Would Have Been - Steve Rogers (part 1/2)

Would Have Been - Steve Rogers (part 1/2)

Steve Rogers x Fem!reader

Bucky Barnes x Fem!reader (friends)

Warnings: angsty

Word count: 738

Summary: After a mission that had a bad outcome, y/n feels shes to blame even though there’s nothing she could have done. Bucky comes to try and comfort her, and to get her to confront Steve on why she hid as soon as they got back to the tower.

Authors Note: Kinda sad how the reader blames herself, but this is my first Imagine that I would actually put angsty in the warnings.

Masterlist

I used either 1 or 2 prompts I honestly don’t remember. I think it was 2 but I changed a couple of words in the second one. Here are the ones that I used and changed somewhat.

Prompt: “If you would have tried to save me then we wouldn’t have the flash drive and you would’ve been shot to.” & “Y/n, you could never hurt me, just remember that.”

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Bucky sighed before knocking on the bedroom door, knowing Y/n would come to sulk and hide in the comfort of her own room after what happened on the mission. “Y/n, it’s me. Bucky.”

“Come in.” Y/n called after a moment of silence. Bucky opened the door and stepped into her room closing it after he entered. “Hey, Buck.” Y/n greeted but there was a slight strain in her voice. Which he detected immediately.

“Don’t do that Y/n. Not with me. . .please.” Bucky shook his head, he knows her better than she thinks. He’s not gonna fall for her bullshit, its obvious she’s not ok.

“Do what?” Y/n asked him, playing dumb. Bucky tilted his head to the side abd raised his eyebrows. His look screamed ‘Really? You really think that’ll work with me?’. Y/n dropped her gaze down. “Sorry.”

“Can I sit?” Bucky asked walking over towards where she’s seated on her bed.

Y/n nodded ‘yes’, moving to make some more room for the supersoldier. “Yeah, go ahead.”

Bucky took a seat next to her. They just sat in silence for a while, neither starting the inevitable conversation. Y/n would be completely comfortable if she could change the subject she knows Buckys gonna bring up, but it does need to be done. She knows that. Bucky sighed before speaking “He doesn’t blame you Y/n/n. No one does.”

“Well, they should.” Y/n grumbled softly.

Bucky shook his head reaching for her hand, turning his body to face her. “No, they shouldn’t. . .Y/n you have got to know there wasn’t another way. NOt without jeopardizing the mission.”

Y/n shook her head not agreeing with him. “I should’ve done something Bucky! I shouldn’t hav- I shouldn’t have just let him get shot!” she snapped with her voice cracking.

“Y/n! You couldn’t have done anything!” Bucky exclaimed loudly trying to get her to understand.

“He almost died, and it would have been my fault.” Y/n let out a whimper at her thoughts being put into words. The realization of the fact what she just said was true. At least in her eyes. She couldn’t hold in her tears anymore and let them fall.

“Y/n/n” Buck spoke softly it’s hard for him to see her like this. It hurts. Bucky knows if something were to happen to anyone on the team and Y/n felt she could’ve stopped it she’d blame herself. “Doll, listen. Come here.” he opened his arms for her. Y/n very quickly glanced at him knowing what he wants but she looked away again. Y/n doesn’t feel like she deserves his comfort, even Bucky can tell that. Buck reached out to wipe her tears with his thumbs. Reluctantly Y/n let Bucky pull her into a tight hug. “There is absolutely nothing you could have done. Steve is fine. He’ll heal. The serum will make it heal even faster. Steve is gonna be fine doll. Hell, he’s already back in his room.” Bucky stated rocking her gently to calm and comfort her.

She shook her head “He won’t want to see me.”

Bucky sighed “Doll, you, me, and Steve all have one quality that’s exactly the same. An that’s the fact anything we can take and carry the blame for anything and everything as if it is our own. Y/n, Steve loves you. He was asking for you last time I checked. No one knew where you went after the mission.”

“You did” Y/n pointed out

Bucky gave a half-smile not that she could see since he’s resting his chin on top of her head. “Well, besides Steve, you and I have grown close since I’ve been here. I figured you would be here putting all the blame on yourself.”

“You were right.” They both chuckled

They hugged for a little longer before Bucky unwrapped his arms from around her. He stood up from the bed looking down at her with a smile. “Come on”

“Where are you taking me?” Y/n asked confused as Bucky pulled her to stand up.

“To your bathroom to clean you up, then I’m taking you to see Steve.” he spoke dragging her towards her bathroom.

