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Hes More Myself Than I Am. Whatever Our Souls Are Made Of, His And Mine Are The Same.

ā€œHeā€™s more myself than I am. Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same.ā€

ā€” Emily BrontĆ«; Wuthering Heights

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how do the boys react to their s/o calling them by their last name! hehe

HEHE IS RIGHT (and lmao i went insane w/ this oops and SORRY)!!

feat. bakugo, deku, todo, and kirishima!

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Katsuki Bakugo

Heā€™s mad

Likeā€¦ mad mad, you know?Ā 

You call him the wrong thing and heā€™s immediately sulking. Crosses his arms and looks at you with a glare, before snapping out some kind rough, ā€œoi.ā€ or, ā€œsay that again?ā€ to let it be known that heā€™s unhappy with your wording

If you immediately laugh and correct yourself, he sort of understands that youā€™re joking and may even find it slightly endearing (if not worthy of returned teasing)ā€¦Ā 

And if you donā€™t, heā€™s both glaring and pouting at you until you do, and sometimes even grumpily reminding you of what you should be calling him (which is either his first name or a pet name and literally nothing else) or holding a grudge until you seriously apologize and beg him to kiss you to make up for it

(Loves to see you asking by making a kissy face at himā€¦ especially when he can refuse and tease you for it)

Things change, however, if youā€™re not doing it to be playful or as a way to get his attention

Even though heā€™d react very similarly (by glowering and instantly correcting you), if you use his last name during an argument, warning bells immediately start going off in his head.Ā 

Correct yourself immediately, heā€™s still frustrated by the fighting, but he calms down just the tiniest bit and rationalizes that you donā€™t hate himā€¦. If you donā€™t, heā€™s doing everything in his power to get you to give in to himā€¦Ā 

Which usually just ends up with him grabbing you and turning things sexual in order to punish you and remind you of exactly who he isā€¦ which is your boyfriend, not some random classmateĀ 

Definitely gets frustrated feeling like heā€™s being compared to an extra not even worthy of being called by their first name, especially by someone whom he loves and loves him

I doubt he knows how to truly express this, thoughā€¦ which is why he instead opts to just fuck your brains out while reminding you

I honestly donā€™t know why I feel so passionate about this, but I definitely think Bakugo would be the guy whoā€™s most bothered by this. Probably thinks that once you get to the first-name basis stageā€¦ reverting back to last names is disrespectful and means that you donā€™t trust him or may even want to distance yourselfā€¦Ā 

So when you do pull this on him, itā€™s not unlikely that heā€™ll think itā€™s a sign of something maybe being wrongĀ 

Mostly due to the recognition that you even call him Katsuki in the first place, but also because itā€™s a real sign of intimacy that he doesnā€™t allow everyone. Like, even though Deku calls him ā€œKacchan,ā€ and the Bakusquad jokes around with that, no one except you really calls him by his first name

(Also, being called ā€œBakugoā€ by his romantic partner probably makes him feel like an old man. Donā€™t do that to him)

Izuku Midoriya

You call Deku by his last nameā€¦ and he probably doesnā€™t even notice until after itā€™s been a couple hours

Dudeā€™s probably so used to being referred to that by his classmates, that if heā€™s even remotely caught up in his thoughts (which is actually kind of a lot), he probably doesnā€™t bat an eye

Itā€™s funny to tease him at first, but after it seems like he doesnā€™t even care what you call him, itā€™s really just slightly irritating to watch him not even notice that you donā€™t call him something sweet or goofy.Ā 

Give it some time though, and heā€™ll finally get thereā€¦ especially if heā€™s finished all his work and heā€™s finally come to cuddle you only to be greeted with the title ā€œMidoriyaā€Ā 

Uhhh, full stop

Heā€™s like, ā€œMidoriya?ā€ with his brow quirked and everything, and all you can do is huff and roll your eyes as if you havenā€™t been calling him that all day

Of course, itā€™s only after all this that heā€™ll notice the frustration, but once he does, heā€™s pestering you about it until you reveal that it seems like he doesnā€™t even notice when you do stuff like that.Ā 

