Fallingforyou

fallingforyou

▹ pairing: na jaemin x fem reader ▹ genre: drabble, college!au, fluff, and concert scenario ▹ summary: i don’t want to be your friend anymore, i want to kiss your neck. ▹ author’s note: i was listening to the 1975′s live shows on youtube and got inspired by the performance of somebody else with that purple aesthetic and that overall dreamy melancholic vibe? idk it would be so cute to be there with your crush so i’m back into writing again...there’s going to be more drabbles coming your way lol

you really don’t mean to develop a crush or to become infatuated. as almost eveything in college does, it simply just happened. 

the universe decided its course and dragged you into this mess but you can’t really complain because now you’re at a the 1975 concert with your best friend.

“jaemin, i’m doing to pass out blessed tonight,” you laugh over the loud beats of the drums and the strum of the bass. 

the concert is messy and chaotic, but a dream all at once. it’s much too crowded in here and the girl next to you keeps ramping her elbow in your arm as she tries to film the band with her ridiculously low quality phone camera.

he can’t hear you over the music and his eyes are fixated on the band before you two.

still, the moment takes your breath away and you can’t help but feel your heart beat in time with the music. is the thundering in your chest coming from the song or from your heartbeats?

he turns to you because it’s your song—correction, your song with jaemin. it’s song that brought you together for the first time as you just so happened to find that someone that loved the 1975 just as much as you did when he accidentally blasted somebody else in the middle of a multivariable calculus lecture because he didn’t realize his airpods had run out of battery already.

his lips curve into that attractive smile that you know so well (and maybe have already permanently etched in your long term memory).

your breath hitches in your throat for different reasons now.

“hey...” he says something but you can’t hear the rest of his words.

stupidly, you still nod your head despite being unable to hear the rest of his thoughts.

and maybe it’s the way he’s looking at you with that intensity in his gaze or the unknowingly soft smile on your face that you’re giving him.

your heart does some flip flops in your chest.

fuck. you really thought you couldn’t possibly be more screwed, but somehow, he makes your feelings intensify with a single look.

you really don’t remember when it changed but maybe that’s what falling feels like. they’re your best friend and then suddenly, they’re all you can think about. then, you’re falling for them.

he’s in the music you listen to while studying for multivariable calculus and in the fond memories of laughter on your couch when you force him to watch another season of superstore and he willingly complies because you asked him to. 

he leans down and closer—

your brain stops functioning.

jaemin kisses you beneath the soft glow of the fluorescent purple lights of the stadium with the bass thundering in the background, the leader singer’s raspy drawl of the lyrics in your ears, and his fingers threaded through your hair.

you’re sitting in his car as he drives you back home.

the moonlight gently filters into the car through the windows. there’s a faint glow on his face and you’ve been wearing this ridiculously stupid smile on your face for the entire time.

“so like should our new song be fallingforyou?” he asks. shooting you an amused look, definitely noticing the smile that has been plastered on your face while his hands have been firmly planted on the wheel.

you knit your brows together before shaking your head. “no, we can’t forget the song that earned you the most embarrassment in class and brought us together.” your tone is teasing as you recall the fond memory.

(the tips of his ears were burning red with embarrassment after he struggled to mute his laptop while everyone in the lecture hall were shooting him stares. unknown to you at the time but jaemin was never good at being shameless in class despite coming across as shameless to all his friends outside of lectures.

“to be honest, you chose the best song to play. somebody else is my all-time favourite song by the 1975. i mean, if you’re going to rebel in class, you might as well do it in style right?” you speak while packing up the rest of your stationary so you can go to your next class.

“yeah, if only the professor could have the same good taste.”

you emit a laugh and then he grins at you. you swear, you would have never thought the boy who sits next to you in lectures would ever end up being this cute to you.)