“Ok” she sighed following him now willingly to clean herself up, having not done that right after the mission and since she has been crying also.

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Part 2

Auradon Instead Of Isle - Descendants (Part 4)

Masterlist

Hades x daughter reader

Ben x sister reader

Mal x sister reader

Warnings: none

Word count: 824

Summary: The Vk’s think to figure out who could be Y/n’s Villain birth Parent.

Authors Note: A lot of Villain naming. Let’s say everyone was pregnant when they got locked up on the Isle. When I was looking up who had powers or not it said powers and magic are different. There will be 7 parts.

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“So we need to think of one that had magic or powers or both before they were sent to the Isle.” Evie stated as they sat down scattered around Carlos’ and Jays’ dorm room.

“Most are too selfish to give up their kid to have a better life.” Mal said tilting her head with an annoyed face. They’re determined to help Y/n and Ben find out who her Villain parent could be. But what Villain cared enough about they’re kid to do so.

“Could it be one of ours?” Jay thought out loud

“Well, my mother never had any magic of any kind so Crulle De Vil is out.” Carlos out their

Evie sighed taking a minute to compose herself “As awful as my mom could be she would have kept her daughter or talked about her all the time if she had, had another. So Queen is out too.”

“It’s not in my father’s personality to do something like that. And he doesn’t possess any genuine magical powers.”Jay pointed out

“I would think my mother would have kept another child if she had one. It’d be just another chance to rule the world.” Mal exclaimed before doing this they forgot how selfish their parents could be, and everyone else where they used to live.

“Ursula, but she’s too selfish too.” Jay added

“Highly unlikely to be a  Doctor Facilier” Carlos stated the obvious

“Definitely not Mother Gothel.” Evie exclaimed

“Queen Narissa would never have children” Jay stated

“I’d say no to Madam Mim” Mal wrote down their no’s to help them remember who they eliminated.

“I would say no to the Queen of Hearts.” Evie spoke giving a disgusting look

“Captain Hook somewhat values his daughters, so not him. Plus he has no magic.” Mal said before sighing

“Gaston’s to vain and doesn’t have magic.” Carlos listed what they all considered to be factual information.

Jay slouched “Who does that leave?”

“I don’t know. Let’s think on it, talk later. K?” Evie said before they all got up to take a break from all their guessing.”

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“So have you or the others figured out who could be Y/ns parents?” Ben asked Mal as they met up for lunch in the courtyard.

Mal sighed “All we were able to do was cut people out of the running, but now we have to think of who’s left.”

“How many did you guys eliminate?” Ben answered curiously

“A lot. Which is the problem.” Mal shook her head.

“How so?” Be questioned. Eliminating Villains he would’ve thought would help. 

“Well, we got rid of pretty much every Villain. At least who we can think of.” Mal explained to her boyfriend.

“Well, who’s left? Maybe I can help.” Ben sighed, hoping to get answers for himself but really for his sister.

“Not many that have magic, so that helps. I don't know what you could do to help.” Mal whispered to him so the others around wouldn’t know what they were discussing.

“Well, there’s a plus, right?” Ben stopped her for a second, seeing how Mal was starting to stress herself out over this.

“Yeah, I just hope we can help.” Mal really wanted to help her friend. Y/n is basically like a sister to her, just like Evie. If there’s a way to help Y/n control her magic or at least find out where her magic comes from.

“You will. I believe in you Mal, and Evie, Jay, and Carlos. You guys all really want to help. I can tell, and so can Y/n.” Ben smiled before they shared a quick kiss. Then headed back to getting on with their date.

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“So we narrowed it down. All Villains that don’t have magic or powers are out. And we have started narrowing down the ones that do.” Evie explained to Y/n. Having run into the blue highlighted hair girl in the gardens.

“That’s great. Right?” Y/n asked, trying not to show her nerves about the topic at hand.

“Yeah, definitely. We don’t have many left in the running, we know that. It’s just trying to think of who’s left.” Evie smiled at the princess. Trying to keep her hopes up.

“Oh… Evie this is Ben’s idea and as much as I would like to know, I don’t want you guy’s stressed or working too much on this. It’s not worth it.” Y/n told her not wanting to put them through the stress of trying to find out who her birth parents are if its gonna cause them stress.

Evie shook her head grabbing Y/n’s shoulder. Before stating “Y/n, it's worth it. To all of us. It is. And we aren’t just doing this for Ben. We are doing this for you. You are like family to us. Also, this is something we want to figure out. It's not every day a Villain kid gets to grow up in Auradon.”