If you donā€™t end up explaining, howeverā€¦ thatā€™s when he gets a little dejected and sulky. He canā€™t be a good boyfriend until he figures out whatā€™s wrong, so he doesnā€™t understand why you wonā€™t help him to figure it outā€¦Ā 

And if + when he does, he also canā€™t understand why you were even calling him that in the first place. Probably asks you you something like, ā€œDo you notā€¦ want to call me baby anymore?ā€ Or ā€œI really did like ā€˜Zuku, you knowā€¦ā€Ā 

And thatā€™s when you have to start feeling bad tooā€¦ because he just seems so sad. All he wants is loveā€¦ and he promises, swears, that itā€™s not like heā€™s busy or ignoring you on purpose

That being said though, I can also see it going that you call him Midoriya and he only notices a few seconds after you end the conversation; always such that he gets up and chases you down the hall to ask you why you called him that

Heā€™ll even call you on the phone if youā€™ve already left

(And if you donā€™t pick up, the message is like, ā€œUh, hi sweetie! Just calling with a, uhā€¦ quick question. Did you call me Midoriya earlier? If you did, thatā€™s okay, I guess! Makes me kinda sad butā€¦ itā€™s not a big deal.. Anywayā€¦ call me back soon, I lo- *BEEP*)Ā 

OMG, and poor baby, you call him by his last name during an argumentā€¦ and everything stops. Heā€™s immediately dropping whatever topic youā€™re fighting about to ask why youā€™re calling him that and if you really mean it.Ā 

His number one nightmare is that he stops being your babyā€¦ so even if youā€™re just saying it to get him to take your frustrations seriously in a fightā€¦ it works

Shoto Todoroki

Todoroki is likeā€¦ simultaneously better and worse than both Bakugo and Deku.Ā 

Definitely embodies the same, weird first-name basis intimacy ideas as Bakugoā€¦ but isnā€™t as needy about it as either of them

Very logical, in that when you call him by his last name, he always assumes that itā€™s probably some kind of slip-up or that youā€™re trying to express something to him, however he doesnā€™t usually end up asking whatā€™s wrong if you end up switching back to his first name or a pet name relatively quickly

(Doesnā€™t catch that it could just be joke or a tease in the first place)

If you donā€™t stop, howeverā€¦ heā€™s definitely going to give you some gentle reminders that youā€™re calling him by the wrong thing

ā€œIā€™m Shoto, remember?ā€ or ā€œTodoroki is what you call my brotherā€ (you actually probably call Natsuo, Natsuoā€¦ but thatā€™s not the point here), or even ā€œare you forgetting something, sweetheart?ā€Ā 

This dude is not slick AT ALL

I also think that because of Todorokiā€™s upbringing, both in the strict and traditional senses, it probably takes you guys the longest to actually get to the first-name basis point

Not that itā€™s any more or less intimate for him than the others, just that in Todoā€™s case, thereā€™s a bit more nuance and processing he has to go through every time his last name comes up

Definitely thinks that once you start calling each other by your first names, there should be no real reason to stopā€¦ which is why heā€™s so confused as to why you even joke about it anyway

Especially because you never express to him that youā€™re having relationship doubts AND the both of you still use pet namesĀ 

Which is why he doesnā€™t hesitate to at least try to ā€œpolitelyā€ correct you when he doesnā€™t like what youā€™re calling him

Call him Todoroki when youā€™re arguing, thoughā€¦ and things are a bit different

Depending on how heated everything is, and whether or not youā€™re actually communicating, the more frustrated he gets. His reminders definitely morph into demands, in that whenever you call him Todoroki, just like Bakugo, heā€™s instantly responding with, ā€œShoto.ā€ or with some other pet name he likes

Literally will not proceed with the conversation until you call him the name that he wants to hearā€¦ and when he does finally catch on to when youā€™re messing with him, does the same thing then, too

Like, heā€™ll literally be holding your hand and will stop you from walking further until you tell him whatā€™s wrong or call him the right thing

Eijiro Kirishima

Kirishima I can see going both ways.Ā 

I think, because heā€™s such a friendly guy that heā€™s actually pretty used to being called Kirishima, or even just Kiri, so if you tend to stick to that, especially more so in public, heā€™s not really going to be too bothered by itā€¦