“but i don’t wanna be your friend anymore, i wanna kiss your neck,” jaemin leans over during the red light and drawls in your ear.

your skin heats and you think that you may have to reconsider your favourite song now.

omg an nct writer!! looking forward to your works!

are you looking for mutuals btw hehe

yess i’d always love to have mutuals!! feel free to message me pls pls 🥹

left for a revolution

title: left for a revolution

pairing: jeno & reader

genre: angst, angst, angst

summary: the boy she loves leaves her for a revolution.

author’s note: a small drabble i wrote while procrastinating. loosely based off revolution novels - not rlly historical based and purposely very vague as it is left for your interpretation.

He was her entire galaxy. The stars were smeared in his hair, moon dust filled his lungs, and she never knew the universe had a flavor until she kissed him. He may not have conquered the sun, but he had already conquered her heart years ago.

She thinks she’s always been in love with Lee Jeno. It has been a fundamental part of her since she was five.

She just wishes their circumstances were different — that he wasn’t the rebel with a hero complex and she wasn’t the pacifist with helpless parents weighting down on her shoulders.

Now, she won’t ever see how good old age looks on him. She won’t hear the sleepy words he murmurs under his breath when he thinks she’s asleep. The endearing behaviour he exhibits whenever he’s drunk past his tolerance level. 

(”Hold me,” he whines in her ear, stumbling over his steps. His hands reach for her, tightly curling his fingers into the edge of her shirt.

She interlaces their fingers together while muffling a chuckle. Pressing a small kiss on the corner of his mouth which earns her a satisfied smile from him.

“Alright, alright, you big baby,” she gently teases, running her fingers through the dark strands of his hair. He instinctively leans into her touch.

“But I’m your baby.” He crookedly grins back with adoration emitting from his gaze.)

“I’m sorry,” he mutters, grasping her tightly to his chest. There’s a tightening sensation gripping her heart and she’s suffocating. The air escapes her lungs and she feels like she’s grabbing on to a mirage of a lifeline, falling into an endless pit of utter oblivion. She drowns in his embrace, his touch, his presence, the tears falling down his face which intermix with the ones on hers, because this is the last time she’ll ever see him again.

He promises to return, but they both know, it’s nothing but a lie. She inhales a shaking breath, her mind zeroing on him—trying to memorize every edge, curve, and fragment of him. A memory is only thing she can keep.

And eventually, she’ll forget the brown tint of his irises, the way his eyes crinkle into small crescent moons when he’s happy, the sound of his laughter when he finds her little shenanigans amusing especially when it ends up with a kiss on his nose and cheek, and the soft but steady drum of his heartbeat that beats in time with hers.

The boy she loves leaves her for a revolution and she doesn’t think she can ever forgive him for that.

𝐀 𝐆𝐔𝐈𝐃𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐆 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄.

 featuring nct dream’s ‘00 line

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summary: there are many fish in the sea but you never learned how to swim. also, sharks. a guide to the crushing abyss that is dating.

genre: nevertheless!themed, college!au, romance, and angst

playlist: teaser.

release date: coming soon!

– a guide to navigating the home life

summary: love, plastic, sharp knives and other harmful essentials. a guide to navigating the home life.

genre: college!au, neighbours!au, romance, and angst

playlist: TBA.

release date: coming soon!

– a guide to understanding the side effects of falling

summary: the side effects of falling in love: read carefully. a guide to understanding the side effects of falling.

genre: college!au, fratboy!haechan, romance, comedy, and angst

playlist: TBA.

release date: coming soon!

