I'm Not Saying I'm Neutral, I Already Took My Stand But I'm Not Saying That I Will Ignore His Faults.

I'm not saying I'm neutral, I already took my stand but I'm not saying that I will ignore his faults. It's not blind faith or belief that he's innocent, it's my hope and wish that he's innocent. I'm not condoning his actions but am hoping to know the reasons behind them. I'm not claiming that he's not done anything wrong but I'm not saying he's right either. I'm definitely not claiming to be neutral, I just want to know the whole truth and the reason behind the actions of a man who I've admired for 15 long years.

I'm standing by Jared Padalecki

Unless and until the whole truth is out I stand firmly by the man who has fought against his own demons and helped me fight mine. I don't care about the opinions of those who're spewing rubbish without evidence. This man is a sweet, charming, caring and loving person who has an entire army in the SPN Family. We stand by Jared. I won't listen or tolerate bullcrap against him. Anyone with different thoughts can kindly fuck off from my post and page.

Jared is not alone. We are not alone

2 years have passed since your last goodnight. I had a good day today and somehow I just can't seem to shake the feeling that you were watching too. As the laughs and smiles passed my face today, I remembered you. For some reason today didn't beat me down with sadness but rather lifted me up with happiness. Today just reminded me of all your smiles and laughs, the way you seemed to light up my day through a screen. You never knew me but my dearest Jonghyun its because of you I'm alive and here. I found you in my darkest times and you still walk on holding a light in front of me. Today its 2 years since I woke up with the worst news of my life. Today it's been 2 years since you left and today it's 2 years of mourning your loss. Yet as i watch all the videos that I can find and listen to all your songs that I have, I smile. I smile in the celebration of the brilliant and shining life you lived and the gleaming legacy you've left behind. So move forward and start your next life. I promise I'll find you again this time. Please promise me th at you'll just wait until then. I promise I'll love you again then as I love you now. But now I'll remind you as I have been for the past 2 years.

You did well. You did your best and left me with the greatest memories. Now rest well my darling. I'll see you someday and until then I'll live smiling and laughing. Celebrating the boy who gave my life a reason and saved me from demons of my head. Rest well dearest and please smile as you look at me now.

I love you. I miss you and I'll see you.

The fact that the tree was here the longest makes it feel special. Whether we’re on stage or in the shadow, let’s meet there on October 10. If we do that, I sort of feel like we might see each other for a long time like this tree. When we are 19 and 20.    

being on tumblr is just so cozy... you know what i mean? instagram and twitter are all flashy and loud but tumblr is as cozy as my bedroom with scented candles on a cold November night

Rebloggling to save my own life

the suffering never ends

So I decided to look up what songs are turning 10 this year and I'm very *dabs* old and upset