That being said, thoughā€¦ if you randomly go from ā€œEijiroā€ or some random pet name to exclusively Kirishima, and if it seems like youā€™re doing it on purpose and overly-consistent, he definitely starts getting a little bit confused

Probably doesnā€™t ask you about it at first, especially if you only use it one time, and laugh whenever you doā€¦ but after a while, if you start using it too much, Kiri will gets more and more frustrated as time goes on.Ā 

Heā€™s just not sure if youā€™re trying to tell him something, and if so, what that is

Honestly, it probably gets to the point where even though he doesnā€™t want to, he knows he has to be manly and talk to you about it, at least to ensure that nothing is wrongā€¦ and when he actually doesā€¦ he calls you by your last name, tooā€¦

And thatā€™s how you know itā€™s serious, and that you better stopā€¦ because Kiri seems so sad when he asks you about itā€¦ and when he then hesitates to call you ā€œbabeā€ or something else sweet, tooĀ Ā 

Despite all this, the issue can probably be fixed relatively quick with an explanationā€¦ maybe you were just pranking him, or thought he knew you were joking aroundā€¦ but as long as you promise it doesnā€™t mean anything personal, he bounces back pretty quickĀ 

(Asks for a lot of make-up kisses, though)Ā 

However, his last name still a has a little bit of power over himā€¦ because if you call him by his last name in an argument, heā€™s immediately straightening up

Instantly goes quiet and looks to you for your next words, knowing that now (if youā€™re not trying to mess with him, that is), it really just means you want to talk business, rather than that you hate himā€¦

Besides, you do that thing where you look at him with puppy-dog eyes while asking, ā€œKirishimaaaā€¦?ā€Ā 

Yeah, youā€™re getting whatever the fuck you want


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Make her say good things about herself while you fuck her. Associate her pleasure with self confidence. Condition that bitch to love herself. šŸ„µšŸ„µšŸ„µ

baku/kiri/deku/todo + tattoos

Bakugo gets a tattoo in your handwriting, probably somewhere weird, and definitely somewhere secret. Iā€™m thinking maybe on a hipbone, on either the front or side, though I can also see him going with one on his rib.Ā 

In battle, when his costume is torn, when heā€™s planning his next move, even when heā€™s injured and waiting for backup, heā€™s rubbing his fingers over the dark ink that he had painted on his body, and heā€™s thinking about you.Ā 

You give him strength.Ā 

Also consider: knuckle tattoos.Ā back + thigh + ass tattoos, too.

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Kirishima gets a chest tattoo, maybe of your anniversary date, your name, or even, if he thought youā€™d prefer, of a collection of your wedding flowers. Ā 

He smiles when interviewers ask about it, as everyone can see it displayed on his chest under his Hero costume, and he always unconsciously moves to press his palm to it, as if to tell everyone you live next to his heart.Ā 

Fans love it.Ā 

Also consider: shoulder tattoos that wrap around his neck.Ā 

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Deku gets the classic bicep tattooā€¦ inks a bright red heart wrapped in ribbon with your name right in the center, and when he flexes his arm, he says that the heart is beating for you.Ā 

More than anything, or anyone else, he loves to see you look at it; your eyes softening at the inky stain, fingers delicate when you touch it.Ā He wants to carry a piece of you with him forever.Ā Ā 

Also consider: hand tattoos (that heā€™ll kiss for good luck).

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Hear me outā€¦ Todoroki gets a sleeve dedicated to you, classy and sophisticated with all your favorite things. He loves the care that was put into it, and the intimacy of being the only one who knows what each design meansā€¦Ā 

The few time it gets revealed to the public, he loves that it seems to drive people crazy, asking questions heā€™ll never answer.Ā 

He doesnā€™t care what they think. To him, all that matters is you.Ā 

Also consider: full body tattoo (traditional)šŸ‘€


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Rating nicknames based on sexiness- I LOVE YOU FOR INCLUDING ME TYSM šŸ˜˜šŸ„° @ihatebnha (only in case you wanted to see it!)

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Mommy/Daddy- Um okay so -10/10 absolutely a no from me unless we have children together, Iā€™m down for calling you daddy though but FUCKING PLEASE GOD NOO, but on the flip side I used to have managers (female always) that called most people mama. Ex ā€œHey mama howā€™s it goingā€ or something along those lines and I didnā€™t hate it so much. That is like a 5/10. Feels affectionate kinda.

