Fuck This.

Fuck this.

Is anyone doing free lobotomies?

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Asking for a friend

Okay so I hope he won't read this but he knows I write everything here so who cares.

My BOYFRIEND

Or the man I loved more than anything did apparently see me the same way I have seen him.

He has been talking to other girls or at least one other girl who I HAVE no idea how someone could ever want to be arround she is so god damn mean?! Oh my fucking godddd

She has been so rude to me while I was crying my eyes out.

And was like "well he obviously did not love you" and stuff

So real 😭

Chimera ant arc

I dont know what to do!

I'm just son TIERD!

According to my grandma EVERYTHING I do Is wrong.

I eat to much.

I eat to little.

you don't do anything.

You don't say anything.

Be quiet.

And apparently it's better that I start smoking (obviously she doesn't know I already do) then sit or lay down a lot.

Like WTF?!

She says stuff like that as if I never do anything else but just lay down and eat.

I mean yes I like food for better or for worse but I don't eat all the time and I almost never eat sweets

Wanna know why? Because most of the time just the thought of it makes me want to claw my face of.

And just a few minutes ago she started talking about my ex and why we broke up?! And she did not except my awnser when I said I don't want to talk about it!!!!

She is my grandma but please I just want to go home, home to my parents that UNDERSTAND that you don't want to do everything every day and they except my diagnosis and what it some days does to my mood and such!

I just want to go home...

I'm se#ualizing myself because I need to feel male appreciation, even if it's fake