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Part 5

Auradon Instead Of Isle - Descendants (Part 1)

Hades x daughter reader

Ben Florian x sister reader

Mal x sister reader

Harry Hook x Fem!reader

Warnings: none

Word count: 458

Summary: Y/n can’t get something off her mind lately, and Ben notices.

Authors Note: This part is kinda just to the point really of this series. Let’s say everyone was pregnant when they got locked up on the Isle. When I was looking up who had powers or not it said powers and magic are different. There will be 7 parts.

Masterlist

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“Hey Y/n, are you ok? I’ve been looking for you.” Ben asked catching up to his sister.

“Ummm, I’m ok. I think.” Y/n mumbled not really looking towards her brother

“Come on.” Ben grabbed her hand. “We grew up together. We are technically siblings.”

Y/n sighed, taking a deep breath looking up at him. “I love that we are siblings. Technically. There’s no one I would’ve rather grown up with. You are my brother.”

“And you’re my sister.” he smiled brightly at Y/n. “Now what’s on your mind?” Ben asked before they both moved to sit by the fountain.

“With all, that’s been going on…” she started to explain but then stopped, still unsure how to explain what’s going on with her.

“Come on tell me.” Ben encouraged

Y/n let out a breath turning to sit facing him more “Don’t get me wrong ok? I love Mal, Evie, Carlos, and Jay being here.”

“I know. You’re really close with all of them. They love you.” he nodded

“And I them. But. . . I can’t help but think about it lately. Ben you know I’m a Villians kid. That I was taken in by your parents cause whoever mine are asked them to. They won’t tell me. When we hinted that we thought we weren’t blood-related they had a chance to tell us. Hell they had a chance to even come out and say I was adopted. But they didn’t. We only found out because we snooped when they were visiting the charmings. They won’t tell us who I’m really from.” Y/n spoke heavily about the subject. She didn’t understand why lately it has been weighing on her mind.

“Oh, Y/n.” Ben gave her a sympathetic smile

Y/n looked around then back to her brother before continuing “I love them to peices. They have been great to me. They care for me as if I really am there’s, and they are my parents- I consider them my parents. But I-”

“You want to know about who you come from.” he nodded, understanding her completely.

“Yeah” she nodded sadly

“We could try asking again.” Ben suggested, shrugging. Although even he didn’t think it was worth a shot after last time.

Y/n shook her head erratically. “We tryed going to them when we were ten and I started having spark’s of magic here and there, remember? Before we could even get two sentences out they shut down the conversation. You helped me through it and learn to control it. Even when they got so strong I could barely touch anything without it getting burned.”

Ben pulled her into a tight hug. Seeing her start to hyperventilate. “We’ll figure it out, ok? I promise.”

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Part 2

Auradon Instead Of Isle - Descendants (Part 3)

Hades x daughter reader

Ben Florian x sister reader

Mal x sister reader

Harry Hook x fem!reader

Warnings: none

Word count: 974

Summary: Ben and Y/n tell the VK’s about Y/n’s secret

Authors Note: Let’s say everyone was pregnant when they got locked up on the Isle. When I was looking up who had powers or not it said powers and magic are different. There will be 7 parts.

(its the only gif that i could find that had all the VK’s in it)

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“Ok, we are all here now.” Ben said looking around the girls’ room.

“So are we gonna find out what’s been up with you finally?” Jay asked, looking at the two siblings.

Ben nodded “Yeah, but guys you all have to promise to keep this a secret. You can’t tell anyone. It stays between us, this group.”

Y/n nodded along with her brother frantically “Yeah, please guys. Ben’s the only one that knows about this. Well only one to know about a part of this. Two maybe three other people in Arudon, that know about the other half.”

They all looked to Dude, knowing everything he hears he ends up saying out loud. In random places, around everyone and anyone.

“Ok you two are starting to get me really nervous.” Carlos said putting Dude out of the room.

“Same. You’re actually scaring me.” Mal spoke nervously to

“Well for starters you all know Y/n is my sister.” Ben started

“Duh. I think everyone in Arudon and on the Isle knows who that.” Carlos answered sarcastically

Y/n rolled her eyes at Carlos “What no one really knows is that we technically aren’t.”

“What?” they all said at the same time, confused.

“We don’t have the same parents.” Ben added

Carlos rose his hand “still confused here”

“Belle and Beast took me in. They adopted me when I was a baby.” Y/n looked to Ben then back to the VK’s.

