Once Again, Im Going To Combine My Two Fixations (bsd And Tma)

once again, i’m going to combine my two fixations (bsd and tma)

let’s talk chuuya. (disclaimer: i have not read stormbringer)

after his years spent in the lab, i feel like chuuya would despise the idea of being controlled, of not having full autonomy of himself. he would be revulsed at the idea of being puppeteered.

but he would choose The Web, despite his deep-rooted dislike of everything it stands for.

why?

because the being inside him, this god like power, is drawn to The Desolation like a moth to a flame. he can feel it inside of him, craving to destroy, to send any and every spark of life or potential it comes across up into a brilliant pillar of flames. it doesn’t want the heat. or the warmth. or the brilliant colors. it just wants to destroy without discrimination. it wants to be let loose to rage.

so chuuya, in spite of his misgivings and the screaming god inside of him, willingly hands himself over to The Web, knowing that it hates The Desolation and vise versa almost as much as he hates the uncontrollable power inside of him.

and so he sits with The Web. quiet, patient, and a little on edge. and he listens and learns, lets The Web teach him how to spin and weave so he can smother this god inside of him, burning with the desire to destroy, inside of a tightly wound cocoon of thin spider silk. and maybe, just maybe, he hopes that flame will suffocate.

WAIT YOU’RE SO RIGHT I WAS WONDERING HOW TO MAKE IT MAKE SENSE A BIT BETTER CAN I USE THIS LOGIC???

okay y’all i have a ✨thought✨

what if, whenever atsushi regenerates, he’s physically fine but for some reason, his body still feels the pain of the wound he received??

like immediately after it happens, he’s fine if not a bit more tired than usual.

and then he wakes up the morning after and the afflicted limb (it’s the leg. you KNOW i mean the leg i mean come on, it’s practically a bright red target atp) is just screaming in pain.

and eventually the pain starts to ease up and he’s able to function again but he’s still left with flair ups sometimes and just general chronic pain.

again: especially the leg i mean SERIOUSLY THAT POOR LIMB-

but yeah basically chronic pain atsushi. (totally not in the process of writing a one shot for this with a sprinkling of sskk)

anyway, thoughts? feelings? helpful commentary?

okay y’all i had another ✨thought✨

and yes i’m still working on the chronic pain atsushi fic, dw i haven’t abandoned yall

but i read somewhere the other night that allegedly bc tigers have such good distance and night vision, their close up vision can be not so great.

do ik if this is 100% true? no.

did i take it and run with it anyways? of course.

so my brain went bad eyesight = glasses and atsushi is a tiger, so now atsushi wears glasses. but then my brain furthered it by going “when do you wear glasses? to read!!” so now may i humbly present you with:

glasses atsushi who is also a passionate reader

bc i personally headcanon that one of the only things he had access to at the orphanage was books and he discovered he could use them as a form of escapism, thus sparking his love of reading.

and now, if you’ll indulge my even further.

akutagawa finds out about the love of books by quite literally stumbling into atsushi outside of a book store (consequently making him drop all of his books and accidentally ruin one) and assists him with taking the books back to his place.

and akutagawa also replaces the book that got ruined and when he gives it to atsushi (via stopping by his place) he is met with atsushi in glasses.

and akutagawa realizes 2 things: 1) his rival/partner looks very cute in glasses and 2) akutagawa is very gay for him.

i have a much for fleshed out plan for this and have additionally scenes i will add in, but i’ll leave that up to y’all’s imaginations 😉

thoughts? feelings?

don’t cry cause you got fired you’re so sexy and got $2 hardback books and amazing clothes at the thrift store so it’s okay bc your ex-boss and coworkers look boring and you look hot ✨

-me to myself

my handle is languortears !! ignore the one fic on there that’s forever unfinished 💀

okay y’all i have a ✨thought✨

what if, whenever atsushi regenerates, he’s physically fine but for some reason, his body still feels the pain of the wound he received??

like immediately after it happens, he’s fine if not a bit more tired than usual.

and then he wakes up the morning after and the afflicted limb (it’s the leg. you KNOW i mean the leg i mean come on, it’s practically a bright red target atp) is just screaming in pain.

and eventually the pain starts to ease up and he’s able to function again but he’s still left with flair ups sometimes and just general chronic pain.

again: especially the leg i mean SERIOUSLY THAT POOR LIMB-

but yeah basically chronic pain atsushi. (totally not in the process of writing a one shot for this with a sprinkling of sskk)

anyway, thoughts? feelings? helpful commentary?

on tonight’s 1am episode of “Let’s Hurt Some Anime Fans!!” we have, drumroll please… 🥁 🥁

skk fans (that’s right, it’s y’all’s turn) this one is more specifically for the Chuuya stans (it’s me, hi)

imagine Chuuya scream-singing this song after find out Dazai left the Port Mafia and him

you’re welcome xoxo