I'm Learning To Be So Much More Than My Tiredness

I'm learning to be so much more than my tiredness

There are mornings I can barely get out of my bed, despite the call of the sun rays that are creeping through my windows. But I am trying. I am learning to be so much more than my tiredness, I am finding reasons to get up and get out every day. Every day is a new adventure, and I jump headfirst into it, no matter the outcome.

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AN:I'm back! Well, I hope this doesn't suck :)

So this is apparently a charity race,but when I first saw the t-shirt, I was like TAD???!!!!! Hahahhahaha

Tomorrow I'll do things different

"Tomorrow I'll do things different" I tell myself, "I'll make an effort."

But I already know that's a lie. I won't change anything. Once again, I'll barely manage to find a scrap of motivation to get out of bed. And then I'll have to get through the day somehow.

Well, wish me luck.

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AN: * shrugs *

I know I won't be long

It becomes clear to me as soon as I step into the room - I know I won't be long. It's stuffy here,filled with strangers and cigarette smoke. The smoke would be of little help,that I know.

And so I turn around,gripping the pocket knife in my hand, and leave.

I will find my victim somewhere else.

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AN: Here's something a bit dark on this sunny day. At least it's sunny where I am - a little piece of heaven called Silba. If you know where that is,then you know what country I'm from (if I haven't already revealed that info before,that is) . I wish you all a delightful day :)

Just finished The Awakened (2023). Honestly,I don't remember the original that much cause I played those older games a long time ago, but the new version was pretty good. Maybe a bit short, but :

a) maybe my perception of its length is a bit crooked since CO was open world and you can spend a lot of time just doing shit around Cordona,so I don't know how long does it take to just pass the main quest

b) let's not forget the game was made during the fucking war. It's honestly unbelievable that they managed to make the game at all.

Oh, and I loved the ending. But now I kinda want to play Chapter One again hahahaha I miss the sunny setting of Cordona and...just everything about that game. It is definitely one of my favorite games now.

Oh,and,also,I miss Jon :)

I'd catch you every time you fell

Wasn't I always here for you? I'd lift you up, I'd catch you every time you fell. And yet this is how you show your gratitude. You turn your back on me. So be it. We'll see how you'll like it when someone else does that to you.