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for me. — k. sunoo
"i won't force you, follow your feelings and just let your heart beat for me."
✴︎ synopsis: to sunoo, you were just a random girl in one or two of his classes who happens to be friends with his friends while to you, sunoo was the guy who you've been swooning over for a year or so. now, with you tweeting about your crush on him on the wrong account, sunoo has just one question. you're the one who confessed to him, so why the hell is he the one chasing (literally and figuratively) you?
✴︎ pairing: sunoo x fem!reader
✴︎ content/genre: smau, college au, fluff, crack
✴︎ warning(s): swearing,,, like lots of it. :>
✴︎ note: rawr,, help me finish this shit. kick my ass if i don't,,, but like i've written the last part bcs im that excited and i didn't want to forget what i had in mind. and yes,, this is the socmed that i talked about hihihihihi,, and idk if you guys are up to it but hmu if you want to be tagged? hehehe ily stay safe. <3
introduction/teaser. (drabble)
zero. — profiles. / profiles two.
one. — the one with the intro/pilot kinda thing.
two. — the one where y/n tweeted in the wrong acc.
three. — the one with the snitching.
four. — the one with the blueberry hat.
five. — the one with the hiding.
six. — the one with the overpass.
seven. — the one with the denial.
eight. — the one with the group study.
nine. — the one with more studying.
ten. — the one with sunoo confronting y/n.
eleven. — the one with the sulking.
twelve. — the one where sunoo actually chased y/n.
thirteen. — the one with y/n doesn't follow back.
fourteen. — the one with sunoo being a grumpy cat.
fifteen. — the one where sunoo walks y/n home.
sixteen. — the one where y/n thanks sunoo.
seventeen. — the one with the mint choco slander.
eighteen. — the one where sunoo fell asleep in class.
nineteen. — the one where jay got y/n out of her priv.
twenty. — the one with the pretty partner.
twenty-one. — the one with everyone thinking sunoo's dethroned.
twenty-two. — the one where sunoo got jealous annoyed.
twentry-three. — the one with another sunoo tea.
twenty-four. — the one where sunoo doesn't walk y/n home.
twenty-five. — the one where it's "peaceful".
twenty-six. — the one where y/n goes back to simping.
twenty-seven. — the one where y/n misses what's his name.
twenty-eight. — the one with donald duck's choice of style.
twenty-nine. — the one where we take a look on sunoo's otheer priv.
thirty. — the one with the 'season finale'.
thirty-one. — the one where sunoo keeps score.
thirty-two. — the one where sunoo starts calling y/n 'the beloved'.
thirty-three. — the one with the box of teabags.
thirty-four. — the one with the simps on jungwon's timeline.
thirty-five. — the one where jungwon left the group chat.
thirty-six. — the one where sunoo comes back in his main.
thirty-seven. — the one where sunoo is in love with gimbap.
thirty-eight. — the one where sunghoon gets mad at heeseung.
thirty-nine. — the one where everyone is too stunned to speak.
forty. — the one where jealous sunoo strikes again.
forty-one. — the one with another episode of sunghoon getting frustrated.
forty-two. — the one where y/n admits she knew.
forty-three. — the one where sunoo says he... "you know" y/n.
forty-four. — the one where jay asked y/n to get his charger.
forty-five. — the one where sunoo finally confesses.
forty-six. — the one where sunoo said he'll take y/n's last name.
forty-seven. — the one for me.
the end.
alternative ending. — the one where the universe only lent you to me.
Wonieeee
Happy Birthday 🎉🥳❤️
I hope you know that you are so loved, our dear leader you are doing amazing.❤️
Reach for the stars, cuz we will always be here cheering for you!!
I hope you have the best day! Mahal kita❤️❤️
CIGARETTES — s. jaeyun smau
PAIRING jake x fmr
SYNOPSIS where university student jake develops a little crush on the girl he sees with a cigarette between her lips in the smoking area and decides he needs to impress her. how else would he do that except calling his smoker friend to teach him how to smoke ( spoiler: it doesn’t go so well. )
GENRE smau, fluff, crack, sprinkle of angst if you read it upside down, golden retriever x black cat duo
FEATURING ( enha ) all, ( ive ) gaeul, yujin, ( nct ) chenle, jisung
WARNING smoking [ don’t smoke kids ], swearing, kys/kms/suicide jokes, friendly bullying, dirty/sex jokes ( more will be added if necessary)
STATUS completed
TAGLIST ( CLOSED )
S. NOTE JAKE MY MANNN ( hoon look away ) as an 02z girl i finally have an smau for each bias so i feel v complete
also please don't spam like as it shadowbans me and lessens engagement <3
PROFILES
virgin mary’s | smoking HAWT | privs
CHAPTERS
01 BI yourself
02 we found love in the smoking area
03 life is roblox
04 you white whore
05 jake you beautiful bastard
06 are we rush houring rn
07 it’s the dawg in me
08 yuh :3
09 the brit
10 what if i was suicidal .
11 here comes christian bale
12 i don’t trust him. weird fella
13 give us another sonnet english boy
14 bros from yapan
15 he thinks he’s a 90s babe
16 i’m just a girl
17 i’m sat.
18 go piss girl
↳ extra: did life360 tell you that.
19 i got my peaches out in jojo
20 okayy little miss poet
21 i’m built different
22 WAHHHHHHW WAAHHH
23 i want you
24 why are u bricked up
25 PUKA PUKA POW POW
26 jake in his flop era
27 this is getting too homoerotic
28 they go low i go lowER
29 inshallah he will eat
30 hello ross lynch
31 filthy omega
32 u r sobir. die (+written 0.8k)
33 she shoiodv be inde clubbb…..
34 when he makes you his girlfriend
35 can’t take me anywhere
36 noo you’re so sexy haha
37 no. (+written 0.7k)
38 i feel so kawaii today
39 come home fat
40 wasn’t very dabatayo of you jay.
