We Couldve Had It All

we could’ve had it all

pairing: thor x black!reader

summary: you and thor could have had it all

warnings: angst, death, blood

a/n: i am in no way trying to take away from loki’s death i just wanted to reverse the roles. the reader also has telepathic powers.

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thanos

the mad titan was standing right in front of me, his armor gold and shining in the light of the fire surrounding us. the bodies of asgardian people everywhere, some dead some alive but on their way to death.

thor was laying on the ground next to thanos, he hasn’t moved it what had felt like forever. thanos picks him up by is armor and walks with him towards loki, he drops thor in his knees and looks directly at loki.

loki’s is surrounded by thanos’ childrens, each one of them holding a weapons at them. i kneel to the left of loki as i multitask watching heimdall and the interaction between loki and thanos.

“the tesseract or your brothers head” thanos looks directly at loki “kill away” loki doesn’t even budge as the words leave his mouth.

i look between loki and thor with wide eyes, i can sense loki knows i’m looking at him confused. painful screams leave thor’s mouth as thanos put the power stone on his temple, his screams get louder as thanos presses the stone into his temple further.

i feel myself start to tear up as i watch the man i love scream in pain, “alright that’s enough” loki yells and thanos removes the stone from his head.

“we don’t have the tesseract it was destroyed during ragnorok” i look at thanos as i speak up and he just smirks at me before looking at loki again.

loki raises his hands and the tesseract appears in his hand and my eyes widen in shock, he walks up to thanos and goes to hand him the cube.

out of nowhere hulks tackles thanos startling me, i watch as thanos and hulk fight. the fight ends fairly quickly, hulk is on the ground unconscious and thanos is standing over him.

thor runs up to thanos and attacks him as i discreetly run over to the hulk and attempt to wake him up, i shake his shoulders and tap his face lightly but i get nothing.

i hear struggled breathing so i look up and see thor being lifted up by his neck “no” i scream as i get up and run but one of thanos’ children uses their magic to push me back and up against as wall.

“stop please” i cry as i watch thor struggle in the hands of thanos, thor makes eye contact with me and i know he wants me to connect with his mind.

“i love you y/n” i cry as he repeats the words over and over in his mind “i love you too, so much”. one of thanos’ children shoved a spear through thor’s heart, he screams in pain as they remove the spear and stab him again.

i run away from away from hulk and run over to thor’s body, i drop to my knees and cradle his head. “thor please baby stay with me” i cry as i plead, i pushed the hair out of his face as i gently caress his face.

i moved one of my hands grab his and he squeezed with all of the strength he had left “i love you” he grunts as he tries to mask his pain, “i love you too but you’re not dying, you’re going to live and you’re going to rule asgard along your brother and we’re going to get married and have kids and then grow old” i cry as he smiles at me, that twinkle in his eye still there as he looks at me.

“i-i’m sorry” he coughs and blood pools from his mouth, “it’s okay” i continue to hold his hand as the ship burns around us. “you know i’m happy that you’re the last thing i get to see” the words only make me cry more as he struggles to keep breathing.

“we’ll meet again” his words are barely above as whisper, his body goes limp and his hand drops from mine.

i sink further into the floor and hug his body, as a broken cry leaves my chest. my heart breaking as the love of my life lays lifeless on the ground.

as i cry a memory a memory of thor and i in the gardens of asgard strolling around after dinner.

“you know love we should get married and have kids you know we could have it all”

we could’ve had it all

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favorite crime

pairing: steve rogers x black!reader

summary: steve never knew but he was your favorite crime

warning: cheating??

a/n: this is a rewrite of one of my old one shots that i accidentally deleted.

2014

“i made some calls back in russia and this is all i could get for you” nat says handing me the files and i smile. “thank you so much” she smiles before hugging me, i hug her back tight before pulling away.

“you really care about him don’t you” she asks and i nod “good because he really needs someone like you in his life” i smile at her before hugging her again.

2016

i was sitting in my cell staring at the blank wall in front of me as tears fell down my face, i felt like a fucking idiot but steve got his bestfriend back.

“y/n” i hear from beside me, i look over and tony looking at me sadly. “hey” i greet as i stand up to walk towards the glass that’s separating us.

“i’m so sorry tony” more tears fall down my face as i apologize to him, he shakes his head “love makes you do some stupid shit i would know” i nod as give me a small smile.

“he’s going to come back for you don’t worry, he loves you too”

2018

“miss y/l/n i am not letting you help an enemy of the state back into the country” ross says and i huff in annoyance. “this threat is beyond the government ross, this is half of all life we are talking about not just earth but every other planet in the universe” i reason and he sighs.

“y/n you have been romantic with mr. rogers i have no reason but to believe that you have a certain opinion on him” he says and i roll my eyes “this has nothing to do with what happened between me and rogers two years ago this is about the state of the universe so either you let me do it your way or i do it my way” i warn.

“fine” he sighs and i smile “thank you so much general”

2023

“y/n i’m not doing this i’m sorry” tony says and i nod as morgan plays with one of my braids. “i know tony you’ve got everything you want now and i’m not trying to ruin that all i’m asking you to do is think about it” he sighs before nodding.

“i see he finally did it” he says nodding towards my hand that has a ring on it “yeah i really wanted you to be there but you had your reasons” he nods before smiling at me.

“if he fucks up you let me know alright” i laugh at tony’s warning and soon he joins in too.

now

steve fucked up and he fucked up big time and tony wasn’t here to fuck him up.

i looked at the bench where an older steve sat staring off into the distance, his hair was now a silver instead of a blond and his physique has changed a lot but most of all he has a band on his hand.

i knew exactly what he did and my heart broke, more like shattered. bucky pulled me into him and rubbed my back gently as sam talked to steve, i clung onto bucky like my life depended on it as i felt my knees get weak.

i felt a tap on my shoulder and i looked over my shoulder and see same nodding at me, i nod back before wiping my tears and letting go of bucky.

i took a deep breath before walking over to the bench that steve was sitting on, i sat down next to him and stared of into the distance.

as we sit in silence i think of every happy memory we shared and how he probably wasn’t happy, instead thinking of what his life would be like with peggy and i just being there to fill the empty space for a while.

i shed a few tears as i take the ring off of my finger before placing it in the space between us, i get up and walk away from him leaving him alone.

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