Been Trying To Make Sense Of The Emotional Turmoil Today, Cause It Hasn't Been This Dark And Chaotic

Been trying to make sense of the emotional turmoil today, cause it hasn't been this dark and chaotic in my head in a long time..

And then I realized it's because today would have been your birthday.. and that just completely broke me.

Am I making more of this shit? Apparently.

I woke up clutching the hand of darkness and it won't let me go..

Omg, how my fat fucking fingers always make sure I follow all the spam bots before hitting the report and block button!

💀❌️🌪#⚡️✂️🧨&🪓⛓️%🩸🌵🏴‍☠️🪦!!

Think I'm just gonna stay wasted this entire week tbh.. I'm not coping with anything in life rn and I honestly don't even feel like trying.

Me and friend being shitfaced last week.

Friend: We should get matching tattoos.. Like right now.

Me: Lol! That's never gonna end well.. let's do it.

Walks to studio.

Both makes terrible attempts at inking. Eventually realizes we're waaay too drunk pull this off. [and bleeding way too much]

Walks back home.

Gets chewed by other friend for being idiots. Fair point tho.. not gonna argue with that. 💀