↳ extra: it’s actually dattebayo*
41 ur man can’t drive manual
42 i Want you so bad
43 hawk putuh
44 okay blondie
45 though shalt not fail, but prevail
↳ extra: random
EP1 upset my girl. i’m gonna Kms
EP2 im not smoking that shit
EP3 OUR girlfriend ☭
… more to be added
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Ni-ki!!!
Happy Birthday to our sweetest baby duck 🥺 You are so loved, I hope you know that. You're doing amazing, okay? Enha and Engenes always have your back! I hope you'll be able to do what you want and never have regrets
I hope you have a great day!! And even if you're officially an adult, you'll always be our bunso 🥺😂
Happy Birthday 🥳🎉
Sunghooooonnn!!
I hope you have the best day! Always take care of yourself please 🥺 We'll always be here cheering for you so keep it up!!❤❤
Happy Birthday to our Flower boy!!🎉💐🌸
Jakeeee!
It's your Birthday!!🥳🎉
I hope you have a great day. We are always here to support you. Always stay healthy and take care of yourself okay?❤❤
Happy Birthday 🎉🎉
Ahhhh Heeseung, it's your birthday!!
I hope you have the best day ever, I know you'll probably never see this but I'll always be here cheering for you.
You're doing amazing, keep it up!! Fighting!!
Happy Birthday Heeseung ❤️🥳
21st CENTURY GIRL — p. jongseong
PAIRING jay x fem!reader
SYNOPSIS where jay 'claims’ he has a girlfriend but none of his friends believe him because how are you a girl in the 21st century and don't have any social media, right? and if you and jay continue to let them think your relationship is fake for entertainment purposes, nobody has to know.
GENRE smau, fluff, est. relationship, crack
FEATURING (enha) all
WARNINGS swearing, kys/kms jokes, friendly bullying, sex jokes, nobody believing jay ( more will be added if necessary )
STATUS complete
TAGLIST ( CLOSED )
S. NOTE this is planned to be a short smau since the idea isn’t really suitable to be long but i hope u enjoy anyways mwah
also please don’t spam like as it shadowbans me and lessens engagement <3
PROFILE lightning mcqueefs
CHAPTERS
01 okay piss boy
02 galentines*
03 wtf bro
04 did the voices tell you that
05 fuck WHAT
06 brick tennis with tt a cat
07 be fucking for jinja
08 fowl play :3
09 crazy? i was crazy once…
10 no YOU have attachment issues
11 knee moan ya
12 don’t worry about it
13 cuh dey bord
14 je suis le bug de l'an 2000 whiz whiz
15 sacrificial lamb duh
16 nurse he’s out again
17 OUR girl
18 oh my bad gang
19 now break up.
20 tie my laces bitch
↳ extra: random
… more to be added
copyright © hoonvrs 2023 all rights reserved
NOONA — p. sunghoon smau
PAIRING: younger!park sunghoon x older!fem reader
SYNOPSIS: park sunghoon experienced love at first sight when he first laid eyes on his friends older sister. a series of sunghoon desperately trying to do anything in his power to get the girl and yang jungwon cockblocking him for funsies.
GENRE: smau, fluff, pinning (?), highschool/college au, crack, sunghoon having no shame
FEATURING: ( enha ) all, ( aespa ) karina + winter, ( txt ) beomgyu + soobin, ( loona ) olivia hye
WARNINGS: swearing, kys/kms jokes, friendly bullying ( read: heeseung ), dick jokes, sunghoon crying every other chapter ( more will be added if necessary )
STATUS: complete
TAGLIST (CLOSED)
S. NOTE: adding this note here to remind everyone to not spam like! it shadowbans my posts and lessens my engagement, enjoy <3
PROFILES loser lamo wannabe | WOMEN IN STEM (and man) | privs
CHAPTERS
01 | BLONDE JAKE HATE PAGE
02 | surprise shawty!
03 | what’s her name, quickly
04 | why’s he kinda…
05 | not a virgin anymore
06 | all da virgins mad😹
07 | do it for noona
08 | he’s out of line. let’s kill him.
09 | we both crode (+written 0.5k)
10 | you are scaring the hoes
11 | not living not laughing not loving
12 | she won’t me
13 | sounds sus…
14 | hey dweeb
15 | me n her are like this🤞🏼
16 | you wanna kiss me so bad
17 | i’m bathed in his blood
↳ extra: can you fight
18 | never beating them delusions
19 | what the actual fuck dawg
20 | you scare me sometimes
21 | what did you just call me
22 | hoes be mad
23 | gotta make mommy proud
24 | HES SO!:&:@2’d
25 | no comment
26 | the sexy six (+heeseung)
27 | y’all
28 | messy girls
29 | a little birdie told me
30 | i’m better than her
31 | BRING HER BACK🗣️
32 | heart brocken
↳ extra: ask me if i care
33 | i’ll understand
34 | I WAS A LITTLE EMOSH
35 | is it cause i’m too swaggie
36 | imma dawg imma freak
37 | y’all hear sumn😰
38 | ruh oh
39 | liverboy
40 | what if i was suicidal
41 | omg hes fucking french
42 | girl what
↳ extra: i can fix her❤️
43 | virgin with a capital P (+written 0.4k)
44 | in big 20 23
45 | kill you’reself
46 | i hate virgins
47 | we’re breaking up.
48 | the ‘park’ date (+written 0.4k)
49 | YOU CANNY TRICK MEH
50 | i’m gonna eat him
51 | not you lying on my name
52 | back up missy
↳ extra: deez nuts
53 | WELL THATS TOO DAMN BAD
54 | shut up 5’9
55 | /sad
56 | have some shame
57 | elimination
58 | do it No balls.
