Maybe I'm Back?!? (9/12/23)

maybe i'm back?!? (9/12/23)🌟

it's been a while since my last update, i went through a lot in the past days (mentally and physically) but maybe now i'm back on track 할 수 있어!

things i've done today:

skincare routine (i found new products and i'm thrilled to use them)🧚‍♀️

squats, cyclette and legs 30 min, I gained weight in the last month so I would like to excercise more and find a new workout (i'm trying to always use the stairs and take a walk almost every day even if it's feeezing outside)🏃‍♀️

tidied my room and vacuum cleaned the house🧹

i'm staying with my family in these days and i'm studying for my finals at my grandma's (it's more quiet and she makes lots of delicious food but I try not to eat too much)🍝👵

studied and revised lots of topics for my infectious diseases exam (the date was postponed so i got one more week to study)🦠

completed a unit for korean duolingo and practiced with idol and social media content, in the past days i also used hellotalk and talked with few korean native learners, it's such a good way to practice my skills and they're super chill! oh and i think i'll start a korean course online once my finals will end🇰🇷

i practiced japanese with renshuu and a video by tanaka san🇯🇵

i started to use daily haloha, a cute app with prompts for writing and thinking💌

i found an awesome outfit for new year's eve👗🍾

i talked with some friends and promised to see each other during the christmas holidays🌲

songs of the day

hate you - jungkook

trauma - seventeen

good to me - seventeen

“you have to work hard!” why? “so you can get good grades!” why do i need good grades? “so you can get into a good college!” why? “so you can get a good paying job!” so then i can use that money to do fun stuff? “no you have to save it for later!” why? “so you can survive and retire comfortably!” then i can do the fun stuff? “no, you’ll be too old so you have to take care of your health!” then when can i do the fun stuff? “in your youth, enjoy it while you still can!” but i thought-

MINGYU Cosmopolitan Korea

idk what i'm doing with my life (10/12/23)🌟

today was a hard day ngl: first, yesterday evening i stayed up late to chat with two of my friends and we were digging up some issues about situationships and stuff like that; then, i woke up late AND FOUND MY GORGEOUS MAN GONE BALD literally born to serve cunt forced to serve the country, i realized they're really going 😭😭.

the whole day I had struggles with focusing and concentration and just to add a little bit of spice... ✨️overthinking✨️

these are some things i did today:

showered and had my hair done🧚‍♀️

just squats for today (sad)🏃‍♀️

had lunch with my family 🍝

studied (just two/ three topics) for my infectious diseases exam (i won't pass it i know), i will revise some other chapters before bed🦠

cleaned my room and the kitchen🧹

went out with my mother to do some errands 🛒🛍

met my friend to give him his graduation gift 🎁

practiced a bit of korean and japanese with apps i'd really like to study foreign languages more but it's a tough time rn, i'll come back stronger after my finals🇰🇷🇯🇵

i want to make a resolution list for the new year i really want to change something in my life and maybe i will find the courage to go to therapy i don't know yet.

What a great way to spend a Winter evening!