coff33notforme - Welcome to the garden of my mind
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Call me Coffee || They/them || Multifandom writer || Mostly write for whatever my current hyperfixation is || I change my blogs colors alot || REQUEST : OPEN||

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Question, How Did You Make/get Your Pfp? I Wanna Make A Pfp With Raph But I Have To The Slightest Clue

Question, how did you make/get your pfp? I wanna make a pfp with Raph but I have to the slightest clue how 😅

I actually got my profile from @nbroyalty they made the profile picture for me so I don't know if they can give you any tips or pointers but they might be the person to ask. Hope that helps!

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2 years ago

Bottom of the deep blue

A/N: Was craving some heavy angst for Leo. I'll do a part two if you guys want

Warnings: Slight cursing

Pairing: Leo x Gn Reader

Bottom Of The Deep Blue

You didn’t think that you would end up curled up beneath your comforters, trying to desperately silence the sobs that wracked your body. Your shaky hand gripped your chest, trying to keep the feeling of your chest tightening at bay.

Your head throbbed, as the stream of tears flowed down your face, they rolled down your cheeks until mixing into the saliva that had escaped the corners of your mouth as well. 

Cheeks flushed a crimson red from the tears welling up in your eyes, you felt your eyes dry up almost as if it was a sign that you’d run out of tears to cry, as your breathing began to slow becoming shallow. You laid in bed expressionless staring blankly at the wall. 

But as you let your mind begin to process everything new thoughts begin to flow into your conscious mind, your eyes begin to become glossy, fresh tears escaping from the corners of your bloodshot eyes.

You hastily wiped them away as you threw your puffy covers off your curled up figure.

Groaning you rolled over blindly knocking things off your desk as you tried to find your phone amongst the papers and school assignments. Your eyes squinted as you cringed at the painfully bright screen.

As your eyes adjusted you felt your stomach begin to twist up in knots as you saw the dozens of texts and missed calls you had gotten from Leo. Feeling your lip start to quiver, you quickly placed your phone down. 

Today you’d actually confessed to Leo. You and Leo had gotten along great since the first time meeting through April. Connecting with someone new can be awkward sometimes, especially if you're not really sure how to keep the conversation moving, but meeting Leo was like talking with an old friend. He always had a new topic to talk about or a witty reply that had led you two into some friendly bickering. 

You became partners in crime pretty much away. You’d fallen for LEo instantly, how could you not? His confidence, his wit, his flirty nature towards you that had always managed to sweep you off your feet.

And over the course of your friendship you had thought that Leo had felt the same. He’d always blow you air kisses when he had to leave you. Or when he’d always find some sort of excuse to hold your hand or how it seemed he’d always save the best pick up lines especially for you. 

So who could blame you for assuming he likes you too? Well apparently so. 

You had ask him to meet you at your favorite hangout spot. And you’d poured your heart out to him, face flushed, as a sweet smile crossed your features, as you looked at the ground too embarrassed to meet his gaze as you fiddled with your fingers. But your confession was met with silence.

“Y/n…” as soon as your name left his mouth you knew something was wrong. Your head snapped up to be met with Leo’ shocked expression, but it wasn’t the kind you’d hoped to see, his face was twisted into an expression of bafflement and…guilt?

You blinked, stepping back from Leo as he tried to articulate the words he wanted to say. You felt as though you’d just been punched in the gut. Why did he look so guilty? He felt the same way, right? 

“Listen I…I’m flattered but - how do I say this?” Leo grimaced looking away doing everything to avoid your gaze. The guilt is already tearing him apart from the inside. 

“I don’t feel the same way. Don’t get me wrong! You're an amazing friend but I just don’t think of you like that.” 

Your mind had gone blank and it seemed as though all the butterflies had escaped your stomach leaving nothing more than a gaping hole. You clenched your fist, feeling a sudden rush of adrenaline pass through your body. Why was he apologizing? Didn’t he get this as humiliating as it was. You didn’t need his pity. 

“I’ve just never thought of you that way.” 

But hearing that phrase is what sent you over the edge. 

“You’ve never seen me that way?” your voice came out shaking, cracked like broken glass. It was evident in the way you spoke that you were breaking.

“Not even when you held my hand? Or when you blew me kisses goodbye? Or when you’d snuggle up to me on the couch when we watched movies together? Really? That whole time I was just a friend?!” you yelled finally challenging him with a glare you held on your face. Leo's face contorted into one of guilt as he looked back into your glossy eyes glaring straight through him. 

“Listen, I - I didn’t think it would mean anything. I was just messing around.” 

As soon as those words left his mouth he knew he had fucked up, as your angry exspression melted into one of beytral, that he would even think to play with your heart like that, someone you thought you could trust. 

You went still gaze shifting to the ground, going completely silent, Leo almost wished you would scream at him. 

“If that’s all I ever was then maybe we shouldn’t be friends.” 

Leo froze, he wanted to argue, to fight back but his body wouldn’t let him, he stood frozen as you slipped through his fingers like sand.

“Goodbye Leonardo.” You were gone, the single best person he’d ever met, gone, and it was his fault.

