Three Point Five

Three Point Five

Words brew inside and

Yet, they aren't complete,

so I wait with them.

#9

Happiness seems futile

And confusion clouds my mind

Who am I? How did I get here?

Fear is present, but i push it aside,

Relax, trusting in the words that ancient men wrote, a spot of wisdom,

It brings me:

And focus

Trust in

A calmness I haven’t felt

For a long long time.

#29

When I am quiet, I am nervous.

My voice is easily missed, 

like the rumbling of a storm, 

you turn over in your sleep. 

I am scared. Why is this my new normal?

There are no shattering glasses, 

your pulse is steady, I can feel it as your hand holds mine.

I dreamed of a life beyond 'the little jobs'.

But there seems to be no life left to dream.

I still strive forward.

Can you still hear my voice?

#25

A tiny part of me woke up today.

A part of me that rested for a long long while.

Cheerily she said, yawning with a smile,

"Let's be friends and play!"

So I let her into my mind and take control

And I was amazed at the cheer that flooded through my body

Rapid knocks of laughter threw themselves out of the door of my mouth.

My cheeks hurt by the end of the day

Even now, hours after she left to go back to sleep, remnants of her joy remain, fireflies in my heart.

Thank you dear one 

For being my friend.

#26

Pure light; it shines against my face.

Loving as the morning sun, gentler then the moon, it is as bright as the lamp next to my pillow.

He touches me gently, lovingly, as if I was worth something.

I am.

It whispers words that mean something to me, a treasure that my heart will keep, if only a while.

He leaves. A guardian as I sleep.

The warmth still stays.

Collect the pieces of this

Scattered mind, mind the

Marbles under footfalls

Fragile friend mind the

Pavement, I say to myself—

We work together until

We don't, the meat and

The mind are mind over

Matter but my matter never

Minds and so the blue light

Flutters like a swallowtail

In December drinking my

Blood, tiny feet stomping

On the wound of a brain

That doesn't

Quite work

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The birds and my brain scream in

The night as my eyes open, the taste

Of panic pulsing on my tongue

How can one head be half-awake

And already afraid?

Outside the flash of headlights

Streetlights silhouette a land

I can hardly remember

Does anyone miss me in

The world I have forsaken?

Time ticks away, the seconds

Sprinting

Sometimes I forget the sun

Will rise

Sometimes it's so lonely

In the dark