Ya Know I Really Wish Sitting Didnt Feel Like I Was Fucking Sprinting. Why For The Love Of Everything

Ya know I really wish sitting didn’t feel like I was fucking sprinting. Why for the love of everything does my heart rate decide to be 140 when all I’ve been doing for the last 20(? probably more) minutes is be sitting down. Fuck I hate disautonomia

Fuck I have Covid again. Why the hell do people go out when they’re sick??? I’m 98% sure I got it from a girl in one of my classes who wouldn’t stop coughing. Sure it’s not her fault that the class isn’t recorded so missing lecture means missing material but still why is it so fucking normalized to go out when you’re sick??? I’m honestly really scared that this will end up like the last time I had it, in bed with a high fever and racing heart 24/7 with muscle weakness and extreme fatigue. I already have long Covid from that time what the fuck is this time going to do to me??

Is this a me thing or does this happen to anyone else?? I just like chugged some water and now my heart rate is 130 and I’m sitting. Wtf is this shit

Not to be chronically ill on main but if I get one more doctor tell me the tests came back normal again as if its GOOD news Im gonna make it everyones problem.

Just realized something and I think some of you need to realize it too

Being in *any* unprompted pain means there's something wrong

you don't need to be in agonizing pain to get help, the human body isn't supposed to be in any pain