de4thbycre4tion - "All the pretty stars shine for you, my love"
"All the pretty stars shine for you, my love"

failed writer and artist, Marauders fan, minor

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Warning: Vent Rant (small Mention Of An Ed)

warning: vent rant (small mention of an ed)

I miss who I was before all the binge eating and all the loneliness. Before my grandma told me I looked like a prostitute when I wore leggings and I completely stopped wearing them. Before I started hating sports and stopped seeing it as fun. Before everything became exhausting and my youth's energy ran out early. Before I got bullied for my personality and stopped talking to anyone.

I miss the little girl I used to be. I miss her long hair she always put in buns because it annoyed her. I miss the little girl who loved Elsa from Frozen and definitely had a crush on Sally in Cars. I miss the little girl who loved chocolate, just like her father. I miss te little girl who just ate, and didn't overthink every bite. I miss the little girl who told everyone her favorite princess was Merida to be different but it was actually Rapunzel. I miss the little girl who stood up for herself, who yelled back without hesitation. I miss the little girl who had so many hobbies and interests and loved every bug she found in the playground. I miss the little girl that was always the teacher's favorite because she was such a gifted kid.

I feel like I was robbed of my youth, and I'm still a teenager.

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