Go Off. You Stand Up To Me, I Deserve It. Say The Satisfying One Liner, Put Me In My Place, Go Off. Dont

Go off. You stand up to me, I deserve it. Say the satisfying one liner, put me in my place, go off. Don’t even fascinate about my perspective, go off. I admire you. I am so in awe of you. Wow, you are so so strong. You are so strong, and right, and smart. And a big dummy like me can’t even come how big, smart, and good you are. Me? Well I’m just bad and dumb and stupid and lame, now, aren’t I? I’m just a lame dummy that doesn’t understand because all I want to do is have nothing to do.

God, you’re right about that. You’re so right about that. All I want to do is to have nothing to do. I dream and ache for boredom. I yearn for nothing. Then I have the opportunity to find something to do. I may allow my inspiration take me like the waves at the beach. Please god. I wish to bored days and to waste time. Please god. Give me the opportunity to be lazy. I wish for nothing more.

I don’t care to be smart. I don’t care to be a project to work on. I want freedom from expectation. I want freedom from critique. Is that heaven? No responsibility. I can only dream.

Status update: currently manifesting effortless revenge

Status update: currently listening to flowers in the attic. Incest is the over all theme but the brother and sister fucked. The brother intentionally r-ed the sister but the sister wanted it too. They were 15 and 18 but have been kissing for like a year

The movie saved a lot of the gross shit

the 60′s spidey animated television series was truly a gift

Everything is sooooo funny. Everything is so funny about me. My reaction is the peak of humor. The peak of comedy. My singular reaction. My response, my cause and effect, my damn reaction is what everyone and everything is after.

I must be so powerful then. I must be the comic relief to the real world. I must be a Devine entity that exists along with nature, time, space, the planet, gods, I must be something that no one can explain. I can’t.

I’m crazy. I’m insane and so abnormal because everytime I open my mouth I get the furrowed brows and wide eyed astonished bewilderments that sent people into fight or flight. I’m so extraordinary, aren’t I? Someone and something terribly interesting to a lot of people, good and bad.

I think I am so full of unique opinions but those not on the same wave length, make me see so stupid. I must prefer a laugh than a scoff at my wild ideas and responses.

I’m just crazy.