Am I Making More Of This Shit? Apparently.

Am I making more of this shit? Apparently.

Update: No you cannot.

[but it's also not the worst thing I've ever had in my mouth so..]

Today's big question: Can you make a White Russian with only vodka and milk?

Probably not. But let's find out.

Think I'm just gonna stay wasted this entire week tbh.. I'm not coping with anything in life rn and I honestly don't even feel like trying.

Hey! You don’t happen to have or know of any military deco sims do you?

Oh yes, my fellow simmer! I in fact do..

Here's the "army strong" set from IMS:

https://www.patreon.com/posts/47999010

There's also the "Mercenary Decosims" from Akuiyumi:

https://www.simscc.com/mercenary-decosims/

These are really too maxis match for me, but if that's what you're looking for here's some "Deco Military Officers" from Reigningsims as well:

https://www.patreon.com/posts/36123359?epik=dj0yJnU9TUo0MTBSMnpydi1BaU82OU5mRnNhd241Z29fWFRiYXMmcD0wJm49djRVcS1XbmN5Y0F4aE9ZbEFTRUJvQSZ0PUFBQUFBR085S0Vz

It must look next level stupid from an outside perspective when my anxiety is just too much to ignore but still not a full on panic attack.. Just me walking around trying to get shit done whilst breathing as if I've just been out running. On occation kneeling down on the floor to try to catch my breath, then getting up again and continuing with whatever I was doing..

Been trying to make sense of the emotional turmoil today, cause it hasn't been this dark and chaotic in my head in a long time..

And then I realized it's because today would have been your birthday.. and that just completely broke me.