I WANT TO BE UNBEARABLE
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many dreamers one greywaren bc there’s only ever been one greywaren over and over again there’s only ever been one the word exists bc of ronan for ronan there’s only one one of a kind yet he chooses over and over again to be apart of the many to be human
Diary, you’d think a girl whose mama died in childbirth, whose daddy gave her away to a mean old auntie who beat her ‘cause no one said she couldn’t, who died in a fire but came back by the blood magic of two demons, well, you’d think that girl wouldn’t know what funny was. But you’d be wrong, diary. And if I told you, dumb diary, that that same girl was being raised to kill like her demon parents did, to take two souls a day so she could stay in the same flat-chested, hairless-crotched 14-year-old baby doll body as her mind and spirit turn 19, 20, 25, 63, 358, you dumb, dumb diary, I bet you’d say to anyone who’d listen, “Fun? Fun? How does she even get up in the morning?” Well, let me tell you something, you stuck-up, flower-covered, three-dollar fancy fucking paper diary, I’m doin’ just fine. And how do I know that? ‘Cause the first man I killed called me the devil, and the last boy I killed, the last boy I’ll ever love in the world, called me an angel. So that means I’m on the right path. And that means there’s so much more fun out there to have. I’m just getting started.
I said, “Honey, I don’t feel so good, don’t feel justified. Come on, put a little love here in my void.” He said, “It’s all in your head.” And I said, “So’s everything.” But he didn’t get it. I thought he was a man but he was just a little boy.
FIONA APPLE // Paperbag
VISERYS & DAEMON
a brother named gethsemane, natalie diaz / the brothers karamazov, fyodor dostoevsky / wind-related ripple in the wheatfield, mikko harvey / he ain’t heavy, he's my brother, the hollies
Vicious, V. E. Schwab/ Francis Forever, Mitski/ The Affliction, Marie Howe/ Emerald “Em” & Otis “OJ” Haywood Jr. in Nope Dir. Jordan Peele
there are no tomorrows for this heart of mine.
“goodbye to love” the carpenters / house of the dragon (2022-)
HEARTBREAK HIGH (2022 - PRESENT) Ayesha Madon as Amerie Wadia and Thomas Weatherall as Malakai Mitchell in Season 1, Episode 1 - dir. Gracie Otto
Cartwheel, Lucy Dacus
Ada Limón, from “The Hurting Kind,” in The Hurting Kind
[text ID: Before my grandfather died, I asked him what sort / of horse he had growing up. He said, / Just a horse. My horse, with such a tenderness it / rubbed the bones in the ribs all wrong. / I have always been too sensitive, a weeper / from a long line of weepers. / I am the hurting kind. I keep searching for proof.]
THE BOYS 3x08, “The Instant White-Hot Wild”
you should never forget about call me maybe by carly rae jepsen
FMA is insane to read because you're like hey this is fun worldbuilding and I love the characters maybe this will be a fun time and then there's like a single moment where you're like IT'S ABOUT LOVE??? THE WHOLE TIME????????? And then you're changed forever as a person!
