Lets See How This Goes!

Let’s see how this goes!

Unusual Asks

Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? 

is your room messy or clean?

what color are your eyes?

do you like your name? why?

what is your relationship status? 

describe your personality in 3 words or less

what color hair do you have?

what kind of car do you drive? color?

where do you shop?

how would you describe your style?

favorite social media account

what size bed do you have? 

any siblings?

if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why?

favorite snapchat filter? 

favorite makeup brand(s)

how many times a week do you shower?

favorite tv show?

shoe size?

how tall are you?

sandals or sneakers? 

do you go to the gym? 

describe your dream date

how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment?

what color socks are you wearing? 

how many pillows do you sleep with?

do you have a job? what do you do? 

how many friends do you have? 

whats the worst thing you have ever done? 

whats your favorite candle scent? 

3 favorite boy names

3 favorite girl names

favorite actor? 

favorite actress? 

who is your celebrity crush?

favorite movie? 

do you read a lot? whats your favorite book? 

money or brains? 

do you have a nickname? what is it? 

how many times have you been to the hospital?

top 10 favorite songs

do you take any medications daily? 

what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc)

what is your biggest fear? 

how many kids do you want? 

whats your go to hair style?

what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) 

who is your role model? 

what was the last compliment you received?

what was the last text you sent?

how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real?

what is your dream car? 

opinion on smoking?

do you go to college? 

what is your dream job? 

would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs? 

do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? 

do you have freckles? 

do you smile for pictures?

how many pictures do you have on your phone? 

have you ever peed in the woods? 

do you still watch cartoons? 

do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds?

Favorite dipping sauce? 

what do you wear to bed? 

have you ever won a spelling bee?

 what are your hobbies?

can you draw? 

do you play an instrument?

what was the last concert you saw? 

tea or coffee?

Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts?

do you want to get married?

what is your crush’s first and last initial?

are you going to change your last name when you get married? 

what color looks best on you? 

do you miss anyone right now? 

do you sleep with your door open or closed?

do you believe in ghosts?

what is your biggest pet peeve? 

last person you called`

favorite ice cream flavor? 

regular oreos or golden oreos? 

chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? 

what shirt are you wearing? 

what is your phone background?

are you outgoing or shy?

do you like it when people play with your hair?

do you like your neighbors? 

do you wash your face? at night? in the morning?

have you ever been high? 

have you ever been drunk? 

last thing you ate? 

favorite lyrics right now

summer or winter? 

day or night? 

dark, milk, or white chocolate? 

favorite month? 

what is your zodiac sign

 who was the last person you cried in front of? 

Just a quick little sketch of one of my favorite background characters in Undertale as they might be in Reborntale. I don’t know if the lil devil monster from Snowdin has a name, but here they are.

Nice cream, monster candy, astronaut food?

Nice Cream- “What’s your favorite line and who said it?” Oh man this is a hard one, there are a lot of wonderful lines of dialogue in this game- my memory is also poor and I have a hard time picking out favorites. I think some of my favorite lines are the banter between Papyrus and Undyne when you call them up- the kind of ridiculous back and forth that you get between two good friends. “Please don’t noogie the skeleton.” “Please don’t noogie the phone.” The entire debate over what the L and R on the elevators in hotland stand for- Undyne’s puzzle ideas... the list really goes on.

Monster candy- “Who’s your favorite character?” I adore Sans and Papyrus, but also Alphys is my spirit animal and I find her very relateable. And oh goodness the dogs, I love all the dogs. I think Sans takes the top slot though, he very casually breaks the fourth wall and he mainly uses those powers to mess with people and I love that. And despite how direct and up front he is with you about many things, he’s also very secretive. 

Astronaut Food- “When you got to the part of the Undertale Musical, did you sing along with Mettaton?” No, if anything the surprise made me giggle madly through the entire scene. 

Happy 2017!

2016 was a crazy year. And despite the deaths of some very talented people, the whole american election fiasco, at the end of it all 2016 was a pretty good year for me.

At the start of the year I was still in culinary school, with the final classes being the most intensive by far. Doing 40 hours a week in a proper professional kitchen as an intern was by far the biggest hurtle, and while I learned a lot...never again. Ooooh never again. It’s an experience worth having but not one I wish to repeat. Around the same time my uncle got married, and I was enlisted to do the cake. The chef I was working under gave me some useful pointers for the task, and even supplied the styrofoam for the fake bottom tier. Everyone really enjoyed themselves at the wedding, my uncle and his new wife are both really geeky and both sides of the family are strange and more open minded- it was a lot of fun.