Bottom Of The Deep Blue

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2 years ago

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUDE!! :D

THANK YOU <3


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2 years ago

thank you trans women

we need more women. 3,822,561,000 isn't enough.

2 years ago

Alright here's a Rise request for you! (Bc I also am hyperfixating rn lol)

So movie Casey is from the future right? How would the turtles/April react to him revealing that reader (their crush who they haven't confessed to yet) is their spouse in the future? (also slight angst bc reader is most likely gone which Casey might reveal later)

A/n: You guys are coming up with such great prompts! And I will get to all of them this just took so long for me to write because I kinda procrastinated.

I also couldn't think of anything for April so I skipped her but I'll add her in once I think of something so don't worry.

Genre: One-shots, Fluff, A tiny bit of crack

Alright Here's A Rise Request For You! (Bc I Also Am Hyperfixating Rn Lol)
Alright Here's A Rise Request For You! (Bc I Also Am Hyperfixating Rn Lol)

The air seemed tense, nobody moved from their spots in the tank, nobody dared to speak. Your gaze was fixated on the road ahead, Krang tentacles had been wrapped around any possible surface, there was no place safe, everything had been overtaken. You felt yourself slowly begin to loosen your muscles, taking in a deep breath as you realized you’d been holding your breath through the whole drive.

No doubt there was worry clouding everyone's mind, leaving a tense feeling of bitterness. You didn’t blame them at all. But still it was so strange seeing all of them so upset, scared, and even angry. You wanted to do something for them, just to get their minds off everything. There was no harm in trying to lighten the mood a bit right? Well at least what you decided 

You thought for a moment, could you say? You didn’t want to come off as insensitive, like you weren’t taking the situation seriously. What was something that would distract them for a couple of seconds? Then it came to you, you smiled as you began to speak up.

“So Casey, you're from the future right?” you asked the grin still present on your face.

Casey turned to you his focused expression shifted to one of confusion as he quirked an eyebrow at you not really sure where you were taking this.

“Well I was just curious. Could you tell me a little bit about the future?” you asked, glancing at Casey. This didn’t seem to spark too much curiosity amoungst the brothers though, much to your dismay. That was until Casey started speaking. 

Leo

“Well after you get married to Master Leo…”

Your eyes grow wide, you nearly gave yourself whiplash from how fast you turned to face the black haired male beside you. “What?” you said with a slight bit of urgency.

“When do we get married?” Leo pipes up from the back genuinely curious.  

“I didn’t actually get to ask, before well…” Casey trails off his face contouring into a sour expression as he shifts his gaze back to the road ahead of him. 

The tank goes silent for a moment before Casey speaks up again. 

“Well, I can still tell you what he did tell me.” Casey grins. 

“Master Leo used to always gush about you whenever he had the chance, talking about how sweet you were. Especially how cute you were.” Casey added 

 Leo feels his face begin to heat up as a dorky smile spreads across his face. You and him? Married? Sure he’d flirt with you here and then but he never thought he’d actually ever have the chance to ask you out.

You giggled as you could hear Donnie groaning in the backseat as Mikey began to coo at Leo lightly teasing him.

You looked back and for a split second you’d looked Leo in the eyes. You immediately looked away feeling extremely embarrassed considering everything that Casey had just told you. The tank suddenly came to a stop, and everyone went silent.

One by one everyone began exiting the tank. You took a deep breath as you began to walk out, that was before a firm hand on your shoulder pulled you back causing you to let out a quiet yelp.

You were suddenly turned around to meet Leo’s uncharacteristically stern gaze. “Is something wrong?” you ask immediately concerned for the blue clad turtle. 

Leo's head dropped for a second before he sighed, bringing it back up to look at you with his signature smile on his face. “I don’t know what’s going to happen out there but I want you to stay safe.” he said his voice firm as he spoke. Suddenly you felt yourself being pulled into Leo as your lips were met with his cold ones.

Your eyes widened for a moment before you closed them leaning into Leo's embrace. Before he pulled away. Offering you his trademark smile before walking out of the tank. Leaving you there face bright red.

Donnie

“Once you guys got married…” Casey was cut off as Leo spoke up from the back.

“Wait wait, hold up. You're telling me, my baby brother Donnie.”

“We’re the same age Nardo…” Leo clasped a hand over Donnie's mouth to silence his protest as Leo continued his teasing as Donnie pushed his blue brother off of him.

“Actually managed to ask someone out? I didn’t know you had any sort of romantic charm.” Leo grinned as he continued pestering his already humiliated brother. 

Casey spoke up.“He actually ends up being the one flustered by his S/o.” Casey states bluntly. Leo bursts out laughing, deciding to take another jab at his twin as Mikey jumps in too, teaming up against his purple brother. Much to Donnie's dismay. “Aw, come one Leo cut Donnie some slack.” Raph said

This was not how he planned to confess to you at all. Shrinked up, in the back of a hot smelly tank surrounded by his ignorant brothers. He was imagining something more romantic.

You and him, sitting on a rooftop looking down at all of the lights and people. And then Donnie would confess to you. Not like this, nothing like this.

