknowledge our drunken dare I thought you didn't remember either. OR that you wanted to forget it! When you lied and said you had a boyfriend, that you had had sex. I was so hurt and in my anger I slept with...with that g-girl! It was dreadful and I felt awkward doing it with someone I didn't love. WHY? WHY DID YOU LIE? WHY TORTURE YOURSELF AND STAY WITH JIMIN BECAUSE OF ME? YOU HURT YOURSELF AND ITS ALL BECAUSE OF ME!"

He gets louder as he starts to sound almost angry with me.

"I lied because it fucking killed me Jungkook and my friend said that I should really try to get over it and realise that you only loved me as a best friend! I couldn't understand how we always ended up doing things when we were drunk or daring each other but acted normal when we weren't. I saw you two all over each other on the bed the day before I told you and lied that I had sex, I went to your house and ran out when I caught you. You must have liked her or you wouldn't have been kissing her like that Jungkook. And you never told me you liked me either and after we kissed that time when we were thirteen too, you also acted like it was a mistake! And what friend?"

I exclaim back as he is not going to just lay this at my front door!

"It was Hoseok! What does it matter now?"

He scoffs at me and I chuckle sarcastically now, he has to be kidding.

This has to be a cruel joke, Hoseok?

"You do know that Hoseok kept asking me out and I refused him loads of times! I even shouted at him one time that I was already in love with someone else. I got so exasperated with his persistence and even though I didn't admit it he guessed it was you and I just walked off without confirming it. He did that because he was mad that I refused him so many times, I hope you know that! And you had so many girlfriends over the years and kept talking about your great sex life in front of me! Even before I got with Jimin! SO WHY THE FUCK WOULD I THINK OTHERWISE JUNGKOOK?”

I yell at him, sounding exasperated, throwing my arms up.

He looks really shocked at what I just said, then his whole expression darkens and he now looks really angry.

"That piece of shit! If I ever see him again I'm gonna punch him! After you got that boyfriend I tried to act like a normal friend because I thought you didn't like me either. And I only did that the last three years because Jimin would constantly talk about doing sexual things with you every time he spoke to Taehyung in front of me. Or when I would come over even. And I literally hate fucked those women where I was so mad all the time. I never told any of them that I loved them, I always left them when they tried to tell me to stop talking to YOU! Loads of them demanded that I choose them and I NEVER DID ALICE! I CHOSE YOU! I never did because...because I.."

Jungkook is exclaiming really loudly at me before his defeated voice drops off getting quieter.

He sighs, running his hand over his face.

"And do you know I haven't slept with Jimin for about six months! I told him to prove he loved me. And every time he cheated again I barely went near him for ages. So as you could imagine it was a lot of time with no sex. Because of what Jungkook?”

I’m so exasperated with this whole thing and it shows when I talk.

But when I ask him the last question I go dead still waiting for him to answer, it feels like ages before he finally does answers.

"Because...Because I love you Alice, I have loved you since we were kids. But I was scared to lose you and I didn't think you wanted me like that. When I kissed you that day when I was thirteen I felt so happy, but I was also scared that you would think it was a mistake and stop being friends with me. I even panicked that night when you slept over, because you almost caught me having a wet dream about you and I thought you heard me! So I joked off the kiss the next day so I wouldn't get hurt or that you would think I was moaning your name because of that! Then as we got older even though our dare's were getting more sexual you always talked about crushes and wanting to get a boyfriend one day, that you would have one who would be your best friend. But I didn't think you meant me, I thought you were going to get a new best friend and forget about me. And my friendship with you was always special to me”

He pauses his actual rant running his fingers through his hair then he carries on sighing.

"When you got with Jimin and I had to see you kiss him for the first time I was so upset I ran off and I think Jimin saw me and realised that I loved you. That's why he said all those things! He would also start grabbing you and kissing you on purpose to see my reaction, he even used to look right at me or smirk at me. I thought it was because he knew I hated him for cheating on you, but it was to flaunt it in my fucking face! Do you know how that felt, to watch him treat the woman I loved for so long like that! Did you know that I almost left here for a once of a lifetime internship about two years ago, I couldn't watch you two together anymore. But he cheated with Sharmin just before I was going to leave and you were so upset that I couldn't leave you in that state! So I bailed on them and lost the internship! But he would always goad me saying things like you had just had make up sex and was a little sore and horrible things like that. That the neighbours complained last night because of you screaming. But now I know it was all fucking lies!"