59 | past tense of see. seew
60 | CIC
↳ extra: random
EP1 | proof or it didn’t happen
EP2 | his ass is NOT studying
EP3 | #SNOWAPPDIE
…more to be added
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classmate au | lee heeseung
❝ hey, i’ll go ahead. i have to walk (name) home. ❞
HEESEUNG | jay | jake | sunghoon | sunoo | jungwon | ni-ki
look…. i know this says classmate au
BUT but but but hear me out
he’s your senior
maybe a year or two years older
AND he’s your neighbor, next door neighbor lee heeseung
do you see where i’m going with this
he walks you home to school every morning and every after class
your parents r also pretty close so you’re always hanging by each other’s house
THO he’s more of like an unattainable senior so handsome 😞😞 yall dont talk much when you’re having that little family get together
he tries talking to u tho … but you run away pretty fast
it’s always that awkward sitting beside each other while your parents talk to each other
…. awkward eye contact
SO YEAH he walks you to school every morning and after class by your mom’s request
heeseung always walks by the side of the road like the gentleman he is
will pull you by the waist when you attempt to even walk on that side so he can switch you two
and always waits for you outside your class or by the student council office to walk you home
sometimes 💔💔💔💔 during basketball practice … he does that thing where he goes home ahead so he can walk u home
the moment you walk into the basketball gym, wide eyes searching for heeseung ?!
he’s already dismissing himself .. saying goodbye to his friends and the couch and slinging your bag on his shoulder
you think he only views you as a little sister this SUCKS !!!!!
ah you are so wrong.
oh also lee heeseung student athlete and face of the school, just thought i’d mention
sometimes, he even appears in your classes to assist the teacher like what CAN’T he do
the teacher encounters some tech difficulties with the powerpoint???
“hey (name), can you call heeseung?”
you quietly slip out of the classroom and hurry to his
(he gave you his class schedule in case you ever needed anything… so you know where to find him…)
“excuse me, mr. hwang is looking for heeseung?” you’d tell the teacher
and their whole class would burst into SCREAMS and teasing as heeseung is pushed towards the door
“hey, you okay? how was your day?” he’d always catch up with you in that small time
dear god please have mercy.
he’d have a hand on the small of your waist to guide you along the hallways too
AND TUTORING
Lee Heeseung who is naturally good at everything is also smart
he tutors you at his house after class when you’re having a hard time
as a reward, sometimes, you guys would play video games
you ended up falling asleep at his house once and heeseung had to tell his mom to call yours so she wouldn’t worry
you wake up to blankets draped all over you and heeseung sleeping on the floor i’m so sad
karaoke is always fun in these family outings bc your family always makes you sing duets
atp you guys have every disney and broadway duets DOWN and memorized
though it does make you blush and all giggly when he makes intense eye contact while seeing to you
“now she’s here, shining in the starlight. now she’s here, suddenly i know. if she’s here, it’s crystal clear, i’m where i’m meant to go.”
he is a fantastic singer and he makes you forget to sing your parts sometimes
ALWAYS ENDS A SONG IN A HUG while your parents violently clap in the background
during the sports festival, the teachers ltrly let him join all the sports and he just accepts 😭😭
if he’s not playing, he’s facilitating
“do you have an event for this year’s sports festival?” he’d ask one night as he’s walking you home
“oh no. i’m just joining the cheer contest with sunoo on the first day.”
“do you think you could cheer for me?”
HE’S ASKING YOU TO CHEER FOR HIM
of course you say yes
and his eyes are on you in every sport he plays
basketball… volleyball… badminton… you name them all!
he’d look to you before serving the ball and point at you when he shoots a ball in bkb
heeseung would win every game for you
because the thrill in your smile is too wide to disappoint
and also because he has a big fat crush on you
goes to hug you after every game
“my good luck charm” as he liked to call you
BYEEEEEE bye leave me alone please
you’re HIS good luck charm
you pretend to be annoyed because he’s sweating so he teases you by hugging you even more
he lets you hold his spare shirt AND lets you wear his spare jersey ……
by the end of the week, he wins a shit ton of medals and a trophy for being the MVP
lets you wear some of his medals 😭😭 honestly maybe even all of them
would come to you after the awarding and take off his medals to put it around your neck too
OBLIGATORY SPORTS FESTIVAL PICTURE WITH YOUR CRUSH
you guys hold the trophy together … he has an arm around you … like he ltrly has the poses thought out already
asks you to be his girlfriend on the walk back home
handcrafted you a medal already in case you’ll say yes
engraved on it is “best girlfriend”
damn you’ve only been together like a few hours and he already awarded you best girlfriend
honestly congratulations
you bagged face of the school and student athlete senior lee heeseung
note. credits to user @.luvknow for the layout of this post! i just thought it looked rly cute and coherent. let me know what you think! please discuss these with me i’m crazy
Sunoo!!
Happy happy Birthday!!🎉
I wish you the best of the best, i hope you'll always be the sun to us. If you ever have a bad day, we are always here supporting you!🫶❤️
Happy Birthday to our one and only Jay🤗...
You are amazing and I hope you never forget that we will always be here for you. Take care of yourself and be safe 😙💕
Happy happy Birthday 🎉🥳
the unhelpful guide on what you should not do to make your crush notice you: the sketchbook
➞ SUMMARY. the first time you draw jungwon was because he was there, and for some weird reason, he brought back your inspiration. the second (and the other... hundred more times) you find yourself drawing him, it’s because you realized he was your new muse. you didn’t think too much about it, after all, neither him nor his friends know you, so it wasn’t like yang jungwon would find out about this... right?
➞ PAIRING: stuco president!jungwon x art club student!reader (she/her pronouns) | FEATURING: the other members of enha, brief mentions of txt, skz, lesserafim, ive and itzy members / mentions of other idols.
➞ GENRE: fluff, angst, slow burn, slice of life(? idk, sometimes funny.
➞ TW: swearing. some inappropriate jokes like kys/kms stuff. mentions of drugs/alcohol (but only comments. no one uses them on this au okAy, stay healthy kids) (more specific tw will be added to each episode if needed)
➞ STATUS: FINISHED.
