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▶︎ TXT MASTERLIST
▷ MAIN MASTERLIST
L A S T U P D A T E : 0 5 / 1 9 / 2 0
K E Y
[ a ] = angst
[ f ] = fluff
[ p ] = prompt request
S O O B I N
▸ You Like Me? ≫ f | 1.1k | pt. 1
↳ Soobin thinks you like your best friend, Kai. Little does Soobin know, that you and the other members are planning out how you are going to confess to him.
▸ Mine ≫ f | 1k | pt. 2
↳ Maybe it’s just jealousy, but the boys feel upset upon seeing you and Soobin cuddled up against each other during your date night at the dorms, and they have a plan to fix that.
▸ Birthday Boy ≫ f | 0.4k
↳ Just some Soobin birthday fluff!
▸ “Hug me so I can get warm.” + “You look cute when you’re cold.” ≫ f, p
Y E O N J U N
▸ Late Night Calls ≫ f | 0.4k
↳ You had a nightmare. Yeonjun couldn’t sleep.
▸ More Than a Best Friend ≫ a, f | 0.4k
↳ Your strong, indescribable feelings towards your best friend, Yeonjun, was one-sided, but that was the past.
▸ Dreamlike ≫ f, p | 0.4k
↳ Yeonjun brings you to a place where together you experience something special, falling even deeper in love.
▸ Exposed ≫ f | 0.3k
↳ After not seeing each other for a while, idol!Y/N and idol!Yeonjun, who have been dating in secret, almost get a little too carried away together backstage at a music show, causing them to almost get caught.
▸ Mornings With You ≫ f | 0.7k
↳ Waking up to the love of your life and spending the day together are the type of days you were especially grateful for.
B E O M G Y U
▸ [3:13 PM] ≫ f
▸ Sweet Surprise ≫ f | 1.1k
↳ Beomgyu takes you out for a small surprise after you had a stressful week.
▸ Dance With Me? ≫ f | 1k
↳ You and Beomgyu are left alone in the dance studio, and he takes this opportunity to not only teach you some of what they’ve been practising, but also use this opportunity for something more.
▸ A Song for You ≫ f | 0.7k
↳ Your boyfriend tells you to meet him in the music room because he prepared a special song for you.
▸ Delete It ≫ f, p | 0.5k
↳ “This is definitely going on Snapchat.” + “You look awful.”
T A E H Y U N
▸ Message Sent ≫ f | 0.6k
↳ Bestfriend!Taehyun accidentally texts something he meant to send to another member, to his best friend and crush, Y/N. I’m
▸ “Do you wanna build a-“ “Absolutely not.” ≫ f, p
▸ “I wonder where that mistletoe cake from.” ≫ f, p
H U E N I N G K A I
▸ “We’re snowed in!”, “So… Looks like we’re the only ones without dates, huh.” + “Wanna kiss?” ≫ f, p
ꕀmasterlistꕀ
ENHYPEN !
MULTI!
royally yours (enha hyung line, royal aus for each member)
HEESEUNG
mischief(definitely not) managed (enemy!heeseung x reader, hogwarts au)
you could recognise that voice from a mile away. it was none other than lee heeseung, the bane of your existence. your biggest rival. the handsome boy was always around you, never giving you a second to breathe peacefully, always annoying you and making fun of you. of course, you always quipped right back at him, never letting him win. it definitely is very hard to get him off of your back, because he was here with you also, the time where he was supposed to be sleeping in his dorm.
fight for my way (best friend's brother!heeseung x reader x bff!jungwon)
deja vu hit you as you couldn’t help but get lost in his mesmerising eyes once again. that one twinkle that was always present in them no matter what, the colour of his orbs and the warmth they held every time they looked at you made you lean in closer. you were so close to each other that you could see your own reflection in his eyes. butterflies filled your stomach and you felt warm and fuzzy all over at the realisation of your close proximity with him. jungwon could now feel your warm breath on his lips, making him close his eyes in anticipation of his next move.
teeth (vampire!heeseung x reader, enemies to lovers)
there was something… off about him. he was a little too pale, a little too perfect. the way his eyes seemed to glint in the fairy lights sent shivers down your spine, not the good kind. maybe it was the way he never seemed to eat anything, politely declining every dish offered with a charming smile that didn't quite reach his eyes. or maybe it was just a gut feeling, a primal instinct screaming that there was more to heeseung than met the eye.
taste(ex!heesung x reader)
he might be hers now, but she’ll never have all of him. not when he’s still tasting you.
JAY
none yet!
JAKE
none yet!
SUNGHOON
break the ice (tsundere!sunghoon x reader)
sunghoon watched you carefully as you babbled on about some home remedy to get rid of dark circles, the ever present blank expression etched onto his face. he felt something bubble up inside of him that happened every time at the fact that you noticed even the slightest change that he went through. he felt cared for.
fatal trouble (vampire!sunghoon x reader)
as you turned the pages, your mind kept drifting back to sunghoon. his unusual behaviour, the absence of his shadow, it all fit together into a terrifying puzzle. you tried to shake off the feeling, but it was like a persistent itch you couldn't scratch.
SUNOO
none yet!
JUNGWON
fight for my way (best friend's brother!heeseung x martial artist!reader x bff!jungwon)
deja vu hit you as you couldn’t help but get lost in his mesmerising eyes once again. that one twinkle that was always present in them no matter what, the colour of his orbs and the warmth they held every time they looked at you made you lean in closer. you were so close to each other that you could see your own reflection in his eyes. butterflies filled your stomach and you felt warm and fuzzy all over at the realisation of your close proximity with him. jungwon could now feel your warm breath on his lips, making him close his eyes in anticipation of his next move.
love potions(but make it legal)(tutor!jungwon x reader, hogwarts au)
in the heightened focus, you were oblivious to everything except the memory and the warmth radiating from jungwon's hand on yours. the familiar nostalgia from the memory echoed in your mind, a beacon of happiness. with a burst of energy, a fully formed silver cat patronus materialised, leaping and frolicking around the room.
NI-KI
ni-ki's guide to survival: how getting lost led to love(enemy!niki x reader, camping au)
camping trips with your friends were supposed to be fun, a chance to unwind, but with your nemesis by your side, it felt more like a forced march into enemy territory.
TXT !
YEONJUN
none yet!
SOOBIN
sleepy smiles (soobin x reader)
you rolled your eyes but complied anyway. at his continuous demands, you peppered soft kisses all over his face; his nose, cheeks(dimples!), eyes and finally a longer one on his lips.
BEOMGYU
none yet!
TAEHYUN
none yet!
HUENINGKAI
none yet!