His hands are moving everywhere as he speaks, he looks so frustrated and angry.

I'm about to reply and he starts ranting at me again, unloading everything.

"I feel like I have been fucking stuck in limbo since I was a teenager! Never being able to move on because I can't love anyone else! It’s like we were in an emotional relationship. There is no one else I can imagine having kids with or marrying, no one else I could ever imagine living with because in my imagination and dreams it's always you!They are just never you and they never will be you. It's why I always picked women that I wasn't really that attracted to and that looked the furthest thing from what you looked like! I didn't want to feel like I was using them as a replacement or as a substitute! Because no one could ever replace you in my mind”

He looks really hurt and is just unloading the mother of all rants on me, the pent up energy is just spilling out of him.

“One girl finished with me because I was moaning your name in my sleep and it clearly wasn't a normal dream! It's no wonder they were always jealous of you, I have pictures of us in my apartment everywhere. I have your clothes in my apartment, your toothbrush, your deodorant, pyjamas, your favourite food, your favourite films even! I never called them Baby or Princess, they got no pet names. All of my phone is filled with pictures and videos of us together, my phone screen is of one of us together too. My wallpaper on my computer is even of us together. I finished with a girl once because she threw a picture of us together as kids against a wall in a fit of jealousy and it smashed and she ruined it too! I have only had angry one night stands for eighteen months because I couldn't go through these bullshit lies about liking these women anymore. I lied about having girlfriends to you too”

He lets out a huge huff of air where he is literally panting from spilling every last piece of frustration from the last sixteen years.

Jungkook stops his angry rant and looks down at me with a horrible hurt look in his eyes, my heart clenches at his pain because it’s my pain too.

His hand tenderly reaches for my face, placing his hand on my cheek, rubbing his thumb against it.

I tenderly place my hand over his and lean into his touch, closing my eyes.

"How dare he hurt my Alice, MY ALICE! I have wanted to beat his ass so many times over the years. Please never go back to him. I couldn't bear it, not again. I would leave for good, because I just can't handle watching it anymore Alice, it’s been destroying me. Please give me a chance, I would never treat you like that or cheat on you. I meant every word I said Baby, I love you so much. No one will ever love you as much as I love you, I love you so much that it hurts to be apart from you. I love you so much that I stayed because you are my home and my heart, my everything and I would be hollow without you"

Jungkook tells me with tenderness in his voice.

I open my eyes to finally look up at him, he leans in to give me a firm kiss on my forehead, then each cheek, then finally he leaves a lingering chaste kiss on my lips.

When he pulls away his face is still right by mine, my eyes scan his face and he is so beautiful, his dark doe eyes look more hopeful because I didn't stop him from kissing me.

I place my hand in his hair pulling his head back to mine pressing his lips against mine and as soon as his lips part I kiss him with a fervent passion my tongue caressing his, because I'm so hungry for this kiss, I'm finally able to kiss them like I have imagined so many times over the years.

He picks me up so fast making me straddle him, his lips still furiously kissing mine as he groans into my mouth.

Jungkook walks over to the sofa sitting down with me pulling me against his body, his hand moves to my waist and the other winds its fingers into my hair keeping me against his enthusiastic mouth making me whimper into the kiss.

When we pull away he keeps his lips ghosting over mine as we pant from the lack of breath.

"I love you so fucking much Jungkook! I always have and I always will, forevermore. I have never loved anyone else but you, it’s always been you. It could never be anyone but you”

I pant as my hot breath falls against his lips.

"My Princess, my Baby, I love you with every single part of my soul. My Alice. My beautiful girl, my best friend, you have never been anyone else’s but mine”

He replies, squeezing me tighter.

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After our big argument we decided to take it slow but we are finally together, we laugh now about how stupid we both were as teenagers.

But we have been having really long deep conversations all the time to get through the hurt we have put each other through.

We both thought it was wise to heal first and not to jump headfirst into a sexual thing yet.

I have some really happy parents right now who told us it was about time we both realised that we loved each other, that it was so obvious to everyone but us.

They are all happy that Jimin is now a thing of the past, that I finally broke it off with him.

They were terrified that I would get pregnant and have him stuck in my life for good.

It's been six weeks since I split from Jimin and he still keeps trying to call me and message me on social media.

I blocked him a few times and he keeps getting new accounts, Jungkook finally texted him and told him to back the hell off.

