Same Experience Really. This Interaction Meant A Lot To Me Though Because I Thought I Was Just A Horrible

same experience really. This interaction meant a lot to me though because I thought I was just a horrible person and freak at like 9. Anyway I think childhood exposure to like fetishes and the like in content needs to be talked about more

Tw: hypersexuality, r@pe, uhhh being a child and learning 2 fast idfk

Ok so im just yapping but i was taught about s3x at a very young age and how babies were made and all that shit but i think i was prob 2 young like i know my parents were really young and didnt want me 2 be in an unsafe situation and stuff but it lead be 2 having s3xual fantasies (of sorts) at a really young age (ex. Being 7 and imagining being lowkey r@ped (i didn't know the word at the time) cuz my mom was watching tv w a r@pe scene in it and that made me wanna idk imagine it(just 1 example there r more)) but now idk i just ugh idk now i feel like thats impacted how i go through life. Anyways it doesn't matter cuz i mean like its been forever since then ig and idk whatever

reblog if u dont have a life

mediocrity hurts because it’s followed me my entire life. Even my abuse is mediocre. I can’t destroy myself enough for it to ever matter anyway

Hihiii!

hello @rh1nest0neluvvsu @pist0le @culturalsillystine @monachopsis-99 @butterfly-bats1734 guys hi

How deep cvts feel sometimes:

love having my therapists argue over my diagnosis it makes me feel like a piece of unwell meat