PERFECT - 1

PERFECT - 1

au!Sebastian Stan x Reader He was perfect. Everything about him was perfect. The way those blue eyes could melt you with just a glance. Like he was doing right now. I felt a shiver run down my spine as Sebastian Stan made his way towards me. I had an urge to run. I wanted to hide from him. Ever since highschool, he has done this to me. I felt weak in front of him, and I wasnt generally a weak person. I was just like my mother when it came to that - I hated showcasing any signs of weakness. But not to Sebastian. He knew the effect he had on me. There was a smirk on his face as he reached me. "Hey, I didnt expect to see you here" he said, with that annoyingly beautiful smirk. "I didnt expect it too" I said dryly. "Its good to see you, Y/N" his voice awoke a lot of emotions, that I had learned to hide within me, which had been untouched for more than an year now. "You too, Seb" I managed to say, as he pulled me into a warm hug. I always found his scent intoxicating. It made me giddy. I pulled away quickly, my lips pressed together in a tight smile. "Where exactly have you been ?" Seb asked, sipping his drink. "Its been an year" An year. Seb and I were together in highschool. We were a thing back then. We were wild and so much in love. Three years. Thats how long it lasted. Thanks to my mother. On my 18th birthday, we had a nice big party at mine, and she discovered us in a rather compromising way, and that was it. She sent me away with my father in one if his social service trips, while she and my step brother Steven stayed home, working on her political career. And this was the first time we met again after all that. But Seb was with someone else now. Madeline Praise,  whose birthday party we were attending. "I was with dad" I said. "Vietnam" Seb's jaw clentched. "And of course, you didnt think its necessary to tell me" he hissed. "You just disappeared on me, Y/N" "I was held  a prisoner at my own home ! I was locked away not allowed meet even dad or Steven ! And one morning I was thrown into a flight to nowhere !" I said, my voice trembling with emotion. "And besides, not that you grieved a lot - Madeline Praise explains that much !" Seb looked at me, and I saw the pain in his eyes. "My father made me" he whispered, turning bright red. "Just wants to cover up the mess." I scoffed at that. "So where is your girlfriend ?" I asked, turning around to look. "I missed the cake cutting." "Of course you did" His smile was back on. "Seriously, I didnt even want to come" I said, shaking my head. "Thanks to my sweet mother. She has a way of pushing me into things I hate" Our eyes fell on my mother. Tanya Strait ( She took my stepfather's surname after marriage), was trying to make a political career for herself. She was trying her best. She had married George Strait when I was about ten years old. She and my stepfather were both born into filthy rich business families, and thus were always on top of the social ladder. Seb, Steven, Madeline and I, all attended posh private schools , and, Seb and Steven - the most expensive colleges. Madeline's family and mine were linked through family business, and thus this unavoidable party to which I was dragged to, against my will. "I missed you, Y/N" Seb said, his hand caressing mine softly. "So much" I looked at him, not sure if this conversation was a good idea. "I, um...me too" I said, trying to calm down. My eyes darted to the crowd of guests, searching for Madeline. Only she wasnt anywhere to be seen. "Where exactly is she ?" I asked. Seb shrugged. "I dont really care" he said, in a bored tone. "Im here for my father" "Seb ! You're dating that girl !" "Who told you that ?! I am forced to take her to these stupid parties ! Our parents make us go together!  Who the hell told you we were dating ?!" He was shaking in anger. "Hm. Mom did" I said shrugging. "Come on, Y/N." Seb said impatiently. "You really think its that easy ?" "It hasnt been easy , Seb. Not for me. But Ive seen the two of you so blissfully happy on magazine covers" I snapped at him. "I was miserable ! I was in therapy ! But of course, you didnt know !" Seb was quiet now, staring at me with wide eyes and his mouth slightly open. "Hello, Sebastian" Seb tried to regain his earlier confidence, as my stepbrother Steven joined us. "Steven" he said, giving him a nod. "Nice to have Y/N back, isnt it ?" Steven said, putting an arm around my shoulders. Steven and I had a wonderful relationship. He never let the fact that my mother had replaced his, affect our bond. He was the only one in the world whom I knew would never hurt me. "Yes it is" Seb said, his eyes burning into me. "I would love to let you two catch up, but mom's kinda looking for you, and shes not going to be happy spotting you with him" Steven said, motioning to mom with his eyes. "Alright, give me a minute" I said, exhaling loudly. "I'll come" Steven nodded and walked off. "Seb, I have to go" I said. "Meet me in the garden at 10" he said. "Please, Y/N" "I dont think thats a good idea" I said, already protesting. "Last year was hell, I dont want to relive it !" "Please, baby" Seb whispered. "Please"

Library Love - 1

Bucky x Reader :)

“Y/N ! Come on !”, my bestfriend Natasha whined, as I walked in between the huge bookshelves.