↳ STARTED: 04.07.2022
↳ FINISHED: 20.11.2022
updates: every monday and thursday.
TAGLIST? CLOSED!❌ tysm for being interested<3
LISTEN TO THE PLAYLIST HERE!
MAIN MASTERLIST OF THIS SERIES.
PROFILES
y/n and sunki | jungwon and his crew
EPISODES
ep. 1 > traitor .
ep. 2 > pls don’t microwave jay
ep. 3 > sounds like a You problem
↳ bonus: enjoy your trip to madagascar
ep. 4 > looks like we can’t manipulate mansplain malewife our way out of this one guys | 1.2k words
ep. 5 > pls leave bisco alone😭
ep. 6 > love who you love jake👍
↳ bonus: in my rose era
ep. 7 > call me scooby ‘cause i can’t doo this anymore
ep. 8 > y/n never beating the bimbo allegations😕
↳ bonus: spencer reid would be so proud of me
ep. 9 > THE MOST WANTED: Y/N
↳ bonus: you’re my new bestie
ep. 10 > haha.. slayyyyy
↳ bonus: don’t ask me the color of anything.
ep. 11 > hannah baker’s 13th reason
ep. 12 > GET OFF STAGE!🍅🍅🍅
ep. 13 > good night, jungwon. | 1.3k words
ep. 14 > i’ve connected the two dots
↳ bonus: shein discount
↳ bonus: alexa, play traitor by olivia rodrigo
ep. 15 > a nice morning | 1.7k words
↳ bonus: it’s just calculus man…
ep. 16 > maeumi and won❤️ | 2.2k words
ep. 17 > y/n my girl<3
↳ bonus: this ain’t a wattpad story🤣🤣😂😂
ep. 18 > i’m sure park sunghoon wouldn’t treat me this way
↳ bonus: about to commit hate crime🥰
ep. 19 > park jongseong in his home-wrecker era
↳ bonus: HEEY/N SOULMATES?😍
ep. 20 > my bff jay is the best🥰🫶
↳ bonus: water maeumi and walk… garden?
ep. 21 > *narrator’s voice* it was at this moment that he knew; he didn’t have anything under control.
↳ bonus: i love my parents❤️ (y/nwon)
ep. 22 > jesus spoke the truth yet ppl hated him for it!!
↳ bonus: layla’s clues
ep. 23 > the realization. | 0.8k words
ep. 24 > we get so disconnected
ep. 25 > unrequited feelings
↳ bonus: the pic of choi san from ateez laying on the floor…
ep. 26 > i need a ranting cake😞
ep. 27 > mr. stark, i don’t feel so good, i REALLY wanna go
ep. 28 > please, i need you to stay. | 2.1k words
ep. 29 > i still have the box… | 0.4k words
ep. 30 > jay big brain?? | 1.2k words
ep. 31 > STOP TRYING TO BREAK THE 4TH WALL!!
ep. 32 > we did it for the plot❤️ | 0.7k words
ep. 33 > sushi AND thirty bucks**
ep. 34 > no❌🙅♀️real✅💯friends😞🐺 | 1.0k words
ep. 35 > talk that talk (as twice said once) | 1.4k words
finale > my beloved muse. (taylor’s version) | 1.2k words
SPECIAL EPISODES
yellow | 1.9k words
jealousy, jealousy
y/nwon daily texts (couple edition)
Dear Jungwon,
I wish you the happiest birthday. I'm so glad I got to know Enhypen's sweetest, kindest, cutest, admirable, most charismatic, most thoughtful, most responsible, and bestest leader. You always make me proud🥺❤️
Always take care of yourself, okay? Cuz that makes us happy 🥺☺️
Happy Birthday again🎉
I love you and Thank you🥹❤️
cast: idol!sunghoon x reader ft. enhypen, txt, stray kids, etc.
what happens when your crush and ‘friend’ start dating on what was supposed to be a good day? you go for a long walk and come home with a bag full of empty wrappers and a new found friendship with a random guy you found crying in a park at half past one in the morning, on a weekday, in the middle of winter. what could possibly go wrong? nothing. (read: everything)
genre(s): fluff, angst, crack?, written and social media au, idol au
warning(s): a lot of swearing, mentions of bad mental health and mental health conditions, mentions of injuries, mentions of food, toxic friend(s), etc.
status: completed!
a/n: hello~ since this is my first work i would absolutely love any feedback that anyone is willing to give. also, please let me know if you think that i should add any trigger warnings to any specific chapters, since this work does discuss some heavy topics. thank you and enjoy!
SEQUEL OUT NOW!
profiles: one two three
scene one: y/n vs. the world
scene two: ¿crying old man?
scene three: nice but forgetful
scene four: what even?!
scene five: deep shit indeed
scene six: frappe = love
scene seven: fake friends *hiss*
scene eight: not just a jacket?
scene eight, part two: literally just a jacket
scene nine: bugs and hair
scene ten: new plan?
scene eleven: double damnit aka falling
scene eleven, part two: jake’s steak
scene twelve: why so defensive, shawty?
scene thirteen: hoon shooting his shot
scene thirteen, part two: shot shooted?!
scene fourteen: y/n’s villain origin story
scene fifteen: the aftermath of a shitshow
scene sixteen: hyun & addy = bad actors
scene seventeen: the big reveal
scene eighteen: bruises and guilt
scene nineteen: apology pizookie
scene nineteen, part two: sh = pick me 4 y/n
scene twenty: what if we kissed? (jk, unless)
scene twenty one: y/n ft. her stalkers
scene twenty two: caught? (birthday)
scene twenty three: guitar classics
scene twenty three, part two: famous gf?!
scene twenty four: felix finds out
scene twenty four, part two: why me??
scene twenty five: graduation (drunk)
scene twenty five, part two: bf appreciation
scene twenty six: icky cookies?
scene twenty seven: always
scene twenty eight: leaving
scene twenty nine: timeskip
scene twenty nine, part two: fame
scene thirty: the call
scene thirty one: ‘fight’ (warning: lame)
scene thiry two: if only he knew……
scene thirty three: beomgyu tries his best
scene thirty four: dating ban
scene thirty five (ending scene): exposé
closer.