“Wait! Really?” Mal asked

“But you two are so alike in so many ways.” Evie spoke looking between the royal siblings

“You even look alike.” Jay pointed out

“Probaly why no one suspects anything” Ren nodded along, listening to what they’re saying.

“Wait. then who are your parents?” Mal set her gaze on Y/n.

“We don’t know.” Ben admitted

“What do you mean you don’t know?” Evie asked

“Well, we” Y/n let out a light breath “Don’t know. But Beast and Belle do. They just won’t tell us.”

Ben gave a tight-lipped smile. “We tryed to hint to it once and they shut down the conversation in an instant.”

“Wow” Carloe mumbled

“Yeah” Y/n agreed

“What’s the other thing?” Jay asked, remembering what they said at the beginning

“I also have magic.” Y/n said in a light tone, looking out the window.

“What?!” Mal and Evie exclaimed

Y/n could tell they were still suspicious so she sighed before turning her gaze to them again. Then she flashed her eyes. They flashed a beautiful shade of blue.

“That’s just like Mal but a different color.” Evie spoke quietly

“Are you having trouble with-” Mal asked standing up

“Yeah” Y/n nodded

“And it just happens when you feel-” Mal added

“Uh, huh” Y/n smiled

Mal sighed “someone who gets it. Like no offense guys.”

Evie smiled at the two magical girls. “No, Mal I understand. I think we all do. We can’t know what your feeling about your magic because we don’t have it.”

“What can you do?” Jay asked even more interested now.

Ben smiled proudly” she can do a lot”

“How long have you had magic?” Evie asked standing now to.

“My eyes glow, magic and just natural things I can do with it. It’s been going on for years. The first time it happened we were 10 I think?” Y/n looked over to her brother

“Yeah, we were 10 and we saw our childhood horse get shot by an archer. By the area behind the castle.” Ben explained to their friends

“I was upset, obviously. Angry, sad it was awful.” Y/n looked down

“That’s the first time her eyes glowed.” Ben stated

“And the archer was thrown in the air and then into the lake.” Y/n tryed not to laugh as she remembered what her magic and she caused.“After that small things would happen randomly. Then bigger things started happening. Ben helped me learn to control it, but we were to scared at first to ask about it. The things we are taught from pre-school is that all magic is bad. Expect for what was used for all the good guys.”

Ben sighed remembering growing up how that’s all they ever heard about magic, and that certainly wasn’t the case.”We didn’t want to say anything when the outcome could be bad. Eventually, we decided to try and talk to our parents about it.”

“But before we could get out about what was going on they shut us down, not letting us even get out enough words to explain. Gave us a speech on how not all magic is bad but most of it is works of evil.” Y/n rolled her eyes. Always hating Arudon’s view on magic.

Ben nodded in agreement with his sister’s words” It was a long speech and all they really did was say magic is bad and it’s not wanted. We knew right then that we couldn’t tell them.”

Evie gave them a sympathetic look “Aw, you guys had to deal and hide all this since you were 10!”

“We were wondering.” Ben started before looking to his sister kinda for her approval. Once Y/n nodded her head as a sign for him to continue. “Ok, I was thinking after yesterday and seeing you all concerned about Y/n. Would you guys mind helping us figure out who Y/n’s birth parents are.”

“Of course.” Evie smiled answering barely a second after he stopped talking.

“Well, we know it has to be someone with magic and powers.” Jay cut in

“That only narrows’s it down to the main Villains really.” Carlos stated

“That’s still a lot.” Mal sighed

“We’ll figure it out though, ok? We’re gonna help you two figure this out.” Evie stated, and they all nodded in agreement with Evie’s words. 

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Part 4

Would Have Been - Steve Rogers (part 2/2)

Steve Rogers x Fem!reader

Warnings: emotions (wouldn’t fully classify this as angsty)

Word count: 490

Summary: Y/n comes to talk to Steve about what happened.

Authors Note: this is the last part

Masterlist

Prompt: “you could never hurt me, just remember that.”

(might have changed a word or 2)

p.s I just like the gif

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“Come in.” Steve answered as he heard knocking on his bedroom door. He had just gotten out of the shower and was looking for a shirt to put on.

“Hey” Y/n said softly from behind him as she shut the door to give them some privacy.

“Hey, Sweetheart.” Steve smiled as he turned to face her after pulling his shirt over his head. He feels relieved that she came to him since he couldn’t find her earlier. Steve was getting very worried since it’s not like her to run off after a mission.

“How you feeling?” she asked him nervously. Her body lounge giving her away, playing with her fingers and not looking at him.