“Nat, you knew it would take time !” I hissed, giving her a glare.

Nat rolled her eyes at me, and pretended to browse through some book.

“So boring ! Can’t you just use the internet for your research ? This place is killing me !” Nat said, yawning.

“Natasha ! Im here to study !” I said, trying my best not to raise my voice. “Why did you come in the first place?”

“I had nothing better to do!” Nat said, shrugging.

“Hm. You can go if you want, Nat” I said, pulling out the book I was looking for from the shelf. “I’ll be fine”

“Of course you will be” Nat said. “But Im not leaving without you”

“Alright ! Be quiet then” I said, walking towards one of the big benches in the middle of the room, my eyes fixed on the book.

“Y/N, watch out !”

Well, Nat was too late to inform me - I walked straight into something hard and fell back. I screwed my eyes shut at the impact, and felt a pair or arms around me, blocking my fall.

I opened my eyes and gasped.

“Oh God” Nat’s voice had a touch of relief in it.

“Are you alright ?”

That was a new voice. I looked at the man in front of me, who was holding me, a look of concern on his handsome face.

“I-” I stared at him.

Those blue eyes.

“Y/N” Nat’s voice brought me back to reality again.

Thats when I noticed that I held my book tightly against my chest with one hand, and my other hand was on his shoulder. The fabric of his shirt crumbled under my tight grip.

I quickly let go, blushing.

“Are you alright, Y/N ? ” He asked again. Thanks to Nat, he knew my name !

“Yes, Im fine. Thanks for, um, -” I said, feeling the heat rise to my face.

He smiled, and said, “You’re welcome”

I smiled back, almost fully smitten by his good looks.

Nat was on my side by now, her hand squeezing mine tightly.

“See you around then” I managed to say, wanting to escape from this situation.

“See you” He said, and with a nod to Nat, he walked off.

Just as he was out of our sight, Nat burst.

“What the HELL was that ?!” she said, eyes wide.

“What ?” I asked, sitting down on the bench.

“See you around ?” Nat asked.

“Its not like I will be seeing him or anything” I said, feeling a bit of regret in that.

“Exactly !” Nat said. “Did you see him?!”

I raised my eyebrows at her.

“You already have a boyfriend ! You shouldnt check out other guys ” I said, with a grin.

“I checked him out for you, moron!” Nat said, shaking her head. “I cant believe you let him leave like that !”

“What are you trying to say?” I asked, closing my book, and looking at her.

“You should have talked !” Nat said. “Asked for his number or something!”

“Sorry, no” I said, “I dont do that”

“Hence your single situation!” Nat scoffed.

“Hey, Im totally fine with being single!” I argued.

“No you’re not !” Nat shot back. “That guy was perfect ! Did you hear the way he said your name ?”

“Yes” Was all I could say. My name never actually felt that good. Hm.

“Well, good thing you have me as your bestfriend !” Nat announced, with a grin.

“No, I dont like the sound of that” I said, shaking my head. “ Nat, whatever you’re thinking - DON’T”

“Oh please” Nat said, giving me a bored look. “I wonder if hes gone… Just wait here!”

Nat was too quick for me. She sprinted across the room in split second, and I sat staring at the direction she ran. And a certain dread came over me.

                                  * * *

“Nat please tell me you didnt do anything stupid” I said, sitting on my bed, feeling totally burdened.

“Y/N, for the hundredth time ! He wasnt there ! I didn’t meet him !” Nat said. “I swear !”

I nodded.

“I wish he told me his name” I wondered out loud.

“DON’T YOU DARE !”

Nat had a wild look on her as she said that.

                                * * *

I was at the library in my usual time, and I walked towards the librarian to return a book.

I almost lost my breath, seeing HIM standing there.

“Hey!” He said with a smile. “Y/N?”

“H-hi” I said, feeling a lump forming in my throat. “You work here ?”

“Only helping out Mrs.Christie” He said, with a smile.

