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time goes by too quickly
“if u don’t eat today im reporting ur ass”
my roommates are literally cruel like why would u do me like that !!
just watched the second season of good omens and aside from that i want to kms right now it was the sweetest thing i think i ever watched. EXCEPT for the last fifteen minutes which is the reason why i am definitely going crazy now. these two (you know who i’m talking about) are the dumbest creatures ever made and i CANNOT tolerate this. i just physically can’t. i don’t even know what to say. i BAWLED my eyes out, i sobbed like a little bitch. they were going to have it all but the same old reasons make them make the same mistakes. you two, get yourselves a therapist, i beg you.
This is how I caught my "friend" Yuka eating ice cream 😭
ishdjsj idk have this bob brugers fandonm
i want to cry
whenever I tell anyone within a 3 year age gap of me that I want to desperately run away and go to a small country in the mountains with a small village and live an isolated life they freak out but everyone within a 3 year age distance from me is just like "yea makes sense, I might do the same." are 10-16 yr olds ok?
Being lonely sucks. But I shouldn't feel this way because God is always there for me. I swear I don't doubt God one bit and I know He is the only one I can depend on. But sometimes I need real life support. But that's useless because they're temporary. But I don't know how to do this. I fuck up so much, make so many mistakes, and REPEAT them a gazillion times. And some sins, I've gone waaay past the guilt stage that its become a necessity in my life. I know exactly what I'm doing wrong and what I need to do to change. But I don't have the will. For some reason going to hell isn't that frightening. I mean I know its an unimaginable punishment but honestly I can't bring myself to care. I never wanted to exist or be a part of this. I know no one did. But its so hard... It's so hard to live ... So hell doesn't sound so bad because living sucks anyways. This whole game sucks. Why did He make it so hard to be what He wants. I mean I know its only hard because I made it this way for myself. So I don't know... I don't know what to do to be honest...
feeling like shit because I was soooo prepared for an OMAD today that I actually did NOT skip breakfast, had to eat "lunch" with my friends and fucking salted popcorn at the movies with my dad and brother.
Also that popcorn was such a scam, on the package it said "only 87 cals!" and I fucking fell for it not minding the nutrition facts (410 fucking cals) and now I am over my calorie limit and have to spend the night burning this shit off :/
(i will post my wieiad later tho)
Im having one of those days where it’s 9 in the morning and I already want to strangle someone to death
i dont know how i made it to 19. i still feel like i should’ve died at 15. ive been crying for the last week because i cant come to terms with this. i wasnt supposed to make it this far. its only hitting me now that i have to be an adult and try to function normally. but i just cant. i have horrible anxiety that caused me to drop out of all of my classes on the first day of school and immediately switch to online. im unable to maintain a job as well. it makes me feel stupid and childish compared to other people my age. it really hurts knowing that i’ll have to live like this for the rest of my life. its become extremely tempting to just try and give up again.
kms
we lost the whole emo band dawg. rip :((
Vent Post: FRI. Sept. 13th, 2024
I figured today would be bad..
Rainbow is sick and probably close to dying, my mom is stressed and in a really bad mood which makes me very depressed because I hate the bad energy, and she'll take her anger out on me eventually.
The despairing feeling has been here 2 days now and I'm already depressed as f*ck, and it'll be like this for who knows how long.
I don't feel like doing anything, I have no one to talk to, everything sucks. I haven't been keeping track of how many times I've wanted to k*ll myself over the years, but I'll be doing it now.
Day 1 of suic1de ideation
currently losing my fucking mind at physics LIKE WHO TF ARE U TO TELL ME WHAT FUCKING CENTRIPETAL FORCE IS ACTING ON AN OBJECT IN UNIFORM CIRCULAR MOTION
I wish I was beautiful
.·:*¨༺୨୧༻¨*:·.
I need to stop getting attatched to random men
I would sell my soul to be this beautiful 💔
I think I'm gonna kill myself tonight