Two Weeks Left In The Semester And I Feel Like It's JUST Starting To Get Good, Ahhh

Two weeks left in the semester and I feel like it's JUST starting to get good, ahhh

This is the first time in quite a while where I felt like I actually ENJOYED studying. It sucks because learning has always been something I'm super passionate about. I used to LOVE studying. But, better late than never I guess.

hello hello! i just finished studying for an hour. i’m currently watching star trek before i prepare for my 2-4pm class and go to the hospital. for tonight i’ll walk my dog, clean, then study gastro and biochemistry ☺️

how could i hurt youuu

have you ever listened to a song 53 times in a row and thought wow what a good song. im going to play it again.

On this #transdayofremembrance Im gonna highlight something a lot of us forget, being that trans death by suicide is a death at the hands of this transphobic society we live in, that closeted trans people are left out of statistics accounting for trans death, that trans people who’s narrative is controlled by transphobic family or estates are often left out of statistics and mourning.

I want to highlight specifically how often the rhetoric that transmasculine people are somehow protected from violence is a propaganda tool that has historically allowed violence and murder to be carried out at the hands of our sick society with impunity. I want to highlight how I, an intersex trans man who has survived infant genital mutilation, hormonal conversion therapy, abuse at the hands of doctors and medical professionals specifically due to my transness — would not be counted among trans deaths if I were to die today, in the numbers that get crunched once my body turns cold. I want to highlight that the ability to count our dead is vital, that taking that away is a punishment, not a reward.

I want to highlight how this reality has already impacted the way we think about trans death, and trans life. I want to highlight that none of us are functioning at the level of freedom we deserve in this world. I want to highlight that excusing the mistreatment, abuse or violence toward any of your trans siblings is a win for those who aim to bury us all.

I want to remember all the dead boys and girls who never got to be alive boys and girls. I want to honor them. I want to make sure that every alive trans person gets to realize and see themselves as an alive trans person.

To all my trans family, please stay alive. Please do what you can to keep each other alive. Please do not let apathy toward any of your trans siblings win. Please do not allow the harshness of this world to poison you toward one another. Please, stay alive. Loving each other is suicide prevention.

Would That I - Hozier

Hey! This is a super uncomfortable thing for me to post, but I’m in a voice class and trying to break into theater. I really need to get used to performing. This isn’t a proper cover, but I recorded myself practicing and I’m putting it out there.