I'm All Yours, But You're All Mine

I'm all yours, but you're all mine

"You're mine" you whisper. We are standing embraced under a willow tree. A comfortable silence surrounds us, keeps us safe, or so it seems.

"I'm yours" I confirm. Yes, I'm all yours, but you're all mine, dear, don't forget that.

Silence surrounds us as we stand embraced under a willow tree.

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AN: This seems more like a poem to me, rather than a paragraph. But I didn't really know what to write, I just wanted it to have a different vibe from the original context of the lyric.

This album shattered me and now I have to rebuild myself

So, where I live, it's the 22nd of December! Our fae queen Madeleine's birthday! I hope she has a wonderful day ❤

You don't have to be brilliant

I feel like I failed you. No matter how hard I've tried, things never went the way I wanted them to. You'd stand in front of me, place my head into your hands and say "You don't have to be brilliant. You don't have to be a genius, just be yourself". I would try, but I want you to be proud of me. You say you already are, but I don't believe you. I feel small and incompetent. I can be better than this, and I will give it my all to become the best version of myself.

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AN: I have to do my homework, but I chose to do this first hahaha #priorities

Okay, so I was chatting with my boyfriend and I was fangirling to him over Ruin. Now, he is not into TAD's music (that's okay, we all have different tastes), but I wrote to him how I have to rebuild myself after listening to this album (that's what I wrote in my previous post here hahaha) and he replied with "Well, go plant the seeds of your future self, Imma go get ready for the day" and if that doesn't sound like a TAD lyric...... I was like what the...? He then told me how he used to write poetry and that he sees from TAD's lyrics (cause I sent him a bunch of screenshots of their lyrics) that their styles are similar. 😊

I'm so sorry, I've done it again

I know, I know. You are disappointed. I'm so sorry, I've done it again. It's all my fault, as usual. I am trying, I really am, but sometimes it's so hard. Falling apart is easy, but picking up the pieces and getting back up isn't. That part gets more and more difficult. But I do it. I get stronger and I get up and move on. I learn something new about myself, about the world around me. I am strong enough to survive. I have to be, for myself and for people who care about me.

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AN: Hmmm... this one ends a bit abruptly, in my opinion, but I don't really know what to write hahahhaha