Could Sense Something Was Off Today Before I Even Got Out Of Bed.. I Don't Recognize Myself. Or Rather,

Could sense something was off today before I even got out of bed.. I don't recognize myself. Or rather, I don't feel like I'm here at all. Like I'm not alive. Don't know if it's just another dissociation or not, but it feels surreal. It's like the world exists around me but I am invisible.. a shadow observing my surroundings. Incapable of interracting with anyone or anything. An unnoticeable presence in the distance, stuck in my own purgatory. Emotinally and physically I don't really feel anything at all. Just numb..

Me: totally incapable of dealing with any sort of kind/caring/supportive words.

Also me: actually googling for a response. God, wtf is wrong with me!? 💀💀

It's honestly embarrassing. No way "normal" people struggle with kindness to this degree.

At least I can see the humor in it.. right?

Will ya peep this? Lookin' like a bag of Sweethearts over here 💀❤️‍🔥

Rainbow bright 🌈

Hair @gramssims

Tattoo @sugarowl

Eyebrows @peachyfaeire

Nails @saruin

Rings @suzuesims

Eyes Solas

I love this fr.. I love everything about it. 💀🖤

king of the world

*Ugh* how I miss my nipple piercings.. 💀

[and omg, how they never healed cause I kept getting them stuck in every distressed/fishnet shirt I own.. fucking ouch.]

Oh my fucking god am I tiered..

If anyone wants to beat me to death with a baseball bat this is your time to shine. I've got one of them walking dead lookin ones with barbed wire, free to use. I can even leave a note saying I did it myself, y'all cleared for this one. First to claim the prize gets it.. I'm the human piñata. 💀🪅

Let me just finish my breakfast taco..