PAIRING ▸ ravenclaw! jungwon x ravenclaw! reader
GENRE ▸ hogwarts! au, fake dating! au, f2ls, romance, angst, fluff, humor
SUMMARY ▸ your house’s prefect, yang jungwon, is the textbook definition of a ravenclaw. as a fellow housemate and friend, you’re certainly willing to help him out when he needs it. but when jungwon asks you to be his date for the yule ball, you don’t expect the trouble that follows.
WORD COUNT ▸ 4.7k
AKA you and jungwon are the definition of dumb and dumber.
NOTES ▸ mentions of food, not proofread ???
part of the charms and chasers miniseries.
“WILL YOU BE MY DATE TO THE YULE BALL?”
certainly a great start to your breakfast in the great hall. you choke on your orange juice, not expecting those nine words to leave your house prefect’s mouth. you’re not sure if you’re lucky that your friends hadn’t arrived yet to witness such unexpected words or unlucky that they weren’t there to help you.
“e-excuse me?”
yang jungwon shuffles around nervously, glancing around before he repeats his words. “listen, i’m really desperate. you’re the first person i saw who was available-“
your eyebrow quirks up at that.
“-and this year they’re making the prefects dance the opening and I don’t have anyone to-“
you zone out.
sure, you thought jungwon was a really nice and responsible prefect slash housemate. and sure, you thought he was literally the textbook definition of a ravenclaw, but you weren’t sure what to make of this.
you would even consider jungwon a friend- if someone you only talked to a couple times a week for schoolwork counted as a friend. blinking, you return back to focus when you see jungwon staring at you with a half-desperate and half-embarrassed? look on his face.
you fumble, “uhm….”
it comes out utterly confused, your mind scattered at the abrupt confrontation. with his eyes boring into you, you look everywhere and anywhere but at jungwon. you just wanted a peaceful breakfast, not a massive heart rate spike in the early hours of the day. give credit to your social anxiety and personality to please everyone that made you stutter out a weak, “sure,” and shoot jungwon a half-grimace, half-grin.
he practically deflates in relief, clasping his hands together tightly and thanking you countless times. biting your lip, you watch as he leaves and your friends come into view, making their way over to you. truly, you have no choice but to wonder what you just got yourself into.
you find it awkward to talk to jungwon after the confrontation. should you say something to break the ice? after all, he was the one who asked you to be his date.
or was he waiting for you to make the first move?
you shake your head, overthinking really sucked.
“did you finish the assignment for potions?”
you jump at the familiar voice, turning around in your seat to see jungwon looking at your expectantly, although the jittering of his knee below the table catches your eye.
“oh. yeah. uh… did you?”
“yep,” he nods shortly. silence overcomes you and you bite the inside of your cheek.
why were you acting like this? jungwon was your friend (right?), so you shouldn’t be feeling afraid to hold a conversation with him, let alone look in his direction.
“listen, about the other day,” he starts off and your body tenses.
“i just wanted to apologize for asking you so out of the blue. i was kinda freaking out since i had to find a date really soon, so i’m sorry i put you on the spot like that. if you don’t want to go with me, that’s fine, i’ll just have to-“
again, jungwon starts rambling and a tiny smile makes its way onto your face.
“jungwon. i said i would go with you, right?”
he pauses and nods slowly at that.
“yeah, and i don’t go back on my word. as long as you’re good too, there’s nothing to worry about. how about we just stay as comfortable as we have been?”
you attempt your best to give a reassuring smile and you think it works judging by jungwon’s sigh of relief.
“o-of course. thanks y/n, a lot. i mean it.”
you’re not sure but maybe that conversation broke down a wall and unlocked something in jungwon. because after that day, you felt a noticeable shift in your relationship.
no more of the friendly surface level conversations about school- you came to learn much more about the ravenclaw yang jungwon.
entering your house’s commonroom during a break, you’re pleasantly surprised to find jungwon sitting at a corner, looking focused as he scribbles furiously on a sheet of parchment paper.
there was no harm in sitting with your friend, right? that thought crossed your mind as you strolled over and took the seat across from him.
for a couple of seconds, jungwon doesn’t even seem to notice your presence. you watch with amusement at the way his eyebrows furrow. what could he be so focused on?
the sound of your name being called out questioningly brings you out of your thoughts. you look up to find jungwon studying you with wide eyes, a sight unexpectedly cuter than you thought. you internally slap yourself.
“y/n! what are you doing here?”
you shrug, “wanted some peace and quiet during break. just happened to see you here so i…” your voice begins to falter, “thought it was okay to join you?”
jungwon smiles his trademark prefect smile and you almost choke. “yeah. i don’t mind at all.”
coughing, you glance around the empty room before looking at him again. “what are you working on?”
he lets out a exhausted sigh, and as a ravenclaw yourself, you’ve heard that too many times to count.
“well, the riddle to enter the common room changed so i had to go around telling all the clueless first-years what the answer was. then i finished the herbology research and had to go on patrol. finally i guess i came here for peace and quiet, like you.”
an eyebrow of yours raises. “and yet you look like you’re still working hard?”
he glances at you sheepishly, “helping complete a third-year’s defense against the dark arts homework?”
“helping or struggling?” you snicker, and jungwon pouts.
“not struggling entirely,” he defends himself and you send him a look, scooting closer to see the sheet better.
you squint at the questions, faintly remembering the content on the page. as you explain to jungwon, you see his eyes light up as he begins to remember.
while watching him write down the answer, you smile to yourself.
