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I Want This But Pregnant Oh Fuck, Oh Damn, Oh Shit. Thats Soft And Im Here For It

ā€œi want this but pregnantā€ oh fuck, oh damn, oh shit. thatā€™s soft and iā€™m here for it

In reference to this post and my tw soft tags on it.

I Want This But Pregnant Oh Fuck, Oh Damn, Oh Shit. Thats Soft And Im Here For It
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Enjiā€™s dysphoric, but heā€™s also never been happier.

Having you, seeing you, even breathing in the same air as youā€”all of it equates to his second life, his second coming. A second chance at happiness, that of which.. he questions if he even deserves at times.

But wordlessly, you seem to always pick up on these feelings the moment they begin to poison his mind.

Even now, as you rest your head so peacefully on his bicep, his free hand softly thrumming along the taut skin of your swollen belly, eyes focused hard enough to bore holes into your womb, baby and all.

ā€œEnji?ā€ He doesnā€™t respond, canā€™t orient himself to reality by himself, no, he needs the gentle squeeze of your palm, the shift of your gaze into his azure eyes, a press of your lips into his warm skin. ā€œStop overthinking, our baby doesnā€™t like it.ā€

He blinks, nods his head before refocusing on the ebb and flow of the life that youā€™veā€”the life that the two of you have created.

ā€œRight, for our baby.. Iā€™m sorry, dear.ā€

And Enji doesnā€™t expect your giggles, furrows his brows as he asks you whatā€™s so funny, even more so when you answer you are.

He asks with bated breath, ā€œWhy is that?ā€

You twist your legs into his, toes frigid against the furnace of his own, futher pressing the massive sum of your love into his arms, ā€œJust because..ā€

You sigh before shutting your eyes, ā€œYouā€™re beating yourself up over something you havenā€™t even done. At least,ā€ he sucks in a breath as you pause, shoulders tense, expecting the worstā€”as he does,

ā€œAt least, not this time.ā€

ā€œHow do we know that I wonā€™t? How do we know that Iā€™m.. capable of change?ā€

ā€œOf change, you say?ā€ He nods once, expression soft yet firm as you graze your chin, your heart fluttering because even a man of his age, of his caliber, despite his status and experience, is looking to you for such advice. Itā€™s almost silly.

Well, it does make sense, considering that heā€™s married to you, after all.

ā€œI donā€™t doubt your ability to raise our child, since weā€™ll be doing it together,ā€ you ground him with the feeling of your nails raking against the coarse hairs of his forearm, ā€œI canā€™t speak much of your change, though Iā€™m confident that you have. But there is one thing Iā€™m sure of.ā€

ā€œAnd that is?ā€ His heavy arm curls around your shoulders.

ā€œThat youā€™re capable of loveā€”and I think.. thatā€™s more than enough for now, donā€™t you?ā€

He isnā€™t sure, not with his head clouded over like this. Apprehension, worry, and guilt seeming to devour him. But he thinks that maybe yours is.

No, heā€™s sure of it. Your love is definitely enough. For him.

I Want This But Pregnant Oh Fuck, Oh Damn, Oh Shit. Thats Soft And Im Here For It

DO NOT RECOMMEND ANY OF MY WORKS ON TIKTOK.

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This is such a win-win situation for Bakugo, because not only does he get to show you off, but itā€™s to the people he trusts more than anyone in the world

So this means that he can just be his usual boastful self while at the same time know that his friends arenā€™t about to steal you away, and that you view them as buddies more than romantic interests, tooā€¦Ā 

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Right.Ā 

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Still though, Kiri lets you cling to his arm when Bakugo isnā€™t there and feed him bits of your food when he tells you that your cooking looks goodā€¦ all the while refusing to admit that heā€™s not disappointed when you let go of him to run to Baku the moment he arrivesĀ 

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But God, because thatā€™s not it though, since Denkiā€™s such a simp, tooā€¦

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Buying you coffee in the morning, carrying your bag or groceries for you, even offering to wrap you up in his jacket whenever it gets coldā€¦ and when Bakugo finds out, because you tell him everything (and he sees the pictures of your and Denkiā€™s matching coffee on your Instagram, too), heā€™s not even denying it

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Thatā€™s how his friends should treat his girlfriend, because what? Is he supposed to say no to people spoiling you? Especially when he knows theyā€™ll never really make a move, and even if they do, youā€™ll reject them.Ā 

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And no, he doesnā€™t really care if (and when) anyone starts to listen inšŸ„“


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What I wouldn't give to roll around in the hayloft with farmhand Kirishima šŸ„“ he's all worried about how you're pulling him away from his work and what if he gets caught slacking off but then you lead him up into the loft and you've got a blanket laid out and he's like oh. Oh THAT'S what you wanted to show him. And he's still worried about getting caught but he's been eyeing those little shorts of yours all day and one little quickie couldn't hurt anything, right?

ONE LITTLE QUICKIE COULDNā€™T HURT ANYTHING RIGHT šŸ—£šŸ—£šŸ—£

Anon... u got me turned me on at work HIGH KEY bc this HITSšŸ˜¾

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Itā€™s a good thing the hayloft is so hidden, tucked away in one of your Paā€™s more empty barns, still smelling off sawdust and salt, and lit by little more than the cracks in the roof... despite how neither fact seems to matter much when youā€™re the one leading him there.

One of his thick, calloused hands wrapped up in yours, Kirishima wonders how heā€™s supposed to stop himself from giving into you, especially since you always seem so excited to spot him across the field and wave him over, ignorant of how the other farmhandā€™s eyes glow green at the sight of you in your blue and red gingham.

That doesnā€™t stop him from following you, though, even if he protests, albeit weakly and under the guise that he wouldnā€™t want to upset your father...

Still, he melts at the sight of the little makeshift fort you made, at the lunchbox you brought him, and the way your cheeks curve as you smile, already crawling onto the mess of hay and patting the spot right next to you.

He never fails to take your face in his hands so he can pepper your cheeks in thankful kisses before he eats, his favorite prayer.

And later, when you straddle him on the little blanket, his palms rubbing over the plush fat of your hips to brush away the hay that sticks to your skin, your own pressed to his chest as you lean up to kiss him... itā€™s no really surprise that kirishimaā€™s popping a stiffy and tugging your panties and shorts to the side all so you can ride him just for a quick minute, his thumb already pressing on your clit.

Itā€™s really quite surprising that no ones caught the both of you yet, your moans enough to shake the red wood of the barn (or so you claim), Kirishima jogging away from your siesta (way too soon) with sweat dripping down his back and straw in his hair... and your own neck now bruised, lips raw and slick.

And when you do finally make your way back to the main house, panties in hand, Kiri blows you kissesšŸ„ŗ


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ā€œHeā€™s more myself than I am. Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same.ā€

ā€” Emily BrontĆ«; Wuthering Heights