WEDNESDAY !
jealousy jealousy pt 1 pt 2(xavier thorpe x reader x tyler galpin)
fic recs
𝐒𝐨𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐞'𝐬 𝐒𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐞'𝐬 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭
🐯 &𝚝𝚎𝚊𝚖 🐯
🐅🐅 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚘𝚘𝚗…🐅🐅
🐯 𝟾𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚗 🐯
🐅🐅 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚘𝚘𝚗… 🐅🐅
🐯 𝙰𝚝𝚋𝚘 🐯
🐅🐅 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚘𝚘𝚗… 🐅🐅
🐯 𝙰𝚝𝚎𝚎𝚣 🐯
🐅🐅 𝙻𝚎𝚐𝚒𝚘𝚗 (𝙾𝚝𝟾 𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜)🐅🐅
🐅🐅𝙻𝚎𝚐𝚒𝚘𝚗-𝚂𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚘𝚗 𝟸 (𝚘𝚝𝟾 𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜)🐅🐅
🐯 𝙱𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚣𝚎𝚛𝚜 🐯
🐅🐅 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚘𝚘𝚗… 🐅🐅
🐯 𝙱𝚘𝚢𝙽𝚎𝚡𝚝𝙳𝚘𝚘𝚛 🐯
🐅🐅 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚘𝚘𝚗… 🐅🐅
🐯 𝙲𝚛𝚊𝚟𝚒𝚝𝚢 🐯
🐅🐅 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚘𝚘𝚗… 🐅🐅
🐯 𝙴𝚗𝚑𝚢𝚙𝚎𝚗 🐯
🐅🐅 𝙴𝚗𝚑𝚢𝚙𝚎𝚗 𝚖𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝🐅🐅
🐅🐅 𝙷𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝙷𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚜 (𝚖𝚞𝚕𝚝𝚒-𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚗 𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜) 🐅🐅
🐅🐅𝙷𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝙷𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚜 𝚂𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚘𝚗 𝟸(𝚖𝚞𝚕𝚝𝚒-𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚗 𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜) 🐅🐅
🐯 𝙴𝚙𝚎𝚡 🐯
🐅🐅 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚘𝚘𝚗… 🐅🐅
🐯 𝙴𝚟𝚗𝚗𝚎 🐯
🐅🐅 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚘𝚘𝚗… 🐅🐅
🐯𝙸𝙽𝙸🐯
🐅🐅 𝙻𝚎𝚐𝚒𝚝 🐅🐅
🐯𝙹𝚘𝟷🐯
🐅🐅 𝙻𝚎𝚐𝚒𝚝 🐅🐅
🐯 𝙽𝙲𝚃 𝟷𝟸𝟽 🐯
🐅🐅 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚘𝚘𝚗… 🐅🐅
🐯 𝙽𝙲𝚃 𝙳𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚖 🐯
🐅🐅 𝚗𝚌𝚝 𝚍𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚖 𝚖𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝🐅🐅
🐅🐅 𝙳𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚘 𝚈𝚘𝚞 (𝙷𝚊𝚎𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝙵𝙵)🐅🐅
🐅🐅 𝙳𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚐𝚎𝚍 (𝚜𝚖𝚊𝚞)🐅🐅
🐯 𝙽𝙲𝚃 𝚆𝚒𝚜𝚑 🐯
🐅🐅 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚘𝚘𝚗…🐅🐅
🐯 𝙾𝚗𝚎𝚞𝚜 🐯
🐅🐅 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚘𝚘𝚗… 🐅🐅
🐯 𝙾𝚗𝚎𝚙𝚊𝚌𝚝 🐯
🐅🐅 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚘𝚘𝚗… 🐅🐅
🐯 𝙿𝟷𝙷𝚊𝚛𝚖𝚘𝚗𝚢 🐯
🐅🐅 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚘𝚘𝚗… 🐅🐅
🐯 𝚂𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚎𝚗 🐯
🐅🐅 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚘𝚘𝚗… 🐅🐅
🐯 𝚂𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚢 𝙺𝚒𝚍𝚜 🐯
🐅🐅 𝙷𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝙷𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚜 (𝚖𝚞𝚕𝚝𝚒-𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚗 𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜)🐅🐅
🐅🐅𝙷𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝙷𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚜 𝚂𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚘𝚗 𝟸(𝚖𝚞𝚕𝚝𝚒-𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚗 𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜) 🐅🐅
🐯 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙱𝚘𝚢𝚣 🐯
🐅🐅 𝙷𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝙷𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚜 (𝚖𝚞𝚕𝚝𝚒-𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚗 𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜) 🐅🐅
🐅🐅𝙷𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝙷𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚜 𝚂𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚘𝚗 𝟸(𝚖𝚞𝚕𝚝𝚒-𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚗 𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜) 🐅🐅
🐯 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙺𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚍𝚘𝚖 🐯
🐅🐅 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚘𝚘𝚗… 🐅🐅
🐯 𝚃𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚞𝚛𝚎 🐯
🐅🐅 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚘𝚘𝚗… 🐅🐅
🐯 𝚃𝚡𝚝 🐯
🐅🐅 𝙷𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝙷𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚜 (𝚖𝚞𝚕𝚝𝚒-𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚗 𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜)🐅🐅
🐅🐅𝙷𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝙷𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚜 𝚂𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚘𝚗 𝟸(𝚖𝚞𝚕𝚝𝚒-𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚗 𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜) 🐅🐅
🐯 𝚇𝚒𝚔𝚎𝚛𝚜 🐯
🐅🐅 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚘𝚘𝚗… 🐅🐅
🐯 𝚈𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚒𝚝𝚎 🐯
🐅🐅 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚘𝚘𝚗… 🐅🐅
🐯 𝚆𝚊𝚢𝚅 🐯
🐅🐅 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚘𝚘𝚗… 🐅🐅
🐯𝚣𝚋𝟷🐯
🐅🐅 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚘𝚘𝚗… 🐅🐅
ℍ𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕤 𝕆𝕗 ℍ𝕒𝕕𝕖𝕤 ~ 𝕊𝕜𝕫, 𝕋𝕓𝕫, 𝕋𝕩𝕥, & 𝔼𝕟 𝕤𝕖𝕣𝕚𝕖𝕤 ~ 𝕞𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕝𝕚𝕤𝕥
❤️⚔️𝕤𝕪𝕟𝕠𝕡𝕤𝕚𝕤⚔️🖤
𝚈/𝙽 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚞𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚘𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎, 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚌𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚎𝚗𝚛𝚘𝚕𝚕 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚘 𝚊 𝚜𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚕 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚞𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚗𝚊𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚊𝚕. 𝚂𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚐𝚐𝚕𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚖 𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚙𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚛𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚙𝚜 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚏𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚘𝚠 𝚜𝚝𝚞𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚜, 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚞𝚗𝚜𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚠𝚑𝚘 𝚘𝚛 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚕𝚢 𝚒𝚜. 𝚆𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚈/𝙽 𝚋𝚎 𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚐𝚐𝚕𝚎𝚜 𝚘𝚛 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚞𝚕𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚢 𝚏𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚟𝚒𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚖 𝚝𝚘 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚜𝚞𝚛𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜?
❤️⚔️𝕡𝕒𝕚𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕘⚔️🖤
𝚢/𝚗 𝚡 𝚜𝚔𝚣, 𝚝𝚋𝚣, 𝚝𝚡𝚝, & 𝚎𝚗-
❤️⚔️𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕣𝕖⚔️🖤
𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚜𝚝, 𝚎𝚗𝚎𝚖𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚜, 𝚏𝚕𝚞𝚏𝚏, 𝚜𝚖𝚞𝚝, 𝚢𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚖𝚎𝚜
❤️⚔️𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕥𝕦𝕤⚔️🖤
𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚘𝚘𝚗…
❤️⚔️𝕦𝕡𝕕𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕤⚔️🖤
𝚘𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚊 𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚔
❤️⚔️𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕤⚔️🖤
🖤🩸𝚌𝚑.𝟷- 𝚍𝚘𝚗𝚝 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚍𝚊𝚍𝚍𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚛𝚢🩸🖤
🩸❤️ 𝚌𝚑.𝟸- 𝚐𝚛𝚎𝚎𝚗❤️🩸
🖤🩸𝚌𝚑.𝟹- 𝚝𝚒𝚌𝚔 𝚝𝚘𝚌𝚔🩸🖤
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coming soon!
yeonjun
➸ coming soon!
