Romanticising Academia Is Fun And All Until You Have An Exam The Next Day.

romanticising academia is fun and all until you have an exam the next day.

They're so pure and innocent and lovely and pretty and the best escape from reality but at the same time make you want to think deeply about everything ❤️🥹

““If you don’t know, or haven’t seen a Studio Ghibli movie. Then you live in a sad world, I don’t want to be a part of.””

— -Myself.

i love abortion and i love divorce

The amount of strength it takes to choose to be alone instead of poorly surrounded, is extremely underrated.

Because at a certain age things aren't misunderstandings or mistakes anymore. It's your character and I am not with it.

And once you start loving yourself people won't look good to you unless they're good for you.

When Charles Bukowski said,

"I loved you like a man loves a woman he never touches, only writes to, keep little photographs of."

(Love is a dog from Hell)

AND

"I want so much that is not here. And I do not know where to go."

I am headcanoning the two quotes being related to the concept of purest, innocent love; that 'keeping your love's polaroid photos with you everywhere you go' type of love, 'having eyes only for that one person who makes you weak in the knees' type of love, 'no one else catches your attention anymore' type of love, 'writing letters and poetry for them just because they exist' type of love and a whole lot of other sweet gestures that show how much you love them...but all that is not to be found here, not in these times and it makes me feel like I require so much that no one can offer and I do not know where to go and find it...I need me a Bukowski 🩵🥹

Me trying to decide if I am gonna stay calm or if I am about to undo all my personal growth and say something so mean that will stick with them forever.