“Oh, thats nice” I said. “How long have you been doing this ?”

“Well, I started last week” He said. “That same day”

“Oh…” I was so afraid if Nat had done something that I skipped coming to the library a whole week.

“Bucky” He said, taking the book from me.

“Hm ?”

“Bucky Barnes. My name” He said, his smile widening.

“Well, you know mine right ? Y/N  Y/L/ N” I said, smiling back at him.

He laughed.

“Thanks to your friend” he said.

“Yep, thanks to her”

We met almost regularly after that. He was a very fun person to be with, and he was slowly creeping into my heart too. I was not ready to admit it to myself, even. Thats when Nat found out.

“I cant believe how primitive you two are !” She sighed. “You dont even have his number !”

“Stop it, Nat” I whined, trying to wrestle her out of my bed.

“Seriously, Y/N” She said. “You gotta woman up, and make a move ”

“Not happening” I said, shaking my head stubbornly.

Nat exhaled loudly, giving me a dirty look.

                              * * * Over the next couple of days, I didnt have much time to talk to Bucky. As disappointing as it was, I had an assignment due that very Friday, and there was no way I could fall behind in it.

After a long day of reading and typing, I was finally ready to leave. I felt a sudden shiver, when I saw that library was almost completely empty - was everyone gone ?

I raced to the desk where Bucky usually worked, and let out a sigh of relief to see him sitting there.

Bucky looked up, and smiled.

“I thought I got locked in” I said, leaning against a bookshelf.

“Wont do that to you, now would I?” Bucky asked, with a grin. “Pretty busy these days, I see”

“College work” I said with a shrug. “Just too many assignments”

Bucky nodded understandingly.

“Y/N?”

TAGS !! @learisa , @axelinchen , @msdrmarvel

BLUSH - Part 4

Bucky Barnes x reader

There was only one thing in Bucky’s mind. That kiss he couldnt complete. “Its so UNFAIR !” He said. “Its killing me !”

“Buck, you can try again !” Steve said, trying to calm his bestfriend. “Im almost too sure that she has the same feelings for you”

“I dont know, Steve” Bucky whined. “If we had kissed that day - GOD ! Im gonna kill Romanoff !”

Steve tried his best to supress his laughter.

But it was just so awkward all the time. Y/N would turn bright red at the sight of Bucky, and would be completely on autopilot by then. Bucky would go all sweaty and stammer at his words.

“I feel so guilty” Natasha said, shaking her head.“I didnt expect this”

“They’ll be ok, Nat” Steve said, shrugging. “There is nothing that we can do about this”

An grin spread on Natasha’s face.

“Oh yes there is” She said, trying an evil-witch-laugh.

“That sounds really wierd” Steve said, giving her a look.

“It didnt come off as I expected” Natasha said, clearing her throat. “Come on. We have work to do!”

Natasha (along with a forced Steve), tried in their own way, to actually bring the Bucky and Y/N together.

Natasha made Y/N train when the boys were at the gym. Bucky and Y/N mysteriously ended up seated next to eachother during dinner and movie nights. She would even trip Y/N when shes in a hurry so that she would fall on Bucky.

She tried everything she could, but they just remained silent and awkward around eachother.

“This is hopeless” Natasha said, glumly. “I was just teasing them ! I didnt mean it to be like this !”

“Let them do it their way, Nat” Steve said, squeezing her hand reassuringly.

* * *

Y/N was in her room, flipping through the pages of a magazine, when she heard a knock on the door.

She opened it to find Tony standing there with a smile on his face.

“Hey! Come in” Y/N said, closing the door as Tony stepped in.

“You’ve been busy” Tony said, sitting on the edge of her bed. “No time for me, huh ?”

“Sorry, Tony” Y/N said, sitting next to him. “Had lots to do”

“Well, I cant let Banner torture you in there” Tony said. “Lets go on trip. Just the two of us - like we used to when you were little”

Y/N smiled at the memory.

“That would be great !” She said, hugging her uncle. “Thanks Tony”

He kissed her temple gently and said, “Anything for you”

“I will arrange something and let you know” Tony said, as he walked out. “Be ready !”

“You know I will be”

* * *

Tony’s visit had made her pretty happy. She stepped out of her room, and towards the kitchen, to find something to eat. She almost turned away seeing Bucky there, making coffee.

“Coffee, Y/N ?” he asked, wanting her to stay.

