Bloomstudioart - Bloomie

Snape doodles

Dying looking into the eyes of the person I love the most, and after he died, he was able to achieve something, but, they are only empty words, he is dead, they cannot change the past

He died without love, he was born without love, and yet he is the bad one for not learning about a good life? All he knew was pain and hate, no one taught him to love.

But we love him so much

Something about Snape, 31-38, with pure black hair, not a single sign of white, despite that being the age most people start going grey

Something about how he had the full dark hair of youth and died like that

Something about how he never truly grew up like he should have

Something about how he was always stuck there in the past, stuck as that Snape boy from Spinner's End, stuck as Snivellus the boy who the Marauders hated for just existing

Something about how he died there in the same place he nearly died as a boy

Something about how he died in that place, bloodied and wounded, raven black hair, no difference between him and his boyhood self

Something about how that black hair was perhaps a sign that he was still living in the past, that a piece of him was eternally frozen at 21, at 16, at 15, he died a man yet he wasn't one, he wasn't a boy but not quite a man

Something about how his portrait among all the other heads of Hogwarts is the only one whose hair is fully dark, whose face isn't lined with age.

Next to them, he is a boy. Perhaps he always was.

Nenas nenas admiren

SIRIUS BLACK BABY!!

Why do I love him?

The man who did not get justice, who went through torment in which everyone saw how he was treated, the one who tried to improve but, at the same time, ended up destroying his life in the process.

He created a wall around himself so as not to be hurt, since he never learned to love properly or to integrate into a society, isolating himself even when he has freedom, it is the only thing he knows

Even when everyone believed the worst of him, he did everything to save them all, his classmates, his students, an entire world, even if it meant sacrificing his life and the judgment of others.

He is so broken, he doesn't know how to love, he wasn't the best, he was rude, he hurt others, he hurt others, but still, he wanted to see them succeed, he had high expectations of others.

We have been through a lot, life has really been cruel to both of us, we both suffer from loneliness and poor integration, the fear of being hurt, and the lack of social knowledge (my autism)

We both deserve a safe place, I always attributed my comfort characters with the need to feel safe, it makes me feel safe, we are both broken, even if we would create wounds for each other

I couldn't choose anyone better to feel safe in some way, even if he was a piece of shit, I was one too, but, it feels good to think, maybe, and just maybe, I still have salvation,We both can be saved, it's just that misfortunes gave us unfortunate paths, we are not bad people, we just had bad luck.

We could have had support, we could have had something better and realized our potential, but unfortunately, poverty, pain and self-hatred consumed us.

I still have time, luckily for me, but still, I can't help but want to hug him tightly to tell him that everything will be okay.

Post for you comfort silly

Put here your confort charater and say why you love them sm

no lol? i just ask something and u guys start insulting me but what i can spect from someone who is fan of harry potter and a roleplayer

Well, what can I expect from someone who hides behind anonymity? Who is worse? Who makes comics and art about things they like without harming anyone?

Or the anonymous person who seeks some approval, insulting people he doesn't know on the internet? Don't be shy, use your username darling.