canaryalpaca
canaryalpaca

Hello, I am Poetry. (please follow @Naripalca, it's me but slightly more active)

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canaryalpaca
2 years ago

The birds and my brain scream in

The night as my eyes open, the taste

Of panic pulsing on my tongue

How can one head be half-awake

And already afraid?

Outside the flash of headlights

Streetlights silhouette a land

I can hardly remember

Does anyone miss me in

The world I have forsaken?

Time ticks away, the seconds

Sprinting

Sometimes I forget the sun

Will rise

Sometimes it's so lonely

In the dark

canaryalpaca
2 years ago

From the shoreline, you can hear the waves.

They rock, back and forth, a repeated rhythm.

They care not for the fish that linger underneath,

Nay they tarry not for the boats made of wood or metal.

The sun has no affect, for the sun they dare not pause

Oh! But the moon-!

The moon is the most beautiful thing in the water's eyes.

And the waves reach for the moon night after night, day after day.

But what does the moon care? Does it care for the waves in the creak? The river? The lake? The ocean? 

Does it admire how relentlessly the water reaches?

Does it notice how it is loved?

I can not say.

I am not the moon, bright, beautiful and wise. I am not the reflection of the suns light.

I am the wave upon the shore. The relentless driving force for ones I love. 

Do they love me back, you ask.

Does it matter? I answer.

They are the thing most precious to me. I will always chase them. Help them. Love them.

Swoosh-crash!


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canaryalpaca
2 years ago

people moving to tumblr from twitter please fucking reblog art likes literally dont do anything except make the artist upset bc they have 2 reblogs and 55 likes

canaryalpaca
2 years ago
Heeeeeeeeeelp

heeeeeeeeeelp

canaryalpaca
2 years ago

Collect the pieces of this

Scattered mind, mind the

Marbles under footfalls

Fragile friend mind the

Pavement, I say to myself—

We work together until

We don't, the meat and

The mind are mind over

Matter but my matter never

Minds and so the blue light

Flutters like a swallowtail

In December drinking my

Blood, tiny feet stomping

On the wound of a brain

That doesn't

Quite work

canaryalpaca
2 years ago
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canaryalpaca
2 years ago
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They want you to die

They want to kill you

canaryalpaca
2 years ago

I NEED YOUR HELP TO SPREAD THIS

I NEED YOUR HELP TO SPREAD THIS

This blog in the photo accompaninstuo91 does not have a proper blog. When you click on their blog, an image pops up asking you if you're 18 and if you say yes or no, it directs you to a virus/porn site that isnt on tumblr

The bots are evolving to actively redirect you/ give viruses to you

Please reblog this so you dont fall victim. Do not click follow or try to go onto their blog, instead the only way to report them is to click the little three dots and click report

@staff please stop shit like this

canaryalpaca
2 years ago
TRUTH. What You Need Is Imagination, And You Dont Need To Go Anywhere To Use It.

TRUTH. What you need is imagination, and you don’t need to go anywhere to use it.

canaryalpaca
2 years ago

"A ship can never truly love an anchor." dude shut up. a ship without an anchor gets dashed against the rocks. it's useless, completely at the whim of the currents. a ship loves an anchor so much it carries it everywhere it goes. the anchor gives the ship the world to love. dude.

canaryalpaca
2 years ago
I Am Legit Crying Here
I Am Legit Crying Here
I Am Legit Crying Here
I Am Legit Crying Here

i am legit crying here

canaryalpaca
2 years ago

Top 3(?) attributes get turned into a creature design

canaryalpaca
2 years ago

Daylight upon the ’morrow's end,

Where does it take me except for the impossibilities,

Of a perfected world,

A face in a dream come to life,

Of a unique world built for two,

My shadow and me,

A hand who reaches out to mine,

And cannot be moved in it's certainty,

All impossible- for there is no daylight to be had on the ’morrow's end


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canaryalpaca
2 years ago

Tiana and Naveen

Sitting in a tree

V-i-b-e-i-n-g


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canaryalpaca
2 years ago

Also since I'm posting serious™ quality content right now...

SPOOPY SPARING SPELLINGTONS SPOUND SPIVERS DOWN UR SPINE. SUPER SPARING SPELLINGTONS WILL SPELL OUT UR DOOM TONIGHT!