He wasn't happy with Jungkook and told him to mind his own business.

Every time we see him we walk off in the opposite direction before he can see us.

We have been still taking it slow and I've been back at college for two weeks now, no one has noticed that we’re a couple where we were so close before anyway.

We are liking it that way for now, so there is no pressure from anyone.

People just thought he was being extra cautious and protective with me, so they didn't say anything when he held my hand or fed me food in the cafeteria.

Well they did think that, until Jimin just tried to approach me again today in the cafeteria and Jungkook told him to get away from me.

I can see everyone already whispering and I can see his baby momma watching us with a hurt look on her face, I notice her belly looking bigger than before and her friend is definitely looking pissed.

"What damn business is it of yours Jungkook? Let me speak to Alice and stop being the pathetic unrequited love disguised as a best friend”

Jimin sneers at him loudly before looking back at me, I hear an 'oh shit!' from Taehyung who knows Jungkook is probably going to punch him.

I'm about to stand up to tell him to get lost and to not speak to my boyfriend like that but Jungkook beats me to it.

"Best friend? You are a little behind on the news Jimin. Ha ha ha!! What you say to MY GIRLFRIEND, very much affects me”

He replies loudly standing up in his seat pushing his tray away, we hear gasps from people.

"ABOUT TIME! IT WAS OBVIOUS!”

Someone yells out, I dart my face to the sound source but I don't see who it is.

Pretty sure it was Taehyung though as he knew I loved Jungkook, I realised that he may have known that Jungkook loved me too.

Not that I can hold it against him as he kept my secrets, one of my darkest secrets. So it’s only fair he kept Jungkook’s secrets too.

"YOU AND HER! Oh you finally wormed your way in there and took advantage of my little mess. I always knew you wanted to take Alice from me. Do you think I didn't see all your love sick looks and those times you would walk off when I was kissing her. She is definitely on the rebound, how does it feel to be the rebound, poor Jungkookie! How did it feel to watch the girl you loved be kissed by me and to have to listen to her getting fucked by me"

He mocks him, sounding really angry and Jungkook jerks towards him where he is about to grab him but Jungkook pauses his head darting to me when I slam my drink down making a mess.

I’m just about ready to upload all of my frustration, anger and trauma on him, I’m ready.

"SHUT UP! JUST SHUT UP JIMIN! YOU WERE THE ONE WHO WAS THE STAND IN, THE FUCKING REPLACEMENT. WHERE I COULDN'T HAVE WHO I REALLY LOVED. YOU COULDN'T HOLD A CANDLE TO JUNGKOOK. HE AND I HAVE BASICALLY BEEN IN AN EMOTIONAL RELATIONSHIP FOR SIXTEEN YEARS AND YOU DIDN'T EVEN NOTICE! BUT WE WERE TOO STUPID TO ADMIT WE HAVE LOVED EACH OTHER SINCE WE WERE CHILDREN. HE WAS WHO I THOUGHT ABOUT WHEN I DREAMED, WHO I THOUGHT ABOUT WHENEVER I DID HAVE SEX WITH YOU, WHICH WAS RARELY DUE TO YOU CHEATING SO MUCH! WHO I DREAMED ABOUT MARRYING. DON'T YOU REALISE THAT I HAVE NEVER SAID I LOVED YOU TO YOU, NOT ONCE! DID YOU NEVER NOTICE THAT I ONLY EVER REPLIED ME TOO. NOT THAT YOU HAVE EVER LOVED ME ANYWAY! BUT I ALWAYS TOLD JUNGKOOK THAT I LOVED HIM! AND EVEN IF HE DIDN'T KNOW IT WAS IN A ROMANTIC WAY, IT WAS! HE IS A THOUSAND TIMES THE MAN YOU ARE. HOW DOES IT FEEL TO KNOW I LOVED ANOTHER MAN THE WHOLE TIME I WAS WITH YOU?”

I’m shouting so loud that I’m surprised the college security hasn’t come yet.

I hear someone suddenly yell out.

"YES SAVAGE! Tell him Alice! He damn well deserves it. He is the ultimate piece of shit!”

I look and see that it's my old friend Yoongi who grins at me, he hates Jimin and punched him really hard once.

Jungkook is smiling at me, I can tell that he is really proud of me.

