Dead Inside (11/12/23)

dead inside (11/12/23)🌟

my men are gone i really can't believe this😭😭😭 as soon as i woke up very early and I saw videos and photos and tae's and jin's posts they made me really emotional, THEY ALREADY SERVED!! so i did everything to distract myself, actually it was a pretty productive day (Alexa play pied piper idk)

these are some things i've done today:

wash and skincare routine🧚‍♀️

japanese lesson about て form with the app renshuu and a yt video by miku real japanese (i've just learned how to conjugate it and few of the usages, there are so many of them!) 🇯🇵

learned new korean vocab watching some shorts by miss vicky and of course i've written my to do list in korean🇰🇷

drove my lil sister to school👩‍🏫

went to my grandma's house to study for my finals in a more quiet environment, i've almost studied for eight hours i'm exhausted but I have to finish an important chapter before bed 🦠

also, shoutout to my crazy uni schedule because luckily i lost jimin and jungkook's live.... i watched pieces of them on social media and I was tearing up I'M FINE I PROMISE👍👍👍👍👍

right now i'm working out on the cyclette i hope to find more time for excerce🏃‍♀️

chatted with some friends and now I have to call one of my uni friends 💌

idk what i'm doing with my life (10/12/23)🌟

today was a hard day ngl: first, yesterday evening i stayed up late to chat with two of my friends and we were digging up some issues about situationships and stuff like that; then, i woke up late AND FOUND MY GORGEOUS MAN GONE BALD literally born to serve cunt forced to serve the country, i realized they're really going 😭😭.

the whole day I had struggles with focusing and concentration and just to add a little bit of spice... ✨️overthinking✨️

these are some things i did today:

showered and had my hair done🧚‍♀️

just squats for today (sad)🏃‍♀️

had lunch with my family 🍝

studied (just two/ three topics) for my infectious diseases exam (i won't pass it i know), i will revise some other chapters before bed🦠

cleaned my room and the kitchen🧹

went out with my mother to do some errands 🛒🛍

met my friend to give him his graduation gift 🎁

practiced a bit of korean and japanese with apps i'd really like to study foreign languages more but it's a tough time rn, i'll come back stronger after my finals🇰🇷🇯🇵

i want to make a resolution list for the new year i really want to change something in my life and maybe i will find the courage to go to therapy i don't know yet.

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