Darling- Makes me feel chastised, so like 4/10? Maybe saying it sweetly would help but nah, another no thanks. Likes Darlin* infinitely better

Doll- Ugh oh my, I love this so much 10/10 āœØchefs kissāœØ makes me feel like an old lady but like the bikers kind of old lady, that someone calling me this would kill for me and Iā€™d let him. Maybe I like Tig from Sons of Anarchy too much oops

Slut/Whore- Big dick energy required to make this work so like... 7/10 and not all the time- if weā€™re not midfuck youā€™re probably not getting any for a couple days šŸ˜¤šŸ˜¤

TW- Spit for the next one

Baby- 99/10 SO this goes two ways, let me be cute and call me baby while you rub your thumb over the back of my hand but also call me baby when Iā€™m a mess and I let you spit in my mouth like damn

Love- I unironically call people this sometimes and mean it to be nice I donā€™t mean to be annoying rip me. But to me? 6/10 donā€™t care too much about it.

Bae- Someone I sext on and off calls me this sometimes and I just... meh? Nonsexual to me and not really cute either. Feels like a cop out 2/10

Kitten- 3/10 is just an eh for me, like pop off if its your thing I guess

Puppy- Absolutely fucking not. -100/10

Cow??- I think not. I donā€™t know who you think youā€™re talking to but it wonā€™t be me after this one. I have enough self doubt, tf outta here with that 0/10

Bonus for me though-

Princess- Only in bed but please god this is attractive; call me this when youā€™re frustrated with me and Iā€™m GONE 100/10

Sweetheart- non patronizingly is so fucking cute to me I donā€™t even know where to start. 10/10

RATE THE NICKNAMES BASED ON SEXINESS ā€” started my own post ā€˜cause it was gettin long in the og!

š¦šØš¦š¦š² / šššššš² ā”€ā™”ā”€ 9/10, depending on the context. feels gross sometimes, depends on how into it i am. being the sub and them calling you mommy >>>

šššš«š„š¢š§š  ā”€ā™”ā”€ for- during fornication?! 0. definitely romantic, though. but not sexy.

ššØš„š„ ā”€ā™”ā”€ uhhh zero out of ten. it does not hit.

š¬š„š®š­/š°š”šØš«šž ā”€ā™”ā”€ 11/10, makes me cry (in the good way).

š›ššš›š² ā”€ā™”ā”€ 12/10. TRULY MAGNETIC. sends me to the astral realm. romantic in the absolute sexiest way.

š„šØšÆšž ā”€ā™”ā”€ uhhhh 0 out of ten. absolutely not sexy.

š›šššž ā”€ā™”ā”€ zero out of ten. induces -5 horny in me šŸ˜.

š¤š¢š­š­šžš§ ā”€ā™”ā”€ 1,000/10. yeah ā¤ļøšŸ‘„ā¤ļø

š©š®š©š©š² ā”€ā™”ā”€ i would strangle a man if he called me a dog.

šœšØš° ā”€ā™”ā”€ -200 this gave me war flashbacks throw it in the trash can. ā€¦but i do wanna be somebodyā€™s cute cow girl </3

**š›šØš§š®š¬: š©š«š¢š§šœšžš¬š¬ / š©š«š¢š§šœšž ā”€ā™”ā”€ makes me blackout every time i see it, a billion/ten

**š›šØš§š®š¬ šŸ: š›š«ššš­ ā”€ā™”ā”€ I FROTH AT THE MOUTH :( āˆž/10

!! ty for tagging leah :3

RATE THE NICKNAMES BASED ON SEXINESS Started My Own Post Cause It Was Gettin Long In The Og!

tagging: @melanimed āœ¾ @katsukis-lilbunnywhore āœ¾ @kuroosusagichan āœ¾ @colossalnova āœ¾ @loveatsutani āœ¾ @wak4tosh1 āœ¾ @katsukiflr āœ¾ @mi-yoko-san āœ¾ @honeykeigo āœ¾ @triggermattsun (i didnā€™t know which acc to tag mā€™sorry if this is the wrong one šŸ„ŗ) āœ¾ @ihatebnha āœ¾ @kingdomofaeries āœ¾ @kingtamakimurder āœ¾ @sweetbakugou āœ¾ @hearts4niah āœ¾ @m00nchildthings + all my other mutuals!

