Late Night Call | Hong Jisoo

late night call | hong jisoo

pairing: joshua x reader

genre: angst

warnings: just a bit of heartbreak is all :)

word count: 540

summary: in which you call joshua to let him know you got home safely

a/n: i watched (1) tik tok, blinked, and suddenly this drabble was written out in front of me. i’ve also been reading “our violent ends” by chloe gong so there is a lot of angst building up inside of me because of this 

Three rings was all it took for Joshua to answer. He’d always been fast when it came to answering your calls.

“Y/N? Is something wrong?” he asked, a smile appearing on your lips at the sound of his voice. 

“Nothing’s wrong,” you reassured, moving to sit on the ground in front of your couch. You rested your head back on the cushion. 

“Oh. Did you need to tell me something?”

“I went out drinking with my friends tonight. I had a few shots and had them call me a cab. I’m back home now,” you told him, staring up at the ceiling. There was a sticky toy stuck on the ceiling, courtesy of Joshua himself, who had gotten the toy for free from some old lady in your building. He ended up throwing it too high one day, causing it to get stuck on the ceiling for months. 

Joshua’s silent, you noticed. 

“Did you drink tonight?” you questioned, curious about his lack of words. 

“No, I didn’t.” His answer was short. Not usual for the man who could spend hours talking to you about nothing. 

“That’s good. At least one of us will remember this conversation, then,” you joked, a small chuckle escaping your lips afterward. 

The call went silent again. On the other line, you could hear Joshua sigh, mumbling something away from the phone before you heard a door close.

“Are you with someone?” you asked. 

“Just the guys,” he answered. “Listen, Y/N…”

“I could come over, if you wanted. I haven’t seen the guys in a while. Only Mingyu, because he’s dating my friend but—“

“Y/N.”

“They’re still going strong. It’s crazy. I thought they were complete opposites, and that they wouldn’t work out, but they managed—“

“Y/N. We broke up, remember?”

His words silenced you quicker than you liked. 

“Y/N?”

You allowed another few beats of silence to pass before you answered. 

“Yes?”

“You don’t need to keep calling me to tell me you got home.”

It was then you felt the tears falling down your cheeks. It seemed like you’ve been crying for a while, you noticed, glancing down to find wet spots staining your jeans. You quickly wiped at your tears.

“Joshua…”

“Please, Y/N,” he whispered. His voice was weak, almost as if he was trying not to cry. “You ended this, so please, just let it end. You can’t keep torturing me like this… giving me hope with every call you make.” You heard him choke back a sob. you found you were doing the same.

“I’m sorry…”

“I’m sorry too.”

“You have nothing to be sorry for,” you mumbled. You heard Joshua whimper, then curse to himself.

“I have to go. The boys will wonder what’s up.”

“Of course. Have fun—“

“Don’t call again, please.”

With those final words, Joshua hung up the phone. Your hand moved away from your ear, dropping your phone to the ground with an abrupt smack. Just as you had left him, Joshua did the same to you tonight, leaving you to cry with the empty bottle of tequila beside you on the floor.

The sticky toy fell later that night, dropping to the ground with a small thump.

happy 218 bros day !

someone said that they were born on the same day because god new dokyeom will need a soulmate ♡ thankyou for being the brightest and the craziest duo who explodes sunshine, talent, fun and love. Also, for being each other’s total opposites who fit like two puzzle pieces. happiest birthday to our main vocal and resident sunshine — lee seokmin and main rapper, producer and dork — chwe vernon ♡

this has got to be one of my new favorite fics!!! i read this all last night and could not put it down even though it was 2am. i’ve had it on my list for a bit and i’m so so happy i got to read it. you took time with each part and it shows!! the reactions, the emotions, i was feeling all of them! you described everything a teenager feels so accurately and i couldn’t have loved that more!!! you tugged at my heartstrings the perfect amount and managed to make me laugh too :D i will be recommending this to all my carat friends and i know i will be rereading it again soon just to feel something once again 😌

best friend’s brother

⚬ pairing: joshua x fem!reader ⚬ word count: 37k ⚬ warnings: alcohol, mentions of unsafe sex/unplanned pregnancy  ⚬ genres: timestep, romance, angsty angst, major feels abt having a crush, lots of flirting, smut, drama, happy tears.

✧✎ synopsis: joshua happens to be your best friend’s older brother. he’s pretty, and he’s got a lot of cool details about him that you pay a concerning amount of attention to, but he’s just a friend (if you could even call it that). still, what does he think of you, anyway? that is—if he thinks of you.

 ✧✎ a/n: this is a rewrite of an old fic that i uploaded in 2016. keep in mind the original version was only 13k! i’ve made so many changes to this story and i really hope those who read it enjoy it! thank you sm!

⇢ here is this fic’s inspo playlist ⇢ smut section is marked! ⇢ taglist included in final author’s note

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You flipped to the next page of the plastic binder and squiggled a small ‘seven’ inside the margin. Then, your eyes wandered back to the math textbook sitting in between you and your best friend. It was difficult to study on Jennie’s bed, but she liked it that way, and there definitely wasn’t enough room at her desk.

