Day 3 Talking To The New Guy In The Class: Today I Havent Talked Too Much With Him, Cuz Hes Meeting New

Day 3 talking to the new guy in the class: Today I haven’t talked too much with him, cuz he’s meeting new people so we went away. So today I just talked to him like 5 minutes.

He’s still shy, but he’s really nice! I want him to be my friend.

Hi, guys!! Sorry for not posting anything this week, but there is the update!

During this week, I’ve talked more with the new guy on the class, and today we’ve been taking during the whole playground time, without awkward silences (which is quite good, because we used to have so many awkward silences before).

I do like this boy, and I think that being his friend might help me to feel better with myself and he’s new in the school, so he does need new friends.

I’m really enjoying this process, and I like that fact of making new friends! It’s really exciting!

Hits different… hits different because it’s you 💙

Excuse me, may I be 12 years old again knowing that things which I know now?

I want to be a completely different boy. I want to be an npc, I want to play a sport, have friends who are boys and just be a normal boy.

Update 31st day (I think): Okay, during this week, we’ve talked some days about random and worthless stuff, but it doesn’t matter, at least we’ve talked to each other.

Anyway, the important thing is that today he’s typed and and he’s asked me to meet up soon (next week). I can’t even explain how I feel, cuz I’m going to see him for the first time and I need him to like me. I’m so nervous!!!

Omg I can’t believe this!

But idk what I want, and idk if I’d be comfortable with him, like, this is a really great opportunity, like, he might be my first boyfriend! And I’m not sure about that, like, I need to solve some stuff about being bi and you know, that kinda stuff.

But I can’t believe this 😭😭

30th day talking to the new guy on the class: Guys, I’m so sorry that I’ve kinda forgotten this section, but it’s just been really good with him. He’s really king and I do feel really comfortable with him, I really want to be his friend.

We’ve talked almost every day and if we continue like this for more month more o less, I think that he’ll consider me as a friend.

I’m so happy that finally I’ve been able to make a new friend (because all the others weren’t my friends, actually; and I don’t really like them) so I do love the fact that I’ve had the opportunity of meeting a new person, and be able to be with a friend who I care and like.