“you have a lot on your plate, yet you always seem to be so on top of things still. it’s crazy. i really admire you for it.”
the sound of scribbling stops.
his lips purse together as he stares down at the half-filled paper in front of him.
“thanks, but it’s not exactly ideal when that’s what it only seems like. in all honestly, i don’t know what i’m doing half the time. finding you as my date for the ball lessened half the load on me.”
perhaps there was much more to jungwon that you didn’t know about. you suppress a laugh, “was it really that hard?”
“it was so bad,” he whines, and you resist the urge to reach out and pet his top of his fluffy hair.
“then, i’m glad i was able to help you, mr. ravenclaw’s perfect prefect.”
you can only laugh as he protests to no avail.
as you leave charms, you pat jungwon’s shoulder.
“good luck on your test- and don’t worry. you always overthink.”
he sticks his tongue out at you, “shouldn’t i be the one telling that to you?”
with a huff and a shake of your head, you bid him goodbye. your friends are left on the side to watch your interaction with the boy, eyes zeroing in on you.
“what was that about?” wonyoung sneakily slides in, giving you the side-eye. you give her an innocent look in response, “what was what about?”
“don’t try me. you know, the budding relationship between you and yang jungwon?”
you roll your eyes at that. “what budding relationship? we’re friends. we’ve been friends. you know that.”
she hums, “yes, but i’m also your friend. so,” she drawls on, “i’m telling you right now to tell me what the deal is. there’s obviously something going on.”
at that, you’re not sure what to say. you have no clue if the ‘situation’ between you and jungwon was public knowledge or not.
that being you as jungwon’s date to the ball.
the yule ball hadn’t become a huge topic amongst the school yet, mainly because it wasn’t announced to the student body yet.
jungwon knew early as a prefect and asked you, so you figured you had to keep everything a secret. even to your friends. especially to your friends.
who knew the amount of teasing you would be succumbed to for having jungwon as your date?
you shiver. not exactly an ideal situation after all.
what you didn’t realize, was that the news would be released during breakfast the next day.
once the yule ball’s exactly details were announced, the great hall erupted in conversation.
“y/n!” kazuha calls your name from across the table with a gleam in her eyes. you turn to her with an easy smile, kazuha was like an older sister to you and you loved her.
“are you going with anyone?” your friends turn to you expectantly, and your palms begin to sweat with all the attention.
“w-well, you see-“ you glance around desperately for help but there appears to be no one. you’re not sure why but something in your chest tightens.
you just can’t tell them the truth. it was so simple, yet something was keeping you from saying that you were going with jungwon.
“er, i’m so sorry but i have somewhere to be- you know, i have to water my homework!” you blurt out quickly and grab your stuff before basically flying out of the great hall, leaving your friends to share confused looks.
you turn the corner to an empty hallway and place a hand on your pounding chest. great job y/n, great job running away indeed.
you take a small breather, closing your eyes and laying against the wall before blearily opening them again. your vision focuses on a clock in front of you, and you suddenly come to.
“shoot, i’m late!”
you just barely manage to make it to the ballroom. chest heaving, you noisily push past into the room, attracting everyone’s attention. you can only stare back, in a daze and gasping for air.
the professor turns to you.
“oh, wonderful! you must be mr. yang’s date to the ball!”
as gasps fill the air, you almost collapse right then and there.
“-jungwon’s date?”
“does that mean they’re dating?”
“they have to be! did you see the way jungwon looked so worried when y/n didn’t show up?”
amidst the mess, you find jungwon staring back at you with an apologetic gaze. as awkward as it is, you drag your feet over to your rightful spot next to him. while the professor goes over the details, you quietly apologize for being late.
“i’m so sorry, i totally forgot what time you told me-“
“hey,” he interrupts, a hand reaching out to squeeze yours quickly. “it’s okay. at least you’re here now. that’s all that matters.“
curse jungwon for getting you into this mess and being so nice about it. you refocus on the task at hand, and as the words fill your ears, you feel the blood drain from your body.
of course, the whole ball was about dancing.
another thing you didn’t know about jungwon. he’s freaking good at everything. besides being smart, kind, attractive- you slap yourself once more-
he’s also good at dancing?
you can’t count the amount of times you had to apologize to jungwon that day, whether it be for stepping on his feet or literally existing.
you shouldn’t have been surprised, honestly. after that day of rehearsing, you couldn’t catch a break.
you were still nursing your sore legs later when wonyoung quite literally attacks you in the courtyard. you were contentedly studying on a bench, papers in front of you. that is, until she practically leaps on you and makes all your notes blow off into the surrounding air.
your lips purse into a thin line. what could it be now?
“you’re dating yang jungwon?”
your jaw drops as if she wasn’t just talking about you.
“what did you just say?”
she grabs you by the shoulders, pupils blown. “it’s been spreading everywhere, y/n! why didn’t you tell me? or-“
her words fall on deaf ears as you stalk off with one mission in mind.
it isn’t hard for you to find jungwon, you already knew what his next class was. but to see all the eyes on you as you drag him away and to the room of requirements for privacy was something else.
jungwon doesn’t even get a word in as you force him to sit in an empty chair, arms crossed and eyes narrowed.
“what is-“
“you tell me. what in the name of dumbledore is going on, jungwon?” you stare at him accusingly.
when he avoids your eyes, you know your hunch is confirmed.
"you see…”
“i see?” you prompt.
“all my friends kept teasing me about you… so i kinda forgot to mention that i asked you out on a whim, a-as a friend,” he manages to fumble out.
it’s not hard for you to put two and two together. you pinch your nose bridge, “so you chickened out and said we were dating?”
he visibly deflates.
“yeah. basically.”
you bite your lip, “but why would you do that? it’s not a bad thing for two people, who are friends, to go to the yule ball together. is it?”
jungwon sighs and just says, “it would be embarrassing if my friends found out that i couldn’t find anyone and asked you randomly. literally i would never hear the end of it. i know already embarrassing enough for the both of us, and it’s all my fault, but can you please go along with it until the ball‘s over?”
you hesitate, and he stares at you with those pleading eyes again. curse yang jungwon.