"HOW MUCH OF A BASTARD ARE YOU THAT YOUR BABY MOMMA FIANCÉE IS OVER THERE, AND YOU ARE TRYING TO GET ME BACK! WHY? JUST SO YOU CAN TELL ME HOW FUCKING FAT I AM OR HOW I AM SOOOO DAMN LUCKY TO BE WITH YOU?? WHY? SO YOU CAN TREAT ME LIKE SHIT AND CHEAT! OR WAS IT JUST SO YOU COULD RUB IT IN JUNGKOOK'S FACE? YOU KNEW HE LOVED ME AND THOUGHT IT WAS FUNNY TO MAKE HIM FEEL LIKE ACTUALLY LEAVING! SO HE DIDN'T HAVE TO WATCH YOU TEARING ME DOWN AND MAKING ME LOSE WHO I WAS! YOU MADE ME LOSE ALL OF MY FRIENDS BECAUSE OF YOUR CHEATING! SLEPT WITH MY FRIENDS! AND STILL TRIED TO TAKE THE ONLY ONE I HAD LEFT BY TRYING TO PUSH HIM TO LEAVE TOO!"

I shout so loud that everyone is most definitely listening.

"Tell him Baby! Unload it all!"

Jungkook mischievously grins at me.

"I WILL SAY THIS ONLY ONCE. YOUR SEX WASN'T SHIT COMPARED TO JUNGKOOK'S AND YOU DON'T EVEN COMPARE IN SIZE! HA HA!YOU COULDN'T EVEN GET ME OFF SO I HAD TO THINK ABOUT JUNGKOOK EVERY TIME! I WAS ONLY WITH YOU TO TRY TO FORGET ABOUT JUNGKOOK! SO FUCK OFF AND DON'T TALK TO ME AGAIN! I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF YOUR BULLSHIT AND I FEEL SORRY FOR CANDICE HAVING TO PUT UP WITH YOUR TOXIC CRAP FOREVER! I HATE YOU WITH A PASSION AND WOULDN'T CARE IF I EVER SAW YOU AGAIN! I WASTED THREE YEARS OF MY LIFE ON YOU AND I CAN NEVER GET THEM BACK! WHY WOULD I WANT TO SPEND ANOTHER THREE SECONDS MORE LISTENING TO YOUR RIDICULOUS RUBBISH! NOW LEAVE BEFORE I LET MY BOYFRIEND BEAT YOUR ASS LIKE HE HAS BEEN DYING TO DO FOR THREE YEARS!"

I sneer at him panting from my insane rant and I move to Jungkook who looks really proud of me for standing up for myself against Jimin finally and for what I just said.

He smirks and kisses me like he misses me and I don't care, I let him.

"WOO HOO!! THAT IS THE ALICE I MISSED!"

My friend Yoongi shouts out and Namjoon hollers out too whooping, I lost both of them due to Jimin.

My old friend Denise even whistles at us because she found out exactly what Jimin was like first hand too.

Taehyung even shouts out loudly.

"ABOUT DAMN TIME JUNGKOOK! I WAS LOSING HOPE THAT ALIKOOK WAS EVER GONNA BE A REALITY"

Jimin scoffs at us and finally marches away, my whole body goes pliant in Jungkook’s arms as I relax finally.

"I'm so fucking proud of you my Princess! My sex is much better huh, how do you know Baby? Or is that the sex you had in your dreams or imagination when you needed to get off? Hmm I like thinking that you were imagining me and I might have been imagining you at the same time. Now if he ever tries to get under my skin by saying something I can say that it was me who used to make you scream”

He groans in my ear, oh he likes that I thought about him every time or had to use him to get off.

We haven't had sex yet, just a little light foreplay until we both feel ready, as we are both still healing from years of suffering and trauma we put ourselves through.

"I know. But I couldn't have him mock you Kookie. I was about to punch him and I had to give him the cold hard truth. The way he talked to you was vile, I wasn’t having it, not anymore. That was the only part I lied about though, Kookie. As your dick is almost twice the size of his. THAT I didn't lie about!"

I giggle when he pecks all over my face.

"You two! Is this what I'm going to have to put up with every time I'm at Kook's now?!"

Taehyung shouts out groaning and I look to see everyone staring at our PDA, we cough and he pulls me to his lap and we sit down chuckling as we eat our dinner in peace.

Yoongi congratulates us as he walks to class with us and Namjoon said that he's proud of whoever went for it and confessed.