“No thanks, Bucky” Y/N said, giving him a small smile.

She opened the fridge to find something to eat. Her heart raced, having Bucky so close to her. She wanted to reach out to him. Hug him. Tell him she loved him. But this stress made her more hungry.

She found some of Wanda’s big cupcakes, and carried them to the table, sitting as far away from Bucky as possible. Bucky, sighed in defeat, and sat at the other end.

Steve and Natasha sat at the living room, from where they could see the couple. Natasha sighed.

“This is so frustrating” she said, placing her head of Steve’s shoulder.

Bucky sat staring at Y/N, who was stuffing her fifth cupcake into her mouth.He shook his head, knowing that Y/N always ate too much when she was under stress. She took another bite, glumly.

Bucky exhaled loudly as he stood up, and walked towards Y/N.

Steve nudged Natasha a bit too forcefully in excitment that she almost fell out of the couch.

“Y/N, thats enough” Bucky said, taking the cupcake from her hand.

“Give it back !” Y/N said, reaching up for it.

“No, you’ve had enough” Bucky said. “You’re gonna be sick”

“I dont care, give it back !”

She stood up now, wrestling Bucky for her cupcake.

“Oh God, PLEASE just let them kiss” Natasha said, watching them carefully.

“BUCKY !” Y/N whined.

Bucky put the cake in his mouth, and showed his empty hands to her.

“What the hell, Bucky ! That was the last one !” Y/N said, sulking.

“I thought you didnt like strawberry icing” Bucky said, licking the icing off his fingers.

“I dont” Y/N, pouring herself a glass of water. “Wanda made these so that I dont eat them”

Bucky laughed.

“You ate them anyway” He said.

“Yeah I did” Y/N said, shrugging. “I have to go”

She began walking towards the elevator. Bucky clentched his jaws, as he followed her.

“Ok, please tell me they will kiss in the elevator” Natasha said, slapping her forehead.

“You have a way of complicating things, Nat” Steve said. “This could’ve been avoided”

“When am I gonna see the end of it ?!” Natasha whined.

* * *

Sam has created a chatroom.

Sam has added Steve, Nat, Wanda and Clint to chatroom.

Sam : Ok, now whats up with Robo cop and Lil Stark ?

Steve : Whats wrong with them?

Sam : Cap, stop pretending that you dont know

Clint : There is something going on. They were inseparable. Now they barely talk.

Nat : Ok, as guilty as I am, you guys are gonna push me into suicide.

Steve : Natasha Romanoff.

Clint : Keeping secrets from me, Nat ?

Nat : Everyones gonna hate me.

Wanda : Y/N ate all my cupcakes. Again. And shes really upset.

Sam : I think shes upset with Barnes.

Clint : Sam’s right. Wanna talk, Cap ?

Nat : I hate you all.

Nat : Alright ! I walked in on them when they were about to kiss, and I have created this awkward tension between them. And yeah. Thats it.

Sam : Oh.

Wanda : Nat, why did you skip the part where you yelled that you HOPE they would complete the kiss ?

Nat : Thank you, Wanda. And stop reading my mind !

Steve : You know how they are. Both tend to brood on things unneccesarily.

Sam : Well done, Black widow !

Clint : Come on ! They’ll be fine. In fact, I just saw them getting off the elevator.

Nat : Oh please just kiss already !

Steve : Natasha, Im going to kill you if you say that again.

Clint : Is Tony aware of this situation ?

Steve : I dont think so. And we better not talk about it in front of him. Y/N’s gotta figure out how to do it.

Sam : If at all things get better with Barnes, that is. Thanks to B.W.

Nat : You suck.

TAGS !

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BLUSH - Part 1

Bucky Barnes x Reader ( x Uncle Tony Stark) This is a series !! Part 2 will follow shortly :) Feedback appreciated !

Y/N Stark, was Tony Stark’s niece. Her parents’ sudden death had led to Tony taking her under his wing, and looking after her ever since.

Y/N grew up to be as brilliant as her uncle, exceling in academics, and getting into research after college.

Tony visited Y/N every week, and took her out to dinner. He never broke this tradition, and that particular day, he was waiting for her in at the restaurant where she had promised to meet him.

About fifteen minutes late, Tony saw her rushing into the restaurant, looking almost too shabby for his liking. She sat opposite to him breathlessly.