- - - ✄ college!au
– SUMMARY.
coming soon!
nct series
00’ line coming soon!
taeyong
cookie crumbs for affection
- - - ✄ drabble, angst, and heartbreak
– SUMMARY.
there isn’t any recipe to make someone you love, fall in love with you too.
jaehyun
➸ love with strings attached
- - - ✄ college!au, soulmate!au, and angst
– SUMMARY.
their love quite literally comes with strings attached.
coming soon!
jaemin
➸ fallingforyou
- - - ✄ drabble, college!au, fluff, and concert scenario
– SUMMARY.
i don’t want to be your friend anymore, i want to kiss your neck.
➸ coming soon!
- - - ✄ nevertheless!themed, college!au, romance, and angst
— SUMMARY.
coming soon! part of a 00’ series.
jeno
➸ left behind for a revolution
- - - ✄ revolution!au, angst, angst and angst
– SUMMARY.
the boy she loves leaves her for a revolution.
coming soon!
- - - ✄ college!au, romance, and angst.
— SUMMARY.
coming soon! part of a 00’ series.
author’s note:
here’s to more in the future.
stranger danger ₊˚´￫⊹ c.sb
requested <3
SUMMARY ! after a night out drinking with friends, you suspect a creep is following you home and try to fight him off (spoiler: it’s your boyfriend, soobin.)
PAIRING ! soobin x gn!reader
WC ! 1k
WARNINGS ! reader is drunk
a/n: sorry this took a while anon, hope u enjoy either way <3
you wobble from one foot to another mindlessly, staring down at your boyfriend’s text while the night club’s mayhem rages on around you.
soobs <3 - 12:39AM : right outside the entrance angel :)
soobs <3 - 12:39AM : u sure u don’t want me to come in and carry u?
instead of replying, you push off the bar’s counter with determination in your glossed over pupils.
it was only a couple paces to do the door; you could do this by yourself, no soobin’s needed. even with your intoxicated state, you still felt a hint of guilt for forcing him to come get you at such a late hour despite his many reassuring remarks; the least you could do was walk a couple steps to meet him halfway.
you try to ignore the slight spinning of your vision as you journey past hungry couples making out, a group of rowdy men playing beer pong, and a handful of strangers passed out on the ground with drinks in hand, using every piece of furniture in reach to balance your figure.
once you miraculously reach the door, a shiver is forced out of you when a gust of wind blows across your shoulders. according to your drunk brain, soobin is nowhere to be found no matter how hard you squint around the dimly lit parking lot, so of course, the most logical solution is to start walking in a random direction in hopes of stumbling into the towering male.
you only manage to take a few steps before the sound of quick jogging is heard from behind you paired with a shout of your name.
you turn, eyes narrowing down on a tall man rushing to catch up with you. “baby? hold on, where are you going!?” he shouts, and it only encourages you to try and speed up despite your heeled shoes and occasional swaying.
the only thing on your drunk mind was finding soobin as soon as possible. “i have a boyfriend, get away from me you creep!” you spit with an attempt of intimidation.
so focused on scolding the man, you clumsily lose your balance, nearly falling on your face gracelessly before two large hands grab your waist and pull you back up.
you immediately swat them off with a glare, earning a sad, rejected pout from the boy behind you. “y/n! i am your boyfriend,” he whines.
“nuh uh,” you cross your arms, still sauntering off to who knows where, “are you named choi soobin?”
he smiles, “ye—“
“didn’t think so.” he groans in defeat, and for a minute he falls behind you, bringing a pleased smirk to your lips. you probably scared him off! soobin will be so proud.
unfortunately, your few seconds of peace and quiet ends a moment later as the stubborn man continues to shadow you. “yah, can we please turn around? my car is parked back at the front,” he complains. “and what’re you smiling about now?
you roll your eyes and vaguely adjust your outfit, all while still shivering from the cold. it seems as the night went on, the wind only got stronger and chillier along the way. “oh, nothing. just thinking about how my very strong, tall, cute boyfriend is gonna beat you up once he sees you following me around.”
instead of a reply, a layer of comforting warmth is suddenly wrapped around your body. you pause, glancing down with furrowed brows to take in the familiar sight and scent of soobin’s navy zip-up jacket.
a voice brings you out of your confusion. “y/n, c’mon, please can we go back,” he begs. “you’re getting goosebumps and it’s physically hurting my heart!” your head snaps up in alarm, and a smile quickly rushes to your face as you recognize your boyfriend in his favourite black graphic t-shirt and big, concerned eyes.
“binnie!” before soobin can process anything, you’d already ran over, hugging him tightly and emitting a surprised yelp from his throat.
“uh, yeah! hi baby!” he seems flabbergasted by your sudden affection, but still manages a giggle through the whiplash.
you grin, looking up at him with your face smushed against his torso. “bin, you won’t believe what happened.”
he beams, rubbing your sides with care. even if it’s all a bit ridiculous, and soobin definitely plans to tease you in the morning, he’s mostly just happy to touch you again. “what happened, angel?”
“well basically, there was some.. some creep following me this whooole time! it was sooo annoying,” you explain, failing to notice soobin’s chest beginning shake with laughter. “he looked kinda.. kinda like you but nowhere near as handsome. and there’s no need to worry anymore ‘cause i totally scared him off!”
soobin leans down, planting a loving smooch on your head. “good job baby. he’s lucky i wasn’t here to teach him a lesson.”
“yeah..” you yawn, lazily dropping your head back into his shirt.
unbeknownst to your intoxicated self, soobin’s weak heart has practically exploded in adoration. he coos while lifting you up, wrapping your legs around him to bring you back to the car.
“finally getting sleepy, hm? how many drinks did my baby have?” soobin finally asks the question he’d been wanting to know ever since you’d told him you had a boyfriend and it wasn’t him.
“just.. a couple i think.. yeonjun’s a bad influence,” you mumble against his shoulder. soobin groans, mentally taking a note to scold his hyung tomorrow. “soob?” he hums in response, cradling you tightly to his warmth. “can we go home n’ cuddle?”
your boyfriend grins, lulling you to sleep with gentle pats on your back. “there’s nothing i’d like more.”
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Beomgyu never cared about your age. You might be a few years older than him, but none of that matters. As long as he had you by his side, he wouldn’t let the age gap define your relationship.
Like Beomgyu, Taehyun doesn’t care if you’re older. “Age is nothing but a number” as long as you’re the legal age lol. Some may think age gaps are taboo, but Taehyun would rather focus on the now than to worry about what others might think of your relationship.
Hueningkai would date you regardless if you’re older or younger. He would not date someone 5 years older or younger. If you are 2-3 years older or younger, he wouldn’t mind.
Yeonjun would prefer someone younger than him. I’m not saying that he wouldn’t date over women. Similar to Soobin, I just feel like he wants to take care of his girl.