“we can just pretend for a short bit. it’ll be harmless, and after that we can just go back to normal.”
harmless? normal?
you weigh your options in your head. wouldn’t it be situation escalate even more if you denied the rumors after he confirmed them? maybe you should have thought about your answer more, but it was too late.
“fine,” you exhale, “but you owe me a favor. history of magic tutoring because it’s literally the most boring class.”
“o-of course. i really owe you one.”
it was a long process coming up with a story. but surprisingly easier than you thought.
“can’t we just say we were friends and then i asked you out?” jungwon frowns.
you scoff, “really now? how realistic does that seem to you?”
he clears his throat. “fine. we’ll say that you asked me out and things just went on from there.”
facing your friends was the hardest part. you had to give them the fake apologetic look and explain.
“we wanted to keep it a secret at first. you know, since it was so new to us…”
“you know, i’m honestly not that surprised. I could definitely picture you guys being together before anyone said anything,” haerin chimes in.
you swallow your spit a little too harshly. before long, sounds of agreement fill the air and you actually want to transfigure into a fly and escape out the window.
you let out a strained laugh, “really? i’m surprised.”
wonyoung frowns, “i’m still mad you kept it from me but i have to agree. you guys look good together.”
you splutter, “you haven’t even seen us together!”
she shrugs innocently, “i’ve always been watching you two.”
“creep.”
“whipped.”
some ground rules were established between you and jungwon. rules never to be broken within your expected duration of (not) dating.
first, no kissing, obviously. hand holding was fine, hugs were fine, just nothing too far. second, no cheesy nicknames (merlin’s beard, never). you settled on won for jungwon and he settled on- you pause- what did he settle on? after you suggested won, he seemed to be too preoccupied (with reddened ears) to focus on making one for you.
third. walking to class together was necessary to keep the act up and study “dates” in the library (aka your side of the deal) were every thursday.
“I think that settles it,” you glance at your list in satisfaction.
“wait-” jungwon says abruptly before faltering.
“what?” you glance at him curiously. “are we missing something?”
he mutters something under his breath and you lean in closer.
“you can just say it,” you shake your head in amusement, “it’s not like this is a strict, by the book set of rules.”
“clothes!” jungwon manages to get out, “like- don’t couples share clothes and stuff like that? but if you’re not comfortable with that-“
you fall silent.
jungwon takes note of your lack of reaction and rubs his hands nervously.
“o-or not, we don’t have to-“
“okay,” you say quietly, all of a sudden your fingers seemed much more interesting to look at than the boy in front of you. was it just you or did the room feel a bit too hot?
you found jungwon’s scarf to be a bit big and a bit itchy, but comfortable. the first thing you noticed when you put it on was that it smelled like him.
jungwon smiled softly, “it looks good on you.”
you blink, almost feeling the soft material tug at your heartstrings. “oh. thanks.”
“see you later at lunch,” he waves and you wave back with a soft smile.
besides the teasing from your friends, you found it to be quite nice- including the extra tutoring from smartie jungwon.
“i don’t get it. who cares about who started the goblin rebellion of 1289?”
jungwon chuckles in amusement, “the professor does, that’s who. and you will too since your marks depend on it.”
you groan, planting your cheek on the wooden library table. habitually, jungwon pokes your cheek.
“come on. we won’t finish until 12 if we stop now.”
you let out a muffled protest.
“y/l/nnnn-“ he drags out the last syllable.
you turn your head so your cheek rests on the table, but you can still see him staring back at you with a fond expression.
“don’t want to.”
sighing, jungwon puts the textbook aside and puts his head down so he’s directly facing you. your breath hitches at the close proximity.
at this closeness, you can every speck of light in his eyes. the moles on his face, the eyebags that you’re sure you share as well.
“i’ll make an excuse so you don’t have to attend the next dance lesson,” he says softly, and his breath tickles your cheek.
“deal,” you whisper back.
and yet neither one of you can seem to get up from your position.
“you guys are sickeningly cute.”
at this point, it was becoming a regular. after the shock of you and jungwon “dating” had subsided came the admirers and fans.
you laugh dryly, dropping jungwon’s hand and ignoring the look of confusion and protest he sends your way. to make up for it, you lean in and give him a kiss on the cheek. only for a split second do you see the surprised look on his face before it’s wiped away with an easy smile.
“see you later, won.”
“bye, baby.”
again, you pretend not to hear the cooing and awwing from your friends behind you.
“you even have nicknames?”
“he’s such a nice boyfriend to walk you to your classes.”
you shift uncomfortably in your position. “yeah…”
what was bad was that you had gotten a little too used to it- acting as a couple with jungwon. what was worse was that you were starting to like it.
he comes to pick you up after class is over. and walk you to lunch. usually jungwon would drop you off at your designated seat with your friends and go to his friends, but today he was stopped by some third years.
“hey prefect! could you help do my research paper for potions?”
at the first sign of jungwon’s uneasiness, you frown. it wasn’t the first time you witnessed his stress and exhaustion of being a prefect- and simply a kind person.
you knew he always tried to help out whenever he could. that was his duty, and his personal values. but the days spent observing him literally pulling his hair out over other people’s issues wasn’t making it any better.
“excuse me,” you step out in front of jungwon, “but my boyfriend here isn’t your homework machine. he’s a human, and he’s perfectly willing to help you guys out- not do you work for you because of your laziness.”
jungwon’s eyes widen, mouth opened to object, but you angrily take his hand and drag him out of the great hall to a quieter place.
“y/n- you didn’t have to-“
“they were taking advantage of you. they always do. you have your own problems and those kids need to learn how to do things for themselves.” you were internally fuming and not about to hear jungwon defend them.