“Im so sorry, Tony !” She said, gulping down some water. “Got caught up with work”

Tony nodded, still having a look of disapproval on his face.

“What ?” Y/N asked, raising her eyebrows.

“Look at yourself, Y/N ! You are a Stark ! You cant run around looking so shabby !” Tony said, shaking his head.

“I came straight from the lab, Tony” Y/N said with a smile. “Besides, you know how much I hate dressing up”

“Ok, dont then. But still you need to look presentable” Tony argued. “ What are they making you do there ?”

Y/N shrugged.

“I havent slept in days. Working on this -”

She was cut off by Tony, who gave a bright smile.

“Well, Im here with a solution to that” He said.

“What solution ?” Y/N asked.

The solution landed her at the Avengers tower, working for Dr. Bruce Banner. It was something huge for her to work with him, and Tony was glad to have her close to him.

The rest of the Avengers were excited to meet another Stark, and not to mention a girl.

Natasha and Wanda helped Y/N settle in, whereas the men were always there to help.

* * *

“Its so UNFAIR that he gave her a room right in front of his” Sam complained, making Bucky smirk. They were on their early morning workout with Steve.

Tony had given her the right opposite Bucky’s, because that room happened to be bigger than any of the other spare ones.

“Sorry dude, I had no part in it” Bucky said, shrugging.

“Lets better keep it that way” Sam said, dropping to the floor if the gym, panting.

“Lets not try anything funny with her guys. Tony wont take it lightly” Stevd said, making his way out of the gym, followed by the other two.

* * *

Y/N woke up to hearing voices outside her room. She looked at her alarm clock, and saw that it was only 6am.

Grumbling to herself, she dragged herself out of her bed. She opened her door, rubbing her eyes sleepily.

“Guys ! Keep it down !” She said, yawning. “Tryin’ to sleep here”

Bucky, Steve and Sam turned around to look at Y/N, who leaned against the door, and gave them a sleepy look.

“Can you guys talk somewhere else please?” She said, almost in a whine.

Bucky couldnt help but smile. She looked so beautiful and delicate in her pyjamas and messy hair. It was as if something clicked. He felt some strange new energy sparking up inside him.

And he also noticed his friends who were ogling at her, just like him.

“Hey, come on, lets go” He said, grabbing Steve and Sam by their arms and pulling them towards the elevator.

He turned around to catch one last glance of her.

“Thanks, Bucky ” She mumbled, before closing the door, and returning to sleep.

* * *

By 8:00am, Y/N was in the kitchen, looking for breakfast. Steve, Bucky and Sam looked up from their food as she came in.

“Good morning, Y/N !” Sam said.

“Good morning, Sam” Y/N said, with a smile.

“Sorry about this morning” He added.

Y/N laughed and her eyes met Bucky’s. She blushed, as he gave her a smile. His eyes lingered on her face a minute too long, that Steve cleared his throat.

Bucky snapped out of his thought, and offered Y/N one of his sandwiches.

“Thanks, Bucky” Y/N said. “ Lot of work today !”

“Is Bruce overworking you ?” Sam asked.

“Yes, he is such a workaholic !” Y/N said. She glanced at the clock.

“Shit !” she said, “Im late ! ”

Y/N stuffed the sandwich into her mouth and ran off towards the elevator.

“I like her” Sam said. “Sweet thing” Bucky gave him an icy glare, and Steve burst out laughing.

                             * * *

Natasha has created a chatroom. Natasha has invited Wanda, Steve, Bucky, Clint, Nikki, Tony and Sam.

Nat: WEEKEND !! Sam: Party !! Y/N: Im still working. Nat: Boohoo Steve: Whats the plan? Nat: How about that new nightclub we saw the other day ? Y/N: Cool! Never been to one before! Sam: Aww, we’ll take you, Y/N Y/N: Thanks Sam :) Bucky: Well. Steve: Well well.

Bruce has joined chat. Bruce: Y/N, dont you have work to do? Y/N: Yes, Mr Banner :( Bruce: Why the sad face ? Nat: Leave the girl alone Bruce ! Bruce: Natasha !!