Soobin would least likely date someone older than him because he likes being in control (okay, that sounds weird). Since he’s the leader of his group, he is so used to leading everyone and taking care of others. So, I think he’d want to baby his s/o.
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c — crack/humour
f — fluff
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h — horror
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▷ heartbreak haven, choi line, a, 8k.
What is it like to fall in love? What does it mean to love? Were two questions—of many—that’d you’d wondered as you’d headed into your senior year of high school. It was supposed to be one of the best years of your life—the last year you’d be afforded youthful, drunken mistakes, before life would force you to sober up to its harsh realities. However, when you crossed paths with three particular boys, your questions were answered—intricately and deeply. Yet, why did your heart hurt so, so much?
choi yeonjun
▷ autumn breeze, a, 1.1k. (part of heartbreak haven)
It was the fateful beginning to the last year of your high school life and you were starting off fresh. New town, new school, new you. After some messy love, choi yeonjun was looking for a fresh start too, leading you two to finding each other. However, as you would soon learn, nothing in high school lasts forever. Not even your favourite autumn breeze.
choi soobin
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You’d never understood it before. The shy glances, whispered words of affection, traded glances that only you two were privy to understanding. Then, a blue boy had waltzed into your life, drawing you in with his warm eyes, his wide smile, his sweet laugh, his cool gaze—his everything. Butterflies had bloomed in your chest, and you’d let them, even though you’d known they’d eventually be ripped out. Leaving you with a gaping hole where your heart used to be.
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▷ blushed cheeks and burned hearts, a, 2.5k. (part of heartbreak haven)
Finally, you were starting to understand the mistakes of your drunken youth. Drunk on love? lies? hope? You weren’t too sure what your vice was, but you were sure it’d left you with a burned heart. A burned heart, which a boy with blushed cheeks and sweaty hands was too eager to fix.
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Hidden Behind a Smile:
Y/N befriends a masked stranger who shares a similar interest in her favorite band. As they get closer, what will she discover through him about the idol she's admired for so long?
CH1 - Card Declined
CH2 - Coffee Shop
CH3 - The Ticket
CH4 - The Fan Meet
CH5 - The Message
CH6 - A Blissful Day
Yoongi
Series: Coffee and Violets:
What will happen when Y/N becomes friends with the owner of the flower shop next door?
CH1 - Hoseok
CH2 - Yoongi
CH3 - Visiting the Flower Shop
CH4 - I’m Not Going
CH5 - Not Quite a Date
CH6 - Spilled Milk
CH7 - Yeongsun
CH8 - Soft Rain
CH9 - Love Letter
CH10 - Golden
Oneshots:
The Concert part 1
The Concert part 2
Hoseok
Seeds of Hope:
When Y/N's mom needs to move to Korea for work, she finds herself in a completely new environment. As the boy next door tutors her in dance, what will he teach her about herself?
CH1 - The First Seed
CH2 - Sunlight
CH3 - What?!
CH4 - An Unexpected Morning
CH5 - Your Number
CH6 - A Traced Reflection
Oneshots:
Falling for You
Namjoon
Written in the Pages:
A quiet girl who only knows love as something in books meets an equally awkward boy struggling to find his place in the music world. Is there a chance their friendship can turn into something more?
CH1 - Crush
CH2 - Your Comfort Zone
CH3 - Oops
CH4 - First Fan
CH5 - I Like Someone Else
CH6 - Save Me the Pain
CH7 - Just One Day
CH8 - My Phone Died
Oneshots:
Purple Ink
Beomgyu
Just Pretend:
Y/N meant to ask her crush to prom, but ended up in a fake-dating situation. As more people find out about their "relationship", they find a true friendship. But is that all it'll ever be?
CH1 - Promposal
CH2 - Ivory Petals
CH3 - New Moon
CH4 - The Group Project
CH5 - Favorite Color
CH6 - Another Faded Polaroid
CH7 - Back at It Again
CH8 - I Need You
CH9 - Star
CH10 - Define Love?
CH11 - The Moment I Knew
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Just Pretend (BEOMGYU) CH4 - The Group Project
Prom went way better than I thought it would. Don't get me wrong, I was stoked to be going with Beomgyu. But knowing that the whole time, he was doing me a 'favor'? I thought it would be super awkward. Especially when I realized that neither of us had tickets to the dance, I thought I blew it right then. But I didn't.
It's harder now. It was easy to have a crush on him when I figured that was all it would be, and maybe that's the same. However, now I know so much more about him. And I feel like there's a connection between us, like he's not as unreachable as he used to seem to me.
And when I said that I might understand him, he said maybe!!! Maybe! And that he had a good time! But... that doesn't mean that it'll mean something after that. He could've just been responding.
Despite that, I don't want to think that way. As I walk into the classroom and sit at my desk, I find myself getting excited for class. I grab my notebook and pencil case, thinking what my color scheme should be for today's notes. Well, it's raining today, maybe blues? I grab a dark blue pen and match it with a light blue highlighter. And maybe... a bright red! Red like the vibrantly colored umbrellas and raincoats. I title my page and add the date. Mesmerized by the notebook in front of me, I'm pulled out of my trance the second a certain someone walks in.
It's Beomgyu. And he looks perfect. He always does to me. His long hair is fluffed up as he saunters into the room. What do I do? Should I wave, or is that too much? Should I pretend I don't see him? Is that rude??
He looks over and meets my eyes. He brightly grins and waves. My heart skips a beat, eyes widening. I give a short wave back and stare down at the paper facing me.
Why do you have to be so awkward, Y/N! You're losing your chance!
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When the bell rings, I stroll over to his desk. I hesitate, but we're friends now, right?
"Hey" I greet.
"Hi" he grins, "how was your weekend?"
"Mine was good! What about you?"
He starts, "Mine was-"
"How's the new couple doing?" Yeonjun says a bit too loudly.
But it's fine, because most of the class had already left, right?
...Wrong.
I turned in horror as the rest of our classmates stared from the door. I guess I took for granted how small our class was. They all were much more invested than I feel they should be.
"YOU TWO ARE DATING?!" Someone yelled.
"Um, uh.." Beomgyu stutters.
Yeonjun interjects, "Yeah, they went to prom together. Did none of you know that?"
As he's talking, he turns to us. His face gets confused as he whispers, "What's wrong? Are you two trying to keep it low key or something?"
I grimace as Beomgyu finally answers the other students, "Um, yes. This is my uh, girlfriend, Y/N" The students that remain in the class seemed shocked, but most of them fled the classroom quickly.
Once they'd all left, Yeonjun asks, "What's up with you guys?"
"We aren't actually dating," I answer, "Beomgyu was just pretending to be my prom date, 'cause my mom wanted me to go, and.. yeah"
"Ah, I'm sorry.." Yeonjun apologizes, "you're a super bad liar though, Beomgyu"
He laughs as Beomgyu glares at him, I look down at the ground in guilt, "I'm really sorry Beomgyu. You're in this mess because of me. I'll help you fix it"
"Oh, It's not your fault! It's his," he glares at Yeonjun, "besides, I don't mind. We're friends, right?"
I nod. Friends...
He puts his arm around my shoulders and grins, "C'mon, girlfriend, we gotta get to our next class!"