– a guide to the marvels of plot twists

summary: the way he says hello and then ignores you the whole day as you die inside (or as you die smiling). a guide to the marvels of plot twists.

genre: college!au, romance, and angst (more to be determined).

playlist: TBA.

release date: coming soon!

author’s note:

so here’s a way to pressure me into writing more. these are subjected to change btw (esp pics) but i’m pretty satisfied at the moment. teasers to come when i’ve made more progress but i’ve fleshed out the ideas for jaemin’s fic currently! i’m really excited about it ngl but the goal is like 10k+ for each fic so let’s see how it goes. also let me know what you think and which one you’re excited for!

ok honestly you just made my day. i’m so touched ? ? ? i didn’t even know people looked at my fics (especially since i did this on a whim in much shorter time than i would have liked to admit) but i’m honestly so happy you enjoyed! thank you for the kind words 🥰

left for a revolution

title: left for a revolution

pairing: jeno & reader

genre: angst, angst, angst

summary: the boy she loves leaves her for a revolution.

author’s note: a small drabble i wrote while procrastinating. loosely based off revolution novels - not rlly historical based and purposely very vague as it is left for your interpretation.

He was her entire galaxy. The stars were smeared in his hair, moon dust filled his lungs, and she never knew the universe had a flavor until she kissed him. He may not have conquered the sun, but he had already conquered her heart years ago.

She thinks she’s always been in love with Lee Jeno. It has been a fundamental part of her since she was five.

She just wishes their circumstances were different — that he wasn’t the rebel with a hero complex and she wasn’t the pacifist with helpless parents weighting down on her shoulders.

Now, she won’t ever see how good old age looks on him. She won’t hear the sleepy words he murmurs under his breath when he thinks she’s asleep. The endearing behaviour he exhibits whenever he’s drunk past his tolerance level. 

(”Hold me,” he whines in her ear, stumbling over his steps. His hands reach for her, tightly curling his fingers into the edge of her shirt.

She interlaces their fingers together while muffling a chuckle. Pressing a small kiss on the corner of his mouth which earns her a satisfied smile from him.

“Alright, alright, you big baby,” she gently teases, running her fingers through the dark strands of his hair. He instinctively leans into her touch.

“But I’m your baby.” He crookedly grins back with adoration emitting from his gaze.)

“I’m sorry,” he mutters, grasping her tightly to his chest. There’s a tightening sensation gripping her heart and she’s suffocating. The air escapes her lungs and she feels like she’s grabbing on to a mirage of a lifeline, falling into an endless pit of utter oblivion. She drowns in his embrace, his touch, his presence, the tears falling down his face which intermix with the ones on hers, because this is the last time she’ll ever see him again.

He promises to return, but they both know, it’s nothing but a lie. She inhales a shaking breath, her mind zeroing on him—trying to memorize every edge, curve, and fragment of him. A memory is only thing she can keep.

And eventually, she’ll forget the brown tint of his irises, the way his eyes crinkle into small crescent moons when he’s happy, the sound of his laughter when he finds her little shenanigans amusing especially when it ends up with a kiss on his nose and cheek, and the soft but steady drum of his heartbeat that beats in time with hers.

The boy she loves leaves her for a revolution and she doesn’t think she can ever forgive him for that.

𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓

txt series

coming soon!

yeonjun

➸ coming soon!

- - - ✄ college!au

– SUMMARY.

coming soon!

nct series

00’ line coming soon!

taeyong

cookie crumbs for affection

- - - ✄ drabble, angst, and heartbreak

– SUMMARY. 

there isn’t any recipe to make someone you love, fall in love with you too.

jaehyun

➸ love with strings attached

- - - ✄ college!au, soulmate!au, and angst

– SUMMARY.

their love quite literally comes with strings attached.

coming soon!

jaemin

➸ fallingforyou

- - - ✄ drabble, college!au, fluff, and concert scenario

– SUMMARY.

i don’t want to be your friend anymore, i want to kiss your neck.

➸ coming soon!

- - - ✄ nevertheless!themed, college!au, romance, and angst

— SUMMARY.

coming soon! part of a 00’ series.

jeno

➸ left behind for a revolution

- - - ✄ revolution!au, angst, angst and angst

– SUMMARY.

the boy she loves leaves her for a revolution.

coming soon!

- - - ✄ college!au, romance, and angst.

— SUMMARY.

coming soon! part of a 00’ series.

author’s note:

here’s to more in the future.