Tony has joined chat. Tony: No nightclub for you Y/N Bucky: o_o Tony: Go away Barnes !! Bucky: Nope. Wanda: You go away, Tony ! Y/N: Unfair ! Tony: Not at all Bruce: Tony, she has work ! Tony: She can stay back and work. Y/N: I want to resign. Sam: YOU ARE NO FUN BANNER ! Wanda: Stop banning Y/N from doing things ! Shes old enough to make decisions for herself ! Y/N: Yes ! Bucky: Yes ! Tony: No. Clint: Somebody please throw Tinman out ! Tony: I just might throw you out, Birdie! Bruce: She is sulking now, Tony. Stop it. Y/N,if you put your phone down and finish your work, you can go. Y/N: Thank you, Mr. Banner ! Tony: Not so fast ! Who gave you the permission to give her permission, Banner?

Bruce left the chat.

Tony: Great. Nat: Bad Tony ! Tony: Oh come on ! FINE ! Y/N can go ! Y/N: Yay ! Thanks Tonyyy !! You’re the best! Steve: Seriously. Bucky: : D :D Tony: No drinking, though. Y/N: Bye Tonyyy !!! Nat: Come to my room after work,Y/N! Y/N: Ok, Nat. Y/N: Bye guys !

                            * * *

Bucky was on his way to his his room, when he saw Y/N coming out of hers. Her long hair was wet and was dripping slightly. Bucky stood staring at her.

“Hi Bucky ” She said, smiling.

“Hi” He said, scratching the back of his neck. “Umm…nice hair”

Y/N smiled, tilting her head slightly.

“Thank you” she said, a small blush spreading on her cheeks.

Bucky blushed at the way she looked at him.

“I gotta go meet Natasha” Y/N said.

“Ok” Bucky said, nodding. “See you at the club”

“Yeah” Y/N said, her heart beating fast.

Bucky watched her walk away, and turned to walk straight into Steve.

Steve had a grin plastered to his face.

“What ?” Bucky asked.

“What what ?” Steve asked, raising his eyebrows. “I know it”

“Steve” Bucky said shaking his head.

“Shes a good girl, Buck” Steve said. “Shes perfect for you”

The two friends grinned at eachother.

TAGS ! @mags-moore , @kaiyaisbae , @sgt-jbb-107

My Brightest Star - 3

Sirius Black x Reader

Winning a game of Quidditch against the Slytherins was quite an achievment for the Gryffindors. It also meant a victory party was in order. Lily was going throung her trunk, chucking her clothes on her bed.

"Why cant I find anything good to wear !!!?" she whined, as Y/N pulled on a simple black sleeveless dress that came upto her knees.

"You are done already ?!" Lily asked, fishing into her trunk more urgently.

"Relax, Lily ! You can borrow one of mine if you cant find any !" Y/N said, combing her long hair.

That calmed her a bit, and she did find a pretty pink dress. Once the girls were ready, they went downstairs and saw a full fledged party in the common room.

Bottles of firewhiskey were stacked at makeshift bar, along with other drinks and snacks.

"Come on, Y/N" said Lily, grabbing her hand as they walked up to the boys.

They stood by the bar, with bottles of firewhiskey in their hands. Y/N's eyes fell on Sirius, who was dressed casually in a black shirt and a pair jeans, and his black hair shined in the disco lights.

Lily went forward to kiss James, and Sirius came forwrd to Y/N, and said,"You look beautiul,love"

Andrea smiled at him, saying "Thank you, you dont look so bad yourself "

Sirius smirked, and winked at her. A little into the party, James and all the boys for that matter, were drunk.

"Dont you think Y/N is too much of a goody goody to be even hanging out with us ?" said James.

Sirius glared at him, afraid if Y/N would leave.

"Cant even handle a little drink I see" James continued.

"I dont drink because I dont like to, James" Y/N replied firmly.

"Oh right"

"Besides, who cant handle a couple of drinks?"

"You cant !" James laughed, Peter joining him.

Remus looked at Sirius, knowing where this will end.

"Of course I can, Potter !" Y/N said, turning red in her face.

"Prove it" James said, smugly.

"Gladly" she said, reaching out for a bottle of firewhiskey.

One of their classmates, who was bartending, poured her a goblet.

"Y/N-" began Sirius, trying to stop her, but she swatted his hand away.

"You dont have to do it " said Remus, giving James an ugly look.

"She has never had a drink before !" Lily whispered to Sirius, tackling her boyfriend.

"Y/N, he is crazy " said Sirius, trying to take the goblet away from her. "You DONT have to prove anything"

"Sirius Black, you better let go"

There was fire in her eyes, and it kind of turned him on. Smirking at her, he folded his hands and leaned against the wall, as she raised the goblet to her mouth, and took a big swig.