I, however, am a fantastic liar. Because as we laugh together about how "we're just friends", my heart tears itself apart.
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Rain pours from the sky, dripping down the window panes and onto pedestrians passing. A selection of patterned umbrellas shower the streets. I watch from the table on the second floor as people walk past.
It was our second class of the day now, history. And I'm feeling even more tired than this morning when I woke. I can't seem to focus, my mind cringing at the former scene and how my peers now know of my crush on Beomgyu, in a way. And yet, he still doesn't.
"-and you'll be choosing your own groups for the project"
What did the teacher say?? Choosing groups? This is the worst part of my classes. If I could just do the project on my own, that'd be easier. Now, I have to awkwardly glance at acquaintances and hope that someone partners up with me. If not, we'll have to do the whole "everyone without a partner raise your hand!" And I've had just about enough attention from my classmates today.
(BEOMGYU POV)
I turn to my friends, "should we all group up together?"
They aren't listening, they're talking about something else. Without me. It might be nice to work with someone else for a change, instead of having to nag them to do the work and feel like such an uncool friend.
"Oh! You all weren't in our first period, were you? Everyone knows about Beomgyu's girlfriend now, it was hilarious" Yeonjun laughs.
Huening Kai just gives him a blank stare, "Beomgyu has a girlfriend?"
Yeonjun stops, "yeah, they went to prom together? Y/N?"
Huening gasps, "YOU AND Y/N ARE DATING?!"
"It's not-" I begin.
"Shouldn't you work with her then?" Soobin questions.
"Yeah, yeah! You can get closer with your girlfriend" Yeonjun teases.
It feels like they're trying to leave me out again, like they dont want me in their group. I attempt to join back in, "but, aren't we always a group?"
"Well, yeah, but the groups can only have four people, so it just makes sense for you to work with her" Taehyun reasons.
Before I know it, they've pushed me in front of Y/N. And now we've made eye contact, and I'm making a fool out of myself in front of a pretty girl.
"H-hi"
"Hey" she says.
"Can uh, can we work together?"
"Sure!" She replies.
The class settles as everyone sits down with their group. However, the teacher notices our group of two and questions, "what's going on here? I said groups of four"
"W-well sir, we are going to work as a group of two" I stutter.
"It's gonna be a lot more work as just a pair, but if that's what you want"
I gulp as I turn to look at Y/N. She's turned away from me, staring out the window. I might be wrong, but I can't help but notice a faint blush on her face.
Just Pretend (BEOMGYU) CH5 - Favorite Color
"So, do you want to start on chapter five and I'll do chapter six?"
Me and Beomgyu sit alone in a corner of the library. It's fairly quiet where we're sitting, a snug corner filled with books.
"Yeah, then we'll start on the slideshow?"
"Sounds good!" He says.
We both open our textbooks and begin reading. It's silent, but a soft silence. The kind that's easy to fall into, forgetting how long it's been since someone spoke.
It's hard to think that someone who I'd only watched from afar is now my boyfriend. Even harder to remember it's only pretend.
However, I'm still proud of myself. All this time I've spent, closed-off, not connecting with anyone around me. Look at me now. I have a friend. And I think it might last this time. Even if I never tell him how I feel, having him here is enough.
I think back to what he said at prom: "I don't know if they'd like me if they really knew me." I wonder if no one's ever tried to get to know him. He has friends, but maybe he's never felt like those friends got to know the real him. Maybe he never let them. Maybe he's scared. Maybe I am too.
"Hey, Beomgyu," I start.
"Yeah?"
"What's your favorite color?"
He looks up from the textbook.
"Why do you ask that?" He questions.
"Just curious"
"Hmm" he pauses in thought, "pink"
I gasp, "pink? Really?"
"What's wrong with liking pink?" He grins.
"Nothing, it just surprised me. You only ever wear black"
I turn back to my book. It's true, he's always in dark colors. I figured that's what he liked, but apparently not. Such a bright color for someone so reserved. Like he's always trying to mask something.
"What's yours?"
"My favorite color?" He nods. "Yellow!"
He lights up, "wow, I figured your favorite color would be blue or something. Yellow isn't a common favorite, is it?"
"Not common, no," I reply, "but I like it. It doesn't try to make itself palatable for others. I respect that"
"I never thought of it that way," he said.
All of a sudden, Beomgyu's group of friends is walking up to us. I recognize Yeonjun, but the rest? I'm not sure.
"How's it going, you two?" Yeonjun asks.
I stay quiet. Beomgyu answers, "it's going well. What about you?"
"We haven't started yet," Soobin says.
They sit by us and we try to get back to our project. Their group is chattering on and on. Beomgyu lifts his head occasionally, but he mainly continues reading his chapter. Something Yeonjun says catches my attention:
"So she said one of her friends actually has a crush on Beomgyu"
Huening Kai jumps, "but he's dating Y/N?!"
"Well, they're not really dating, right?" Yeonjun turns to me.
My thoughts are racing, I guess there's nothing stopping Beomgyu from dating someone. Is it stupid to feel like we have something even though we only went to prom together?
"No, we aren't" I mutter.
"What do you think then, Beomgyu? Wanna give her a chance?"
I look to Beomgyu, but his smile has faded.
"Wether me and Y/N are actually dating or not, the rest of the school thinks we are. So, no. I'm not interested"
"I'm sure the school is not that invested," Taehyun states, "you can go on a date with someone else if you want"
"I'm not interested" Beomgyu repeats.
"Why not? Please, just give her a chance! What am I supposed to tell Minji, her friend will be so upset" Yeonjun insists.
"I've got a lot going on right now, I don't have time for something like that"
Soobin spoke, "like what?"
Beomgyu shuts the book closed, "I have a ton of schoolwork. No time for a girlfriend"
"That didn't stop you from going to prom with Y/N"
"That's different"
"How is it different?" Yeonjun commands, "honestly, I'm starting to think that you and Y/N are actually dating with how you're overreacting"
"I'm not overreacting," Beomgyu groans, "I'm just not interested. Why can't I say that? I'm allowed to not want to date your friend"
"Fine" Yeonjun says.
It goes quiet. Everyone is now doing their work, or at least staring at their laptops pretending to. Beomgyu taps me on the shoulder.
"Wanna go work somewhere else?" He whispers. I nod.
We stand and leave the library without a word to his friends. Silently, I follow him past the classrooms and out the doors. We find an area with few students. Sitting down on a bench underneath a large oak tree, I speak.
"I'm sorry. The whole fake dating thing is turning into a problem, isn't it? I can break it off, if you want. I don't want you to be fighting with your friends because of me"
"No, they're always like that" he says, bringing his knees to his chest.
"Really? It seemed like it was getting kind of..." I hesitate, "aggressive"
"They just-, don't listen to me. And will try to persuade me into doing stuff for them, or questioning stuff like why I don't want a girlfriend"
"Haven't you told them about your dad?"
"No" he states, "they wouldn't listen. If they did, it's not like they'd get it. Not like you would"
It makes me happy that he trusts me, though it shouldn't. He's talking about his problems with his friends. I add, "I'm okay if you want to date that girl. If you're worrying about my feelings, don't"
"I don't want to date her," he clarifies, "I'm not interested in dating right now. Everything in my life is already a mess, I don't need more... more things to feel like I'm messing up"
"Well, we've been pretend dating for a few days now, and you haven't messed anything up yet!" I joke.