“but it’s my job as-“
“i don’t care about your prefect duties, i care about you!”
he freezes and your voice noticeably loses its strength, “you’re my friend. of course i care about you.”
“yeah… right,” he manages to whisper before stalking away, leaving you alone and confused.
you hadn’t seen jungwon in a while. it’s like he was personally avoiding you, but you had no idea why.
he stopped walking you to class, showing up for tutoring on thursdays- completely and utterly avoiding you without a single word.
you couldn’t even approach him, it’s like you didn’t even exist. you replayed that days events in your mind over and over, picking apart each and every interaction.
what did you do? what did you say?
“don’t worry, y/n. he’s just going through a tough time probably and wants to be alone. just give him time,” kazuha reassures you.
wrong, you think bitterly but don’t voice your thoughts. jungwon wasn’t the type to do that, or so you believed.
the yule ball was still coming up and now you had to practice dancing alone, rehearsing every step in the dark with an imaginary partner.
you didn’t even know if you were still going with jungwon, but something in you made you feel obligated to at least get the moves down. if any tiny hope in you still said so.
the day before the ball, one last practice, you thought you heard a sound but when you looked, there was no one. it was probably just your imagination hoping jungwon would show up out of nowhere.
sweaty and breathless, you lay down in the middle of the ground. and let the sadness wash over you.
“are you sure you’re not going?”
you smile sadly, curling up tighter under your blue covers. “nah, i’m good.”
“but-“
“really,” you insist, “i’ll join later.”
as the door clicks shut and silent fills the room, you stare up at the highlighted ceiling, sprinkled with stars. stars alike the ones you saw in jungwon’s eyes.
you rub a hand over your face, throwing the covers off you.
screw it.
you need to do this.
scrambling out of the room with one heel on and the other untied, you hastily managed to dash over to the ballroom. soft music floated over through the doors, and you curse.
were you too late for the introductory dance?
releasing a heavy breath, you push past the doors and stumble to a halt.
your eyes fall upon the familiar prefects positioned in the middle of the room, all students surrounding on the sides.
and finally, you spot jungwon next to the dance professor.
everyone’s eyes are on you, but for once you only seem to care about one person’s.
the professor silently sighs in relief,
“thank goodness. prefects and respective partners, take your places!”
blood rushing in your ears and adrenaline effectively coursing through your veins, you take each step carefully towards jungwon.
he has an unreadable expression on his face, which makes your stomach churn. you take your positions as practiced, and your hand tingles when his touches yours.
it’s silent at first, the period of waiting for the music to start, but once the music begins, jungwon speaks under his breath.
“you look beautiful.”
your heart skips a beat and slowly, your eyes flicker to his face. he doesn’t look at you, instead focusing on executing the moves perfectly.
“you look handsome,” you whisper back.
the dance proceeds smoothly in the beginning, as if you had practiced a hundred times. but nearing the end, you falter at one move and bite your lip, hoping not too many people noticed.
“you’re doing good. three… four…”
you look eyes with him, surprised, and in that moment, your breath is taken away. time pauses and the music fades. everything else doesn’t matter in the moment,
it’s only you and him.
with jungwon’s encouragement, you’re able to finish the routine without another mistake. and when the dance ends and applause begins, you quickly take his hand before he can run away again, grip desperate.
“can we please talk?” eyes pleading, he has no choice but to listen.
finding an empty corridor, you face him on the other side, leaning against the wall. it’s completely silent, so you clench your fists.
“could you explain why you ignored me for the past week? please explain what i did to you?”
“it doesn’t matter,” he shakes his head, “after today, we don’t have to do this anymore. everything i put you through will be over, because that’s what you want, right?”
you groan in frustration.
“who said i want that? what if i say i don’t want it to be over? what if i want answers from you so we can go back to how we were? fake lovers, real lovers, i don’t care! i can’t keep acting, i just want you back in my life,” your voice cracks at the end.
his hands fall to his side.
“what do you mean?” he responds shakily. you can barely see him in the darkness, so you take a few steps closer.
“are you that dense? because i don’t think so.”
another step.
you realized, and you knew. thursdays became your favorite day of the week. no, any day spent with jungeon was your favorite day. you had become too comfortable supposedly acting with him for all of it to be a lie. and it wasn’t. your feelings weren’t a lie.
“i think i should be asking you that question.”
you stop, head cocking to the side.
“what-“
he pushes off from his spot on the wall, and you feel the action. blinking, you didn’t realize how close you had gotten.
the newfound confidence seems to fade when jungwon fiddles with his tie, “i wouldn’t have asked you to be my date if i didn’t like you…”
you clear your throat awkwardly, “so the whole you’re the first person i eyes on and was available was a lie?”
“somewhat,” he defends himself, “i didn’t know what would happen, but you really were the first person that i was comfortable enough with to ask. it just so happened that i liked you as well. i dunno- things just happened and we got closer.”
“then why did you push me away?”
he sighs, “because i thought you didn’t feel the same way. i got too caught up in being your fake boyfriend so i tried to prepare myself to go back to the way we were before. just friends.”
you lean in, just a barely. “but now we both know- that’s not what we want.”
his face was just an inch apart. you could feel his nose tickle the side of your face.
“what do you want?”
“this.”
and you proceed to smash your lips on his.
bonus :)
“you’re just lucky that i practiced.”
“alone too,” you add with a fake dramatic turn of your head (jungwon internally melts at the sight of you acting like a little kid), “like a maniac in the ballroom during the wee hours of the night.”
jungwon lets out a melodious laugh, squeezing your hand and sending you a guilty smile.
“i know.”
you straighten up, "excuse me?”
“i saw you during patrol that night,” he explains, “technically no one is allowed there past hours, but i let you stay.”
you frown but suddenly gasp at the recollection, “it was you back then!”
he blushes.
“you were watching me?”
“of course, i always was.”
a/n ▸ hehe as a ravenclaw i had to do this :>
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