They watched, and she put the empty goblet back on the table, putting her hands against her mouth, eyes wide. The drink burned her insides.

Her eyes darted to Sirius, who was watching her with much interest, taking a sip from his own drink.

James snorted, "Look at her face ! That was just one drink !"

As she reached for another filled goblet.

"Y/N, let it go please!" Lily whined.

Y/N downed the contents of the goblet, and just stood, her eyes watering up.

"Ohhhh" James said, putting his arm around Lily and pulling her closer to him.

"You are in so much trouble, Potter" Lily grumbled, pushing him away.

"Y/N, you should stop" Remus warned, now really concerned.

Sirius, remained silent his eyes fixed on Y/N.

A couple of globlets later:

"Fine, one more and Im done teasing you !"James said, with a grin.

His words were slurring now. With some effort, Y/N had another shot. And then, she held her stomach, her eyes closed tightly, before muttering, "I think Im going to be sick"

Remus grabbed a dustbin from the corner of the room, and Sirius helped her away from the crowd.

Once they were at a safe distance from the party animals, Y/N bent down over the dustbin, and threw up.

"This is all your fault Potter !" Lily fumed, and stalked off to find some water.

Peter took hold of a thoroughly wasted James, and led him off to his dorm.

Sirius knelt down, and held back Y/N's hair and rubbed her back slowly as she puked. "Its alright" he murmured, and she continued for a while.

Once it stopped, Lily wiped her face with some paper towels, and handed her some water.

"Guys, I dont think she can walk to the dorm" Lily said, looking at the sick girl.

"That wont be a problem" said Remus, looking at Sirius with a smile.

Sirius lifted Y/N off her feet bridal style, and carried her upto her dorm. Y/N held on to his shirt tightly, and he heard her saying incoherent things under her breath. Remus and Lily watched them, and stayed in the common room with a smile on their faces. Sirius placed her on her bed gently, but she held on to the collar of his shirt.

"Whats it, babe?" he asked, covering her hands with his.

She mumbled something, and he sat on her bed, leaning down to hear her.

"Dont go" Y/N whispered, the scent of his cologne intoxicating her more.

Her hands on his collar, loosened. Sirius laughed as he lay her down completely, and brushed his fingers on her cheek.

"I really want to kiss you now, you know ?" he said, his voice husky. "When you're in your proper mind, maybe. Good night, love"

MY LOVE (PART 2)

This is the 2nd part to My love. :) :)

Young Sirius Black x Reader !!

Remus bought us two butterbeers, and we sat at a corner table, at Three Broomsticks. Remus was really sweet, but my mind constantly drifted off to Sirius.

“(Y/N)” Remus said.“Please talk to me” “Im so sorry !” I said. “I must be the worst date ever” “No you’re not ” “Why are you all being so nice to me ?” I asked, feeling weak. “Because thats how you are !” Remus said. “You are one of the nicest girls I’ve known !” “You are too kind to say that, Remus” I said. “I dont deserve it” “Sure you do ! Look at me, (Y/N) !” He held my hand in his tightly. “The love that you have for Sirius” he said. “Its so true ! Sirius has never experienced that kind of love before, (Y/N). ” “Of course he has” I said, my eyes filling up with tears. “You all love him…” “Yes we do, but thats different” Remus said softly. “You have no clue how much he is missing, you, (Y/N)… Please dont think that Im justifying him ” I shook my head. “I know him, (Y/N)…underneath all this bad boy image, is just a lost kid…he is so vulnerable sometimes, he needs that one person who can pull him together when he is broken…he is constantly looking for that one person  , not realising that she is right in front of his eyes” “I cant-” I was in full fledged sobs now. I lowered my face to Remus’ hands, as I cried. He stroked my hair gently. “I love him, Remus. ” I said. “Too much…it kills me to see him with someone else…I held on for too long ” “I know, sweetheart” Remus said, soothingly. “I know its unfair” “I dont think he will ever see it” I cried. “Please calm down” said Remus, now handing me some paper towels. I wiped my face with them and sat up straight. “Its alright.” I said. “I just want him to be happy. ” “(Y/N).” Remus said. “Things will get better…Please, just come back to us…we need you !” I nodded. I needed my friends too

                                 * * *

Once back in the common room, Remus hugged me. “Thank you, Remus” I said, kissing him on the cheek. “Good night”

My dorm was empty when I stepped in. Alice must be with Frank and Lily with James. Well it felt good to be alone for a while. I changed into my pyjamas, and climbed into bed, and pulled the blanket upto my nose. I was so tired, my muscles were all achy. I just needed a good long sleep. Just as I was beginning to drift into sleep, the door opened and closed softly. I lay still on the bed. I didnt want a conversation at the moment. I heard soft sniffing and snuffling. Someone was crying. “Lily ?” My voice was soft, and gorgy from sleep. Just as I sat up, the door opened and closed again.

