Also While I Do Talk About Otto Mostly Because Of The Fact I Have A Lot Of Thoughts On Him, I'd Really

also while I do talk about otto mostly because of the fact I have a lot of thoughts on him, I'd really like to go into how noone is as a character because she is inherently the better person than otto but I also feel like she does carry a few flaws and more than that there is a lot you could gage about her experiences and general background that I feel like are really something that kind of makes it where I really wished maybe even the game had more comics to explore the counties specifically on the water disease she had and what ehr experiences where with her old doctor and her own family and it makes it even worse thinking about the fact she's in the nowhere kind of away from her parents and on her own to experience a lot more of what used to be her nightmares but now is her reality so if anyone wants to ask me about some things I think about regarding noone ( also ruth I know is their name too btw ) then I'd really like to talk about it

also, also. I don't know if this is something anyone noticed or if it was just me but why were the cops tailing dickie so hard like that? yes, they'd probably want to interview him out of everyone, but it's so specific and there was no mention of like mabel going over and telling them know about his involvement, so how in gods' name did they go for him out of EVERYONE else? because hell, I figured even oliver put in a word and said something, but I don't know, I don't think that's the case.

you know, going over to rewatch the third season of only murders in the building, the context of scenes with loretta make more sense right down to episode one because you immediately get why she is so nervous, it isn't because of the play, it's because of dickie.

doing work on my horror story atm so if I'm not doing stuff for the tson animatic / refs this is why !! in order of names, ages, and etc. pomdial jenkins, 24, he / him, openly homosexual jeremiah dolt, 26, he / him, repressed homosexual sanderson pole, 28, he / him, unlabeled ( has dated jenner ) jenner deco, 27, he / him ( trans ), homosexual wonder quail, 23, he / they / it, homoromantic asexual higgins super, 19, he / him, unlabeled but does seem to have an unrequited affection towards pomdial particularly jenner is trans male and doesn't have top surgery btw ( this is me projecting given I'm also trans male and I haven't gotten top surgery and I wanted more rep of that for my ocs so ) pomdial is latine, jeremiah is german, sanderson is irish but is cousins with jeremiah, jenner is swedish, wonder is african american, higgins' origins are unknown but he does have a british accent ( never been to london / lived in london though ) they're a local gang called the love hounds and all are relatively friends while others just straight up don't like each other there is more information but if people want to ask abt that lmk ! there's another member I'm drawing but I need to go over ideas for them, but the group goes from oldest to youngest, so the last member would likely be 18 years old I am also working on the demons for this horror story / the side characters including dr. fink fine / dr. fine, pomdial's sister, jeremiah's older brother, and I also want to include a dog that higgins probably owns because. Because I can.

ON GOD THAT SHIT IS IN MY DOCUMENT AND HAS BEEN STUFF I"VE BEEN TALKING ABOUT FOR A LONG TIME NOW !! /pos to me the entirety of chapter three is so interesting in the fact that it really shows how otto is worried for noone and how he actually, before things got as bad as they did, really had a large amount of care for her until because he grown too stubborn to see his own faults, chalked it up to abandonment by choice. because she did want to get away from him because of how far he was pushing it with his behavior but it's like. this entire moment is what gets me the most because it is just the questioning on : " warped by pain, do you feel that sometimes? " like really fucking concerned about that dream in particular. because it just represents him the most, I'll take a snippet from what I put down in my document + the clip but it is so fucking interesting to me !!

the clip I'm referencing, by the way, is this because it has the line which really has me going on a field day + the whole hug bit. click here if you'd like to see it !!

I think ch3 also triggered some of Otto's trauma or smth....? I mean, look how he reacted right after listening Noone's story. You know at the end of her dream The PA screamed scarily “Everyone needs someone. Don't leave me alone!” and sobbed when the Candleman took her, “Don't take her. Not this one too.”

A few seconds of silence and you can actually listen how unsettled he is for a moment. How his breathing slightly shuddered.

No wonder why he hugged her so tightly after that.

But then the mirror fell off and was broken bcs he held her too tight. I love how they put this kinda subtext in the podcast. The uneasiness of it. The writings on the wall... He also smacked a moth flying around the light, the little creature that fascinates Noone.

rotting on otto and thinking about paired with him having to lose cici and the idea that he was alone really puts things in perspective, again, because I brought this up to someone and thinking abt it more, otto pointed out when he was talking with cici in earlier episodes about he was bullied or in his words " had tormentors " when he was young. so it's like. this man definitely has so much self esteem issues and was really, really alone all the way up to adulthood and while he did have colleagues, he didn't have friends I think

I really made a fanfic which went ' what if I made a ghostface oc whos just a country guy ' that's. that's the premise.