Trauma K1nk - Tumblr Posts
fuck, I need someone to sit me down on their lap and make me talk about my trauma as they rub me, watch me squirm and get all teary eyed <3
tell me to be a good girl or else they're gonna take me back to my rapist and let him ruin my little body <33
Opened up a little about the grooming and sexual abuse I went through to my boyfriend. Made him cry. Had the classic holy-fuck-thats-horrible-no-like-thats-really-super-bad-you-shouldnt-be-laughing-at-that moment that I get every time I talk about my childhood.
About an hour later, we were climbing the stairs and I knelt to pet the cat, showing off my underwear in my skirt and he fucked me on the stairs. Super hot, 10/10 would do again, he hit all the right angles and something about the stairs digging into my body and having to be quiet because my roommates would be able to hear everything makes my brain go brr
Right after that, when I go to get my government mandated kisses and good girls, he panics a little and goes, "I hope I didn't take advantage of you." Honestly wasn't even thinking that, I've been trying to get him to put the video games down and fuck me for the past two days and I am so detached from most of the sexual trauma most days or else I'd be stuck hiding in the corner of the room losing my shit. Haven't fully processed it, I'm not gonna lie 🤷🏼‍♀️ but anyways, after that I couldn't help but wonder did he???? He def takes my hypersexuality for granted and has abused my need to please him before so who knows.
Anyways, thought some sick fuck could get off to the fact that my boyfriend listened to my trauma and pinned me to the staircase fully taking advantage of my desire to please him and hypersexuality that stems from being molested, and came in me. Who's next? This time I wanna sit in your lap while you force me to grind on your hard cock while I cry and tell you all about the grooming and unwanted touching.
i don’t know where i remember reading this, but the words “my daddy issues is what keeps me from being a full lesbian” makes a bit too much sense…
because on the day to day, i’m only ever thinking of women romantically. but!
something about an older man with kink education, a soft voice, and touch to match? wires are getting crossed in my head and suddenly i’m questioning if maybe there is an odd and tainted exception…