He laughs, "you're funny"
"Oh, I know, Beomgyu."
Just Pretend (BEOMGYU) CH6 - Another Faded Polaroid
*NOTE: THIS STORY IS NOT REPRESENTATIVE OF THE MEMBERS IN REAL LIFE, IT IS PARTLY BASED ON THE CONTENT FROM THE MUSIC VIDEOS AND COMPLETELY FICTIONAL!! They're not actually mean it's just for the story 😭
(BEOMGYU POV)
It's lunch break, and I walk behind my friends on the sidewalk. I force a laugh and smile whenever they turn to me, but for the most part, I'm in my own world right now. I enjoy talking to Y/N, it's the only time I can talk about myself without judgement. My friends... I haven't tried talking to them about it. I have a feeling they wouldn't know what it's like to walk into a room and know everyone, and yet not a single seat has been saved for you.
As for my father, he always seems angry at me. I think he thinks I'm on the wrong track, and forcing me to think 'practically' is helping me so I don't regret my choices later. I just wish he had more faith in me, so he wouldn't assume that my choices are ones I'd come to regret.
I don't know Y/N that well. I don't know why she asked me to be her date to prom, she could've asked anyone. Maybe she figured I wasn't going with anyone else, which starts my racing thoughts. Worries of can everyone else see my insecurities? Is it obvious? Can everybody tell that I don't know what the hell I'm doing? I don't know.
And I do feel sometimes like I shouldn't be so honest with her. But, every time I turn to her, she always seems like she's listening to every word I say.
And right now, I just need someone to talk to.
"Beomgyu, you listening?"
"Huh?" I lift my head.
"So, I wanna give you another chance. I haven't told Minji yet, so you can still go out with her friend!"
I stumble over my words, "I-, I thought I said I wasn't interested"
Yeonjun laughs, "well, yeah, but that's just cause Y/N was there. It's nice of you to try to spare her feelings, but she's holdin' you back, bro"
"It had nothing to do with her. I just don't have time for something like that.. right now" I stammer.
"C'mon man, we all know she has a crush on you"
My face flushes, "why would you even SAY that? Y/N just-"
"You can be so oblivious," Yeonjun sighs, "Y/N is WAY obsessed with you. But don't miss out on something good because you're pitying her"
I grit my teeth, "I'm not pitying her. And I don't want to date your friend. I already told you"
Under my breath, I mutter, "sometimes, I don't even want to be your friend"
My friends stop as Yeonjun takes a firm step towards me, "what did you say to me?"
Suddenly, I no longer feel like the lost boy who stuck with friends who were no good for him because he was lonely. A rush of confidence takes over as I smirk, "Yeonjun, I'm starting to think you have a listening problem.
Or is it just your ego?"
He strides towards me, "what makes you think you can talk back to me? You think you're so cool now that one girl looks your way?"
"You always walk all over me like I'll come running back. Like you're better than me. What makes you think you can talk back to me?" I mock, "last I checked, this is just how you and me talk to each other now, Yeonjun"
He pushes me down to the sidewalk, "c'mon guys. Let's go"
And they follow behind him. Just like I knew they would. I look at the scrapes on my hands, then to their backs as they walk away.
Well, I knew this was going to happen eventually, right?
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(2 Days Later)
It's been a while since I've been to school. I didn't want to have to face Yeonjun. Or the others. I wanted them to think I was strong, and that their words couldn't hurt me. I felt like... if they saw me cry, they'd use it against me. In the moment, I felt like none of it hurt. Like it was the end of an era of pain and bottled-up feelings and tolerating it because it was all I had. They were all I had.
It was more than any one moment could capture, it was the culmination of many moments that I told myself weren't worth fighting over. Times when I'd get talked over. Times when I wasn't invited, and they'd come up with some excuse as to why. When there was a separate group chat. When I wasn't there for the inside jokes that, apparently, can't be retold. But it wasn't always this way.
Me and Yeonjun had been friends for years, way before the rest came along. We would spend so long just talking. I felt like he got me better than anyone else could. Then the rest came. It wasn't all at once, but slowly, more and more people were added to our friend group. I no longer felt like I was Yeonjun's best friend, even though he was mine.
Up until a few days ago, he still was.
He didn't use to care so much about what other people thought of him. Something changed. He wanted to be cool, he wanted respect, he wanted to get the girl he'd been chasing for years. And I was just someone from his past. Another faded polaroid. And he never wanted to take a new one.
So, I tried to make new friends. Tried to talk to others, break into the conversation. It seemed like having friends that treated me poorly was still better than being all on my own.
I went back to them. I accepted that I'd be walking in the bike lanes while they stayed on the sidewalk. I learned how to look busy when they were telling a joke I wasn't there for. I learned to be less so they could be more. So they could take more. Because on the outside, no one can tell that I don't have friends. No one can tell that inside, I'm still on the outside. And I thought that could be enough. It would have to be.
I haven't told her, but I noticed Y/N from the beginning. It was all so familiar. The panicked glances at the announcement of a group project, the seat in the back of the room, the headphones that weren't plugged into anything. Maybe that's why I felt so comfortable talking to her, it was like I already knew her.
I hope my friends-, er... I hope my old friends didn't notice that my hands were still shaking as I talked back to them. I wanted them to think I was indifferent about it all, I wanted them to think that. But... I'm not strong. Once they'd fled, I cried my eyes out. Because even if it was for the best, it still hurts. So I haven't been to school in days because I don't know how I will act when I see them again.
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For the first time today, I pull myself out of bed and walk into the kitchen. I reach for a glass and fill it with water. Then my dad walks in.
He clears his throat, "are you feeling any better?"
"Yeah" I mutter.
He walks to the stove and begins cooking something.
"I heard you were having some trouble with your friends"
"Who told you that?" I ask.
"Your mom" he clarifies.
"Oh" I said.
I sit at the counter and slowly drink my water. It's silent, besides the sounds of him cooking. However, it isn't tense like it has been in the past. Just a normal father and his son.
He breaks the silence, "Y'know, I get how you feel"
"You do?"
"I've had fights with friends before too. It's hard when you had people you could be yourself around, and then you have to walk past them like strangers" he continues, "did you fight, or just fall out of touch?"
"Well, Yeonjun's not the same anymore. He used to be so fun, but... now he's just weird and obsessed with being cool. I was getting annoyed at him walking all over me, so I told him that. And..."
"Yeah. 'S probably because he's insecure, lots of teens act that way" he turns down the heat on the stove, "but you shouldn't be around people that are bringing you down"
"Mhm" I stare into the glass.
It's not common for me to go to my dad for advice, but I'm finding that he does actually know how I feel pretty well.
"Hey dad?"
"Yeah?" He answers while turning to me.
"Will... will I ever make real friends?"
He ponders on it for a moment, "it's hard when you're young. I think as you get older, you'll meet new people and it's easier to find friends that you actually have fun with"
Then, I think of Y/N. She always listens to me, and she's funny and kind, and when I talk to her I never feel like I'm putting up an act.
"How do you get closer to someone that you're only kinda friends with?"
