bardofvibes

bard of vibes

Cat, 20s, they/she || mostly here for Hannibal, CR (M9, shadowgast), Ghost (the band), TAD, the locked tomb, TWN,... || queer bean trying to figure out life

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What We Lost In The Fire

What we lost in the fire

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1 year ago

At first I thought you were a constellation I made a map of your stars and I had a revelation: You're as beautiful as endless You're the universe I'm helpless in

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THIS IS SO PRETTY shadowgast critical role CR2 essek thelyss caleb widogast wizard thoughts

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1 year ago

Matt just said in 4-sided Dive that Essek has been living WITH Caleb while laying low (but also occasionally disappearing to help the Cobalt Soul and doing his own thing). AND HE HAS BEEN HELPING WITH CALEB IN HIS TEACHINGS!?! *Explodes*

I’m so normal about this

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AAAAAAH explodes from wizard affection shadowgast caleb widogast essek thelyss cr3 cr spoilers critical role wizard thoughts

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1 year ago

you are 16. you are talking with a gay man in his 50s or 60s, a friend, huge and gentle with a scarf and short fluffy curls of gray hair, who has directed you in two plays staged in your mid-size artsy town. (he has not yet asked you to be in his production of The Laramie Project which will change your life. this conversation will also change your life.)

he is talking about theatre. he is talking about theatre when he was younger. he says, "of course, it was AIDS then." in the pause, you ask him. clumsy and quiet and 16 and "straight," you ask him. what was it like.

he takes a moment in which his face is not like a person's face. "there was a time," he says, "i'm not sure how long, years. when i went to a funeral every weekend." he tells you about two funerals in a day, and choosing between friends when you couldn't make it to both. he does not look at you, he looks at them. his wet grey gaze is so clear that you start to see ghosts. it will be years before you understand why it feels like your grief too. why the ghosts call you family.

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1 year ago

a digital sketch of caduceus from critical role with pink colouring for his hair and nose. he's lying in bed under a thick duvet, reading a book with a tired expression and dizzy spiral above his head. his feet and tail are sticking out the end of the duvet.

feeling especially so tired and disabled at the moment (so, projecting on him. because hes so disabled coded fr to meee)

[ID: a digital sketch of caduceus from critical role with pink colouring for his hair and nose. he's lying in bed under a thick duvet, reading a book with a tired expression and dizzy spiral above his head. his feet and tail are sticking out the end of the duvet. end ID]

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welp feeling this caduceus clay critical role CR2 cr2 art migraine

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1 year ago

four digital sketches of Essek and Caleb from Critical Role, all of them depicting them kissing sweetly or with their faces close to each other, about to kiss. Caleb is portrayed as a freckled human with medium-length wavy hair and a beard, while Essek is a drow with curly hair, the length of which varies in each sketch from short to long, either let down or put up in a bun with a wooden stick.

i have finally finished watching c3ep95! congratulations to Essek Thelyss for probably having this ☝ in his mind on repeat 24/7 /j

tip jar!

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damn these wizards for making me yearn (affectionate) critical role essek thelyss caleb widogast shadowgast cr spoilers

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