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i love you for infinity ♾️ — my own pic!
(All pics are from Pinterest!)
my sleep schedule is such a mess dudes smh but at least self care is getting better! i also have such a huge bruise on my arm from getting blds taken out >~< i’m going doctors again today though so we’ll see what she says cause it’s just getting bigger and bigger it’s so gross :(((
I wish life was as simply frustrating as it was when I was 14. Through the chaos of it and all, I would cherish the girl I was, the memories I lost and the feeling of that pain I would never get back.
Sooo my gf "broke up with me" over text...
I transladed her message so please just help me analyze this thank you.
Hi honey I had called or sent a voicemail but I'm sitting in the meeting I love you so much but I don't think I'm ready for a relationship it's not that I don't love you it's just that I'm not sure of my feelings I love your closeness and your wonderful personality but I'm really in a period where I'm not stable to be with, we can talk more about that later today
My heart is broken but I love her so.
Update:
I'm so sorry about this and really don't want to hurt you, and there's a big chance you'll get hurt if we try to have a relationship together, I had a wonderful night with you last night and sorry for the makeout, it must have confused you, but it's nothing I regret, it was nice.
Sooo my gf "broke up with me" over text...
I transladed her message so please just help me analyze this thank you.
Hi honey I had called or sent a voicemail but I'm sitting in the meeting I love you so much but I don't think I'm ready for a relationship it's not that I don't love you it's just that I'm not sure of my feelings I love your closeness and your wonderful personality but I'm really in a period where I'm not stable to be with, we can talk more about that later today
My heart is broken but I love her so.
I just got broken up with and now I want to die.
Should I tell my mom?
I mean she knew my gf and she also new that we where together and I need confort.
I guess I should
Ignore this post if you want its nothing inportant i just need to put everything im feeling somewhere or i might do something I will regnet.
I FUCKING HATE beaing a teenager!!!
So today we will celebrate my birthday but I dont get to wish for what I want...
So here in Sweden when you turn 15 you get to start driving, well not driving "real" cars but moped and something called EPA or a Traktor which is a car you can only drive like 30kmh, so anyways that is basically what I have to wish for because even though I already have a moped I'm TERRIFIED of it like I'm fr scared of riding my bike because the possibility of falling and getting hurt like exists.
I just want to wish for stuffed animals and stickers.
I dont want to have responsibilities I just want to be a kid...
So thats why I'm crying so much that I'm shaking...
Also another thing is that the boy that I love so so much is so busy that he like never has time for me, I mean we used to call every day but now it has been forever since we even talked.
And I know that I both have separation anxiety and I get overly attached to people to fast but that doesn't mean that when people don't pay me enough attention I will just live with it!
As someone who has been an outcast and for periods of time not really having any friends (end of year 6 specifically, was the worst time of my life and I even tried to take my life) I just want people to pay attention to me and listen to what I have to say...
And I feel like he does that, he is one of the few people that I feel treat me like I'm a person and that he really cares for me, and that is why him not talking to me is especially hard.
Sorry if this is all over the place
Edit: also my period is late... again, like man it's nice in a way but still I feel like I have been eating a lot and so I feel like it should not be late but for some reason it is
Fuck this.
Is anyone doing free lobotomies?
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Asking for a friend
My biggest wish is to live somewhere magical one day
I suicide the only way out now?
Till Death Do Us Part
I want to be perfect. I felt it perfect.
