My Handle Is Languortears !! Ignore The One Fic On There Thats Forever Unfinished

my handle is languortears !! ignore the one fic on there that’s forever unfinished 💀

okay y’all i have a ✨thought✨

what if, whenever atsushi regenerates, he’s physically fine but for some reason, his body still feels the pain of the wound he received??

like immediately after it happens, he’s fine if not a bit more tired than usual.

and then he wakes up the morning after and the afflicted limb (it’s the leg. you KNOW i mean the leg i mean come on, it’s practically a bright red target atp) is just screaming in pain.

and eventually the pain starts to ease up and he’s able to function again but he’s still left with flair ups sometimes and just general chronic pain.

again: especially the leg i mean SERIOUSLY THAT POOR LIMB-

but yeah basically chronic pain atsushi. (totally not in the process of writing a one shot for this with a sprinkling of sskk)

anyway, thoughts? feelings? helpful commentary?

don’t cry cause you got fired you’re so sexy and got $2 hardback books and amazing clothes at the thrift store so it’s okay bc your ex-boss and coworkers look boring and you look hot ✨

-me to myself

i saw this sticker based on MAG 34: Anatomy Class and well, it may have inspired me to create this thing.

and ofc the link to the sticker as credit

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"The Magnus Archives - Anatomy Class - Teeth Apple" Sticker for Sale by RustyQuill

Inspired by MAG 34 - Anatomy Class . "He cut into the apple and found human teeth, arranged in a smile." Artwork by Jessie Weirich. •

time to combine two of my fixations rq

look me dead in the eyes and tell me that Atsushi Nakajima wouldn’t serve The Vast.

i can see him loving the wide open space of the sky or the sea or space, absolutely nothing there but his god as he’s constantly floating or free falling, it’s exhilarating and makes his heart pound and it’s pure ecstasy to him. there is no past to haunt him, no need to keep fighting to be good, no need to constantly prove himself, no incessant worry that he’s not enough. he doesn’t have to do anything, or fight anyone, or meet some impossibly high expectation set for him. he can simply be and exist. it’s just him and his god. he’s not sure where he ends and his god begins, and he doesn’t think he cares anyway, he just knows he is utterly surrounded by his god and that in the middle of its infinite vastness, he is insignificant and meaningless. compared to his god, the meager time span of his life is incomparable. it means nothing. he means nothing, and he relishes in it. allows himself to just let go.

i love dead apple because ryuunosuke always just shows up to serve cunt and be gay, kyouka's there keeping them all alive and ultimately being the responsible one, and atsushi's in the corner having a mental breakdown

@hermitw feel like you’d appreciate this 🫡