A Defending Silence. A Silence So Loud I Need Earplugs. Im Drowning In The Tension. Im In A Cube With

A defending silence. A silence so loud I need earplugs. I’m drowning in the tension. I’m in a cube with closing in walls. Small talk I’ve loathed in any other situation, please be my saving grace. This threatening awkwardness shall not be the end of me. That would be too merciful. I have to suffer through this car right, be thankful, then move on with my life. Even typing this out feels rebellious. Should I be sitting in silence, I feel the overwhelming urge to make myself invisible. Don’t make a noise. Turn invisible.

Weird ass Jim Henson movie on tubi beebop geebo goomby tube

He fucking died!

*inhale*

*exhale*

*internal thoughts* : I’m not awkward, no ones awkward. If anyone perceives me as awkward, they’re wrong and judgmental. It’s ok to be honest and authentic, always.

alright folks, who's your weird regular? we have "snake guy" who always has a snake crawling on his arm (i've posted pics of it on here before)

People are different, my emotions are just thoughts, people are different, I’m on vacation, I don’t live here. People’s stress are theirs and theirs alone. I don’t need to raise my awareness and vigilance just because people argue and disagree. People do what they want and I do the same. So I choose not to be upset for anyone’s stressors. Trust and believe I have enough for myself and then some.