He was shocked when I put my hand up saying it was me, but he says he's damn proud patting my head.

Tells me that I’m glowing and look so much happier now, that he’s so happy for us.

Yoongi tells me that he is so glad that I’m finally free from that nightmare and Candice actually did me a favour.

Denise messaged me on Instagram telling me that she was sorry about what happened between us and that she is actually glad that I'm finally away from Jimin.

That he is one manipulative, toxic man.

That she was happy that I finally got with Jungkook after all those years of pining, she of course knew because I told her in high school.

She said it was so obvious over the years that we still loved each other.

I feel so damn amazing, I have had friends talk to me again for the first time in a year and I just told Jimin where to go.

AND I finally told him the cold hard truth!

Truths I couldn't admit to even myself before and now I'm brave enough to scream them at Jimin in the cafeteria in front of everyone.

I've finally broken the chain of toxicity and distrust, I'm utterly free.

And when I look up at Jungkook I couldn't be happier, I'm finally where I was supposed to be all along, with my heart, my soulmate, my person, my Jungkook, my love, my everything.

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Oh my god! We are getting a new Jungkook song for the festa 💜

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Hello.

This is BIGHIT MUSIC.

We are excited to announce the release of BTS member Jung Kook’s fan song “Never Let Go.”

“Never Let Go” is a heartfelt tribute to Jung Kook’s fans encapsulating the message “to never let go of each other’s hands,” as a token of gratitude for the boundless love from ARMY all over the world. We appreciate your anticipation and excitement for the new track.

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New kinks Unlocked-Savage Love Drabble

Pairing: Jungkook x OC (Alice)

Word Count: 3.3k words

Rating: 18+ Mature, smut, hard swearing, pure smutty filth, smut with plot.

Description:

Jungkook and Alice are now married, thinking of trying for a baby. Jungkook suddenly realises that he has a kink that he never knew he had. He’s only too happy to start the process of making a baby with Alice, as he imagines how she’s going to look when she’s pregnant with his child.

And just the thought of getting her pregnant has sparked a new feeling inside him. . . New kinks unlocked!

Triggers and content:

Baby fever, Husband and Wife, Married Life, Mention of contraception, Mention of bleeding, Periods mentioned, Trying for a baby, Breeding kink, Pregnancy kink, Lactation kink, Mention of male masturbation, Smut, Fingering, Squirting, overstimulation, Sucking and licking, Hickies, Nipple play, Dirty talking, Choking, Hair pulling, Some degradation, No condom or contraception, Raw Sex, Swearing, Dirty talk, messy sex. Needy Jungkook. Both are horny, A little Fluff.

Authors note:

This is another Drabble from the savage love series, if you want to find out more about Alice and Jungkook’s relationship please check my master list.

This is all in Jungkook’s pov, so it’s told from his perspective.

This Drabble happens after standing next to you.

They are both 30 years old at this point and married.

This is mostly filth, but has plot.

🔞⚠️ NO MINORS ON THIS BLOG!! THERE IS EXPLICIT CONTENT AND TRIGGERING ADULT CONTENT.

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As soon as Alice told me she wanted to try for a baby my mind has been drifting and I’ve found myself thinking about how beautiful she’s going to look with my child growing inside of her belly.

How plump her breasts are going to get too, especially when they are filled with milk and I can wrap my mouth around them.

But I’ve been having fantasies of putting the baby in her in the first place, I even got off to the thought of it the other day in the shower.

I realised that I have a breeding kink and can’t wait to start trying, knowing she has no contraceptive implant in her arm anymore. The very idea has consumed all of my thoughts and I find myself with a voracious fixation that won’t vanish.

I haven’t told her yet and I asked Tae if he thought I was weird, he just laughed saying that it’s actually a common kink.

That he’s even tried it when he fucked his girlfriend raw as she wanted him to act like he was breeding her. He told me he liked it and it was intense, that they do it every so often.

Alice had her implant removed last month and has been bleeding on and off for the last month. Some of the bleeding at first was painful, so we’ve not really been sexual the last month. Just a bit of light foreplay, both getting each other off, as I’m not worried about a bit of blood and orgasms help with the pain.

We are waiting for that to be over with and then we are going to try for a baby. Both of us just felt that it was the right time and both of us are fully established in our careers because we are both thirty now.

Our parents have been going on at us for years and asking us when they are getting grandchildren and Alice told her mother to bug Jin instead. Mine understands that our careers have grown and we were busy, but now we have higher positions we can allocate more work to others.

