Without Fan Fiction I'd Legitimately Be So Fucking Bored In School So THANK YOU FAN FIC WRITERS

Without fan fiction I'd legitimately be so fucking bored in school so THANK YOU FAN FIC WRITERS

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I think I have severe commitment issues-

So, I've had MANY different partners but I'm just going to talk about the last three. Sophomore year of HS, I was dating this boy and he was the first person in my freshman/Sophomore year that I count but that relationship was...mostly kept a secret from his dad (no mom, I think she died or something....) and he was just...kinda a shitty person. He treated me like shit when we split off, and I don't even know HOW or WHEN we split it off because the night before we were joking around then the next day: nothing. Fast forward to junior year, I come back from being in online school and at the time, t*ump was saying things about LGBTQIA+ rights and I thought as a form of protest-ig-i wore my pride flag to school for a week straight. A group of people came up to me and I felt INSTANT panic, but the person who talked for the small little group is who I ended up falling for-as ironic as it is- we both liked similar things and we exchanged jackets but...I was ghosted once school ended (they were a senior) and then school started again and I saw them. They had credits they needed to make up so that's why they were there, but they had asked me on our first and last date and that Saturday, we went roller skating. I ended up spraining my wrist about midway through the date (I'm usually a good blader I promise, I just stumbled 😭) then after that we didn't talk again. So, my last year rolls around and there's no one. Yes there are crushes but that's all there were. Presently, I'm dating someone who I've known since my sophomore year who used to be friends with both of my ex's. He's wonderful and everything but he talks about marriage and stuff...constantly. he's Christian and we both have been treated badly at some point in our relationship histories. But the thing is, I DON'T WANT TO GET MARRIED. I never really have, I've seen it as a waste of time since I was a kid. He also is going into the reserves and today he had a meeting with the recruiter about the jobs he would do and he refused to do something that departed on our anniversary (Feb. 14th) and to me, an anniversary is just another day but he's been treating it as a big thing since our one month. But the thing is, I don't want to say like "Hey btw I may have commitment issues so can you please tone it down?" BECAUSE THATS RUDE??? AND I DONT WANNA BE A BITCH BUT IM ABOUT TO DISAPPEAR OFF THE FACE OF THE EARTH AND START OVER IF IT CONTINUES, I DONT WANT TO DEAL WITH IT 😭😭

............nvm safe to say I DO have commitment issues. HOW TF DO I GO ABOUT SAYING IT-LIKE WHAT?? WHAT IF HE TAKES IT THE WRONG WAY?? Why can't we just be a situationship. I'd be WAY more comfortable then-

omg okay so:

One of the accounts I follow on twt, and someone on here made a theory about Crowley and I just wanna...add my own interpretation. Okay so the theory went that "piece of my world" might have spoilers involved with the full song, which you don't think about sounding like Crowley, right? Wrong. Well sorta at least. I noticed it recently but the way the first part of pomw is written kinda sounds like how we've heard some people's UM be written/said. Getting into the actual theory however, they had theorized that Crowley is doing rare faerie magic called "realm dominance" which is how the dormitories are made. Now at first I was kinda like "mmm???" But the more it's thought of, the more it makes sense. I'm not sure about on here, but my friend and I were always just-pissed when Crowley handed his responsibilities over to students during overblots. However, what would STYX want with Crowley, because the ONLY way they'd ever be involved with him is if he overblotted or if he has information about overblots for them. The thing IS though, we can infer that if you overblot once, you can overblot again. But why would Crowley overblot? Even though he's a fae, he's still susceptible to overusing his magic, and we know NOTHING about Crowley's past so for all we know, he could have fought in the war against humans after Lilia was exiled from the capital and thus the fae army. The tutorial had us fight what looks like Grim (I think the whole Fandom agrees on that, right?) And you notice how the background just looks-god awful? What if Crowley had created a new dimension of where NRC wasn't burnt and broken? What if he had made us have the visions before someone overblots so we know what we're getting ourselves into? What if Crowley brought us there for a reason, not just to be a beast tamer? What if we are the key to undoing what has already been done so that way they know how to destroy grim JUST ENOUGH to where he has his humanity back? The first few verses of "piece of my world" roughly translates to "will you look beyond the door? I'm waiting for you let's go to wonderland." (According to one posted lyric video ofc, it's just a rough translation do please do correct me) which I think means that Crowley already knew we were there. He's not looking for a way to get us home because there's something we bring to the school which makes killing overblots and phantoms easier. If you think about it, the manga protags all are almost the opposite of the dorm wardens: yu? Tall and sure of himself, he's a kind leader that makes sure you know when your wrong but actively helps you work on what you need helped with. Yuuka? She's strong and independent, active and an all around great leader as well-I'm not caught up with the Savanaclaw manga so PLEASE correct me if I'm wrong. Finally yuuta, he's another kind person who is what Azul used to be and look like. So we already mirror the housewardens in that department, which goes back to the first part of the song being a spell.

I feel like this went off the rails-way too many times, but to make a long story short: Crowley knew that we would be able to help in some way so he brought us into twisted wonderland via magic and the first lines of the opening song are the spell he used to get us there.

It's been 11days since 🧡 graduated from nijisanji and it's been a month and some change since I've gotten my thoughts about him together...so; like every other mystake, the news hit like a freight train. I had gotten into the Fandom a little after ILUNA debuted but didn't actively watch 🧡 until may. I started out as a kyomie, but fell in love with Mysta's humor from clips of him in collabs and such. He was the first one I had a membership to despite the fact he streamed incredibly early in the morning and I worked weird hours. But that's besides the point. Mysta was someone that no matter how my day went before seeing his streams/vods, it would be better in the end because of him. When Nina graduated, I was sad yes, but this one...it hit HARD. Even before the fated day, I was preparing to cry. But when it happened...I couldn't cry. I didn't cry even. Not until his letter to us mystakes. I remember the first vod of his I saw; the little misfortune one, it was my "getting ready for the day" video, a little thing to get me ready to deal with assholes and dumbasses. Mysta was the reason I got my first luxiem fanmerch for my birthday and he was the very first streamer I had a channel membership to. To 🧡, if you ever see this: thank you for being you. I want you to know, that I will never forget you, I love you non-parasociqlly...take care hun. 🧡🧡

Riddle: "aww he's so cute...OH MY GOD WE'RE CLOSE IN HEIGHT :D"

Floyd: "he just like me fr."

Ace (begrudgingly): "bro why is it always the gingers dragging me into games. What the fuck. WHY DO WE ACT THE SAME-DUDE YOURE A GOD OR SOMETHING LIKE-"

Idia: "bro he reminds me of my boyfriend except a lot more pathetic and wet cat like..." *proceedes to cosplay him for Halloween.*

Epel: "SOUTHERN BUDDIESSSS" *starts calling my grandma meemaw because of his ass*

Malleus: "......I need this man so viscerally you DONT UNDERSTAND PLEASE-"

The Ace one was because my friend had compared me to ace and I was kinda iffy about it till he punched riddle then it just hit like "yea that's a mood"

What was your first impression of your favorite twst characters?

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