Is It Just Me Or Do You Get Really Excited For Your Friends Birthdays? Like I Enjoy Celebrating My Birthday

Is it just me or do you get really excited for your friends birthdays? Like I enjoy celebrating my birthday but holy frick when it’s my besties birthday? Best thing in the world I swear.

no thoughts today. only the new Blackbear & Lauv song.

Ok I’ll be honest, I enjoyed watching Disney channel original movies when I was younger, and I think most of us did. They were decent enough, never amazing. But Teen Beach movie? HOLY FRICK. THATS MY JAM. Breaking the fourth wall in a movie, about a fake movie, which was based on another movie, which was based on ROMEO AND JULIET? ABSOLUTE INCEPTION. Getting stuck in your favorite movie? A DREAM. Accidentally making the main characters fall in love with you? NEVER SAW THAT COMING. Crusin for a Bruisin? TOTAL BOP. Main character defying her guardians wishes in order to stay with who she loves? A CLASSIC ENDING. COMPLETELY UNDERRATED MOVIE.

Ok this isn’t what I normally post, but here we go. Yes I’m in love. When I look into my future I don’t see much, but I see us together. And its perfect. I don’t want to let it go, and I don’t want to let you get away. Yet I’m so afraid that we wouldn’t work in the long run, or that you don’t see what I see, even though everything I see of us in my future is SO CLEAR, SO CERTAIN, SO BEAUTIFUL in my mind :/

Me to my friends: oh the THINGS I would let that man DO TO ME 😫

Also me 2 hours later: doing push-ups in hopes that someday I’ll have a girlfriend that I can carry

ok so basically the girl I kinda have liked for a little while dyed her hair like bluish green so it could fade to green with brown roots (after TOTALLY hearing me rant about how much I love Amity) (oh and I’m closet bi just like Luz) and I don’t know what this means except that I L O V E I T