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deluxe version | jeon wonwoo

pairing: wonwoo x reader

genre: fluff, a dash of angst

warnings: cursing (just one word)

word count: 963

summary: in which you and wonwoo spend some alone time together

a/n: i just wanna hold wonwoo and tell him how much he means to me, yk??

You woke up in the middle of the night, cold and confused. Wonwoo was not by your side anymore like he was when you had fallen asleep.

You got out of bed, throwing on one of Wonwoo’s hoodies before venturing out into your apartment. It’s a small space, with just a bedroom and a kitchen/living area. Wonwoo had always mentioned he could pay for a bigger apartment, but the memories kept you attached to this place. It’s where your first date was, where he asked you to be his girlfriend… every crevice of the apartment had witnessed your journey as lovers, and you couldn’t part with it just yet. That’s not to say there weren’t times where you envisioned yourself somewhere new, with Wonwoo by your side. You dreamt about it often, and Wonwoo admitted he had too.

Until that dream can become reality, though, you could deal with the one-bedroom apartment for a little longer.

He wasn’t in the kitchen, and the living room was empty as well. Your eyes went to the window, which was cracked open just slightly. There, you saw a dark figure sitting on the small balcony, facing away from you and out towards the city.

You approached slowly, not wanting to startle him. You knocked softly on the glass, watching Wonwoo flinch only a little before turning around and catching your eye. He leaned back from his spot on the ground, opening the window to let you in.

“Aren’t you cold?” you asked, only peeking your head through. The cold air had already turned your nose red, and you saw the redness evident on Wonwoo’s nose as well. He shrugged, as if he wasn’t affected by the cold, Spring weather.

“This hoodie’s pretty warm, and someone gave me these pretty cozy socks, so I’m good.” You glanced over at his feet, which were covered by a pair of very fuzzy Scooby Doo socks. You grinned at the sight, moving to step onto the balcony.

“I thought you hated them,” you said as you sat down beside him, poking his foot and hearing him giggle slightly.

“I don’t hate them. I could never hate anything you give me,” he smiled, reaching over and grabbing your hand. You sighed, feeling his cold fingers entangle with your warm ones. You took a few moments to get comfortable, resting your head on his shoulder and grabbing his other hand to warm it up. When you felt his head rest on top of yours, you spoke.

“So… What’s a guy like you doing in a place like this at this time of night?”

Wonwoo didn’t hesitate to laugh, his head moving slightly so he could press a kiss to your forehead. You smiled at the action.

“Just needed some alone time, is all.”

You stayed silent for a moment, squeezing his hands slightly.

“Alone time?” you mumbled, lifting your head from his shoulder and releasing his hands. “Oh, shit—I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to disrupt you.” You stood up, getting ready to leave through the window. “Get back to your alone time. I’ll be in bed, okay?”

“No,” Wonwoo quickly let out, his hand reaching out to grab yours. You peered down at him, furrowing your eyebrows at his actions.

“No?” you questioned.

“No,” he repeated. “When you’re here, it’s like being alone,” he explained, a bashful blush spreading across his cheeks—or maybe it was just the cold. “It’s like being alone, the deluxe version.”

You blinked at first before a small chuckle left your lips. Slowly, you dropped to your knees, reaching your hands out to cup his freezing cheeks. After pressing a kiss to his pursed lips, you grinned.

“You, Jeon Wonwoo, are the biggest dork I’ve ever met. But I have to admit—I like you, but like, the deluxe version.”

Your words made Wonwoo laugh in response, this time louder and a lot more heart-wrenching (in a good way, obviously). He leaned forward, pecking your lips before standing up and holding out his hand.

“Let’s be alone together in bed, yeah? It’s a lot warmer in there.”

You didn’t hesitate to take his hand, following him inside and to your bedroom. The covers and the close proximity of bodies helped warm you two up quickly, bringing content smiles to both of your rosy faces.

Just before Wonwoo could fall asleep, with your arms wrapped around his torso, he heard you mumble.

“Why did you need alone time, if you don’t mind me asking?“

He paused briefly, thinking over your words.

“It’s not really important anymore. I was thinking one thing, but turns out I was wrong. Got it all figured out.”

“I’m glad,” he heard you whisper before you nuzzled your face deeper into his chest. Wonwoo sighed deeply, his hand reaching up to run his fingers through your hair.

Truth is, Wonwoo was doubting himself. He was thinking about you, your relationship, and how someone like you would want someone like him. He was always busy with work, and recently with the new album out, he was busier than ever. You always reassured him, but he knew you were hurting inside. He knew because it hurt him too, especially on those lonely nights he would spend in his dorm instead of next to you, like he was tonight.

He went to the balcony to think about all of this. but as soon as you showed up, soft eyes on him and a smile that gave the sun a run for its money, every negative thought he had disappeared.

Yeah, he was alone most of the time, and yeah, he liked being alone. But since being with you, he’s realized he liked to be alone, as long as he was alone with you.

You know, like being alone, the deluxe version.

HOSHI’S PROFILE — @soonkwans