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apparently I'll occasionally post long texts about what I'm currently hyperfixating on

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childofhypno
4 months ago

Gay people can never say “I love you” it’s always gotta be some shit like:

“It was worth a wound; it was worth many wounds; to know the depth of loyalty and love which lay behind that cold mask. The clear, hard eyes were dimmed for a moment, and the firm lips were shaking. For the one and only time I caught a glimpse of a great heart as well as of a great brain. All my years of humble but single-minded service culminated in that moment of revelation.”

childofhypno
4 months ago
Still Can Never Let This AU Go

Still can never let this AU go

childofhypno
4 months ago
Started Screaming Choked Nearly Threw Up And Then Cried

started screaming choked nearly threw up and then cried

childofhypno
4 months ago

Just everything about this is so right

Also how can Arthur Conan Doyle write a character like Irene Adler 1891 and have her 1. Outsmart Sherlock Holmes and get away with it and 2. Be in no way a damsel or love interest to Sherlock.. But every modern retelling not only has her be a sexual /love interest character but she is posed as being very very smart… But never smart enough to just outwit him, get away with it and move on? Women can be smart, sure, but no one is allowed to be smarter than Sherlock.

It’s been over 120 years and Irene is, at her best, never as decently treated as the original.

childofhypno
5 months ago

honestly, i love it when people REALLY get bakugou. and i mean REALLY REALLY understand him. Bakugou was NEVER evil but instead had the largest inferiority complex i have ever seen, he had a genuine fear of failing or disappointing others which made him act with that cocky and egotistical mask. i also like to think that this is the reason why Izuku never hated him

like in that one quote "the idea of victory was so tied to the image of you in my head", it is undeniable that Bakugou is a victorious person who always wants to win, but that is also his biggest downfall. Bakugou wants to be the best but how can you be the best while treating others poorly?

His growth in the anime and manga is seriously one of my favorite character development arcs i have ever seen.

childofhypno
5 months ago

I just think she's neat-

An Old Karlach I Never Got To Finish

an old karlach i never got to finish

childofhypno
6 months ago

Absolutely stunning colour work

Sherlock & Co - The Lions Mane! A Story I Do Not Have Any Particular Bias Towards For Any Particular

Sherlock & co - the Lions Mane! a story i do not have any particular bias towards for any particular reason. i started drawing this basically right when the story was announced :3

childofhypno
6 months ago

What I say: Damn, that guy's hot.

What I mean: I love that facial structure. I need to study it, learn to draw it, and use it for my art. Also, I want that haircut.

childofhypno
6 months ago
I Had To
I Had To
I Had To

i had to

childofhypno
6 months ago
My Favourite Shoe

My favourite shoe

childofhypno
6 months ago
When I Dont Know Enough In An Area Of My Special Interest

when i dont know enough in an area of my special interest

childofhypno
6 months ago

My beloveds. It's just so good.

Hi

Hi 😭

childofhypno
6 months ago

it really hurts me to see so many gazans asking us for help, though that's through no fault of their own. they've been forced to use a social media site that they're probably not familiar with (because tumblr has kind of faded out of popular consciousness), to interact with us in a second language, to distinguish themselves from the scammers who are taking advantage of genocide, and to ask strangers for help. i don't think there are any cultures where it's easy to ask for help like this, but i'm intimately familiar with how humiliating it can be in arab culture. please be kind, gracious and helpful to the gazans in your inbox. this is a desperate time for them, and in addition to the physical danger inflicted by "israel", the prices of basic resources in gaza are extremely high due to scarcity, and those that manage to escape to egypt are financially exploited by landlords there and have an extremely difficult time finding work due to their unofficial status as refugees. these families will continue to need our help and i hope we can all continue to provide it to the best of our ability.

childofhypno
8 months ago
I Love People Sometimes
I Love People Sometimes
I Love People Sometimes
I Love People Sometimes
I Love People Sometimes
I Love People Sometimes
I Love People Sometimes
I Love People Sometimes
I Love People Sometimes
I Love People Sometimes

I love people sometimes

(Collection of Dream Tigers)

childofhypno
9 months ago
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childofhypno
9 months ago

I like to think that Dorian Storm and Prince Andhera would get along famously. Awkward loveable prince's who shirk the role expected of them to travel and see wonders with the people they love club.


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childofhypno
10 months ago

"The problem with having Sherlock Holmes brainworms versus, like, literally, uh, any other brainworms is that you eventually, like, run out of worms with other media, but Sherlock Holmes has been adapted since like the beginning of time- so... there are plenty of worms- too many."

-transcript of voice message i sent my sibling, 2024

childofhypno
10 months ago

just some thoughts from sherlock and co. Mailbag episode

honestly I did this to myself and at 3am no less.

In an mailbag episode on the sherlock and co. patreon, answering a question on their favorite musicals, John answered Les Misèrables. And being the romantic we know our loveable doctor to be, I was perusing the songs from the 2013 movie album and came across On My Own.

Sung by Èpoine about her unrequited love for Marius. And that is sad in its own regard, there's a reason it's one of the musicals most popular songs and Samantha Barks does a great job of that crushing emotional weight of being so wrapped in someone, so ultimately dazzled by them and wanting to be near them. But knowing they will not look at you the same, will not place the same value on the time and proximity you share. And that is not their fault and it is hard to love someone and desire to be close and yet have them be the source of your greatest pain and rejection, even though they may wish you no harm.

