At Work Doodles, Aka The Things I Need To Put In My Empty Sketchbook.

At work doodles, aka the things I need to put in my empty sketchbook.

I hate hate HATE drawing in pen. I don’t know why I do it.

Me: *opens up my steam planning to adjust what games are in my computer again*

Steam: downloading disco elysium final cut

Me:

Me:

Me: sorry studying tomorrow’s exam will have to wait. I have better things to do.

Does anybody get irritated by mouth noises?

I don’t mean like someone chewing annoys you. I mean that when your near someone eating a burger and their mouth is closed and everything and you can STILL HEAR THEM chewing even though you’re a couple of yards away and it makes you feel like you’re going to throw up bc you suddenly want to claw your ears. Or you’re listening to a podcast for several hours and suddenly the popping noise that person makes when they open their mouth as a tic with their speech pattern (that didn’t bother you before) makes you so angry that you aren’t listening to what they’re saying, just hearing that noise every time they do it, and you have to shut off the podcast and not listen to it for a week or two before hearing their voice doesn’t bother you anymore.

This has been happening to me for years, but I just want to see if anyone else experiences this too. It just is really bad today, especially when someone had an asmr video that they liked and was hoping I would to and I just had a very strong reaction where if felt like my whole body was tensing up until they noticed and turned it off.

I’m not sorry (but I am; but I’m not). 

Tommy’s POV time

I indeed opened up my document for the chapter a few minutes ago and wondered what the fuck I was thinking... mostly due to the sheer amount of misspelled words and repetitive writing. Go sleepy brain.

its 2 am where i am and i started sleepily writing for the next chapter of eating alone.

just so you guys know, my first thought was: i hope i make someome cry. tomorrow im going to wake up and probably wonder what the fuck i was thinking.

there you go tomorrow brain

Sorry for the lack of update on eating alone. I know it’s been a few weeks. I’ve just not being doing well headspace wise (I am receiving help, it’s just not fixing stuff; you know how it is) and I am also overwhelmed by school now that it’s finals season. I promise I’ll get back to it