I’m itching to start trying now though and I can only moan obscenities about breeding her as I pump into my fist so many times before I now greedily long for the real thing.

Pretty sure Alice knows that something is up as I moaned at her the other day about really wanting to try now. She chuckled saying her body is trying to get used to not having the implant, so it’s trying to sync up her periods again. That it might take a while before it does.

I complained saying that I don’t give a shit about blood and we could still start trying for our baby already.

I’m at work today working on a new sequence for a computer game and finishing some coding when a message comes through to my phone from Alice.

‘Hey Kookie, so I have not been bleeding at all for about four days now and I think it’s finally over. So I’m here at home now after leaving work earlier today and I’m feeling so needy after waiting for weeks! Are you gonna come and put a baby in me, my sexy hubby?’

My dick immediately bounces in my trousers and I start coding faster so I can get the hell out of here. Replying, I tell her I’m coming home right now and I’m gonna pump my babies into her. That I’m gonna breed her like a good little wife.

I received an explicit laden message with a drooling and a hot emoji, that she was now waiting for me to come home and breed her. Telling her to get ready for me, I close up my computer immediately feeling a strong urgency.

I tell my second in charge Jungmin that I’m going home, he nods with a smirk when he sees my semi in my trousers.

Literally running out of work like I have a real emergency, I jump in my car and probably drive over the speed limit all the way home feeling so hard and restricted in my black work trousers. Because the closer to home I get, the more turned on I feel.

I’ve not felt this damn horny in about a year, we’ve had sex but it’s been maybe once a week. It’s because work has just been way too busy for both of us as we set up more people to take more responsibilities on, so we could relax a bit more and start trying for a family.

We are essentially both the bosses so it’s about time that we get perks.

I curse when the person in front of me is driving so slow on the highway, do they not realise that they are in the damn fast lane?

So I impatiently switch to the middle lane and over take them switching lanes to the fast lane again. All whilst mumbling about what an idiot that driver is, they should be in the slower first lane at that damn speed.

I sigh with relief as soon as I pull up to our home.

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As soon as I turn off the car I’m jumping out and running into our home, I fumble unlocking the front door as fast as I can. I go into our home, wandering off in search of my gorgeous wife.

When I find her in our bed already naked I start frantically stripping out of my work clothes.

No damn coaxing is needed as I’m rock hard with anticipation because we have never gone a month without sex before. Well apart from when we first got together, but after that we were like damn rabbits.

“My princess, you look so pretty. I’m so damn horny, I’ve been waiting ravenously for you to stop bleeding. My hand has been on my dick so many times this month thinking about breeding you and pumping my babies into your womb”

I confess moaning at her, chucking my boxers off and grabbing at my hard length giving it a tug.

I’m addicted to her and the thought of what I’m about to do has me longing to fill her up. My need for her hasn’t changed since I first started doing sexual things with her.

Even as a horny teenager when I first discovered masturbating it was always her I thought about.

That ravenous desire hasn’t gone.

“Yeah? My husband wants to breed me and get me pregnant with his babies? Are you gonna be that dilf I’ve been dreaming of fucking for so long” She grins mischievously at me, grabbing at her voluptuous breasts and pinching at her nipples.

“Hmm yes, I can’t wait to see you all plump with my baby in your belly and your tits all swollen with milk, my pretty little wife. Can’t wait to suck on your full swollen breasts” I groan loudly, getting onto the bed and crawling up her body kissing and sucking marks on her soft skin.

“My stunning wife, you always look so exquisite when you are laid out naked for me, sweetheart. Look at your perfect breasts, so beautiful. I can’t wait to see them all plump and filled with milk” I rasp lewdly at her placing my mouth over her erect nipple sucking, flattening my tongue against it and lapping over it.

She squirms contorting her body, parting her pretty plump lips and throwing her head back exposing her neck, making me feel eager to paint some pretty marks across it with my mouth.

Making my way up to her neck I wrap my hand around it and tilt her head so I can abuse her sensitive spot.

The second my mouth starts sucking and licking at the area I’m rewarded with a delicious sounding whine and the roll of her mouth watering hips.

“I’m gonna fill you up all night until it’s dripping down your pretty thick thighs, baby. I’m so damn ravenous for you that I’m making up for lost time” I lustfully moan into her neck digging my fingers into the front of her neck and cutting off her breath.