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canaryalpaca
2 years ago

You stepped through the door, and knew something was off.

That something...was the light.


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canaryalpaca
2 years ago
Mahmoud Darwish, A River Dies Of Thirst

Mahmoud Darwish, A River Dies of Thirst

canaryalpaca
2 years ago

Other poetry

these almost goodbyes

look at us tousled in the wind again unable to hold onto anything of solid security

our loving lips parting to speak of jealousy and wrong assumptions, still wet with days-old passion and exchange

look at this distance and the short time it takes to fall back into its trap of feeling isolated while apart

the mouth of hunger is unfed and aches to be satiated

look at these smooth memories of hellos and long kisses and wonder why we trip upon these almost goodbyes again

look at me and stay with me

we're almost there we're almost home

canaryalpaca
2 years ago

it's Tuesday again

and you're still gone

we are all clad in black

singing memory eternal

under the eye of St George

at our separate kitchen tables

a candle burns for you

and you are eternal

as our grief

I hope you know

even if you couldn't

slay all your dragons

you were a warrior too

canaryalpaca
2 years ago

Empty back fields to forward skies.

Could I have ever called you mine?

Staring forwards into empty space,

My mind is anything but.

Even months later I think of you.

It didn't mean anything. It couldn't mean anything

And yet you still linger in my thoughts.

At my job, at my home, in my car,

No place is safe from you.

I'm not even mad, not really.

I want to know why you thought how you did.

How you could think I was obsessed?

I loved you like a friend!

I gave you space!

And yet-

And yet.

And yet, your ghost is the one obsessed with me.

I miss you.


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canaryalpaca
2 years ago

#96

The thing that angers me

About the submas fandom,

Is how a man breaks down

At the lost of another

His twin brother in black.

Because, of course two brothers

Equal one man and not

Two twins equal two men

I am angry at submas

For determining that a worth

Is dependant on another person

And not your own self.

"I am Emmet," he introduces

Not "I am a twin,"

Not "I am Ingo's half,"

Not "I am actually Emmingo,"

Just repeats "I am Emmet".

Loss is hard, he'll know

And grief clings to you

Like vines, and wither slowly

They will remain with sorrow,

But bring in fond memories

Of a past time of two

Whole brothers who loved the

Same things and loved the

Differences between their halves. But

Emmet is always Emmet. And

Ingo is always Ingo. Stop

Trying to diminish their worth.

Thank you.


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canaryalpaca
3 years ago

#9

Happiness seems futile

And confusion clouds my mind

Who am I? How did I get here?

Fear is present, but i push it aside,

Relax, trusting in the words that ancient men wrote, a spot of wisdom,

It brings me:

And focus

Trust in

A calmness I haven’t felt

For a long long time.

#29

When I am quiet, I am nervous.

My voice is easily missed, 

like the rumbling of a storm, 

you turn over in your sleep. 

I am scared. Why is this my new normal?

There are no shattering glasses, 

your pulse is steady, I can feel it as your hand holds mine.

I dreamed of a life beyond 'the little jobs'.

But there seems to be no life left to dream.

I still strive forward.

Can you still hear my voice?

#25

A tiny part of me woke up today.

A part of me that rested for a long long while.

Cheerily she said, yawning with a smile,

"Let's be friends and play!"

So I let her into my mind and take control

And I was amazed at the cheer that flooded through my body

Rapid knocks of laughter threw themselves out of the door of my mouth.

My cheeks hurt by the end of the day

Even now, hours after she left to go back to sleep, remnants of her joy remain, fireflies in my heart.

Thank you dear one 

For being my friend.

#26

Pure light; it shines against my face.

Loving as the morning sun, gentler then the moon, it is as bright as the lamp next to my pillow.

He touches me gently, lovingly, as if I was worth something.

I am.

It whispers words that mean something to me, a treasure that my heart will keep, if only a while.

He leaves. A guardian as I sleep.

The warmth still stays.


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canaryalpaca
3 years ago

It has become increasingly obvious...

AND I CAN DENY IT NO LONGER....

I am submas trash.


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canaryalpaca
3 years ago

Three Point Five

Words brew inside and

Yet, they aren't complete,

so I wait with them.


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