Time Moves Slow

time moves slow

pairing: loki x black!reader

summary: after seeing you in the video about his life, loki steals a tempad to meet you.

warnings: mentions of death, grief, depression

a/n: this was so sad to write but i hope you guys like it <3

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after mobius walked out a minuteman walked in, loki quickly punched him knocking the poor man out. he grabbed the tempad off of the man, making quickly work of taking his collar off.

he set the time and place that he wanted to go before the portal appeared, he walked through it and was suddenly in a living room. he looked around and saw a picture of him and the woman he saw on the tape mobius played.

she was gorgeous, she was wearing a beautiful green dress that matched his tie. he felt a sense of pride knowing that this was the woman who loved him so much, but also the woman who mourned over the loss of her love.

loki looked around a little more before he heard the sound of keys outside of the apartment door, he immediately settled himself in the couch waiting to see the woman in person.

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i walked into my apartment just like any other day , it was an endless cycle. doing the same thing over and over again until it became ingrained in my brain

wake up

eat breakfast

go to work

come home

cook and eat dinner

go to bed

repeat

it had been that way for the last five years, trying to keep him out of my mind. the loss and the pain was too much, mourning and grieving also became too much so i simply stopped.

i closed my door behind me and i put my keys in the bowl, i walked into my living room and saw him sitting on my couch.

my hand came over my mouth in shock, tears welling in my eyes as i took in his face. “loki” i whispered, he looked at me and smiled before his smile dropped again. “you’re not my loki” i mumble and he nods.

“no, i’m sorry to disappoint” he says softly as he walks up to me, i shake my head in disagreement. “no it’s nice to see you again” i smile sadly at him as i cup his cheek, he leans into my touch making the tears fall from my eyes.

“i don’t have a lot of time” he starts grabbing the hand that was cupping his cheek “i have one question” he looks at me in my eyes “what was it like being with me” he asks.

“it was amazing, i wouldn’t change anything about our relationship” i start “we loved each other and i honestly don’t think i could ever be with anyone else” i sniffle reminiscing over everything we did in this apartment.

“i was good” he whispers and i smile sadly as tears fall down my face “i actually did something good” he whispers.

“and i wouldn’t change that either, yes time has moved excruciatingly slow, loosing you was so hard” i look at him and see a tear fall from his eyes “it was so hard and i couldn’t move, i couldn’t function, i was stuck and i just wanted everything to stop” i say through tears.

“i’m sorry” he whispers “i’m so so sorry” he whispers and i smile at him say “don’t apologize” i mumble “you did what some people could never do and you saved lives, thousands” he smiles before frowning.

“i have to go” he mumbles sadly and i nod “i know” i whisper looking at him, i kiss his cheek softly before smiling at him. he cups my cheek gently before kissing me, the kiss was gentle yet passionate.

after a minute he pulls away and smiles sadly, he grabs the little tablet he has and a doorway appears. he walks towards it but stops as soon as he reaches it, he looks at me and i smile “thank you for loving me” he says before walking through the doorway.

loving you was easy, it was you leaving that scarred

Kid, where’d you come from? — Field trip to MoMA.

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ꕥ voicemail - peter listens to the voicemails you left him during the blip. (f with a tiny bit of a)

ꕥ reunion - you all reunite after the snap (f)

ꕥ i only have eyes for you - when peter walks into the café you and mj work at, he still only has eyes for you (f,a)

ꕥ fade away - you never forgot peter after stranges spell but even after he promised to find you and make you remember, you did what was best for him and let him move on (a)

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ꕥ nothing new - after another peter parker comes through the portal, you get to know him and fall for him. (f,a)

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ꕥ happy for you (if only pt.2) - after being gone for two years, you come back to hunt a little surprise (f)

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