“I’m so hard for you, my gorgeous girl” I pant with desire, nibbling at her skin earning a husky lust filled moan and another grind of her pretty pussy against my voracious dick.

“Please, I want you so much, Jungkook! Want you to fill me up too, babe. With your perfect cock and your cum” Alice wantonly breathes out, sounding breathless due to my hand around her neck. I run my fingers through her chubby little cunt, fuck, she’s absolutely soaked.

“Hell yes, my needy baby is dripping everywhere. So warm and wet, my pretty wife. Can’t wait for my cock, huh?” I whispered seductively in a low husky voice.

Plunging two fingers into her wet heat and thumbing at her little clit, I hum bringing her lips to mine with my tattooed fingers still digging in her neck.

She’s really turned on as she flutters so deliciously around my two fingers already. Curling my fingers up to press against her spot I pump my fingers in faster, in anticipation of the squeeze of her puffy walls against my tattooed fingers.

My baby whines needily against my lips rolling her hips up to meet the thrust of my fingers.

“So greedy, my princess” I breathe against her panting mouth, capturing her bottom lip between my teeth and sucking it in.

Her hot walls are fluttering deliciously around my fingers and her thighs are shuddering from the building lust burning through her body.

Her moans are getting louder and more desperate, my poor baby is feeling so starved of my touch and I can tell how much she’s craving her incoming orgasm.

I move my mouth to her neck again, abusing the sensitive area on her perfect soft skin, her moans and whimpers get more frantic.

The second she tenses up I can tell that she is about to fall aggressively, her whiny pants are getting faster and the pretty curses that fall from her mouth are a sign of the tempestuous rhapsody that’s approaching.

The harsh ahh’s are rapidly falling out of her parted mouth. I wickedly smirk against her neck and sadistically assault her g spot getting faster plunging into her soaked folds.

The second I give her air she explodes.

“Ahhhh oh. . . fuck. . fuck. . Jungkook!”She wails squeezing around my two fingers like a vice, I groan into her neck sucking harshly onto her soft skin as she bucks up trying to throw me off and escape.

The sob that falls from her mouth as I cruelly push her into another intense orgasm and the twisting and twitching of overstimulation is so intense.

She likes being pushed past her limits though, we’ve explored this many times over the years.

I yank her hair holding onto her so I can stare at her face, ghosting my mouth back over to her ear.

“Come on, sweetheart. Give it to me, squirt all over your husband's hand. Such a greedy little slut for my fingers, so fucking pretty when you cum all over me” I growl hungrily into her ear sucking on her earlobe, the thrill that runs through my veins as she squirts all over me almost screaming is absolutely glorious.

It sprays all over my hand, my wrist and by my pelvis, running down over my erect length.

“Fucking hell, baby! You just squirted all over my dick, such a filthy little girl. My dirty little princess, god I love you” I rasp invading her lips and plunging my tongue into her parted mouth, I feel starved as I don’t wait and pull my fingers out.

Plunging straight into her with a needy whine, she shudders with a whimper falling from her lips. Shit, I missed her perfect hot walls around my dick so badly.

It always feels so intense and makes my tip tingle as it vibrates through my body making my stomach clench.

I could never get used to how perfect she feels, every single time I fill her up it feels like that first time again.

I kneel up running my greedy hands everywhere like I usually do, I can’t help pawing at her and feeling her soft pliable skin. My favourite thing to do is dig my fingers into her plump silky smooth skin, it feels so amazing.

“Oh yes, I missed this. . sooo much”Alice whimpers fluttering around me where she’s still sensitive and is feeling turned on again.

She looks exquisite underneath me, she always does as she shivers and rolls her hips to encourage me to move.

“I can’t wait to fill you up, my princess. Pump my cum into your womb and breed you so well. Get you pregnant with our baby” I groaned lewdly at her, giving a harsh snap of my hips making her cry out and grip the sheets.

Building up my pace slowly I feel so damn good, I missed this euphoric feeling and I’m so damn horny for her.

“Hmm faster babe, feels so good” She moans out loud squirming needily underneath me.

Grabbing her legs I bring them to my chest and wrap my arms around them. Bucking my hips against her with a loud cuss, a moaned out fuck falls from her pretty lips.

“Fuck! Jungkook, damn you feel so hard and big. Oh right there. . Please don’t stop!”

My perfect wife desperately rasps as I punish her g spot, loud slaps are heard from my skin hitting against hers.

