Plunging Yourself Into The Queer Movement Wont Heal You From Your Pain Nor Will It Help You Overcome

Plunging yourself into the queer movement won’t heal you from your pain nor will it help you overcome trauma

Okay? But I am queer and there is nothing I can do about it.

I have tried to be cis I really have but I just simply am not.

And don't you think I hate myself for it?

So real 😭

Chimera ant arc

Crazy updos in my heart

I dont know what to do!

I'm just son TIERD!

According to my grandma EVERYTHING I do Is wrong.

I eat to much.

I eat to little.

you don't do anything.

You don't say anything.

Be quiet.

And apparently it's better that I start smoking (obviously she doesn't know I already do) then sit or lay down a lot.

Like WTF?!

She says stuff like that as if I never do anything else but just lay down and eat.

I mean yes I like food for better or for worse but I don't eat all the time and I almost never eat sweets

Wanna know why? Because most of the time just the thought of it makes me want to claw my face of.

And just a few minutes ago she started talking about my ex and why we broke up?! And she did not except my awnser when I said I don't want to talk about it!!!!

She is my grandma but please I just want to go home, home to my parents that UNDERSTAND that you don't want to do everything every day and they except my diagnosis and what it some days does to my mood and such!

I just want to go home...

When I grow up I want to be an old kind wizard living in a cluttered and cozy cottage in the forest ✨️

Brown eyes are so gosh darn pretty