Feeling Especially So Tired And Disabled At The Moment (so, Projecting On Him. Because Hes So Disabled

feeling especially so tired and disabled at the moment (so, projecting on him. because hes so disabled coded fr to meee)

[ID: a digital sketch of caduceus from critical role with pink colouring for his hair and nose. he's lying in bed under a thick duvet, reading a book with a tired expression and dizzy spiral above his head. his feet and tail are sticking out the end of the duvet. end ID]

A family of cheetahs sleep with the forest guard every night. When the Forest Dept. heard about it, they decided to check the veracity of the claim by installing a CCTV camera. This is what the camera recorded! Just amazing.

Kitties will be kitties 🐈‍⬛

Essek's expressions in the newest episodes have been so precious that i Had to draw some of them. these are only the TIP of the iceberg of all of my favorites, but gods willing i will draw more

special shout out to the confused puppy head tilt Essek did at Ashton's head, which is a mannerism i chose to headcanon he'd picked up from Caleb

tip jar!

Thinking about this quote from episode 124 right now and feeling totally fine (read: feeling the distinct need to scream into a pillow)

"I've spent so much of my life focused on myself, my climb, all of my selfish needs. I've never really been trusted and so I did not trust. And I never let anyone close. I have been clouded in my judgment many times for a lot of my life. When I- when you gave me trust, it gave me a perspective that was so agonizingly striking. So easy to see that I refused to acknowledge it at first, even. I would be lying if I said that our paths crossing hasn't shaken me to the core. And I'm appreciative."

No you don't understand how important it is to me that Caleb and Essek have this soft, deep, profound love for each other. These two people who were so broken and saw themselves as so damaged and irredeemable and utterly damned, having the chance to heal together and cultivate this sweet, gentle relationship with each other. The fact that they can now carve out moments of joy together, that they proved you can change and better yourself, with time and effort and love.

Matt taking the time to show that even in just a few little ways, to let Essek express his love so casually and with so much reverence and care is just AUGH. That's how you do redemption arcs. He understood the assignment. That's not only respecting the players for the time they put in to creating these characters and their pathways for growth, but also saying to your players (and viewers), "it's possible. Everyone deserves a second chance at happiness."

They redeemed themselves, together.

if a character means enough to me i will truly never stop thinking about them. i just retire them into a little back room in my brain and periodically bring them out to stare at them under a little light