Meanwhile you were still struggling to grasp Casey's blunt response. Sure Donnie had always treated you with a special kindness he didn’t treat anyone else with, and yeah sure he would ask you to stay with him at night to keep him company while he worked on something, it didn’t really mean anything when he would constantly compliment you on your skills and talents. Oh. Oh. 

How could you be so dense? All of the signs were pointing to the fact that Donnie had a crush on you, how could you not see it?

You spoke over Leo and Mikeys teasing remarks. Hoping to comfort Donnie just a little bit.

“Well I think it’s sweet Donnie.” you spoke sincerely as the purple turtle felt himself wanting to shrink away from all of this tournament. You let a stupid grin spread across your face as your mind drifts to a domestic future with Donnie. As you shifted into living out this sudden fantasy.

Your daydream was broken as the breaks of the tank were slammed on. “We're here.” Casey said, opening the door to the tank. As he and his brothers began to walk out Donnie called to you. 

You turned around now facing Donnie as he continued to desperately avoid your gaze. You smiled at him.

“Yeah Donnie?” you asked as Donnie took a deep breath in before speaking. 

“I wanted to apologize on behalf of my brothers.” he spoke firmly as he finally gained the courage to meet your gaze. You smiled leaning up to peck him on the cheek as you took his hand leading him out of the tank. “Come on, we're going to fall behind the others!” you said dragging the flustered brother behind you. 

Mikey

“Well, You and Mikey get married a couple years after all of this happens.” Casey says with ease. You can hear Mikey gasp from the back. As his face lights up with joy. 

Leaning over to Casey with a glimmer in his eyes as he begins to shower poor Casey questions.

“Really?! Me and Y/n?” he exclaims happily not even trying to hide the fact this new revelation has the orange turtle captivated. 

Casey chuckles as he takes a glance at Mikey before continuing.

“Yeah, you and Y/n.” he states again as Mikeys face lights up with joy you can’t help but beam with excitement as well. 

“When do we get married?” you asked curiously, Casey turns to face you humming in thought before he answers your question. 

“I think in the middle of October,” he says. Mikey hasn’t finished his celebration as he continued to dance around in the back.

You laugh at his antics before he turns to you, pulling you up from your seat to dance with him. He takes your hands in his and with a laugh he spins you around pretending to dip you as he pulls you back up. You giggled as he struggled to pull you back up.

Donnie pretends to gag from behind you as Leo rolls his eyes playfully, as he watches you two dance happily. 

“Can you believe we're going to get married?!” Mikey exclaimed his smile growing as he spoke 

You shook your head playfully. You hear Raph chuckle at his little brother as he walks out of the tank.

“Alright lover boy, time to go.” Donnie said, pushing past you as he exited the tank. 

“You're just jealous Dee!” Mikey retorted, sticking his tongue out as he rested his hands on his hips. 

“Yeah yeah.” Leo says walking out as Casey follows. You smile as Mikey takes your hand confidently as he turns to you grinning. 

“Come on! Future spouse.” you chuckled following him out of the tank. 

Raph

“You and Raph get married a little after…all of this.” he pauses before continuing waving his hand around to emphasize what he was talking about. Your eyes widened at the mention of Ralph's name. You hear Raph cough awkwardly from the back, before he speaks up shyly.

“Me and Y/n?” he asks, unsure of what he had just heard.

Casey nodded in reply. You could feel yourself trying to avoid Raphs gaze as you fixated your vision on the road outside. It was obvious you and Raph were very shy about this new information. You hear Leo whisper something to Raph before Raph's face was covered in a crimson red, his mask practically disappearing on his face before he turned to his brother quietly scolding him. 

“Oh Y/n, There's something Raphs been dying to tell you.” Leo cooed from the back seat as you turned around in confusion. Raph turned to Leo again, his brows furrowed together.

“Shut up Leo!” said hitting his brother lightly as the blue turtle continued to laugh. 

“Oh come on Raph you know you want to.” Mikey jumped in teasing his brother as Raph's face grew red again in embarrassment. 

“Not you too Mikey!” he groaned, putting his head in his hands. You giggled softly at the sight.  

Raph was always so sweet to you, always treating you with kindness and respect, you're sure that if he had something to tell you it wouldn’t be as big a deal as Mikey and Leo were making it out to be. 

You walked back to Raph crouching down as you softly removed his hands from his face. 

“Raph, you can tell me anything, I won’t freak out I promise.” you smiled reassuringly as he looked away embarrassed. Raph sighed.

“Okay here it goes. Y/n will you go out with me?” now it was your turn to be embarrassed you looked away. Before nodding softly, turning back to Raph with a shaky smile. 

“I’d love to.” Raph’s eyes widened as Leo and Mikey cheered in the background.

“Can I kiss you?” Raph asked meekly, avoiding your eyes. You nodded shyly. 

Raph gently cupped your face before giving you a quick peck on the lips. Leaving you both embarrassed as hell.

As the tank came to a stop Raph rose up offering you a hand which you gladly took.

“Alright guys let's go.” Raph said as a confident smiled spread across his face

Alright Here's A Rise Request For You! (Bc I Also Am Hyperfixating Rn Lol)

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2 years ago