Steve smiled reassuringly nodded “A lot better.”

Y/n shook her head and scoffed before lifting her head to look at him. “Please, don’t lie to me.”

“I’m not, I promise. I’m still in some discomfort and pain but I’m doing a lot better. Already almost healed.” he told her even lifting his shirt to show her that he was healing and fast due to the supersoldier serum.

“I’m so sorry, Steve.” Y/n whimpered

“Hey, hey what do you mean sorry?” Steve rushed over to stand in front of her, cupping her face with his left hand and pulling her to him in a tight hug.

“If it wasn’t for me you wouldn’t have gotten hurt.” Y/n cried into his chest, as he rubbed her up and down her back. Trying to soothe her.

Steve shook his head he couldn’t believe she was blaming herself for what happened. “What? What are you talking about? Y/n, me getting shot was in no way your fault.” He does the same thing, him and Bucky. Blame themselves because they believe they could have or should have done something. Steve knows she’s done this before, just like them. But he thought it was clear that what happened on the mission was an accident.

Y/n pulled away, out of his embrace shaking her head. “But if I would have-”

“If you would have tried to save me from getting shot, you would have gotten shot too.” Steve stated strongly. He looked her in the eyes so she’d get that there was no room for blame. Especially not on herself. Steve sighed moving both his hands to her face, one stroking her hair the other gently resting on the side of her face. “Y/n, you could never hurt me, just remember that.”

Y/n looked him in the eyes and nodded biting her lip. Deep down she knows and knew it was never her fault, what happened happened. “I’m sorry.” she apologized

“You have nothing to be sorry for.” Steve pulled her back into a hug, whispering to her. Its gonna take a while to get her to believe him on the facts of what happened but he’ll gladly take the time to do so.

Auradon Instead Of Isle - Descendants (Part 6)

Hades x daughter reader

Ben Florian x sister reader

Mal x sister reader

Harry Hook x fem!reader

Warnings: none

Word count: 504

Summary: Mal tells Y/n who they believe her villain parent to be.

Authors Note: This part is just Mal and Y/n. There will be 7 parts.

Masterlist

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Part 4

Part 5

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 “Y/n!” Mal yelled as she caught sight of the girl she has been looking for.

“Hey Mal” Y/n greeted with a soft smile. She slowed down so the purple haired girl could catch up to her. “Whats up?”

Mal took a deep breath before answering. “We figured out who your birth father is.”

“Really? Who?” Y/n asked, trying not to get her hopes up or look too desperate.

“Hades” Mal told her, alittle anxious to see her reaction to the news.

Y/n nodded in understanding but also because she didn’t know what to say. “Wow, uh ok. Thank you guys for looking into this for me. It means alot.” She thanked Mal.

“There’s something else.” Mal spoke nervously about what she’s gonna tell the princess.

“Hmmm?” Y/n made a noise for her to know to continue speaking.

“Look Y/n, what I’m about to tell you only Evie knows. Not even Jay or Carlos know, and I’d like to keep it that way. At least for now.” Mal explained while also pulling Y/n over to the side of the castle where they could talk in private.

“Mal, if you don’t want people to know what your about to tell me I promise I won’t tell a soul. Not even my brother.” Y/n promised

Mal smiled gratefully “I appreciate that. A lot.”

“So what’s on your mind?” Y/n asked

“You know how we just clicked when I first came here to Auradon?” she asked the younger Florian.

Y/n nodded to the VK. She remembered it well, her parents were worried that the daughter of Maleficent would rub off on her to much, and with Y/n already being rebellious they kept a watchful eye on the two sometimes. “Yeah. I consider you like a sister Mal.”

“What if I told you we kinda are? Like by blood.” Mal asked

“What?!” Y/n whisper yelled in shock and confusion. 

“Hades is my father to. He was never around, he and Maleficent didn’t get along so he left and never looked back.” Mal explained to her half sister

“Aw, Mal I’m sorry.” Y/n said before bringing Mal into a tight hug.

Mal hugged back for a few moments before they both pulled apart. “It sucked but don’t worry about it. I will admit if I found this out when I first got here I would have hated you. He tried and succeed in giving you a better life and didn’t even try to be there for me. But he wasn’t there for eithe r of us. Being mad at you wouldn’t be fair to you, it’s not like you had a say or even knew. Plus I already consider you my sister, my family. An now its just even more real.” she laughed out of happiness.

“I consider you a sister as well, and part of my family. An who knows we might become even more family one day.” Y/n winked, which made Mal blush hard.

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Part 7