                               * * *

When I woke up the morning, Lily was in front of the mirror, doing something to her hair. “Lily ?” “Yeah ?” Lily turned around to face me, with a warm smile. “Is everything alright ?” I asked, rubbing the sleep out of my eyes. “Sure” Lily said, sitting next to me. “Why did you ask ?” “I thought I heard crying last night” I said. “So it wasnt you ?” Lily shook her head, and squeezed my hand. “How was your date, (Y/N) ?” She asked. “Remus was really sweet” I said. “Lily, I-” “You just need to relax” She said, cutting me off. I just fell back to bed.

                                 * * *

My eyes searched for only one person. And he wasnt at the common room or the Great Hall. “Sirius ?” I asked Lily. Lily shrugged, and then turned to James. “Wheres he ?” “Sleeping” James said, and the boys shared an uneasy look. “Is he ok ?” I asked. “He didnt sleep last night” Peter said, only to be swatted by James. “Whats going on guys ?” I asked, exhaling loudly. “Its nothing, (Y/N)” James said. “Hes in one of his moods. ”

I was angry. Why did everyone act like I was made of glass or something! They were trying to help, but it obviously didnt. “(Y/N)!” Lily was running to keep up with me. “Just let me be, Lils!” I said, stalking away. “I just need to clear my head !” “Please be ok, (Y/N)” Lily said, stopping. “I love you, Lily” I said, going back to hug my friend. “I just need to be alone, ok?” Lily nodded.

                           * * * I was back on my bed, under my blanket. I just missed him so much, it made me weak, and tired. I was so lost in thought that I didnt hear the door open. But suddenly my heart skipped a beat. I knew that smell. I knew it too well. Sirius climbed into my blanket, and put his arms around me tightly. I could feel his heart beating really fast on my back, and his face pressed against my neck. “Im so sorry” he said in between his tears. “Please come back (Y/N), please dont leave me !” It broke my heart to hear him cry like that. I turned around to face him. “Sirius,please stop ” I said, wiping his tears away. “Please”

I hugged him tightly, as he pressed his face to my chest, shivering, and tried to catch his breath. When he was finally breathing normally, I loosened my grip on him, and pulled away, not knowing what to do. We both lay on my bed, on our sides, looking at eachother.

“Please forgive me, (Y/N)…” he whispered. “I didnt know how important you were to me, when you were there” I just listened quietly, as he spoke. “But, you just left one day, and I didnt know what to do ! I didnt know that I loved you, till you left…all those girls, they were never you ! They just wanted to snog me, no one ever cared, but you…” he said,now wiping a tear that rolled down my cheek. “I was so insanely jealous when Remus told me about your date ! I just couldnt…thats when I knew -” He took a deep breath. “I was so mad at him, and then he told me…” he continued.

I couldnt look at him anymore. I felt far too embarrassed. It was obvious that Remus had told him about my feelings for him.

“(Y/N), Please give me a chance” Sirius said. “Please…I swear I will be good ! I swear I will make it up to you! ” He sat up, pulling me up with him. “I swear I will never make you cry again, and love you for every minute our lives” he whispered. And paused for a moment, as if thinking what to say next. “And to give you lots of beautiful babies !” I laughed at that. This was Sirius Black. “Lots ?” I asked, still laughing. “Lots ! Many ! How many ever you want !” He said, now his face lighting up. He cupped my cheeks with his hands and said, “You are so beautiful, (Y/N)” I smiled slightly at that. “I will keep you happy…Please just let me show you…I promise you wont regret it ” He said. “I love you, (Y/N)” “I love you too, Sirius Black” I whispered, as he leaned forward to kiss me. It was a soft sweet kiss, and he pulled me into a hug. “Im never letting you go” He whispered. “Never”