Figured I Should Attach This To The Og Thread

figured i should attach this to the og thread

it’s here ✨

okay y’all i have a ✨thought✨

what if, whenever atsushi regenerates, he’s physically fine but for some reason, his body still feels the pain of the wound he received??

like immediately after it happens, he’s fine if not a bit more tired than usual.

and then he wakes up the morning after and the afflicted limb (it’s the leg. you KNOW i mean the leg i mean come on, it’s practically a bright red target atp) is just screaming in pain.

and eventually the pain starts to ease up and he’s able to function again but he’s still left with flair ups sometimes and just general chronic pain.

again: especially the leg i mean SERIOUSLY THAT POOR LIMB-

but yeah basically chronic pain atsushi. (totally not in the process of writing a one shot for this with a sprinkling of sskk)

anyway, thoughts? feelings? helpful commentary?

time to combine two of my fixations rq

look me dead in the eyes and tell me that Atsushi Nakajima wouldn’t serve The Vast.

i can see him loving the wide open space of the sky or the sea or space, absolutely nothing there but his god as he’s constantly floating or free falling, it’s exhilarating and makes his heart pound and it’s pure ecstasy to him. there is no past to haunt him, no need to keep fighting to be good, no need to constantly prove himself, no incessant worry that he’s not enough. he doesn’t have to do anything, or fight anyone, or meet some impossibly high expectation set for him. he can simply be and exist. it’s just him and his god. he’s not sure where he ends and his god begins, and he doesn’t think he cares anyway, he just knows he is utterly surrounded by his god and that in the middle of its infinite vastness, he is insignificant and meaningless. compared to his god, the meager time span of his life is incomparable. it means nothing. he means nothing, and he relishes in it. allows himself to just let go.

just finished season 3 of The Magnus Archives.

i am in love and unwell and chemically rewritten and emotionally eviscerated.

this podcast is The Corruption and I am Jane Prentiss. it consumes my every waking thought now, i’m drawing art for it, plotting fics, creating outfits based on the characters/entities, designing crochet pieces for it.

i fear i may never shut up about this podcast now. meet the newest entity everyone, The Yapping.

and for the record, i’m aware of the latest bsd chapters.

ik what happens.

im electing to ignore their existence and live in a state of continuous denial until they are animated and i am consequently forced to acknowledge their existence.

thank you for your understanding in these harrowing times.

@hermitw feel like you’d appreciate this 🫡

Ladies, Lords, Nonbinary Royalty, and other gender-nonconforming courtiers!! May I proudly present to you, the hard-won efforts of my last month of screen time.

The Chronic Pain Atsushi fic has been born!!

If you don’t know what I’m talking about, find the og post on my page (it shouldn’t be too far down.)

This is by far the longest fic I have ever written and I am very proud of it for that fact. Coming in at a whopping near 25k words, this short and sweet one-shot turned into a novella.

Enjoy lovelies ✨