"Hmm, that's a hard question," my dad answers, "ask them questions. Get to know them. People like talking about themselves." He finishes the food he's cooking and grabs a bowl from the cabinet to put it in, "just be open to people. Don't close yourself off. Let people get to know you, and you'll find people that like you. People that you can be yourself around"
He passes the bowl to me, "I made you some soup"
I look down at the steam rising from the soup, "thank you, dad"
He nods and walks out of the kitchen. Just before he leaves, he says, "I hope you feel better soon"
I smile, "thanks dad"
Just Pretend (BEOMGYU) - Series Masterlist!
Here's all the chapters so far of my Beomgyu fan fiction, Just Pretend!
Y/N meant to ask her crush to prom, but ended up in a fake-dating situation. As more people find out about their "relationship", they find a true friendship. But is that all it'll ever be?
Chapter One - Promposal
Chapter Two - Ivory Petals
Chapter Three - New Moon
Chapter Four - The Group Project
Chapter Five - Favorite Color
Chapter Six - Another Faded Polaroid
Chapter Seven - Back at It Again
Chapter Eight - I Need You
Chapter Nine - Star
Chapter Ten - Define Love?
Chapter Eleven - The Moment I Knew
Just Pretend (BEOMGYU) CH7 - Back at It Again
(BEOMGYU POV)
It was time for me to go back to school. I'd stayed home for a while, but I have history again today, and I can't leave Y/N to do all the work on her own. At this point, I can no longer avoid my old friends. I have to go. I have to be brave enough to try.
I throw on a baggy gray sweatshirt and shove my phone into the pocket. Then I grab my backpack and walk out to the doorway, tying the shoelaces of my yellow converse.
"Ready to go?" My older brother asks.
"Yeah" I open the door and we leave. The jingle of his several keychains can be heard as he unlocks the car door and we hop in.
He turns up the volume of some rock song. We drive in silence to school. As we wait to turn into the school parking lot, he speaks.
"So, finally going my back?"
"Yeah, can't hide from my ex-friends forever" I say.
He nods, "I think you'll be okay, Beomgyu"
I look to him in confusion, "Really?" I ask.
"Yeah, you're pretty tough. You've been through a lot, but you always pull through. I mean, look at your music. Even with everything else, you can work really hard when you want something"
I look away as a smile forms on my face, "thanks"
We slow as he parks the car. I grab my bag and close the door behind me.
"Hey," my brother says as he pats my back, "you got this"
I smile, "thank you, bro"
Then I walk to my class. When I go with my brother to school, I'm always a little late. The halls are empty, just the other late kids rushing (or not) to class.
I gently open the door to the classroom and walk in. I try to be quiet, but even the lightest of footsteps seem loud. I notice Yeonjun first, a dark glare from the seat next to mine. Then I see Y/N. She gives me a happy, reassuring smile. And I smile too.
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The bell rings. As my old friends walk past, most of them ignore me, or give me a cold gaze, or even pretend to be happy and distracted. But Yeonjun... the look in his eyes is different. I knew him well enough to know.
It was forced, it wasn't even mean. It was almost, pained. Lonely. He looked sad. Like he was trying to seem cool and unfazed, but the shock in his eyes and the bags under them proved otherwise. I drop my head back down to my desk.
Once everyone had left, I pulled my backpack over my shoulders and walked out, alone. Except as I exit the room, I'm met with someone else.
"Hi!" Y/N greets.
"Oh, hey" I say.
"You've been gone a while, I was worried"
"Yeah, I'm sorry. I'll catch up on the work for our project, I just-"
"Not about the project!" She stammered, "about you"
I look into her eyes. My shoulders slump down at her expression.
"You were?"
"Y-yeah," she blinked, "so, is everything okay? are you feeling any better?"
"Well, It's still been rough," I sigh, "but I'm doing better"
Her eyes light up, "that's good! While you were gone, I-"
She stops as her eyes widen, "n-nevermind" her expression falls flat and she purses her lips, "I should get to class"
"What? Is something wrong?" I grab her shoulder.
She turns to me. Her face has significantly paled, "no, everything is fine. I have to go"
I watch as she runs away. She isn't even moving in the direction of class, just away from me. What's going on with her?
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After school, I head to the library to meet Y/N and work on our project. I set the table with my laptop, textbook, everything we need to get to work. Then I watch the clock and wait.
Tick. Tick. Tick.
Minutes go by as I sit alone. My mind wanders, has she stood me up too? Did Yeonjun spread some mean rumor while I was gone? And I flinch as I think, does she hate me now, too?
But... she was worried about me. And I know she was. Her feelings emanate from her like an aura, so genuine, you'd be stupid to doubt them. She's my friend, probably my best friend these days.
So I open her number on my phone, typing out a quick message:
Me: Where are you? We're still working after school today, right?
I wait even longer. But it's been 40 minutes now. I even try calling her, but no one answers. Panic builds in my stomach, did something happen to her?
I decide to pack up my things and try going to her house. Something's up, she's been weird all day. I need to make sure she's okay.
Just Pretend (BEOMGYU) CH8 - I Need You
(Y/N POV)
"Sara told you to stay away from him. It's your fault now for not honoring that"
"Sara can tell Beomgyu how she feels! I don't see why me avoiding him is going to help. You need to deal with that on your own" I defend.
Sara scoffs, "how am I supposed to talk to him when you're always lurking?"
Remembering the fact that, as far as they know, I am his girlfriend, I continue, "YOU'RE the one that needs to stay away from MY man"
"He won't be your man for long" Sara begins rolling up her sleeves.
"Woah, woah," I panic, "you aren't-like, actually going to fight me, are you?"
They just continue walking towards me. I step back, but they speed up. Before I know it, I'm running away at full speed. Who knew that they really weren't kidding when they confronted me before. "Stay away from Beomgyu! He's mine!" I remember them saying. Oh well.
I can hear their footsteps pounding against the pavement behind me, catching up. I run way past the school, shoving past people walking by with "sorry!"s. That is until I slam face-first into something.
I breath in the scent of the soft fabric, relieved that my marathon is over. Then, I realize that I ran into a person. Whoever it is seems awfully familiar.
"Are you okay?" He asks nervously.
I look up into his eyes. Those same warm eyes that I fell in love with. Beomgyu couldn't have come at a more perfect time.
He wraps his arms around me, slowing down the thump thump thump of my heart. Time seems to slow, the people passing around me fading into a bokeh blur. I can only see him, and his dark, sparkling eyes passing over my face. Like he's making sure I'm okay. Is he? His gaze is wide, eyebrows knitted. He seems panicked, and he's also out of breath. Did he run here?
Then, his eyes shift to the two girls chasing me.
"Are they... following you?" He asks.
I nod quickly, "We gotta go"
He grabs my hand. As we're running, he looks back at me and gives me a smile. We go past buildings and houses, into side streets and alleyways. Until they're long out of sight. I'm not sure where we are now, in some neighborhood I don't recognize. Finally, we slow down to a walk.
"Beomgyu, where are we?" I laugh.
He exhales, "well, I know it seems like the middle of nowhere, but I swear this leads to my street"
"Your street?"