It's been hinted at and out right stated (by Sherlock) that John wants to be liked. And given what we've heard about John's last relationship (the one whereby he gained ownership of Archie after the split) and perhaps some insecurities there, insecurities in his own capabilities, comparing himself to others, its understandable to read John as something of an insecure man. Not in a toxic manner but John definitely has a lot of self doubts about himself and his place in the world and what he can offer to others. Despite him so naturally being able to attune to people and their needs and being quite bloody smart and intuitive. All round just a decent person.

And John, as much as anyone, marvels at Sherlock Holmes. This almost mythical figure. John admires Sherlock and maybe envies him on some level. I think not in Sherlock's deduction skills or specific knowledge skillsets but maybe in Sherlock's apparent surety in himself and where he is in life and what he wants from it. Sherlock is plainly himself, even if it means not "fitting in " John often tries to mould himself to what others might like, and hey, as a people pleaser, oh boy do I understand that. Almost becomes like muscle memory.

Sherlock in turn, I think admires John's social prowess. His ability to express the complexity of emotions. Just because someone doesn't emote the typical way doesn't mean they don't feel the emotions. And that can be incredibly frustrating when you want to communicate with others. Sherlock cares about people. He's interested in people. And he can't always express or connect with them in the way he wants. Like a language barrier he mentioned in another mailbag episode. That is why Sherlock and John work. They draw out in each other and supplement for the qualities they lack or yearn to have more of. They're a balancing act. A good one. And I'm not the first to point that out.

All this to say, imagine when that act is separated. The Fall. Grown so comfortable to have the other's support, always by each others side and then, suddenly the other person isn't there. And you have to remember how you functioned without them before. But you can't go back. You're not the same person you were. But if they aren't there to remind you, to encourage you, it's easy to fall back into old habits.

And so the song. On My Own. From John's perspective, watching the man the myth the dazzling legend that is Sherlock Holmes, getting swept up in the adventures, feeling totally out of place but thrilled be along for the ride, participating, maybe growing in confidence all because of coincidental flat share with possibly the most brilliant and bizzare man he's ever met. The world is changing for John Watson. And Sherlock is seemingly at the center of it all. He's found purpose. Friends. A home. Maybe more. But John is as fallible in his assumptions as any of us are. And Sherlock appears to have no interest in such relationships and John, not confident enough to make the first move. So he can daydream. Of what it would be like to be with Sherlock. And what it would be like be without Sherlock.

And then the Fall. And he truly is without Sherlock and his world has dulled and greyed and blurred. The city has lost its glimmer. The flat is quiet. The words are meaningless. And John sits with his what ifs.

Don't think of John hearing this song. Of the heartbreak of knowing that you can ever be with the one you love. And knowing that taste of what brilliant technicolours the world is when you were with them, full of stimulating twinkling lights. And thinking it could never be that way again. Don't imagine John, sat in the flat, in the achingly quiet flat, as a woman sings for her never was love, head in his hands, Archie resting his head on John's knee. Don't think of John cursing himself for not being sure enough to tell Sherlock how he felt, for not being good enough again to save his friend. Don't think of John Watson, once again, on his own.


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childofhypno
1 year ago

yuzuya fantasy krbk series idea

hiya, i'm not sure if there's many people on here who post about yuzuya, the asmartist who does character audios and their most popular duo being kirishima and bakugou from my hero academia. they have an ongoing fantasy au series with the pair and the listener and its probably my favorite isekai haha.

i've imagined many scenarios about how the series might end. there's so many potential ways it could go and each is as tantalising for the angst potential. kiri, baku and listener could all confess their feelings but ultimately it is decided that listener still needs to return to their world. or no one confesses, all three pining.

when it comes to the moment of the listener reaching the portal to go home (it's been a portal in my head), I've had two scenarios. one, everyone pines, the listener goes through willingly and as soon as it closes behind them, they immediately turn around and beg the thin air to "please, please take me back! i made a mistake, please i can't....i can't be in a world where they aren't."

or, the trio is down to the wire, having been delayed by the group that's been pursuing them. they get to the alter, put the stone in but a fight breaks out, kiri and baku try to buy the listener time, yelling at them to get through the portal, to not worry and take the chance to go home. and the listener almost well...listens. but they hesitate. and turn back, determined to fight with and protect their friends. their companions. their protectors. their dragons. their soul flames. and this could end with the listener joining in the fight, winning alongside the duo and while the boys are devastated that the listener can now never return, they're relieved that the third to their trio isn't gone from their lives.

or, the listener turns to join in. to be honest with their feelings. to protect the ones they love. and either one of the boys or an enemy, blasts or forces the listener through the portal. it closes as the listener scrambles to go back through and the listener is left, on their knees, reaching out, crying out kiri and baku's names. the last thing they see is the two smile in relief before facing the enemy once more. and once again, the listener begs to be let back, to be allowed protect the ones they love. and their cries are met by the musty silence of the library.

THANKFULLY

we know this trio lives happily ever after. but we love the spice of a little angst now and again


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