8 Years And Counting. A Long Way, Indeed. With Teary Eyes And One Big Proud Heart I Feel Like Crying.

8 years and counting. A long way, indeed. With teary eyes and one big proud heart I feel like crying. Seeing you people fighting everyday encourages me to fight more. From the very first day, you have been running. Running to chase the dream. Now, today you got everything. No more want just a heart and brain to stay from connected with us. Indeed you have came a long way, but I will still encourages you to walk more, run more to be on the top. The world top is where we both will see each other. We will embrace each other with love and stability. Hoping that I'll stay with you as gold stays with me.

The days, when you people feel like my back. That someone at my back is there to support me. To the anxious me, your songs made my heart flatter. It feels like you're patting my head to sleep. Those happy moments you have shared with us makes me feel like I'm with someone trustable. Who will always prioritize me. Indeed a teacher. Never thought that I would ever love myself but the way you teaches me. I always feel glad that someone prioritize themselves first. I'm precious, I'm gold, I'm everything you want. Believe me, the love you shown me I will pay back. But trust me, you'll always feels like some soul. Soul that make you happy, relieved and excited but never appeared in real. We're in a long distance relationship, you might don't know me. You will feel like I'm a stranger, yes! I'm. But I want to tell you, love and affection you teaches me it exist. Meaningless talks to deep words you have always put me in a ocean of love. How much I cared about you, think about you, loved you can't be put in words. Because of you I'm selfless. And only for you I might love someone as I do to you. A regret I always have why didn't I know you before. But gladly it's never too late, to love someone. You made me feel like how love actually feels.

Will pray always for our future together. Inseparable and strong to break this world norms and stereotypes. A long way too go, yet you are too close to achieve. Keep going we always gonna protect you as we always did. Just remember, I loved you, is loving you, will love you always and ever. We both are worth to change this world.

I feel tranquil when I immersed into a song. With its lyrics,music, tone and voice. I feel godess made the voice to heal someone who is filled with anxiety. I feel the lyrics has been written keeping my life in mind. I feel the music meant for me to hear. That so ever simple song takes a lot space on my heart. And I peacefully die hearing that song.

Raniy nights along with the cool breeze caress your face. You're sitting on the window having your warm favourite meal in your hand and soft lofi music playing at the background is a whole mood.

I fell in love with words, books, music, movies, flowers and you.

Can't I just get lost in an old royal huge castle surrounded by tall walls and engraved with ancient writing, poetries and paintings. Where the old dead king restore his life and fall for my beauty. Then make me his queen, both of us in the royal castle dancing in the moonlight appreciating each other. The queen wearing her long dark ball gown and the king in his royal suit. Promising each other to live again like ever.

STRANGER

Diving my head on the ocean makes me feel like I'm strange,

Ocean of thoughts washed my mind completely away,

Then I see this universe with an eye of Oceanic humanity,

Who tells me to keep this world same as it is or make it  which no one ever have thought of,

Again those desires, possessions and wants I have been living for strikes my untangled brain,

I shut my worldy vision, and open a distinct eye which I never thought is present,

I see this universe like a stranger.

Those unrebelious mind people make me feel like they're not worth enough to live,

Those creature living the same way of life feels like they're feed up,

Those small non living being makes me feel like they're controlling us,

I feel like a stranger, whose vision is completely change by the Oceanic thought process,

Mind keep telling me to ask why this universe is following that norms,

Why nature can't dominate living beings with the power of non-existent beings,

Confused by everyone's identity, living wants and unthoughtful  mind,

But later my own thoughtful mind answer my question why this universe is still the same and nobody wants to be stranger,

As we all are being caged in our possessions, desires, love, dreams and ourselves.