I graduated from the pastry program with honors. The day before the graduation ceremony I put my foot through our back deck. I bruised my entire calf, but escaped without serious injury. My mom likes to remind me I’m lucky I didn’t break my leg. 

Then it was full circle to the reason I went to school in the first place... trying to find a job. This was a very difficult process. I do not do well in job interviews, I get too nervous and don’t really know how to answer many of the questions they tend to ask. Not to mention I’ve never felt highly of myself, so when they ask something like “what makes you a better option for this position than other people?” I just kinda break down because there are a lot of people more skilled and talented out there I’m not about to say you can’t do better I don’t know who else is applying. It was a lot of ‘not enough experience’ and ‘it’s good but we need someone who can work faster’ or the quality being JUST below the mark... really just a lot of things that made those already present voices in the back of my mind louder. In the end, my mom (who started joining me in the job hunt because she was tired of working in real estate) got hired- and managed to convince the manager to give me a chance. I started working as a cake decorator. The day I drew a dinosaur on a cookie cake it dawned on me that this was all I ever wanted- to get payed for doodling cute stuff all day. 

I’m really happy as a decorator and I very much want to keep decorating cakes and cookies and stuff, but... it is stressful. I won’t go into detail but long story short I eventually realized I was long overdue for a talk with my doctor about my mental health. I’ve been diagnosed since I was in fourth grade, but, we never really found anything... useful? For dealing with my anxiety and, well, the breakdowns that occur if I hit a certain level of stress. If I’ve learned anything in my adulthood, it’s that trying to pretend I’m okay and not talking about issues (because other people have enough problems without me adding my own to the mix) it... really only did more damage in the long run. I’m still learning how to talk to people and catch myself when I tell people I’m fine when I’m not. I had a few good heart to heart talks with my dad too- in the past I don’t think he really understood (or rather, accepted?) the whole mental-health concept in general... but I think he kinda realized that, we have very similar issues. I brought up that I think I get my autism from him, and surprisingly he agreed. And there’s just, a new level of understanding there, and it’s nice. I’m taking steps to better manage my anxiety and stress at work, and things are hopefully going to get better on that front.

But really most of all, I’ve made friends this year. I gushed about this already at Christmas but I will say it again, finding the Undertale fandom and getting to know the people here has been the best thing to ever happen to me. I struggle to meet people, I’m generally too nervous to interact with people even online. I liked to draw but had grown used to the idea that people weren’t interested in what I liked to draw, or the stories I tried to write. I’m repeating myself but I didn’t realize how lonely I was before I met everyone, and I just... I never knew having friends could be this nice. I never knew making friends could be so simple. 

I just... I felt nothing, when I graduated. It didn’t feel like anything had been achieved. People congratulated me but... I dunno. I wasn’t happy. I got a job, yes, good, I needed a job! I want to work and feel like more than a lazy mooch- I need to be able to pay off student loans! I was thankful to get a job. But, I wasn’t happy. Because what I’ve always really loved doing was telling stories and drawing and I dreamed of making a comic one day- but... nobody ever showed interest. Good, not great, could be better. I’ve attempted several comic projects in the past, every one of them puttered out because nobody else was ever interested. There was never any feedback. But now... I met wonderful friends, wonderful TALENTED people who are inspiring and for the first time in a while I’m drawing a lot of fanart. I have a comic project going (fully unintentionally I’ll have all of you know, this thing was supposed to be just one page.) and for once there’s actually feedback, people care about what’s going on in the story and...and...

I found the Undertale fandom, got sucked in, and I’m happier than I’ve ever been. I’m able to be myself without being shot down for being annoying, or too loud, or being confused. This community is just so accepting and positive and...as I mentioned last time being a part of this community has really changed me for the better. I’m becoming more social, less reclusive, and I’m happy. I’m happy and while these past few months have been a whirlwind of things going really well and really shit at the same time I just, I’m looking forward to this next year.

Here’s to new friends, no matter what happens in 2017 I’m confident that it’ll be great because it’ll be spent in good company. I’m going to try to make it to my first convention this year- as someone who often does poorly in crowds it shall be interesting to see what happens there. 

Y’ALL KNOW WHO YOU ARE.

my friends r so talented. rb if ur friends are talented

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