Be My Lantern Rite Date Pls Lol

be my lantern rite date pls lol

I want to gently hold Kaeya’s face and press our foreheads together and tell him, “thank you for being here.” I want him to know how much I appreciate him and cherish him. I want him to know he’s worth it, and he deserves the entire world and more.

I want to break down that facade he puts up around people. I want him let his bottled feelings out. I just want to hold him and tell him he’s done well to make it this far. I want him to know I’m proud of him, that I love him with all my heart, and I would never abandon him no matter the circumstances.

I want him to know how loved he is, and just how precious he is to me. I want him to feel safe. Safe enough to let that facade drop around me, safe enough to open up to me about his feelings and his troubles, safe enough to feel like there’s a place where he belongs.

Fk I’m so soft for him I’m crying while thinking of him at 2 am rn

i love seeing how there's people out there who still read my works eventho i haven't written anything for the past months 😭😭🥹

soooo tokyo rev season 2 👀

PLS KOKO AND INUI LOOKED SO GOOD AND TAIJUU GOD HES SO FINE

BYE AH COMEL NYE PLS YOU SOUND LIKE AN OLDER SISTER and EVEN A MOM LMAO BUT THATS OKAY!! nahh it's fine if you replied late or anything :D at least ik you're still alive and is still there for me lol

ah hmm about that guy kan, haha... he has someone else already 😁 but yeah i really appreciate him as a friend since we've known each other since middle school (holy cow that's quite lama-) but he's a walking green flag!?!?!?!? like yesterday i told him how this other guy and i used to make date plans in game before he left (yes he left lmao 💀) then he started to crite about how him and his girl planned about their future and stuff like sheesh skhdskhdskjs *sobbing and punching the wall* but anyways it's better that way.

SHEESH LAMA NYE YOUR JETLAG 💀 i've never been to overseas yet (except for singapore lmao) so i really don't know how it feels like going through it but from what i heard is y'all get pening or smth? haah yeaa, hope it goes away quickly!! do take care of yourself <33 (つ≧▽≦)つ

NURIIIINNNNN OML HELLO HIIII HAPPY NEW YEAR SYG IMYSM I REALLY DIDNT WANT TO DISTURB YOU DURING YOUR HOLIDAYS BCUZ IT LOOKED SO MUCH FUN AND AND I HAVE A STORY so like idk if i'm catching feelings or smth sbb i woke up at 3 this morning and couldn't sleep so i went and play genshin then after finishing some quests and commissions my friend joined my world then we just walked around killing bosses, collect chests and such thenn it was already 6am he said he wants to log off and sleep pstuuu he said "i had fun playing with you" BOOM I WAS A BLUSHING MESS LMAO 😭😭 THEN HE POST A SCREENSHOT OF US IN GAME ON HIS STORY AH SKSJHSDJDHDH goodbye world *crying sobbing throwing up* also i have to go back to school on the 8th 😃 anywaysss enough about me how bout youu!?? how are you??? hoping your day went well today and for everyday too! (つ≧▽≦)つ

RIEE U DONT KNOW THE RELIEF I FELT WHEN I SEE YOUR ASK NOTIF TODAY IM SO SORRY SEBAB REPLY LAMBAT OR TAK REPLY 😭😭 I HAVE FULL CLASSES THIS WEEK BUT IVE MISSED U I THOUGHT U DELETED TUMBLR OREDI pls dont leave me i have attachment issues

the relief i felt was bcs i thought ure not active on tumblr anymore :( so when u sent me an ask I WAS LIKE IS THAT RIEEE ?!? thank you for always forgiving me bila tak reply or reply lambat. i dont do that on purpose its just im not one to hang around with my phone, i usually abandon it in my room then go eat downstairs for the rest of the day so my reply game is so weak but i guess thats the consequences u have to deal with from having me in your life 🙄

my holiday has been over for a week now. but just so you know u can never "disturb" me especially when im overseas because 1. youre my bestie and 2.BECAUSE I GET HOMESICK REALLY EASILY so its really nice when people at home get in touch with me so i dont get too caught up in the homesick feeling 😔👍🏻

❓❓ ure DEFINITELY catching feelings cuz why else would u blush for a boy 😤 (thats on me i blush for boys too much) he either has no idea what hes doing OR HE KNOWS WHAT HES DOING AND HES DOING IT ON PURPOSE that sneaky bitch im glad that ure having fun playing with him but just a slight reminder to be careful always. we dont want anything to happen to you now do we? u go have fun okay jangan gaduh2 main elok2. he sounds cute btw is he like a golden retriever boy or a softboy in any way cuz he sounds wholesome. the way he posted the ss of yall ?!? THATS SO CUTE GOD WHEN IS MY TIME ?!? cong😭 ratu😭 lations😭 if i were u i would definitely fall for him then ask him to marry me before he eventually leave me cus he got scared. really hope he is so yall can close the deal 😌🤝 tak payah susah2 cari nanti HUAAHAGAGAH

saje nak cakap i cant sleep at night too sebab my jetlag is so bad at the moment. i cant adapt to local night time. in my head its still the other way round; the night time is siang 😭 (seriously its so bad im not even staying up my eyes are segar gila im so annoyed)

AWW NURINNN ☹️☹️ YOURE SO SWEET LAA EEEE (つ≧▽≦)つ

we finished paper pai and seni for today!! exam pai was a pain like throughout the whole exam i felt like throwing the paper out of the window sbb there were some questions that i remembered reading the topic but not hafal the topic like what do they expect dh la kene baca 16 chapters 💀💀👎🏻👎🏻 then for chinese new year we won't be cuti-ing pon sbb ada kelas 💀 even this friday (which should be a weekend sbb kedah cuti on fri and sat) pon ada class 😭😭

ALSO 3 DAYS AGO my classmate lended me his laptop for genshin 😭😭 and he helped me get yanfei's ascension materials bcuz he wanted to try out my childe (since i have him) AND GUESS WHAT ?!?!?!! CHILDE DID AN 11K 😭😭😭 the whole time i sat beside him i was so terkejut like 😭 also he was sweet enough to craft the one last jade for yanfei now she's finally ascended to her final lvl 90 <3

EH 4 PPL FROM YOUR CLASS GOT COVID?? OML hope you're okay sweetie ☹️ that means you kene quarantine la kan?? OH so THIS WAS ONE OF THE KLUSTER PENDIDKAN I THINK? no wonder my parents told me to jaga myself

stay safe nurin :(( dh la nk dekat spm god ,, pls jaga yourself elok2 syg you mwah <3

@xxkaeya rie since your inbox is just for aesthetic im just gonna do this here HSHSVSB

so hows your tests going ? cuba cite sikit manatau stress ke apa ke kan. in my head skarang tengah terbayang korang tengah study ramai2. teringat zaman prep dulu 😞💔. kalau at the end of each day rasa nak rant pasal how your day went masuk je inboxzzz im here to read them

anyways kan rie saje nak cite skarang my school tutup seminggu unexpectedly sebab GUESS WHAT? ada doploh covid cases and empat from my class ha kejodt tak sis pun kejodt 😌 sudahnya dari cuti seminggu cny jadi cuti dua minggu hmm gituler