"Well we still have to finish our project, don't we?" He joshed, "you didn't show up to our study session today"
"Yeah, 'cause some girls were harassing me about you! Don't blame this on me" I ranted.
"Okay, okay" he laughed, "wait, about me?"
"Yeah, those two girls. Minji from our English class, and her friend's name was... Sara? I think"
He faltered, "wait, why were they chasing you, anyways?"
"Well, I was just trying to walk home after school-"
"Walk home? What about our study session?"
I pursed my lips, "I forgot"
He groaned, "Okay, continue"
"So, I was walking home, and they stopped me and tore me away from the sidewalk into this weird alley. Then, they began telling me off for talking to you today because I was 'ruining Sara's chance', and I was like, 'what does that have to do with me?'" I told, "So, after that they began threatening me. So I began running. And I just so happened to run into you!"
He seems to take it much more seriously than I try to, "they threatened you?"
"Well, they just started telling me how 'he won't be my man for long' and stuff. Then they were rolling up their sleeves, and, I don't know! Why would they act like that? Weirdos..."
All of a sudden, he's pulling me closer. As I wrap my arms around the thick material of his sweater, I find myself tearing up in his embrace. The unwanted interaction did hurt me, I guess I've spent a long time trying to pretend nothing ever did. But... he sees me. Better than I even do.
"Please tell me when anything like this happens," he breathed, "I don't want anything happening to you"
I cry, burying my face into his sweater. He just keeps holding on.
"I'm worried, beomgyu. If they do that just from me talking to you, how far are they willing to go?"
He separates from me, holding me by the shoulders, "then you call me"
He looks at me, and if I didn't know better, if I didn't have years of experience telling myself that he would never love me, I would say that he did. In his eyes, he looks like he loves me.
He swore, "I'll always protect you. You're one of the most important people to me right now, I...
I need you, Y/N. I need you to stay safe"
Just Pretend (BEOMGYU) CH9 - Star
(BEOMGYU POV)
I step into the entryway of my house, untying my shoes in the doorway. My brother saunters in holding a can of coke.
"Who's your friend, Beomgyu?"
"Uh, this is my," I whisper to Y/N, "do I say we're dating? Or fake dating?" She shrugs her shoulders. I continue, "this is Y/N. We are going to work on a school project"
He just rolls his eyes and leaves the room. I look to Y/N, her eyes passing over the room. She looks a bit confused, so I try to ease the awkwardness, "sorry, welcome to my house! That was just my brother"
"Oooh," She nods.
I guide her into the hallway and past several doors to my room. She continues to scan everything, like she's finally unlocking the key to a mystery. She takes notice of all my records and CDs lining the walls and filling the bookshelves.
"Wow, a lot of music" She notes.
I stand in the corner by my guitar, "yeah, it's one of my favorite things"
She browses the albums, looking over the covers, "Ooo, you listen to Lamp?"
"Yeah! Lamp's a great band" I smile. Yes! Finally, something we can talk about!
"Right?" She agrees, "For Lovers is good... have you ever listened to Her Watch?"
"YES, Her Watch is good too," I cheer.
It gets quiet as she continues looking through my collection. She gasps every time she recognizes an artist. I just smile, excited to have a friend with common interests.
Seeing if she knows any other musicians I like, I ask, "have you ever listened to Mitski? She's good too"
"Yes! I love Mitski" she turns to me, grinning.
"Really?" I buzz, "what's your favorite song from her?"
"Hmm... definitely Star! From her newest album?"
She likes the same bands AND the same songs, "that's my favorite too! That's crazy..."
"That's so cool," she sighs, "I love the lyricism in that song... how even though their love is over, she still views the memory of it as a star. Like even though their relationship has ended, she still finds hope in it"
"Wow, I hadn't really thought about it that way before, you're totally right" I discern. Yeonjun never liked the music I liked. I would always listen to the songs he liked so we could talk about them, but... he never did that for me. It's weird to have a friend like this.
I add, "I really like that one line, 'You know I'd always been alone 'til you taught me to live for somebody'. It always... hit me, for some reason"
She looks to me, "yeah, I like that line too"
And now that she's looking at me, I notice things I never noticed before. Her smile that slowly grows as she laughs, one corner of her mouth a little higher than the other. Her smile almost reads as a smirk. She has a few freckles on her face, one on her forehead and another by her bottom lip. I notice some on her hands as well. They lightly cover her skin like stars, just enough to form a constellation.
My heartbeat picks up. I feel a thump in my chest, but it must just be from running here earlier. I don't know what else it could be.
She tears my focus from the galaxy on her face back down to Earth, "So, we should probably start working on the project, right?"
"Yeah," I mutter, "we should"
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As it got late and the sun dripped down behind the houses, I offered to walk Y/N home. The walk was quiet. Her walking a few steps ahead and me, me. Me and my mind spiraling about her. And me worrying about why I keep spiraling about her. Me and her.
"See you tomorrow!" She calls out from her doorway.
I wave goodbye, "yeah, tomorrow"
When I get back to my house, my brother's standing by the door with a grin, still sipping the same coke that's got to be flat by now.
"So, Y/N," he begins.
I narrow my eyes, "what about her?"
"Sure she's just a friend?" He chuckled.
I rant, "of course she's just a friend! I barely even know her. We are just two people that have the same class, and we are working on a project for that class together, and we just so happen to get along okay. It's convenient. We are just friends"
"Hm," he taunts, "if you say so"
My face heats up as he laughs at me, "w-well why would you think otherwise?"
"Well, you're definitely right, just friends. I merely noticed that yesterday you were moping about in bed all day, and suddenly when you came home, you haven't been able to get that smile off your face"
I realize that I have, in fact, been smiling this whole time. I immediately switch it to a glare and cup my face to hide the blush creeping up on me, "well, that's just 'cause we... are good friends"
"Okay," he says, "at any rate, I'm glad you have someone that's making you smile"
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I spent the entire night tossing and turning. In the dark of my room, I couldn't get the shine of her eyes out of my mind. Cut it out! She's just an acquaintance! Thoughts flew through my mind, how do you know if you like someone? What if she's just a good friend and I'm not used to that, so I confuse it for a crush? What if I only notice her once we no longer talk, what then? What do I do?
I hug my pillow and squeeze my eyes shut. Trying to lure myself to sleep doesn't seem to work. I decide to scroll on my phone, somehow thinking the blue light will distract me from her. A text post emerges onto my feed:
"The more you hide your feelings for someone, the more you fall for them"
I throw my phone back down onto the bed, burying my head further into my blanket. It can't be... can it?
I grab my headphones from next to my bed, putting them on and connecting them to my phone. Opening Spotify, I search up a song and press play.
Remember when we met
We acted like two fools
We were so glad
So glad to have found it
That love is like a star, it's gone
We just see it shining
It's traveled very far
Author’s Note: I know I usually don’t leave one of these, but I can’t not. It’s too silly to me. I made a post yesterday saying that this chapter would be out March 27th. But then I checked the date on my phone, and it was March 27th, I thought, “no! This needs to be out tomorrow!” So I edited the post to be March 28th. It only occurred to me today that it was so late at night when I made the post that it was already the next day XD so I hope those of you that saw my post enjoy an early upload! Also, sorry it’s been so long since the last upload! But I am back!