RATE THE NICKNAMES BASED ON SEXINESS Started My Own Post Cause It Was Gettin Long In The Og!

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Okay but enji šŸ„“šŸ„“ who hasnā€™t had any form of intimacy in so goddamn long, who gets used to being called by his first name by the light of his life- would be shook the first time you call him Todoroki. But not on the outside you know? Heā€™s like wait a fucking second, while he does the math. But I do feel like he asks you what the deal is rather quickly- not having time for the games.

I donā€™t think Todoroki bothers him nearly as much as being called Endeavor though- imagine how fucking mad he gets when you spat that name out at him in the heat of the moment. Just angry due to this or that, but man the look on his face soon after letā€™s you know you just fucked up (I canā€™t decide whether the look is hurt or anger, but you know I love angry daddy šŸ‘€šŸ¤Ŗ)

(last name hc here!)(sho thoughts here!)

You... are so correct.Ā 

GOD, this is one of those moments Endeavor definitely pulls a Shoto (or maybe Shoto is just pulling an Endeavor... idk)... but like you call him anything other than his name or a pet name and heā€™s immediately tuning out the conversation.Ā 

You could be saying it mad, silly, sad, whatever... butĀ it honestly doesnā€™t matter to him if itā€™s not what he wants to be called. He lets you finish your sentence, before immediately jumping straight into the,Ā ā€œwhat?ā€ all moody... and if you donā€™t register what heā€™s referring to, or donā€™t proceed to call him by the right thing, heā€™s not continuing the rest of conversation with you until you do.Ā 

Granted, heā€™s not above telling you what you did eventually (see: pinching his nose and saying ā€œy/n... call me by the right titleā€ SHEESHšŸ˜³)... but unless you seem upset, heā€™s okay with moving on (and especially if youā€™re laughing)

However, I do 100% think youā€™re right about Todoroki vs Endeavor. You call him Todoroki and heā€™s sorta just confused... definitely raises his eyebrows and waits for the right thing... but heā€™s usually pretty good at either seeing right through you or just brushing the whole thing off (if you drop it, that is)...

Call him Endeavor, though... and thatā€™s when shit hits the fan. I really think itā€™s a combination of both hurt and anger... like heā€™s just so hurt youā€™d resort to calling him by his professional name when youā€™re in a relationship that he does end up getting mad. Not necessarily at you specifically, because he loves you and heā€™s learning, after all, but at the situation itself that caused it in the first place.Ā 

Heā€™s honestly probably just at a point in his life where he doesnā€™t assume youā€™re doing anything as a mistake or without meaning. Heā€™s on such high alert most of the time... that when something doesnā€™t click into place as itā€™s supposed to, he definitely takes it to mean that something is wrong.Ā 

Plus, with him being the person that he is, he probably doesnā€™t want to be called by anything other than his name in an intimate relationship... so if + when you donā€™t respect that, heā€™s afraid that heā€™s done something to push you away, and thatā€™s really what hurts him more than anything (because losing you would kill him).Ā Ā 

Now that Iā€™m thinking about it, though... I feel like when youā€™re out with him in public, he probably gets a little bit more lax about being called Endeavor or Todoroki, especially if other people are around.Ā 

He still probably bristles when you say it, because heā€™s never really going to like it coming out of your mouth... but at the same time, he doesnā€™t really feel like explaining himself to anyone who hears you talk to him so casually (not even that your relationship is a secret... just that itā€™s none of the publicā€™s business and he doesnā€™t want to answer to paparazzi while on a date).

Everything aside though, I definitely feel like Endeavor is another guy whoā€™ll get you whatever you want if you whine his last name or call himĀ ā€œTodoroki-sanā€/ā€œEndeavor-san...ā€Ā 

Mostly because it has no real relation to you trying to mess with him or show that youā€™re peeved at him... and is a guaranteed way to get into both his wallet and his pants.Ā 

And donā€™t question me, either. Just do it.šŸ„µ


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