She looks so beautiful as her pretty tits bounce with every thrust of my hips. I look down to where I join her and groan when I see a filthy creamy ring of her juices around the base of my shaft.

Every plunge of it sounds lewd where she’s dripping all over my length and down my balls, it’s sinful and the sloppy sounds are debauched.

“Yes, creaming my cock so well, baby” I hiss at her as her puffy walls squeeze me so tightly in response.

Pressing my thumb to her little clit she quivers around me and her thighs tense up shuddering.

I’ve always loved the way her face looks in the throes of passion, her curvy voluptuous body writhing underneath me.

She is clenching around me so hard that I’m afraid of the sudden build up, the pulsing of my length and the tightening of my balls. I’m getting close but I need her to have her release first, she always orgasms.

I never leave her unsatisfied, even if I have to bury my face into her messy folds afterwards.

“Hmm, damn I’m close already where I was so desperate to feel you. You feel so good my beautiful wife. Cum for me darling. . . drench me baby. I’m gonna fuck my seed into you and keep. . Hmm doing it all fucking night” I lewdly pant putting her legs down and leaning in to kiss her, our tongues meet sloppily.

My fingers folded into her hair as I kissed her passionately until I got in a new position placing a pillow under her ass. Straddling her with my knees bent, I give her long deep strokes with my hips slamming up against her.

I make sure her legs are spread as far as possible touching against her body and held apart by my hands so I can smack my hips against her swollen clit. I’m hitting her deep in this position as she’s cussing a lot and mewling.

It looks so damn filthy as I watch my cock penetrating her as it’s being coated in her creamy white juices, it’s really turning me on, making me cuss with a rough growl.

That lewd wet, messy sound every time I plunge into her is sinful.

The debauched expression on my wife’s face as I stare into her eyes with my mouth parted is intimate and pushing me to the finish.

“I’m gonna cum, princess. Fuck, you close?” I groan needily, moving my fingers to her little clit, furiously rubbing it to try to help her fall before me. Her breaths get louder as they are punctured with mewls and curses.

“Ohhh yes, Jungkook! Fuuuck! Fill me up!”

The squeeze is immediate and she starts to orgasm, I have to pin her leg back down as she violently bucks, letting out high pitched pants.

She is milking the hell out of me and I can’t hold on any longer and my whine is full of urgent need.

“Gonna fill you up so good, breed you” I growl in a feral voice, slamming into her with sloppy thrusts.

My princess is whimpering as I fuck her into overstimulation and she sobs pitifully.

When I start to cum I roar out so loud that I even surprise myself, milking myself into her hot walls painting her cervix with my seed.

“Yes, good girl. Letting your husband get you pregnant, put my babies in you. Pretty little pussy is so fucking needy for my cum” I hiss, shallowly pumping to give her every last drop.

The vulgar noise she moans out as I pulse lewdly inside her and the clench around my sensitive dick, makes me blurt out a harsh groan.

Hissing from sensitivity, I move to lean down on my elbows and gently kiss her, both of us panting loudly and feeling blissful. Pressing chaste kisses all over her face I stay inside her, plugging my cum in her.

Smoothing her sweaty forehead and moving the stray hairs out of the way I smile down at her in pure happiness.

“I love you so much my amazing wife” I breathe out in awe of her, pressing my lips against her forehead.

“Love you too my perfect husband” She replies with a tender smile.

We spend the next ten minutes just lazily kissing and staring into each other's eyes.

“Ready for round two, princess? After all I did say I was going to fill you up until it was running down your thighs and everywhere” I mischievously smirk down at her twitching inside her.

“Do it babe, fill me up again” She giggles and squeezes around me making me start to harden.

“Anything for you, sweetheart. Can’t wait to have babies with you, princess” I sighed out in contentment feeling so excited for when she’s finally pregnant.

But I’m gonna have so much fun trying in the meantime, it’s funny how you can be with someone for so long and still find out new things.

I’m really glad to find out that a new kink has been unlocked.

But my poor wife is probably going to end up having loads of babies now that I have realised how much I love this kink though!

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When you’ve been an Army for so long that your husband is always quoting BTS songs and he’s not a fan. Although he loves some songs I play and knows loads of the words now so maybe he is 😂

He always quotes the same thing when I tell him I’m hungry 😂

“Angry? Hungry? Yes, I'm hangry!”